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2016-03-25 11:34:37 Post No. 27390537
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2016-03-25 11:34:37
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I just spent half a hour trying to write an indepth greentext of what happened to me last night but then ditched it because it was too painful to continue, so I'll just put write down the major things that took place. I feel like a fucking mess right now
>meet my alcoholic, abusive grandparents from mom's side of the family who I haven't seen in over 15 years
>my parents have divorced, so we'll go to their place with dad while I'm being constantly reminded how mom can never find about this
>find out that everything that mom has ever said of them turns out to be right and I'm being interrogated and verbally attacked for almost a hour while dad is too drunk to notice how bad the situation is (instead he tells me to brighten up, cheer up, etc, just ridiculous and meaningless shit)
>force myself to smile and have shitty smalltalk with drunk people while shaking, panicking and slowly dying inside
>my drunk aunt is the only one present who knows about my lack of self-confidence and social skills but every time she tells my grandmother that she's going too far my aunt gets shut down
>at some point other people disappear from the room and I get into a situation my grandmother sits only a few inches away from me, stares at me and repeats herself drunkedly for 20 min while I'm trying to figure what the fuck is going on
>dad comes back from wherever the fuck he wa suddenly tells me he's been a heroin/amphetamine-addict in his youth which I had no idea of
>at midnight grandmother passes out due to drinking too much and we home while dad tells me how great it was to see her after a long time
oh and I forgot to mention that it was my birthday yesterday. woke up this morning and cried for 2 hours because I've never been into such an indimitating situation before and I feel like my whole life's turned upside down. I feel like shit and I just want to die
