Confession thread, i'll start
>I like the song "Cant hold us" by macklemore
>inb4 get out normie
I'm a failed normie.
I played on the high school football team and fuck six different girls.
I have had minimal social interactions since and have attempted suicide twice.
Alright r9k, I'm going to finally say it
Please don't make funI'm a virgin
When I still played WoW (quit mid MoP) I gave well over 200,000 gold over the span of about 3 months to a girl who I knew had a boyfriend.
Dont worry
>>27294445
"It gets better anon"original commento
>>27294445
oh jesus
peaked2soon
what happened?
>>27294523
I played on a maplestory private server and was one of the richest guys that had the rarest drops because I 24/7ed on it and managed to be there at every single admin event.
Over the course of a few weeks, I made an ingame gf the second richest, and the #1 richest when I quit the game.
>>27294402
it's a decent song desu
>>27294402
I like the song hello kitty by Avril Lavigne
Work From Home by Fifth Harmony.
Don't hate me
>>27294402
I like to listen to normie music on friday and saturdays so I feel like I'm partying.
I was even thinking of going to some nightclub on my own to see what is like.
I also paid twice for a Proffesional dominatrix and I thinking of going for a third time.
Alright, my girlfriend is not affectionate at all and it's really annoying for me. I've talked to her about it and she said that she'll work on it, so hopefully things will change in time. Also,I only go on /r9k/ to feel better about myself and to remind myself how far I've come from being a robot.
>>27294445
Nice, I only did 5.
>>27294402
i like that song too (:
I don't like anime, just don't get it
>>27294584
Got into a car accident after a party and had some serious brain damage.
Couldn't stand for about four months, used a cane for another three months, limped for about a year.
I guess I got what I deserved for being a normie, right? Or at least that's what a lot of people would think.
>>27294748
Who was driving? Was the driver drunk?
>>27294445
How much of a failure faggot do you have to be to failure at suicide even once? Shotgun in mouth and pull the trigger you piece of shit faggot. If you can't do that, jump from a high place. Think that's high, go higher faggot.
Jesus Christ the pussies today. "I tried to kill myself and didn't succeed, better cry about it on internet." Fucking lol. Just do it.
>>27294835
No, he actually DD'ed for us.
Girl who was drunk in the backseat thought it would be funny to splash beer on his face, which got in his eyes, which caused him to freak out.
None of us died, I got the worst of the damage because my dumbass wasn't wearing a seatbelt.
I don't actually remember what happened, that's just what I was told happened.
>>27294402
>I enjoy Death Grips unironically.
>>27294748
>I guess I got what I deserved for being a normie, right?
Yes.
>>27294894
not everyone lives in burgerland where you can order a shotgun with your meal at mcdonalds
>>27294923
Did that roastie get prosecuted? At least get her ass kicked by yall for causing the wreck?
>>27295143
Jump from a high place then.
>not everyone has high places hurrrr too hard to kill myself
>>27295263
I don't know man. I would rather just never see her again to be honest.
Over the past three months, I've started fapping to traps. I'm beginning to question my sexuality, and I don't like it. I'm probably bisexual, but I'm still afraid to admit it.
When I was around 7 years old during the summer, me and this neighbor boy would often hang out. Usually it was with his 2 younger brothers, but sometimes we were alone.
During the summer their parents put up a tent in their garden, one without a proper floor so you could sit on the grass and be inside the tent. We started to play a game, he wanted me to tell him what to do and show me his private parts (he was 9).
We would just hang out normally and then when he needed to pee or when he did something I didn't like or we got bored, I'd ask him to pull his pants down and show me. When he needed to pee I got to watch him. This worked out so well because we could usually see or hear people before they entered so no one could see us. I sadly don't remember many details but the general gist of what happened can't seem to leave my mind.
We made promise that next summer I was the one who would be commanded to do things and he would be the one directing me. I moved away before the next summer so it never happened. Now I'm older and have a pee fetish and I'm not sure if that's why or not, and I don't know if this is normal. I just wanted to let it off my chest.
>>27295330
Lmao at one time you were strait now you are just a massive faggot, nothing wrong with being gay or BI but if you are fapping to traps you are def BI
i shaved my balls with my bosses razor and got away with it
she was pissed out of her mind.
>>27294402
I'm Mexican and believe or not I have never wanted to go to shitty yanky land.
It seems like a soulless country tbqh.
