My life is horrible. I lift weights, I read books, I'm trying to get a good degree, I'm a good person. But my life sucks.
I'm ugly, I'm unintelligent and my life just sucks. I came to realization recently that this is it - this is my life. Not what I wanted, not how I imagined it. What's the point anymore? I sincerely think about killing myself every single day, I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up anymore.
Look on the bright sides, you could have aids, you could have cancer.
You could be living in a third world country.
You say your life sucks but it's all relative, compared to my life yours is probably better, I dropped out and will never have a degree, my job prospects are lower, etc.
Think about this shit.
>>27333488
>you could have aids, you could have cancer.
I wish I did
>You could be living in a third world country.
I used to. Then I moved to another country where I worked for a couple of years and now I'm studying here.
Just because your life sucks, it doesn't make my life better. What's the point anymore? We'll never experience teenage love, we'll never get a second chance, we'll never be young again. I'll never have friends again, I'll never see my family again, I'll never date a teenage girl who'll lose her virignity to me and feel genuine love.
I'll always be an ugly loser and the best I can hope for is some slut getting tired of Chad and settling for me.
What's the point anymore?
>>27333528
What's the point anymore?
I don't get it. You have a mediocre life, so what? So does at least 95% of people I know.
>>27333528
>We'll never experience teenage love, we'll never get a second chance, we'll never be young again. I'll never have friends again, I'll never see my family again, I'll never date a teenage girl who'll lose her virignity to me and feel genuine love.
who says those things are the point of life?
the meaning of life is what you make of it, not what society tells you it is
for me it's loli porn
>>27333457
So stop it. There is no doubts, that you can buy a shotgun(the most fast and painless way) and finish your sufferings. Your life is not going to get any better and you know it. You lost in genes lottery, sry pal, deal with it
>>27333528
Find something you enjoy, it's all you can do, really. Forget women, forget work, forget what other people are doing. Live for yourself and do things you like.
I am going through a rough patch as well, I seem to be a little stronger than you though based on your posts, it's difficult because I've quit drinking alcohol and am very unhappy right now, I can't get my quick fix and escapism so it feels like I'm stuck in the desert of the real.
I am waiting for Wrestlemania 32. I am actually going to watch it with some people from work, we don't usually hang out but it's something, it will be kind of normal life and that's cool.
Basically WWE is what gets me through life, it's a constant and a rock, you need something like that, a rock. Every stable building needs a good foundation. That one thing that's always there for you.
Just don't make it alcohol anon, trust me.
It could be worse, man. You wanna know what I did today? I'm not trying to start a pity war or anything. Just thought that maybe it'd make you feel better about yourself seeing how worthless someone else is, y'know?
So to start off the morning, I shoplifted some nasal decongestants from the pharmacy so I could break them open, swallow the cotton, and get high on them. It's a pretty good high if you're in a bit of a fix. Then once the drugs kicked in, I went on a scenic stroll up and down the street to say hello to my neighbors, naturally. My red eyes were all bugged out and shifty, I was grinding my teeth, I looked fucking nuts. But enough shitting around. I was out there because I wanted a smoke, so I was desperately scanning every single crack in the pavement, searching for cigarette bums that still had enough left to light up. And people saw me out there, they covered their eyes, gasped and pointed, etc. But to be brutally honest with you, I've pretty much lost my ability to feel any shame anymore. I've completely given up. I'm not even depressed anymore, I just don't really care, you get me?
I guess this is where I should summarize the moral of my little tale. Some kind of lesson to draw from this story. Well I think it just captures a small portion of a much larger portrait. A portrait of the universe as a cold and uncaring and unjust place that we've somehow been bound to. I mean, there is no moral order, there is no right and wrong, if God even exists he certainly doesn't care about me or you, your parents probably never truly loved you if you think about it, one day you'll realize your dreams are simply unobtainable and you just weren't good enough to make it, so you'll spend your life on auto-pilot, and in the end we're all gonna be alone on our death beds and we'll have a brief moment of clarity and realize we pissed our lives away and we'll beg the reaper for one more minute before finally keeling over.
>>27334173
dude no one cares about butt hunting as long as you're not on hands and knees scanning the ground.
pick up the biggest half cig out of an ashtray and dip, no one cares. everyone does it.
>>27334234
Well damn, that makes me feel alright about myself. Gonna go out to look for some more.
>>27334173
How do you lose the ability to feel shame? I want that so fucking bad.
at least you can read books, I'm too retarded to do that
>>27333457
But you DO understand that you share your predicament with majority of lower middle-class/middle-class males world-wide? Grow a beard (or shave), do something fun, make yourself stand out. I'm a 6 AT BEST, plus from a former Eastern Bloc country, but I invested in myself, gained confidence and approached people head on. If you do that and it doesn't work, then consider that perhaps your environment is toxic and you need a change of scenery. Life sucks, why not embrace that fact and leave out all the projections, residual dreams, and so on, and just try and have fun while it lasts?
>>27333457
same boat, I'm just allot older than you
I just keep lifting every day so I can be fit for the European Race War of 2018
only thing keeping me alive
What is with this lifting shit. Almost everyone on here who does it is still miserable but it's hailed as some life changing thing.
>>27334912
I'd rather spend my old days as a miserable but active fart, than as a barely moving zombie of a person.
>>27334912
It gives you a genuine hard endorphin rush and it superficially feels like the answer to our lost manhood but it doesn't really change anything.
>>27333528
iktf brah, dont listen to those fucking normies with reddit tier advices a'la JUST BE YOURSELF BRAH
if you think that your life will only go worse and worse without even 0.00001% chance for something better then go for a hero
and excuse my curiosity, but you mentioned that you had moved from 3rd shithole to a better place, as a robot from 3rd world shithole considering moving out i would simply like to know from where you come from and where did you end up and ofc was it worth the effort
