Who here gets enjoyment from basically nothing anymore.
I can't even play videogames without getting angry at the nothingness of it after about 30 mins.
>>27299752
Everyone probably
Fapping is a habit now. It's not even for pleasure
I hate vidya because I could have grown up a normie with gfs in high school but instead decided to escape my problems with it.
It's weird. I used to love playing video games. Used to do it for hours in end and would consider a day gaming well spent. But now I just......can't. I sit down in an attempt to play and can't focus. There's just constant nagging thoughts that I could, or should be doing something more productive. And it fustrates me because a lifelong habit I've loved now brings no enjoyment for me. Games no longer excite me, there's no anticipation for new releases or old classics. Every time I try to play the thought that I'm wasting my life sitting indoors letting my life pass me by echos in my head. And yet I'm afraid to let go of something I've done for so long.
>>27299752
As you get older a lot of seemingly harmless things seem more and more insulting and serve as a reminder of your failures and hopelessness.
I can't even watch most TV shows anymore because of this. Too many families. Too many gestures of affection. Too many people fretting over things which are completely meaningless in the face of my despair.
I just want it all to end bros, I just want to be at peace. I'm sick of just drifting through life
>tfw video games were a huge part of my life when i was younger
now i get bored by even my favorite games within like a half hour, and see no point in playing. it's seriously devastating. something that used to bring me so much joy and fun when i was younger, brings me nothing.
I know that feel all too well. I hate every godforsaken aspect of my life.
I used to love reading, but now I can't get past a few pages.
I don't really find enjoyment in anything at all.
If I can't cut the boredom I just go drive around. Or fix shit that didn't need to be fixed just to occupy my time.
I honestly wonder how my life would be if I never got into video games and was more focused on school?
Would my life be as shitty as it is now?
And yes, I got nearly $20 in my steam wallet and I have no desire to even browse anymore.
absorbed in apathy....not even bored anymore
>>27300649
I still enjoy games though less than in the past, but this is probably because they never got in the way of school, I was actually an overachiever in HS and now just got a STEM job. If anything the only thing I regret is not spending time on fitness but I'm 22 and just started working out. Social skills were always shit even before I played games much or used the internet though. I still do regret not also getting into more outdoor shit, but growing up in a huge city really makes this hard outside of parks
maybe you should go rock climbing
