The suicidal thoughts are coming back
>>27363135
For me they are always there, every second.
>they never left
>>27363891
>For me they are always there, every second.
This. They have never left me.
>>27363135
>tfw anti-suicidal thoughts slowly creeping in
>feels like I'm losing myself
>it's all because people force me to stay alive and wouldn't let me die when the time was 110% right
>now I'm stuck with these unwanted feelings and perceptions and I'm STILL not allowed to die
I feel like they actually want me to be a husk when the lights finally go out. Can't even die with dignity.
>>27363135
Make them stop.
Its easy.
>>27364105
>It's easy
Normies not allowed.
