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what did you /feel/ today robots?
>tfw broke the nofap/noporn today
>felt really bad since I watched a really old dude fuck a young cute girl
>I realized there are girls who would rather whore themselves out instead of settling with robots who will love them and take care of them (those of us who can afford it, at least)
why are women so repulsed by us?
come on you guys, I want to hear your feels, you're the only people I interact with
>tfw called grandma today
>after a while her tone changed to more concerned than usual
>she tells me I should make friends and start going out
>tfw I haven't had friends for at least 5 years
don't even know how I would go about it
Shit. Does that count as a feeling?
>>27265836
why did you feel like shit?
Mild depression
>>27265432
Had a dream last night where someone wanted to love me. Woke up feeling awful again
I thought these feels were over.
>>27265871
I hate myself for being unable to stop browsing this shithole and doing something productive.
>>27265889
I think I might have some form of mild depression, the past 2-3 years I've been feeling less and less intense emotions, like I don't even get sad anymore, I just constantly feel this heavy feeling on my chest like I'm anxious about something but I have nothing to be anxious about since I do nothing all day.
>>27265609
Try practising with online friends anon. Being able to hold conversations can be difficult, especially if you've been secluding yourself for years. It takes a while to pick it up again. Don't worry about coming off as awkward, but work on it
>tfw no grandma
That's my feel
>>27265960
I don't really have online friends, I've got a guy I talk to on steam but that's it and I don't think the same rules apply, like half the conversation is inane memery. Plus, talking to people isn't really my problem, it's how I would go about making friends, like how does that happen. Back in school when I was 6-7 it was easy, now I have no idea, everyone in my uni already has a group of friends, I can't just sit next to them and start talking like I'm part of the group, that will just annoy them.
>tfw grandma has cancer for the 3rd time in her life
doc says she might have 2-3 years left, she lived a hard life and that makes me feel even more pathetic for whining all day
>>27266083
Have you looked into the clubs your university has? Maybe find one that interests you then take the initiative and let them know you're interested in joining. I'm certain most clubs would be happy to have more people. I think that would be the most comfortable way for you to make friends.
You can attempt small talk with the people in your classes too. Just my two cents.
My grandmother died of cancer, so I can relate
>>27266234
Yeah, my country's unis aren't that big on social clubs, there's a couple of them but I don't know anything about them and they're probably filled with people from youth wings of political parties
Eh, during class people are either listening to the lecture or they're on their phones on facebook talking to their friends
>>27266234
I did but everyone just ignores me. Two weeks ago some dude spat on me and pretended it was a mistake. Another hit me on the head to get a reaction from me. Girls love it and laugh at me all the time. I wish I wasn't this autistic.
>>27266313
Do you have any hobbies? I'm sure there are some things/events you could go to on your own. You might meet some people if you tried your best at being outgoing. Also, I still think you could make friends with people in class if you put in the effort. Make small talk relating to the class after lectures.
>>27266317
That's awful anon. You shouldn't allow others to get away with that kind of behaviour towards you. I know it's a lot easier said than done though. I wish I could help but I don't know. Maybe try invading some equally autistic clique. They might not like it at first, but if you did it slowly then maybe they'd take you in. I don't know
>tfw technologically inept
>tfw I will never be a smart engineer type person
>>27266548
Nah, I don't have any hobbies, except if working out counts. I could but even then how would I go about talking to people who are there with their friends?
>>27266582
>tfw mathematically inept
>tfw I will end up being a code-monkey
>>27266601
What's coding like, anon?
I've never been able to make myself learn it and my interest fades as soon as I start trying to teach myself, not to mention none of it seems to stick for me
tfw hate wageslaving so much dont want to go to sleep because i cant be fucked to start the day again
>>27266601
Do you work out at a gym? Ask someone to spot you then make some small talk. You can wait until you're both done working out to chat a little. Obviously don't overdo it to make him uncomfortable.
>I could but even then how would I go about talking to people who are there with their friends?
It might be harder, and they might stare at each other but just direct your questions to the both of them. If they're still reluctant, then whatever you can leave. Just don't let them see that you're also getting uncomfortable. If people think you're autistic then just accept that. You are who you are, and you can't help how some people perceive you.
