Does anyone else have a minor-to massive existential crisis/anxiety attack whenever they finish a good game or story?
Yes in the most unexpected cases.
In my 20s I watched the two films of Kill Bill.
When I finished I started to cry, I wasn't thinking of anything bad, I was just crying. Then expent the next three days listening to Meiko Kaiji.
Evangelion affected me too.
Last time something fucked my mood was Tokyo Ghoul the anime. When the manager says farewell to his two oldest employees I broke down.
Maybe I'm just a bitch I dunno.
>>27296735
No, but I took shrooms in the wilderness a couple months ago and had an existential crisis. Changed my life.
>>27296735
Not really. I my existential crisis is pretty much 24/7, but I accept it. Good games or movies usually give me good feels and make me think about stuff. At worst I get a bitter-sweet happiness and day dream about the characters if I feel a connection.
>>27296735
Yes. After I beat Mario 64, because it plays a beautiful song and plays a clipshow of all the places you just visited
Yeah. Most memorable one was after watchingergo proxy.
>tfw you'll never unmask the pseudo-god conspiracy and explore different pod-worlds or whatever they were
After the ending of Night and Fog I just stared at my reflection in the dark window near my desk and contemplated life
>>27296735
idk how to answer
I'm pretty nihilistic myself
but something about consciousness doesn't let me fully believe it
look, if you sum everything up, there's literally no reason for us not being philosophical zombies
yet we have qualia, we ignore instincts, we commit suicide
this is so fucking weird
>>27296735
Nope but I am having a severe anxiety attack right now, my klonazopan isnt working... hate the feeling of my chest being tight fml
>>27298409
For what reason?
>>27298369
Either we're evolutionary adolescents who are caught between the past and the future in a very awkward way, or we're actually other beings that were crammed into meatsuits so we could be tortured. Those are my theories, anyway.
>>27296735
I can get extremely depressed. Like after completely a really good game or maybe a movie. Especially after movies though, probably because I complete movies more often and not many good games out there. But, as autistic as it may sound, I finished Undertale and I've been depressed about it for almost a week now.
I don't know what it is. I think I just get into it and then realize I have come out of this perfect fantasy into this shitty mundane life of mine. I'd give anything for an adventure like the ones I see in movies or games.
Who knows though.
>>27298428
Bunch of people I know going through drama got like 4 phone calls back to back for help and anxiety went out o ccontrol, you ever get a serious panic attack
