How can I work up the courage to kill myself? All I do is play video games and hurt people, my life is a pathetic selfish joke. I just gave away my game account so I now have nothing to live for but I still can't go through with it. I have a knife now but cutting is just too violent for me I can't bring myself to do it, I can't hang myself either I'm too fucking stupid to tie the rope and would have to do it from my tree out the front. Is there a painless way to kill myself I'm too stupid to realise that I can do right now? I don't have a gun. Please help me I want to die right now right now. I've been trying for so long now but I'm too much of a pathetic coward whore to do it.
I almost went through with it last year but I posted about it on my facebook like the attention whore I am and was forceably stopped. Please help me. I would drink bleach but I know that's extremely painful. Please I want to die right now. I'm a girl you all already want me dead so please help me.
>I'm a girl
stopped reading.
>I'm a girl you all already want me dead so please help me.
That's exactly why I wont help you. Enjoy your pathetic life normie bitch.
>>27302511
You can buy a .45 caliber pistol made by Hi point for less than $200 usd. The guns are fuck ugly but are actually quite rugged. I suggest buying one to off your self with. I have one and I am just waiting for the right time. I will attempt to get disability two more times. If and when that fails I am shooting my self. I think most people would understand how hopeless my situation was after that.
>>27302564
I can't I'm not American.
the only painless way to go is with anesthetics
everything else will hurt
also dont kill yourself over chad, suck my cock first
>>27302572
>not being american
Haha kill yourself
>>27302511
Why can't you become a soulless sextoy for other people like most damaged women? You can feel wanted and loved and eventually you'll get addicted to the pain. Even if you aren't good looking it is a viable thing to numb the suffering.
I wish I could do it but I'm a guy.
>>27302619
What about getting drunk and drowning myself? I don't care about chad.
>>27302622
Your so funny.
>>27302722
I'm autistic and a virgin I don't want that I'm not liek you I just want to die.
Im going to get drunk and try and drown myself
>>27302511
not sure if this bait or not but whatever
How do you "hurt" people?
Hmm, if only there was something out there that could help you see life differently..
>>27302881
>water filling up lungs
extremely painful
getting drunk and falling asleep in freezing temp. might work
>>27302511
Heroin .... easy... painless .... fun
Post a pic op
>>27302943
I use people emotionally.
>>27302963
It wont be im going to do this too https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xLgHSKcdO4 so i will pass out drunk in the bath and by the time i come too i will have drowned it will work. hardest part is holding down the stupid alcohol
>>27302511
Seing all this people hating on Op because it's a girl
Never change /R9K/ never change
>>27302511
Nobody cares, go back to tumblr, you're not planning on going through with it anyway, thank god. Suicide by old age is the way to go. Somehow you'll do more damage to friends and family by killing yourself than you would by just being an annoying dissapointment. Believe me, I've seen this shit happen
Well I don't mean to white knight but maybe your lonely? I could be your friend if you'd like but just realize that you could do so much before taking your life maybe some crazy shit kek
>>27302511
You seriously shouldn't kill yourself.
not jk
>>27303064
im everything you are but my life is worse because i am a man
>>27303064
that passes you out for like 5 seconds. it wont be anywhere near long enough to kill you.
Just call the cops, say you see a violent woman on the lawn with a gun threatening her roommate or whatever. Go outside and stand on the lawn with something in your hands that looks vaguely gun like. A black book is good enough.
Wave it around real fast. Point it at the police.
inshallah the bullets kill you.
>>27302511
You only have one life and the rest of it will be spent in eternity. You will not defeat anything ending yourself. Life is painful and sometimes dying sounds like a sweet release. Its obvious you don't want to do it because you are teetering on dealing with the pain of living and the pain of dying, which means you don't really want to die. Stop listening to depressing music and reading things that make you depressed. Force yourself to exercise your brain and body. Learn something new. If you are under 25 you can't know enough about the world to have a good reason. At least wait till you are 30 then you can say you are mature enough to know better.
don't kys I love you, jesus loves you
>>27303162
You'd already be in eternity if that were the case, nerd
>>27303064
so.....whats the deal are you a dick and feel bad or are u lonely cause u cant express urself and always "hurt people" as a result, if ur offing urself how bout story time
Seriously OP, don't do it, in some way, even though we'd never admit it, we care about you
>>27303183
If you don't understand my point you're a moron, if you do and are thinking you proved anything, you're a moron.
>>27303164
jesus, dont you have better things to be doing then posting on 4chan?
>>27303235
You're my most lost children.
>people actually falling for this bait
ur so troll op xd
>>27303280
awww, jesus....your making me blush
but i must say while u might of had the point straight urself, that book ur dad wrote...confused alot of people... i honestly think theyre more lost then us
bad b8
still, don't do it if it's not OP
>>27303120
every guy who has wanted to be my friend falsl inlove with me and i end up hurting up because i like being loved but i never fall in love i would emotionally ruin you liek so many others
>>27303159
no you can at least find friend in other men unlike me guys fall in love
>>27303161
im going to use a velcro belt instead so it wont come off it will make sure i die
>>27303162
i will defeat pain
>>27303196
guys want to be my friend and end ip falling in love then i enjoy that love and attention but never feel it back and i end up hurting every single guy who has been my friend
going to sit in bath now am ready to go this is what i want
>>27303643
what if someone was just your friend cuz they know your not like that cuz u told them so didnt fall in love but just loved u as a friend
>gave away game account
but why
was it on steam?
>>27302511
please watch this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MajfZIyHP8U&t=31m2s
>>27303643
I have absolutely no interest whatsoever in an internet relationship. Wanna be friends OP?
>>27303864
>lelberal logic
no thanks
>>27303973
>philosophy of suicide
>"lelberal logic"
>>27302511
tits and timestamp and i might help
>>27304028
>yale unimemesity
>not full of liberal cuck professors
>>27304074
Who gives a shit about that. It's a compelling series of lectures.
