>be 19
>in college
>best friend at school is 38 year old man
>really like him
>not really romantically but with a similar passion
>tried to justify it as brotherly but not sure about that either
>he isn't gay so even if I wanted him I can't have him
I'm really confused... I've never felt this way before. Idk what to do
>>27337707
Fatherly love
He's a neet too, isn't he?
>>27337707
ask him to adopt ypu and be your daddy
>>27337720
My dad did leave when I was in middle school and has since remarried and doesn't give a shit about me
I dont want to burst your bubble or anything but why the fuck would a 19 year old kid being chilling with a 38 year old man just sounds weird like is he a beardneck at least ?
>>27337707
You just vibe with him, it's hard to make bonds like that with people
I know I'm sick of only ever half liking someone at best
>>27337768
Idk we like a lot of the same stuff and have been in a lot of the same classes the last 2 years. Hes not a neckbeard