>age
>gender
>nationality
>current occupation
>why you want to kill yourself
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
>>27260267
>age
18
>gender
male
>nationality
brazilian
>current occupation
student
>why you want to kill yourself
autism and tfw no gf
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
religious and parents would be sad
>>27260378
you're fucking 18 dude, seriously.
>>27260401
Yeah it gets worse, I was more suicidal at 17 though
>>27260401
>implying 18 year olds can't get depressed
>18
>american
>NEET
>high school dropout, no friends, failed at everything I've tried to do, unbearable physical and mental illness
>I don't want people to pretend that they cared about me or liked me just to make themselves look better. I'll probably be dead in a few years anyway so I'm just waiting out the clock
almost 20
male
american
boredom
i love doing drugs
Is suicide a meme now?
>age
20
>gender
male
>nationality
Australian
>occupation
neet
>why you want to kill yourself
it sounds kind of interesting
>whats stopping you from killing yourself for good
my reason for wanting to is kind of silly
>age
18
>gender
male
>nationality
Burger
>current occupation
student
>why you want to kill yourself
I'm ugly and an insufferable cunt
>tfw no gf
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Family would be devastated and maybe I'm too scared of dying with no purpose.
I dunno why haven't you killed yourself yet OP?
>>27261081
>>tfw no gf
>>27260378
>autism and tfw no gf
>>27261132
shocker it's almost like they could be related
>tfw we really are all autists in denial
>age
20
>gender
male
>nationality
german
>current occupation
pretend student
>why you want to kill yourself
I'll never be a qt animu
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
it's fuckin scary
>>27260267
>age
21
>gender
Male
>nationality
Football monkey
>current occupation
Self-torturer
>why you want to kill yourself
Psychological pain has become unbearable. I can barely think because of the constant mental disturbances, and my chest is always cold in anguish. It won't fucking stop.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I'm not sure how.
27
F
UK
NEET
Boredom
Anime
>18
>girl
>br
>student
>I'm a hideous fuck, have 0 friends and terrible grades
>because I'm still scared to die
>>27260267
>age
Early 20s
>gender
Male
>nationality
European
>current occupation
Funny joke
>why you want to kill yourself
Cant find a suitable job, don't know how to be a good goy and jump through hoops like normies do
Haven't had a single friend in years
Have no interest in doing anything at all
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Live with my family and I cant be bothered to do it anyway
>>27260267
>age
18-ish
>gender
m
>occupation
none
>why you want to kill yourself
lets see here:
>wake up each weekday morning feeling like shit waiting for the weekend
>weekend comes and i sleep for 12 hours a day evey single fucking saturday (today included)
>spend each morning walking to school feeling like shit cause i have to do this 1.5 mile walk every day
>family has no car, can't get me one either since we're too poor to afford driving lessons for me
>family has always poor-ish, but soon gonna be moving to a different city, with much higher house prices and will have to live even worse lives
>never had a gf, don't really have friends cause i never see anyone outside of school, just come home and stare at a screen all day
>exams are coming up in like a month, haven't studied at all for the past year since my plan for life is to kill myself anyway before they arrive
>pc's harddrive died a couple of weeks ago, lost all my video game save files and documents and 4chan memes and a ton of other shit, and considering i've got no social life and my life revolves around sitting in front of a screen all day, this is too crushing for me to recover
>no more fun in life, apart from when laughing at stupid youtube videos i haven't felt happy in ages, last time i woke up feeling happy was in december
>even if i somehow get my shit together and study enough to pass exams, there's no hope of me getting a good job, and even if i do, i only want money to buy a car so i can drive to my preferred suicide spot
>and even then if i stop feeling so shit, i would have already wasted 20 years of my life and my family will be living in a different city and i will still have no gf or friends, and realistically my life will just be the same, with me staring at a screen all day, but perhaps studying a bit more so i can get some kind of shitty job and waste the next ~40 years feeling like shit and wishing i had a normal life
so yeah
>>27261398
and also
>>27260267
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
current suicide plan involves walking a few hours to a set of train tracks, then waiting ~30 mins for a train to come, all the time not pussying out or getting some stupid idea in my head that life is worth living, and then putting my neck on the tracks and hoping i won't get scared off my the sound and feel of a train barrelling towards my head, and hoping the impact cleans my neck off instead of the front bumper of a train smashing my head first and out of the way (which may happen if the drives slows down enough to not kill me from brain damage from a higher speed impact), and making sure that all of that happens without some security camera spotting me hanging around the tracks and calling the drivers to go slow around the area, or the driver spotting me hiding out by the tracks and slowing down before the point at which im gonna jump on the rails
so not very optimal, lots of chances for shit to go wrong, and my life to get even worse from there
>age
23
>gender
male
>nationalityhalf filipino half japanese
>current occupation
none
>why you want to kill yourself
i can't self improve it's too late for me i can't deal being a useless homoless guy
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
i don't know how to kill myself properly for good also i scared of pain
>>27261059
>Is suicide a meme now?
