>Someone really likes you and looks up to you
>You absolutely hate them
What an odd feeling
now you understand how women feel towards betas
>>27387571
BETAS SHOULD ALL BE SHOT REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>27387544
>Everybody you admire hates your guts and wants nothing to do with you
>Everybody that accepts you and likes you, you secretly despise
>You hate yourself for what you truly are
Life is a comedy and we're the jokes. I pray for a swift death.
>People don't talk to you
>You have to talk to them first
>>27387753
But anon, you are the beta.
I know the reverse feeling, OP. To look up to, even adore someone that hates your guts. All I can say is I don't blame you. I'm the sole proprietor of my unhappiness. I would try to hate you back if I were capable of hate, I can count the people I hate in this world on one hand. I'm barely capable.
I do have a question, why? Can you not empathize with their plight, as stupid and self inflicted as it may be?
>>27388992
>i only have one friend
>he is the slow and basic type, not creative, not sophisticated
>very hard working and tryhard, but never seems to quite have the edge to do anything right
>he looks up to me and emulates me since we were in school since i was successful in learning, vidya, getting an internet cafe job at 15, having a motorbike at 16
>he continues to emulate me as i grow lazy and complacent, and as my life revolves almost entirely around vidya, movies, comic books and forums
>while i still manage to hold a job and not die of diabetes despite my lifestyle he is just not made of stern enough stock for it
>i basically lead him down the road to failure and he never noticed
>he still doesnt seem aware that we are failures, and while i am okay with my place in life he wouldnt be if he knew
If only when I said that I'd rather play Diablo than go out with the girls you would stand up for yourself and correct me, and go dancing.
>tfw you realize this is how women think about you
>I've never been accepted or liked by anyone
>>27389110
>That look of mixed disgust and pity in their eyes
I didn't choose that feel, that feel chose me.
I want an answer, OP. What have I done that is so unforgivable? Did my jest sting?
>>27389225
>What have I done that is so unforgivable?
They don't want to be admired by those beneath them, they want admiration from those above them. To be in their world is to be an inconvenience and a burden, even if they rationally know it's not your fault.
>>27389225
>What have I done that is so unforgivable?
We exist. We both must have committed horrendous, unforgivable sins in a past life. As punishment we're rendered unlovable in this life.
>>27389089
>I do have a question, why? Can you not empathize with their plight, as stupid and self inflicted as it may be?
Can't feel what isn't there.
