I ignored a UTI. It's getting worse. I have symptoms of it getting more serious. I'm ignoring the antibiotics I was given. This way, the cause of my death won't have to be listed as suicide.
>>27387573
Thats a real shit way to go
>>27387684
I don't want people thinking that I killed myself. The person who I care about the most said that he'd blame himself if I ever did it. This will just be seen as an unfortunate illness, hopefully.
>>27387818
Walk out in front of a bus, it'll be quicker and look like an accident.
you will regret it when you are in the hospital fighting for your life.
>>27387573
>death by uti
enjoy your long and peniley deformed existence op
What does blood poisoning/sepsis feel like? The description on wikipedia doesn't make it sound that bad.
>>27387923
I don't want to scar the bus driver or any people looking.
>>27387948
As someone who rarely leaves their bedroom, I'm not planning on making it to a hospital.
If I chop my own feet off could I get disability payments?
>>27387573
If you stay down this course it will be a bad way to go. UTI will move up the ureters and become a kidney infection which will then lead to kidney failure and/or sepsis.
Good luck though anon I hope you can get some opiates or something to ease your passing.
t. medfag
>>27388466
Thanks. What should I be expecting?
>>27387818
When they realise you weren't taking your antiobiotics, they'll know you wanted to die
Dying slowly from a bacterial infection is incredibly painful and no normal human would ignore the pain, so they'll obviously know
>> Dying slowly from a bacterial infection is incredibly painful
I had a huge open infected wound on my leg for weeks that was on the verge of going septic and there was hardly any pain.
>>27388794
I'm p sure kidney failure hurts like hell
Assuming male, how the hell did you even get a UTI?
>>27388771
I do have a record of being forgetful with other medications, but that probably wouldn't work for sure.
>>27388896
I'm female, so it was pretty easy to end up with a UTI. Not drinking nearly enough water was probably a big factor.
why do you want to die OP?
>>27389141
>I'm female,
Get out
>>27389147
I don't have any friends and I barely even know how to interact with people. I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome when I was 6 and diagnosed with Autism under the DSM-V a few years ago. It really shows, and I'm alone almost all the time. It feels like I only burden everyone around me, and I'm tired of hurting people. It feels like everyone would be better off in the long run if I died. My mom almost murdered me when I was younger and my dad regrets the fact that I exist. The only person I talk to on a regular basis is one of my old teachers.
>>27389268
:( that's horrible, I'm sorry.
>>27389268
You're gonna let your parents influence your suicide? They're the ones who decided to create you.
>>27389268
Nice blogpost, no one cares. You're probably just fat. Lose some weight and maybe you'll stop being ugly.
>>27389268
do you want a depressed autistic friend because if so I am available
even if you die at least youll have someone to talk to beforehand
>>27389376
You're right, but I don't know what to do. It feels like this is the only way to escape.
>>27389388
I'm 5'6" and 120 lbs.
>>27389406
It can't hurt. Do you have an email address?
>>27389442
for the love of god get that taken care of
theres much better accidents you could have