yep it really is heck everything is a meme now thanks to internet easily infecting the weak minded people great time for smart people to manipulate dumb people
>age
23
>gender
M
>nationality
Irish
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
No life or friends, no education or prospects. Still in love with ex three years later.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Would devastate my mother, who is the best person I know.
>age
22
>gender
australian
>nationality
australian
>current occupation
obese welfare leach university student
>why you want to kill yourself
even if I managed to start digging myself out the hole i have dug I am years behind my peers emotionally,socially and financially
no woman would ever want me
also god is dead lol
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
my parents and sister would be butthurt
>33
>F
>American
>Manager
>tfw no chad bf to fuck you silly
>i dont know desu
>age
28
>gender
male
>nationality
european
>current occupation
neet for almost 7 years
>why you want to kill yourself
can't work at 90% of jobs because of health problems and not qualified for neetbux or disability, no idea how i'll buy food or pay bills after my mother dies
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
2000+ games on Steam backlog, 4tb movies and series on my hard drive, also don't want to do it while my mother is still alive
>>27261617
australians can't be robots btw. fake british boi
>age
18
>gender
male
>nationality
american
>current occupation
student
>why you want to kill yourself
boredom
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
not wanting the school year to be dedicated to me
its a meme really
>20
>m
>us
>retail
>my life is awful and despite my age many shit aspects of it aren't repairable
>scared of death
>>27261309
LONDRINA
28
m
canadian
neet
no gf, very ugly, no job, no future
parents would be devastated and no means to do so
>age
25
>gender
Male
>nationality
Italian
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
I am tired of everything and i hate myself
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Movies,Music, japanese idols, porn, My Mother and My grandmother.
>>27260267
>age
27
>gender
male
>nationality
German/Polish
>current occupation
white collar
>why you want to kill yourself
i dont want to kill myself
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
the will to live
>>27260267
>age
19
>gender
Male
>nationality
American
>current occupation
Nope
>why you want to kill yourself
Nothing is worth living for and i don't enjoy anything anymore
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I'm even sure anymore
>>27260267
18
M
Student
Not much sense in life, no motivation, nothing interestes me anymore, plus my future ain't so bright
Fear
>>27260267
>age
26
>gender
male, there are no fucking females here
>nationality
Britistan
>current occupation
programmer
>why you want to kill yourself
26 year old kissless, hugless, fuckless virigin, never had gf, ugly as fuck
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I'm a coward
>age
18
>gender
male
>nationality
Irish
>current occupation
Computer science student
>why you want to kill yourself
Hate myself, i am mediocre at everything,
lonely, lazy and am an awful person
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I dunno, i guess my friends,family and my girlfriend.
