>>27291312
I have gotten fucked up blackout and made a fool of myself 3 days this week, I want to kill myself even more now.
There is no escape

>>27291815
i used to drink to mask my anxiety so i could go out, the hangovers became like comedowns and id cringe for weeks at shit i did the nights before.. after a while i just couldn't do it and i stopped going out and my friends have dispersed now

i guess i need to find new friends/hobbies but i dont really know what anyone does apart from drinking (uk here)

you know that episode of south park where stan gets depressed and everything is literally shit to him until he drinks

once you see the shitty side there's no going back,you can't just forget and ignore it.

sobriety is the world as it really is to you

idc if we're talking about alcohol or meth,falls down to the same thing,you're fucked,we both are

>>27292321
I want to go back. Fuck this sober gay earth

>>27293301
You and me alike

>>27293301
>>27293321

What's stopping yuh?

>>27293426
it's too painful to be sober,i wish i could just get sad at things like chad stealing my girl but at this point i don't even give a shit

>>27293426
Family
Boyfriend
People who give more of a shit about me than I do