When was the last time that you were happy?
I don't remember.original 2bh
today was pretty good. pretty stoked for spring break
when I was oblivious to sex and how fucked I'd soon be in later life so 12
>>27366473
When I was 11 before my Dad left us.
I've felt temporarily happy often, but at the end of the day when I'm alone in bed, I haven't been happy since I was a kid
>>27366473
The brief seconds after killing Cho'gall in WoW for the first time. It was a real exciting boss fight and it was the pinnacle of our guild's raiding success. Yeah....a fucking video game...
>>27366473
what is that facial expression. combined with the earphones makes it confusing
>>27366542
constipation
when I was on holiday inJapan
Before I moved elementary schools
I remember eating lunch and me and some friends and someone would always bring their Game Informer and we would all huddle and read it
It was much better
before my best buddy died. been a couple years and i still feel pretty empty, life just feels cold and boring. not a bad feel, but not a good one. kind of an in between feel
when I did mdma last december
had horrible clenchjaw tho
also felt scrambled for months after taking it
When I had a this female roommate that was nice too me and I was finally in good shape. That lasted a month then she left :( before that it was in 2012 for 2 weeks when I got to my goal weight and had a six pack. Then I got hospitalized for related psychosis and have been miserable since. I think I was happy until 6th grade maybe.
>>27366592
same desu, I went on my own for two weeks
so peaceful
When the doctor gave me a shot of Dilaudid.
>>27366473
True happiness, never. I tried to convince myself I was, but I wasn't.
But,
>tfw content
My default sense is a sense of contentedness nowadays since a year or so, with spikes of feeling happy and often enough genuinely enjoying my life. Honestly, I think it's about as good as it gets without having sufficient money to live off of, and I'm okay with it in the sense that I don't really dwell on my poorfag status.
Maybe around when I was in Year 3.
That was just before I realised being blamed for everything, being insulted and harrassed by teachers and students and having to read books hiding under my bed so I didn't have to be in the firing lines of that week's domestic abuse wasn't what normal people went through.
I haven't been the same since.
Haha this thread made me realize I can't even remember.
>>27366473
Two days ago when I was bretty gud at the seminary and later hung out with a couple of girls from class, who actually seemed to appreciate my company
my crush said she loved me after being close friends with her for 4 years. too bad we're an ocean apart and she ended up just fucking some guy at her college
>>27367690
>9th revision
>>27366473
>Tfw when 2011 was 5 years ago
Truly happy? Probably never.
I've been elated as fuck this past week though. Smiling at random strangers, being outgoing with classmates.
>>27367812
What is your secret friend? The only thing driving me not to kill myself is a game that releases in like 20 days
I have 2 exams today I'm nervous as fuck pls halp
>>27367854
Wht game?
>>27367867
Dark Souls 3
https://youtu.be/QjY99zF3_to
>>27367690
>too bad we're an ocean apart
This song's for you robro. https://youtu.be/loAEhyzu_TQ
>>27366473
5 years algo, when i started college
>>27367867
DaS3, probably, which I'm looking forward to too.
>>27367854
I don't know. I got an 87 on my test three weeks ago and it's all been uphill from there mentally. I've also stopped thinking about the idea of getting a 'girlfriend' and been focusing on just getting friends, especially female ones.
Last year and the three prior, I would go days and weeks without speaking to anyone but my family and especially no non-family member women. Now that I've started school and work, I talk to women constantly. Even if it's strictly platonic, it's a start. A woman who works at a law office gave me her business card. I thought to myself: "I'm acquainted with someone that works at a fucking law office." Take the small victories, no matter how small, and cherish them as if you won the war and build upon them.
As for the exams, I'm sorry I can't help you. I love tests myself so I've never gotten test taking anxiety.
>>27367912
My last 2 exams were 100 and 90 but that doesn't stop this anxiety shit
I'm doing now what you did the last 4 years. I've been doing it my entire life though. Idk man I fucking hate this shit
Best of luck to you though
Two years ago, if my memory serves right.
>>27367976
Best of luck to you too.
One thing I will depart with is this: the saying "it gets better" is bullshit. It does, but not on its own. You have to make it better .I had plans to talk to this cutie in class but I decided it wasn't the best course of action that day and postponed it til next class. You don't need a victory every day, but try to at least make a plan to chat up a girl at least once a week and see how it goes. Pick your battles wisely. My favorite time to chat is when leaving class because when everyone is getting up and moving and you're talking, you have the feeling and atmosphere of being alone while not actually being alone which might be creepy.
Hope to see you in Souls, buddy.
>>27368007
Thanks man, I'll absorb some wisdom
You'll definitely see me
genuinely god tier happy? I can't remember, probably in my teens.
midly satisfied ? when I managed to sleep without hammering with more pills than I am already on
Right now, actually.
I had my wallet taken at work and due to shenanigans that I had no observation of, it ended up right where I put it originally.
They gave it back, with everything in it. Shit-eating grin all over my face.
Last saturday
>a girl came over, we talked a bit, the conversation was interesting
>fucked 4 or 5 times, cuddled between fucks
>afterwards she put Chet Faker and we just listened to the music, cuddled and kissed
>would have had more sex but I was out of condoms
There was a moment of pure bliss holding her and listening to the music that I couldn't think like I usually do, my mind was completely in the moment and utterly happy.
>>27366592
>>27367027
>tfw just came back from a week long trip there
>tfw all those qts everywhere
>>27366473
Last night I did shrooms and smoked weed. It totally destroyed me then rebuilt me to the highest level in the space of an hour.
Probably 9 or early 10, before my life started to revolve around my penis.
>>27366473
four years ago when i thought I had a chance with a girl. I actually didn't. does that still count?
>>27366473
Holy fuck I went to school with that girl.
Just now.
I tend to be happy about litterally nothing and get sad when anything happens ever.
Before my grandfather died in front of me and I had a stable relationship.
When I was tripping balls on acid a couple of weeks ago. Ill never understand how its during the absolute confusion and fear of my trips that things seem the most happy and clear
>>27366473
I was in the shower and realized I had pretty boobs and my dysphoria went completely away for the first time in my life. I draw on the shower wall while I cried and laughed for like 20 minutes straight.
>>27366542
its the face a girl makes when shes waiting for you to penetrate her again. Its a physical wanting feeling of absolute desire.
>>27366540
>playing post-TBC
Fuck off retard.
>>27366473
Why is that pic making me so hard and so feely at the same time?
To answer your question, probably when I was a kid, up until 11 years old was pretty good. I'm 19 now, handholdless virgin, haven't had friends for over 5 years (I mean no friends at all) and the worst thing is I don't even care anymore, I don't want friends or to do better in uni or anything. All I feel all day is some sort of anxiety even though I have nothing to be nervous about and also this heavy feeling in my chest. Sometimes I cry in bed thinking how pathetic I am but that's it.
>>27366473
i was happy when i was about 15 years old
i'm 29 now
it DOES NOT get better
