Is it still self harm if you use a safety pin? I have been scratching my self with them really hard and it produces a pseudo-cut. I also poke them deep into my muscles. I do this on my thighs so no one can tell. Also I have a question: I just poked one deep into my thigh and a dot of dark blood came out and a bruise formed really quickly. Is this bad?
yes its bad. its all bad.
>>27299126
Here is your attention.
>>27299196
That's kind of mean. I really don't want this to be attention seeking I just figure someone on /r9k/ could relate and let me know if I fucked myself up or gave myself an abscess out something
don't hurt yourself
you don't deserve it
there is help out there for you
>>27299126
>poked one deep into my thigh
>bruise formed
this means a clot has started. it will slowly inch up through your bloodstream. once the clot reaches your heart, typically within 24-48 hours, you will die of cardiac arrest.
don't worry, it's not the worst way to go. this is what you wanted, right?
>>27299254
>it will slowly inch up through your bloodstream
That's not how it works.
>>27299254
No it's not what I wanted. I have a wife and a family who love me. I know I can get help. Please tell me you're joking and I won't be dying
safety pins are poisonous
you're fucked
>>27299126
Yes?
But who gives a shit?
Do what you want. We call that shit FREEDOM.
U S A
>>27299294
Not the same guy, but im a medical student. You should probably go to a hospital if its busing in the shape of a vessel. Blood clots are nothing to fuck around with.
>>27299294
You won't be dying.
Nothing to do about the retardedness though.
Hey buddy you're okay you don't have a blood clot that med student is an idiot.
Please don't do this to yourself okay. I regret it not when I see mu self Injury scars they are visible on my arm. If you want a thrill do research chemicals anything is better than harming yourself