>age
20
>gender
M
>nationality
French
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
i don't i'm not fucking gay
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
not being a huge faggot
>>27263312
Oh yeah, forgot to say, fuck all the fags with >tfw no gf in this thread, a bitch ain't gonna make your ugly-ass life better
>>27263394
It helps. You feel less lonely and pathetic and you feel like it gives you some meaning to your life. The idea that someone adores you is pretty warming
>>27263362
>my girlfriend
we should have genocided you Irish fucks when we had the chance
>age
19
>gender
Male
>nationality
Polish
>Current occupation
???
>Why you want to kill yourself
I hate myself, I hate being a fucking mistake, I hate looking at my parents' disappointment.
I have an older brother who's already better than I'll ever be, so why the hell am I living, anyway?
I don't contribute anything, I'm not of any assistance to anyone, I'm just a fucking parasite.
>What's stopped you from killing yourself for good
I don't want to make my parents suffer even more. I'm a worthless piece of shit in life, I don't want to be one in death.
I guess I'll wait until either they die or I finally break down completely.
>age
21
>gender
male
>nationality
Argentina
>current occupation
Student, coffee house employee
>why you want to kill yourself
because I despise every aspect of human existence
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
my family and a minuscule chance of success in life
27
M
romanian
pilot
i dont want to anymore
love for my parents and brother
>>age
20
>>gender
f
>>nationality
france
>>current occupation
student
>>why you want to kill yourself
im a narcissistic piece of shit i have weird tastes i produce weird things and i'll never be able to be a shiny person with meaningful things to offer
i hate myself i do too much drugs and every fucking evening i go to sleep thinking about all the mean stuff i do
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
i cant do this to my mother.
>>27263420
No man, you'll feel even more drained, and when she notices that, she'll leave you for good
>>27260267
>>age
30
>>gender
male
>>nationality
american
>>current occupation
software engineer
>>why you want to kill yourself
entire life has been complete shit. people treat me like shit everywhere i go. family is about as fucked and dysfunctional as it gets. all i do is work and fuck around on the internet. i can't stand most people anymore or any of my old "friends". i feel like the social media uprising has turned everyone into a bunch of narcissistic zombies.
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
the hope that i can save enough money and invest so i can move to a nice house on a lake somewhere away from all the bullshit. fish and read etc. everyday and generally be content until i die. one can hope.
>>27260267
>age
22
>gender
M
>nationality
USA
>current occupation
Student, tutor, IT specialist
>why you want to kill yourself
4 years of social isolation and subsequent loneliness. I'm a fuck up in almost every regard and I don't have a lot going for me. I'm a social reject and I can see the repulsion in peoples faces when they see me. I am not meant to be in this world and I never was. I knew this from an early age when I quickly became the kid everybody bullied. I'm just a repulsive, miserable fuck who's nothing more than a drain on society, and who the fuck wants to be associated with someone like that.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Hesitation and perhaps obligations, but today that might not be the case. We'll see in a few hours.
>>27261268
>I'm not sure how.
Jump off a bulding or something.
Remember to do a flip.
>>27260267
>age
25
>gender
m
>nationality
German
>current occupation
Student
>why you want to kill yourself
I don't ... ups sage
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
sage
>age
19
>gender
Male
>nationality
Norwegian
>current occupation
Sales and service trainee at a grocery store
>why you want to kill yourself
cant wake up
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
waiting for someone to wake me up
>>27263621
SAVE MEEEHHHHH
>age
18
>gender
Male
>Nationality
Family is from Romania, I was born in US
>current occupation
Drug dealer
>why you want to kill yourself
Mental illness makes it hard to form relationships, I've wanted to die since I was 7 years old
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Fear of possible ass rape in hell, feel bad for family, still young, life might get better.
>>27260267
>>age
35
>>gender
M
>>nationality
USA
>>current occupation
Book store cleric
>>why you want to kill yourself
Logical progression from rationalism
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Have not finished my 10,000 page thesis on the shortcomings of liberal democracy and its bias for life over death.
