ITT: Gay experiences/thoughts/etc
>be me
>start to look at porn when ~12
>for some reason I like trannies
>start fapping to bailey jay when she was still line trap
>still watching straight porn because "it's normal"
>next year
>horny 13-y/o
>see video on pornhub with some girl taking a huge dildo in her ass
>"that looks like it feels pretty good"
>take hairbrush and do assplay
>feels alright and makes me cum harder
>keep doing it
>next year
>even hornier 14-y/o
>get adderall perscription so even hornier on top of 14-y/o hormones
>stopped watching straight porn entirely at this point, only watching trannies
>break down and buy a vibrating jelly dildo
>convince myself it's not gay because it's not flesh-colored
>feels better than the hairbrush
>upgrade to suction dildo, feels even better
>switch from trannies to crossdressers
>thought "it's not gay because it's a feminine penis"
>next year
>15-y/o, horniest I've ever been
>try nofap, throw out dildos because "it's totally gay" and switch over to straight porn only
>failed nofap
>tried jacking off to straight porn, difficult and not very enjoyable, urge to go back to dicks is strong
>put filter on router to block all trannies/traps/CDs/sissies
>urge for cock was so strong that I looked at twinks instead of straight porn
>feels really weird but gets me off more than straight porn
>eventually just take the filter off because I couldn't stand straight porn
cont'd
>>27296348
continuing
>just turned 16 I think?
>start watching sissy hypno
>don't give a fuck about the "you want to be a girl" shit, just cared about the submission and the good looking trannies
>being submissive to a "man" feels great
>for some reason don't think this is gay. why I didn't is beyond me
>buy new dildos
>bigger, makes me leak cum
>feels fucking awesome
>one day
>start really getting into the hypno
>start sucking one dildo while getting fucked by another
>pretending to be spitroasted by two guys
>think to myself "wait, why isn't this gay again?"
>hits me like a ton of bricks
>literally the gayest thing I've ever heard of someone doing
>holy fuck I might be gay
cont'd
>>27296620
fucking continue, op
you're gay, at least sexually fluid, who cares
get a grindr and move to a big city
>>27296348
>>27296620
part 3/3. the sexy stuff kind of ends here
>try gay porn again
>fucking awful
>go back to tranny porn for a while
>start trying to think of boys in a sexual light
>really difficult because I forced myself to think of EVERYONE as hot
>did this because I thought gay guys thought everyone was hot
>really fucking stupid idea since a lot of guys aren't attractive
>turn 17
>on vacation with friends
>no one knows about my weird sexuality
>meet a nice girl
>socially awkward qt3.14
>actually into me
>develop feelings for her
>at this point I'm incredibly confused because for the last 3-4 months I thought I was gay
>keep in touch with her
>eventually get into a long distance relationship with her
>see her again after 4 months
>she's sick and refuses to make out with me despite the fact that at this point I'd willingly catch fucking malaria to get a peck on the lips
>still have a great time with her
>still in long-distance relationship
>lots of texting and skyping
>months of this
>fastforward to age 18
>reverted back to my old homo ways, even worse now because I watch straight-up gay porn and no trannies, sissies, or CDs
>women don't do much for me anymore
>have crushes on men
>soon going to see gf again for the first time in more than 6 months
>afraid that I'll be too homo to love her the way she needs me to
these are strange feels, robots.
>>27296348
>convince myself it's not gay because it's not flesh-colored
>>27297164
>>27296620
>>27296348
You're bi (lean homo more like). Simple as that.
>no one's posting gay experiences
>tfw mostly get off to gay porn but will watch lesbian porn every once in a blue moon if it's well acted
Straight porn always disgusts me, though, strangely.
95% homo btw. I'm horny for pretty much every guy I meet, but every once in awhile I'll meet a girl who I crush hard on, but am not that attracted to physically.
>>27296348
Where can someone find young Boipussy?
>Be gay
>Have gay thoughts all the time
FUCK
>gf
Hmmmmm...
>used to be straight
>slowly learn that girls are shit
>get into guys
>want to be a submissive bottom
>remember that I'm ugly and no one wants to fuck me
>kinda want a dick in my mouth
>jerk off
>no longer want this
Phew.
>25yo, living at home with parents, neet
>sexual frustration gets the best of me
>post some pics on a gay hookup site fishing for attention
>few compliments, one older guy really pursuing me
>crack and cave in, give him my address
>hes from out of town staying at hotel
>picks me up and brings me to his room
>walk inside, locks door, and starts kissing me; felt like kissing a woman but without the romance
>he undresses me and then himself
>I lie on his bed face down and he eats my ass (feels fucking amazing)
>lays on top of me, asks if I want it but say no cause he had no condom
>tries to blow me but 100% soft, cant get it up
>proceed to blow him (I was terrible at it) and swallow his load
>lay together for a few minutes and then he drives me home
For an experimental first time I couldnt have asked for anymore more except for a condom to get fucked but he was the best possible partner. His cock wasn't long but it was kind of thick and I think that made it hard for me to blow him. It filled my whole mouth. I dont really have any desire to do it again but sometimes i use the experience as JO material.
I feel you op, I feel you so hard.
>>27298147
>tfw 22, Gay virgin
>tfw the only opportunities I have now are with old, fat man
Please, someone cure this mental illness
>>27298487
Iktf anon.
>tfw not even good enough for some of the old fat guys
>>27298542
>mfw Robots say they would want to be gay because of the horribleness of roasties
>>27297164
I have a pretty similar story OP. I started fapping to staight shit at a really young age, but usually ended up thinking about the guy more than the girl being fucked. Eventually I started fapping to gay porn, but straight porn every now and then.
Eventually this British girl from my high school asked me out, and I figured "what the hell, might as well give it a try." We dated for like a year, and that was enough to convince me I was straight. We had sex, and it was okay but nothing special. We broke up when I went to college in a different state, and I went back to fapping to gay shit.
I never really developed romantic feelings for her. Or anyone really. I dated two guys since then, and felt just as ambivalent. I've never had a crush. I still masturbate to extremely degenerate gay porn, so I guess I'm gay, but I I'm done with relationships.
>>27297506
My sides no one is posting gay experiencea becuase OP was gay enough for the entire thread
I have a girlfriend (inb4 RREEEE) but as of recently I think I'm bisexual. Never done anything gay ever but I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I want to break up with her but I don't want to tell her it's because I'm bi, because I don't trust her to keep it between us. Also Ive played rugby since I was a kid. If anyone on my college rugby team found out it would be pretty bad.
I would just break up with her for a bullshit reason, but we've been together for 3 years, and I think the only way she would understand is if I told her the truth. Wat do?
>>27296348
>mfw I fap to boipucci
>mfw I look at every other male in existence
Best approximation I could make is how ancient Romans didn't give a fuck if it was a boy or a girl as long as it looked feminine.
I texted this gay guy for a bit saying I want him to cum in my mouth and then be stops texting me because I become too attached to everyone that texts me. Realize what the fuck and glad he stopped texting me
>>27297652
Ask Jared about this INB4 party van
>>27298592
Roasties are more horrible than guys, but being a gay robot still gets you no where.
>>27298769
Straights have escorts, case closed
I would love to have a sexuality which didn't involve being fucked in the ass. And then the only age where you can be safely fucked in the ass is 16-28ish. After that, you're an old man with a distended anus
