>Haven't showered in 2 weeks
>haven't shaved in 2 weeks
>need to do laundry
>no clean clothes
>no clean socks
>out of deodorant
>Apartment is a mess
>still have trash from Christmas
>found a pile from Christmas '14
>at least 23 empty jugs of water
>a few pizza boxes
>chinese food container
>Full trashcan
>attempt to clean 2 months ago
>half full bag still sitting there
>chicken in fridge 2 weeks old
>pic related in freezer still
>got home from work tonight
>sat in car for over an hour
>need to get up for class in 6 hours
It's been getting steadily worse for awhile now.
I can only hope I find the strength to kill myself soon.
>>27345185
You sound like you need drugs m8
Get on mdma, but be careful and stay hydrated
Feeling sorry for yourself will get you nowhere. Take whatever money you have, buy some blow, get your shit together, or quit wasting oxygen. Some of us need it.
iktfb
i am in the same position, i only leave my room to make some instant ramen
>go to bed at decent hour (12)
>have school in morning (paying out of pocket) at 8:25
>wake up at 10:30 AM
>lay in bed for a little while on computer and go back to bed
>wake up at 5PM
>need to be up in a few hours for a full day of school and work until I get off at 10
this is fine. everything is fine
>school at 1030.
>wake up at 9.
>tell myself it's not worth going.
>can't refute this.
>go back to bed.
>wake up at 1
>do this for weeks.
>miss assignments, fail quizzes, blow off papers.
>tell myself for days "this is the day I turn it around"
>actually make it to class once.
>no point. I didn't read any of the material we're covering that day anyway.
>get home play vidya and drink all night.
>Haven't showered in 5 days
>Need to do laundry
>Haven't talked to a real human being in 2 weeks
>Run out of food
>1 week more and I will drop college
>Get to bed at 5 am
>Wake up at 3 pm
>When I wake up, I need at least 2 hours to get motivated to stand up and do something
>I was taking 5htp to help.
>It has helped me in the past and is generally my last resort drug.
>I guess I built up a tolerance or something because it's not fucking touching this anymore.
>>27345529
holyshit are you me?
This comment is now original desu
