the only reason I haven't killed myself is because of my own cowardice
how do I get over it so I can finally die?
Pay someone else to kill you.
>go on darknet
>put a hit out on yourself
Maybe your suffering needs to increase or maybe some drug could make you braver/more impulsive/ more decisive.
Maybe if you're tripping balls all the time you'll be crazier and kill yourself.
>>27336818
You don't want to die. How old are you?
Jump off bridge could be fun
>>27337035
23
I do want to die
>>27337344
Why do you want to die? Originally speaking
>>27337603
because i'm an ugly, retarded, poor, bitter sperg who isn't good at anything lacks the motivation or the talent or the skill to make something of his life
I'll always be alone, I'll always be poor, I'll always be lazy to a fault, and I'll always be miserable so I might as well just fucking get it over with instead of prolonging it
it does not "get better" that's a bs lie people say to suicidal folks to keep them trapped in this hellhole even longer
>>27337909
ahahhahahh what a fucking looser
>>27337909
Try psychedelics first?
>>27338017
you're right, thank you
Hal is that you?
>>27338336
I am not Hal, no
