I do everything within my power to make myself numb. Heroin, prescription drugs of all varieties, designer drugs, weed, meth, crack, etc. etc. etc.

Opiates/opioids are the best, followed by benzodiazepines and their analogues. Opiates can relieve the pain, and if you take enough benzo's can make you forget you even exist much less that you're in pain.

>>27369974
Post pic of face you dumb shart.

>>27370024
I've posted it many times this is not what this thread is about. This thread is for ugly people to support and help each other, something this board needs more of instead of erica attention whoring.

>>27369974
I just avoid people as much as possible. I realized that's all I can do. Life is suffering

>>27369974
I know its hard but really try to stop giving a fuck what people think. I know its not easy, I know we live in a shallow world, I know life is really fucking unfair and there is no justice. Opiates are great, like really fucking wonderful, but they will not solve your problems. As your tolerance builds and you need more and more to fill the void your situation will only worsen and on top of that you will have a crippling addiction to deal with. If you really can't stop caring what people think you may have to kill yourself. I'm being serious, and seriously consider it if you haven't already. Think about how you would do it, taking in caution to assure success. Think about how it would impact everyone in your life and if your willing to put them through it. Most of all, ask yourself if you are ready to stop existing. If you do decide to proceed with it wait at least 3 days after you have a plan and have set your affairs straight. I bet at least someone loves you OP, good luck.