Kind of a fucked up situation last night. My gf (been dating 4 months) asked a few days ago if I wanted to watch porn while we fucked. I said sure.
My dick is 4" and kind of thin. It fucking sucks. I've been with 3 girls before and none of them have said anything mean or insulting, but I'm still self-conscious about it and just wish it was an inch or two bigger.
Anyway, I searched for porn videos that had normal sized dicks, like 4 to 6 inches. Just so I wouldn't feel anxious while we watched.
Last night she asked if I brought the porn, and I gave it to her on a USB drive. She put it on her laptop, but then she also loaded videos of her own. This was unexpected -- I thought she only wanted me to bring videos. I didn't even know she watched porn or had any.
Every video of hers featured a ripped muscle-head guy with a 9" dick. Most were clips of these guys super-aggressively fucking a girl doggystyle. I tried not to let it bother me. I tried to fuck her doggystyle like in the videos, but it just wasn't happening. My dick always slips out after 4-5 thrusts.
Finally I just finger-fucked her while she watched the videos, and after maybe 10min she had the most powerful orgasm I've seen since we started dating. For 30sec after, she just kept going 'oh my god that was so hot'.
At the time I just rolled with it and thought it was pretty hot myself, and she did return the favor by getting me off. But the moment I came, I was just overwhelmed by humiliation. I literally watched her lust over other guys big cocks for 40min. She probably would've sucked their cocks and drank their cum. She gave me a handjob, looked uninterested and couldn't run to the bathroom fast enough to wipe my spurts of cum off her fingers.
She went to sleep 5 hours ago, I'm sitting in her living room wide awake just feeling like total shit. Is this how it's always going to be, just feeling inferior in every sexual experience? Fuck.
>>27327655
fresh, excellent bait. 8.5/10
>>27327663
Call it whatever you want. Obviously I'm not proud of this. I'm just hoping someone else can relate, or at least tell me I'm not doomed to a life of never satisfying a woman.
I've always gone with 'missionary with her legs above her head' as my go-to position, since girls often say it makes it feel bigger and fills them up more. Anyone else have tips or suggestions.
Life sucks either way. The look of pain I got last time I was about to smash my gf is still making me feel bad days later. Porn lies, big dicks hurt and aren't that great.
>>27327769
Fuck you. I don't feel a shred of sympathy for you. Girls lust over big cocks -- it's a fact. Your girlfriend isn't soaking her panties dreaming of my 4-incher. You have no idea how it feels to be cursed with a small dick. No fucking idea.
When other people post their problems, it gets taken seriously more-or-less. I always try and offer my fellow robots good advice and not fill their threads with shitposts.
What do I get when I need help? When I'm feeling lower than dirt? Someone accusing me of 'bating' and a big-dicked guy saying "yeah we've both got it tough".
So wait, is this thread for small dick problems or small dick problems?
Pathetic.
You should kill yourself, normi cuck.
Do you kiss your gf? How Tyrones dick tastes like? Hope she will drain every penny out of you and become mudslims sex slave.
>>27327827
Yeah now think about the fact you have a gf that still has sex with you
>>27327655
your girlfriend is cruel and selfish. It is only a matter of time before she will cheat on you with some guy from craglist/tinder, and only a question of time before she asks you to watch them.
Better dump her now and save yourself from more humiliation.
>>27327843
You'd fuck a girl who had to watch video of ripped dudes with big cocks to be able to enjoy sex with you?
I feel fucking ridiculous.
>>27327655
She didn't even suck you to completion? Damn son... That would annoy me more than anything.
But honestly this isn't really all that bad. My gf is a chestlet but I jerk off to pics of girls with huge tits all the time. Maybe she had a strong orgasm because your finger fucking technique is better than your dick game. The big dick porn doesn't necessarily correlate with her wishing you had a 9 inch dick.
Also how do you pop out after fucking doggy style? You gotta coordinate your thrusts better; that shouldn't be happening, even if you're only 4 inches.
ugly, skinnyfat, 4 inch penis, virgin
I should just killmyself, desu.