>>27294402
I have all 3 Mack CDS
Light Tunnels is incredible but he comes off as somewhat preachy at times
I'm the most fucked up robot in /r9k/ and I can definitely run for the 1st place
>>27296921
ill take that bet
im way more fucked up
>>27296944
ok you start
>>27296973
im 3 months away from being prepared for a full scale beta uprising
and ive fapped to every known porn (minus cp)
>>27296921
>>27296944
Car crash bro seems pretty fucked up though.
I'm trying to be a hipster.
It's a desperate attempt to have friends and meet women.
I guess its going ok but I found out I hate live music.
>>27296632
>gets beheaded by Los zetas
>w-well at least we have soul
>>27296921
wait is he the car crash guy
I work alone in the middle of nowhere, some days I take a bottle of rum with me and work drunk. Weeks ago I couldn't take a shot of rum without grimacing, now I drink the stuff out the bottle like it's water.
>>27297203
WHY IS THE RUM GONE!?ORIGINALITY
>>27294733
Take the dominatrix to the dance club dude. They're great paid company, and she could force you into dancing along and loosening up
I was on the road to normieville before stacy broke my heart
I might of accidentally caused my gecko's death by feeding it beef jerky
>>27297203
i find pleasure in reducing my mind into pure sadness/self hatred
i like to imagine my mind devouring itself until the facade that i put up is supported by nothing and everthing is sucked into the void until there is nothing.
>>27294738
>. Also, I only go on /r9k/ to feel better about myself and to remind myself how far I've come from being a robot.
This makes two of us. I used to be a misogynistic basement bater until OKCupid changed my life.
I mean I still drink alone and shitpost, but I actually have a social life in addition to that.
>>27294748
Next time don't just attempt the suicide. Use a shotgun.
I'm in a 6 year relationship, kind of want to get out... Just to fuck any asian cutie.
Will I be stuck with this girl forever....
I know many of you guys want to have a girlfriend. But let me tell you... after you can get sex anytime you want it gets kind of boring to do it with the same woman for years.
I haven't had sex for months now...
i listen to ricky astley nonstop
and have rickrolled everyone i know and i go through the phone book and sent rickrolls to everyone in the phonebook
>horribly lonely all the time
>listen to podcasts,stories,NPR to keep me company
>mom thinks im in skype calls and always asks me about 'my friends'
>afraid to actually reach out to people because i always bother them
>cry myself to sleep
i hurt people with my words but im so autistic i dont know how to stop
i would kill myself but my knives arent sharp enough, im just waiting for my dad to invite me to the shooting range so i can blow my brains out the second i get a gun
im so ashamed of my sexual thoughts because they are such a fight to stay straight 100% that ive become asexual
i worship god but ive made my piece knowing im going to hell
my most common thought is kill yourself and even when i am conversing with a classmate my mind is screaming kill yourself.
all my thoughts have made it to be so bad that when i see a family member i cant make eye contact with them from shame.
this site has been the nails to my coffin im not going to live to be 18.
>couple months ago
>had the chance to kiss somebody for the first time, they really liked me
>they lean in and get really close
>sperg the fuck out and push them away
>have an anxiety attack and have to leave
>probably never going to get that chance again
murdered my friend
i havent seen any anime fleshlight tengu ads lately have you guys because i want to buy one
I'm here for the mere reason that I might find someone to help with wisdom
Even though this place is occupied by many miserable scourge
>>27297710
what wisdom you need
>>27297557
>not even 18 yet
>hurrr life is over
get to 25 at least, you fucking faggot
it's incredible just how much things change in your 20s. I'm not promising anything, just asking you to hold on for a little longer.
My first kiss was with a penisi'm a boy btw
>>27294402
I never completely grew up. I still want a mom. Probably because I never had a great relationship with mine.
Isn't it pathetic that a 19 year old still wants to be coddled like I'm a child? I don't know. I have other things but this one's been on my mind lately.
I will vote forBernie
>>27298243
I hope death takes you slowly fucking scum
>>27298199
I'm 22 and have wanted another mom heavily since I was 19, both in general and in a fetish way. I don't find it pathetic, although that's obviously a biased opinion.
>>27297224
did she leave you for someone else, anon?
>>27297198
No, I'm right here.
I sing Kate Bush songs in the shower. I have been disturbingly good at this.
>seduced a black friend to fuck me twicei came both times
I build up extensive fap folders, delete them in moments of clarity, and scream internally the next day.life is hell
>>27298948
are you a grill? why do you need to seduce? just open your legs and he will fuck you
I still imagine the same storyline from when I was seven years old. It has the children of the same characters, same plotline, same everything. I plan to continue it until I die. I've written 300,000 words over the last five years and recorded maybe five percent of the story in prose. The feels I've had with this story are indescribable. Its hard to explain.
