whats your dream /r9k/?
or did they die a long time ago when you chose your path to Wizardom
>>27348172
>dream of having a hug tit-cowed gf to cuddle at night
>want her to comfort me when my depression cripples me
>want to snuggle her boobs while i get better
but i cant im stuck on this website at 2am browsing shitty threads about girls who ill never get and dreams that ill never have.
Kill me r9
>>27348172
>go law school
>get a decent job that is relevant to my skills
>buy small house with qt wife
>have dog
>live together until we die
yeah...might as well dream about being an astronaut
Wanted to be a pilot on the air force or just a comercial pilot would suffice
Denied both on account of my hospitalizations
>>27348230
>depression
>pilot
sorry bud, your german buddy andreas ruined that for ya
>>27348230
anon, cant feel you anymore
>>27348212
Mine was very similar except I wanted to be a doctor and have 2 kids with a loyal stay at home dad husband.
>>27348243
Thing is though when I was in the hospital they all told me to go for it and whatnot
>the people at the hospital didn't tell me being in the hospital itself was going to prevent me from achieving my goal
>>27348230
This was my dream too, anon.
>>27348172
> dream of getting run over by a car tomorrow
I'm not depressive or shit, I'm just very very bored and disappointed by everyone and everything around me. Dont know if my expectations are too big, or just nobody gives a shit about me
>>27348172
I wish I could be a NEET honestly. There are 1-2 things I want in this world. In my mind, they aren't anything too hard to get. If I could get them I would say my life is complete and turn to wizardom
>>27348172
>Become doctor
>Get a hot gf/wife or bang a lot of of women regularly
I'm a third year med student and been banging my oneitis for a few months now.
Doing pretty good I guess
>>27348230
WHY DID YOU USE YOUR REAL NAME YO UFOOL!
>have dream
>go to bathroom and piss in dream
>immediately wake up wetting the bed
Anyone else have this happen to them?
>friends that care about me
>a gf that loved me
>a career that made enough money to get away from abusive parents and live by myself.
Only one of these things can happen now and it's not the first 2.
>>27348230
Nice to meet you, I'm Annual.
>tfw never had any dreams or passions
I don't even have literal dreams most nights
To write a novel that is received favorably by the academic and literary community.
The problem is that I'm genuinely stupid and very lazy, even by NEET manchild standards.
>>27348267
Sorry m8
>>27348298
>>27348334
Holy fuck how haven't I noticed that before lol
>>27348172
>phd
>huge unique-looking house with lots of treed land
>big personal library and personally curated museum-like collections
>one daughter
>long, loving marriage
>>27348359
This is what I want. Exactly what I want.
Let's get married.
>>27348172
>when I was a little kid
Become a doctor
>starting in 8th grade
Bang that cute girl, get into college, get into a good undergrad school and go to law school after that
>Starting in senior year of high school
Don't know. Military?
>Junior year of college
A quick and painless suicide
>>27348387
What's your PhD going to be in?Sorry anon, I've already got the marriage.
My dream is to become an author and to have a lgf. More immediately I'd like to not be so fucking alone anymore.
>>27348172
>dream of making vidya
>dream of having nice looking wife
>dream of having money and all the vidya I can possibly get.
All down the drain. Can't someone just come and end me already?
Why did I have to be born such a failure?
I wanted to publish a book. I have lots of poems written. I realized they're all shit, feel too forced to be considered good. Also, it trns out my depression has taken all the desires that i have. Haven't wrote anything in two or three years. And, even though i have some ideas lingering around my brain. Now the only thing i want is to be a neet (can't because i'm a worthless wagecuck) and play vidya.
Go to sleep and never wake up desu fampai
>>27348492
Care to post some of your writings here? I'm >>27348446. will post some if anyone else does.
>>27348194
Save up some money for the eventual introduction of gynoids aka sexbots.
I always wanted to play music for people. The genre has changed over the years from straight rock to metal to whatever chill alt-rock is called.
>be junior
>time to fill out college apps
>tell parents I want to join a band instead
>they laugh and tell me that's a dumb idea and to go to college
>get really angry as I've already been in contact with some locals
>break down in front of them
>they just keep laughing at me
>go to some shit college
>almost done with second year
>history major
>wish I would get run over by a bus everyday
I wish I wasn't such a beta bitch and had just run away to join a band, or held my ground.