How do I internalize the need to stand up for myself /r9k/? Whenever I look at my actions over the past few years I'm so meek and pathetic, letting people walk all over me. Like letting my bosses force me to apologize to people when I'd done nothing wrong, letting coworkers say extremely insulting things to me when supervisors were right there and I could have easily gotten them fired, and other shameful things. What steps can I take to stop being a pathetic doormat?
>>27382480
While I may not have an answer for you, I do know that feel anon
>>27383259
I don't deserve a gf. If I can't stand up for myself how can I make a girl feel safe.
>not having anger issues so you're constantly looking for a fight
just think of all the times normies have forsaken you and how you want to smash their skulls in
Don't internalize it. Harness your inner chimp, let the shit flow through your veins. Now is not the time to be civil.
>>27383489
>tfw addicted to anger but too afraid of losing my freedom in prison to pick fights
Punching pillows is not an effective outlet. If there was a boxing gym around here I'd sign up just to be able to hit people legally.
Maybe it's because I look like a mass murderer, but I don't find that people walk over me as much as they should be able to.
>>27383460
Focus on all of the things said people have done to you, and get fucking pissed. Live a truthful and authentic life free of worrying about outside opinions. Remember that whatever happens, happens.
>>27382480
Get in shape
>>27383489
I have never felt anger in my entire life. It's gotten to the point where I've developed conscious, synthetic emotions.
