you can only post in this thread if you hate yourself
i can post in this thread
How lucky.
posting because i hat myself
A little.
Some parts of me are a necessary evil, the rest are downright stupid.
>>27378652
I'm not really sure
do I hate myself?
do I?
I mean, I pity myself but
I don't think what I feel is hate
anon reporting for duty
the scars don't lie
>>27378652
robot pls let me post, i belong here
>>27378652
Thanks for the wallpaper family
>>27378652
There's only one way to stop the thoughts.
>>27378652
I wish I lived there. Nice picture
Was good senpai is this /suicide/?
>>27378652
I'm allowed in this thread, I disgust myself and hate it.
>get fat
>go on diet
>miserable when thin too
Why live? At least eating gives me solace.
>sabotage any time I'm happy with over analyzing
>cant trust women because of sexual abuse as young boy
>constant thoughts of suicide.
If I did kill myself, it would either be hanging, or blowing myself up in the woods. Ot would be really quick and quite the scene to come across
I really want to blame others for all my problems but I know it's really all my fault. Deep down inside me I subconsciously enjoy being miserable, lazy, self hating, and being an asshole. Is there a term for this or am I just a dick, I feel like I deserve better but know I shouldn't, I just find someone to blame for everything aka Chads, the Jews, and Women.
this totally makes up for the slow descent into psychosis
reporting in i hate being in a wheelchair and leg get tight some times
>>27380039
i want to say self-sabotage
I primarily look at humiliation porn, so I think I might fit in here
i constantly alternate between extreme narcicissm and intense self-hate at seemingly random intervals
how do i fix this
>>27378652
I've been a bit manic this week. It's quite rare that I'm manic. But yet I still manage to hate myself.
>>27380096
Yeah me too.
Feels good trip faggot
>tfw no self-control
>tfw always end up indulging shitty habits like junk food, 4chan, etc
>tfw hate myself for these things, but can't get myself to stop
>>27379941
this desu.
i thought getting fit would cure all my problems.
it really didn't.
you have to be pro active in solving your problems and dealing with your thoughts.
losing weight isn't going to do this by itself
So I'm going to go on a diet again, gym, and get fit again. This time I will be more prepared, and not binge eat again
What are we supposed to talk about?
>>27380234
this is me.
it really isn't healthy to switch between such extreme emotions so quickly every day.
going to therapy has helped me to accept myself more, and embrace my narcissism in healthy doses.
>>27378652
I really want to fuck another anon.
>>27378652
My life is and wont go any where and it's my fault.
I try to make positive changes and for around 6 months I could feel better then it crashes down or slowly slips away leading to back to where I was 6 months before.
I hate it
I'm alone
I'm afraid
I'm upset
I'm lost
and it's all my fault.
even when I do fall, i have some hope some were that it get better or something I could do but I don't think I can keep that up anymore
>>27380234
worry less about what's going on in your brainspace. your intent doesn't matter. how hard you try, how competent you are. only what actually happens, the change you produce, matters.
Self-loather reporting in
Reporting from a formal military ball to which I went stag. Considering suicide
>>27380453
I relate to this so much
>>27378652
everyone hates themselves to a degree its just how u handle it u can accept it and channel it into something or u can let it stay inside you and destroy you
>>27380453
I'm actually in this exact same fucking shitty situation. Will it ever change? Or will it just keep crashing and getting completely ruined every few months?
i have every right to post here
>>27380984
I am unsure if it will ever get better.
I'd say the last 6 months were proberly the best I'm going to have, I felt like I've grown so much, but circumstance force me back home and this time it feels crushing. I was starting not to be that person and now knowing that I will have to home I can feel apathtic to everything and that all my work and self development was for nothing.