I've started working on a "movie" such as it is... basically comic strip panels shown in series , almost like an anime where the frames are very still a lot of the time. I've never watched anime though. Basically it will be a series of still frames. I can't decide whether to do pixel art or tiny thumbnail drawings on index cards. It will take thousands of drawings to tell this story either way.
>>27299571
Pic related is one of the pixel arts I am trying to make, I made about 8 so far. They take like 15 minutes each to make but some can take up to an hour.
>>27299777
I'll post a couple more since I like these kinds of threads ad they die too soon.
I'd appreciate some advice on thumbnail drawings vs pixel art. I'm not very good at both but at least with pixel art I cam kind of compensate for lack of manual dexterity. The drawings are more comfortable to make and have more detail. Coloring them on the computer takes a while though and I am yet to find a no computer coloring method that works well.
>>27299823
One more pixel art frame. I'd appreciate any advice on how to get better, btw. Especially doing human shapes.
>>27296632
Am I allowed back? I kind of agree
>>27294402
I finally got a gf, she's a wonderful girl and all I can feel is anger. Every time she tells me she loves me and how I'm so special to her my blood fucking boils and I want to break her fucking ribs. Every gentle gesture and affection sign feels fake, like a cruel derision, like deep inside she's laughing at me and I feel a deep, black desire to hurt her, be it physically or emotionally. I don't understand it, maybe it's anger at my own inadequacies or the memes here finally got to me and all I see when I look at her is a lying whore that will dump me for Chad at a moment's notice, I don't even know but I'm sure this will destroy my relationship eventually and it will be very ugly. I feel horrible, the anger is like venom but I want more.
Call of Duty isn't that bad to play and I have fun while doing so, even if I do suck in it. It's the fucking business practices that Activison or whoever the fuck publishes the games do. Such as releasing it every year and releasing DLC for them knowing that it'll go into the trash once the new installment comes out.
>>27297443
i know it's hard but i think you should try making friends anyway
even if it's just online.
just reach out to people man. it's easier online because who gives a shit if you do something cringey or fuck up. you'd be surprised
i mean yeah there's a lot of dickheads but still.
godspeed dude. good luck with whatever u decide to do, even if u just ignore this
i tried to kill myself when i was 12, then when i was 15. my brother found me both times.
i still have scars and i feel like im a virgin because of it, like. Why would someone love a freak yknow
If I lived in America id be dead from either actually just shooting myself or from shooting up my school, then myself.
Only reason im alive still is because i promised my family i wouldn't try it again. i guess if i really wanted to die i'd just do it though.
shits fucked. What's the point in feeling like shit, or going out of my way to feel happy? i'll be alone either way
>be me.
>be 8.
>raped by father figure.
>now have a daddy fetish.
>>27299167
im a boi tho
and he was not gay just extremely horny, well i guess he is kinda gay after he had sex with another boy now
I'm still bitter about the past and will never be able to let go. Stuff from high school still angers me all these years later.
I'm deeply insecure about my intelligence. I want more than anything else to be able to prove it in some way.
Something I would only consider a confession here: I'm 25 and about two months away from getting married for the third time.
I've started hallucinating. I hear music that isn't playing anymore. Two nights ago I had a benzodiazepine withdrawal and alcohol related seizure while on deleriants and I heard music throughout the experience, and at the time I couldn't recognize it at all. Then I was playing Call of Duty: World at War tonight because I never got around to that earlier, and that's the music I heard that night. It creeps back in when I don't have background noise. It sounds like it's coming from my headphones, but when I put them on, nothing.
Don't do drugs kids.
>>27300914
>I'm deeply insecure about my intelligence. I want more than anything else to be able to prove it in some way.
I forgot to add that I have an unhealthy obsession with academic achievement because of this. I want nothing more in life in life than a degree from an elite school, and I see these institutions the same way a Muslim does Mecca.
>>27300165
I miss the first two CoD games, they felt a whole lot more fun. Maybe it's just because I was younger.
I've done crack, heroin, and meth, but that's barely even a confession.
>>27300606
Well anon if you are only going to hate yourself put your life into improving others. Go volunteer and help people do charity and give something to society you have nothing to lose. If you don't want your life give it to others and maybe you will find a reason to live you have nothing to lose.
Holy shit the myrms in Chapter 2 are jumping through so many hoops to try and ambush Jakob instead of just attacking Kamui or Gunter. This is hilarious.