Not much, just kind of sleepy like I never fully woke up. Laughed pretty hard a few minutes ago in another thread, it was nice
>>27266670
It's not bad, it can be a creative outlet once you're at an intermediate level but my interest fades every month about pretty much everything so I understand what you mean
>>27266782
I don't do barbell exercises though, plus most people there are considerably older than me and I doubt we'd have anything in common. I don't really want to make friends anyway, I was just considering it to please my grandma but I guess I could just tell her I've made friends and been going out
>>27266899
I don't blame you for not wanting to put in the effort. I don't know if I'd lie to your grandma, I think you should let her know you're genuinely content if that's true. If it is, then I'm happy for you
>>27266899
>dont do barbell exercises
>>27267081
Squats with barbells are the worst IMO, hate those. Especially whatever form it's called where the barbell rests on your shoulders front side and on your palms as well, fuk those. I struggled to keep it on my damn body more than how heavy I would be doing itself.
>>27266899
If you don't mind me asking where did you learn to code and how should I do so myself?
>tfw no abusive qt asian gf
i wish everything would go my way.
>moved to a new place
>get a better cable box more stations
>recently box isn't working as great
>lost HD channels and on demand
>chat with comcast they do the reset it still doesn't work
>feel dead and lonely
comfy. just ate in and out, listening to music while a cool breeze comes through the window.
>>27267081
yeah, I'm too awkward to do them
>>27267164
I started at codecademy with python but then moved on to java, those were the two babby languages, I'd suggest you just start with java though. The first language doesn't really matter, although java and python both have some of the best job opportunities
>>27267035
I'm not content at all, I wish I could find the courage to kill myself but I think a little innocent lie like that will make her less worried
>>27265510
>ywn never be on the Hogwarts train with other students that become your best friends
>>27267313
>Hermione is black now
>>27267126
no one enjoys them dipshit, theyre a form of torture. Now shut up and do you squats. theyre good for you.
>>27267164
There are a lot of online resources. Different learning methods suit different people, things such as: books, lectures, tutorials, and fiddling while looking at documentation. It also depends on what your ultimate goal would be seeing as how 'coding' is really vague and there are lots of branches you can go down. It's fun knowing a bit of everything, but that takes lots of time and yields less practical results.
>>27267178
Try not to get frustrated anon, I know it's hard. Put on a kettle and make yourself a nice hot cuppa imo
>>27267189
Cozy
>mom opens me door
>'wanna sing happy birthday to your brother?'
>not sure what to say so i was wave me arms around
>she leaves me room and closes me door
>>27265432
>tfw everyone I talk to at work has a social life outside of work and always goes out to do fun stuff without me
>tfw everyone is having fun and moving forward, while I'm still the same person I was in middle school
>tfw I have literally no reasons to live
>>27267833
maybe we should just end it all, bud
fucking hell
I caught feelings for a girl from a party where both of us were drunk but not enough
seemed like a fucking catch at the time, she was really attracted to me (and still is physically apparently) then spent the night just going at it heavily
go to message her, tells me all of it means nothing
>back to thinking wtf do i do with my life
I spent a little bit of last night playing vidya with my oneitis and linking each other pics of cute girls.
>tfw spent the past 2 hours trying to think of a way to message her because i want to play games/talk but i just can't build up the courage to message her.
>Failed a uni assignment two weeks ago
>Not because of content but due to file naming errors
>Was 10% of my grade
>Two weeks later and grades since then aren't out
>Leaving the class without it being detrimental to my GPA requires I do well on everything
>Grades still haven't been released on recent stuff
I'm super worried.
I know the material and my work, I think, is above the class average, but all of this for some presentational errors (wrong filenames etc) stresses me out. I want good grades so bad.
>I'm fucking freezing
>>27268203
what the fuck is wrong with you, if you spent a night playing vidya with her then just say hey wanna do it again and you're grand
>walking alone on my way home
>see a couple walking holding hands, laughing and playfully teasing each other
>start thinking about this one qt grill at college
>that will never be us because to her im only another friend
>>27268203
>linking each other pics of cute girls.
Literally why? Are you talking to a dyke?
>tfw lost all interest in video games and anime
>tfw nothing to escape to anymore from life
>>27268288
I don't know what's wrong with me. I just guess I'm autistic. I hate asking people to do stuff with me. I feel like they'll only say yes out of pity. I don't want to be a burden to people.
>>27268329
She's bi. I don't really care for linking each other shit. I just go with it to try to keep the conversation going and to prevent awkward silences like the plague.
i felt like passing in my sleep
>read threads about oneitis
>posts about talking to girls, even awkward moments
>that jealosy when I have none of these experiences
>tfw never talked to a girl 1on1
>tfw don't know a single girl, not even by NAME
It's all too much.
>>27268452
I feel this
I wish someone would hold me
>>27268452
I feel you
Skyping friends is getting old
I just want to get out and fuck
>>27268557
I wish that too. That's why I can't befriend girls online anymore. My loneliness gets me too attached.