>>27327655
Idk what your last few girlfriends were like but they probably didn't mind about your size. This person might like you but feel sexually frustrated, or maybe they just like big dick porn and it has nothing to do with your dick. Either way, if this relationship progresses then you two should talk it out.
>>27327915
The only doggystyle I can do is where I'm balls deep just doing these tiny little thrusts. Every time I've seen guys doing it in porn they look fucking ridiculous, so I just don't do it.
When I try to do full thrusts, it pops out all the time. So much that it's not even worth it.
>>27327655
>is this how its always going to be?
Yea. As a small dick guy, small dick paranoia will be a staple of any relationship you have. You will be constantly worried you are not satisfying, no matter how much evidence you have to the contrary, and it will eventually lead you to call off sex all together due to the massive amount of anxiety and paranoia you will have.
Enjoy!
>>27327655
>Is this how it's always going to be, just feeling inferior in every sexual experience? Fuck.
Yep, your fault for not growing a bigger dick when you had the chance. You're only hope now is to exclusively date virgins who don't know better. I suggest joining a church.
Not that I can fucking relate at all lol. My cock is almost 8 inches long and sex with extremely satifying. My gf doesn't even like porn because I'm so fucking good.
Rofl, normie problems.
Why is this shit posted on r9k? This belongs to soc or fit.
>>27327655
Kekedoodledoo!
Sorry m80 but this is what the sexual revolution has brought all of us. Women now have an unrealistic yard stick against which they measure all of their sexual interactions with non-top-20%ers. There's only one course of action:
1 - become Buddhist
2 - accrue much positive karma
3 - kill yourself
4 - begin next life as Chad
Good luck m8.
>>27327953
It's not just paranoia though. It's a genuine concern. I don't have any solution to OP other than to learn to not care, to accept it. You cant change it as far as I know, and size does matter, both physically and psychologically.
The only good advice I can give is to invest yourself into something worthwhile. Find self value outside of the transient and ever fading value from external validation.
I was born unattractive, and I'm really fucking weird. Girls don't respect me, sometimes they give me funny and smug looks in public, or outright laugh at me. It used to bother me, but then I improved myself. Now I genuinely don't give many fucks about what other people think. Most people are shit anyways.
Probably not the answer you were looking for OP, but there you have it.
>>27327942
I mean even if they're not full thrusts, as long as you're keeping consistent balls deep strides, you really shouldn't have any problems? Are you in front of a mirror or something; who gives a fuck how ridiculous it looks.
You just gotta try different positions. I would recommend the top left one; she can grind on your dick, and since you're upright she can ride all 4 inches
>>27327655
What this guy said
>>27327953
but rather than despairing and falling into a pit of anxiety, you need to fucking fight back against that shit.
Kill those thoughts dead, act ridiculously confident with your gf, and try and bring in more rough stuff in the bedroom - hair pulling, choking, spanking, BDSM if she seems amenable. It's harder to be anxious about your dick size when your girl comes from calling you 'sir'and I know this shit would be incredibly difficult for 95% of robots, but you have a gf so what are you even doing here
>>27327655
Become cute trap or have a cuckold relationship.
Imo, trap is better option since at least you get pleasure from the relationship.
>>27327942
try fucking less fat chicks.
>>27328188
Well in all fairness, if a fit girl has a lot of ass, it's tougher to plow her from behind if you don't have at least 6 inches.
>>27327655
>mfw my dick is your size when flaccid
not even memeing familia
Mine is 11 cm. Might as well kms
>Wake up
>Dick is still only 6x5
>>27328288
My girlfriend has a fat ass and i can do doggy just fine with a small dick
>>27328867
6 to 7 inches is the ideal range u idiot stop tryin to make OP feels angrier
Ive got a 6inch and banged my gf last night and she was in pain for the first 10 mins
If i was 8 she probly wouldnt enjoy sex at all
Only girls who want above 7inches are blown out size queens. Maybe a big dick LOOKS appealing but in practical terms its worse for sex
Hence why OPs gf likes looking at huge dicks while being actually fucked by something much smaller (his fingers)
If you have four inches, doggy works ok
I had the same thing, fingers working better than cock, but I just stop doing the fingers so much, fuck her
>>27327655
>handjob
Handjob is good but it sux.