>>27263312
Also forgot to say I'm from Serbia, not the best place to be, but what the hell
>>27260267
>age
Almost 27
>gender
male
>nationality
Burgerland
>current occupation
Shitty labor job I hate
>why you want to kill yourself
Been depressed for almost literally my whole life. It hasn't gotten any better, and I've been around long enough to know that it won't.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I ask myself that every single day, and the excuses are drying up pretty quick. One of these days, I'll hit the right combination of manic and depression while work is especially shitty and that will be the end of it. I can't wait.
>>27263621
>salg og service lerling
det va eg og, kom deg ut, de e ingen penger i salg og service, faa deg ein jobb paa ein fiskabaat eller noe i stedet, du kan tjena 10 ganger mer paa halvparten av tida, det e ikkje viktigt med fagbrev eller vidergaaende, det e bordkastet tid, du blir brukt for billig arbeidskraft og du kaste bort 3 aar av livet ditt paa ein jobb saa ikkje lede noen plass
du vil ikkje arbeida paa buttikk
>>27260267
>>age
23
>>gender
Male
>>nationality
Polish
>>current occupation
Neet
>>why you want to kill yourself
I've been suffering from mental illnesses for most of my life and even though I got a bit better after my last stay in mental hospital the damage is done and it can't be fixed.
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Maladaptive daydreaming, pretty much alive at this point just to daydream.
>>27263798
Vurderer aa ta og gaa maritime. har 1 ar gratis skuleaar. er det verdt det?.
27
Male
finnish
Accountant
Kissless, hugless, handholdless virgin, never had a girlfriend, stuck in a dead end job been searching and applying for other jobs for 2 years with no success, probably suffer from some kind of social anxiety, fear everything in life (change, tomorrow, debt, challenges, confrontations etc etc)
My parents, I want them to die thinking that I wasn't a complete failure. So only like 20 years to go of this suffering.
>>27263832
alt e bedre enn buttikkfaget, og ting som har med sjoen og gjore e sjennerelt godt betalt, maritim e ikkje ein daarlig vei aa ta, prov aa gjora utdanningen saa kort saa mulig og kom deg ut i arbeid saa snart de gir deg sikkerhetskurs saa du kan faa tjent deg noen penger
>>27263650
>10,000 page thesis
>page
tfw due tomorrow?
>Age
21
>Gender
Male
>Nationality
Somewhere on earth
>Current occupation
A butler
>Why you want to kill yourself
Cucked to death
>What stopped you from killing yourself for good
My right hand
>>27264740
>suicide_note.pdf
Going to blow my brains out at church when I'm done.
>age
underage
>gender
m
>nationality
estonian
>current occupation
student
>why you want to kill yourself
Having to leave my only friend and oneitis to go city full of druggies whores chads and heartless people
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good.
Idk weather was pretty ok today.
>>27260267
>>age
28
>>gender
f
>>nationality
yurop
>>current occupation
waging for the govmint or stuck home on sick leave because too depressed to work
>>why you want to kill yourself
see above, still fixing shit that happened to me as a kid, also life makes no sense, everyone is moving forward marrying and spawning kids and I'm still stuck here wondering why it hurts to be alive. also heartbroken to top it off.
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
i still have some hope it could be better.
>>27263650
Sounds interesting anon you should give us a summary
>>27265217
>Sounds interesting anon you should give us a summary
see >>27264860
https://web.archive.org/web/20141010213832/http://www.suicidenote.info/ebook/suicide_note.pdf
>>27265329
Ah didn't know that was your publication nor your name, you should black it out though.
Based Socrates man.
>>27265397
Mitchell Heisman shot himself in 2010 at a church after he published his suicide note which was a 2000 page long thesis dealing with nihilism and sociobiology.
>18
viz. underage
>age
19
>gender
male
>nationality
Spain
>current occupation
Neet
>why you want to kill yourself
because im so fucking alone, i only have online-friends, im a KHV, nver had a gf, and many reasons
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
idk, i dont have the courage to do it
25
"male"
amerifag
NEET / aspiring writer
I want to kill myself because I will never fit in to the world. I'm terrified of people, animals, really almost everything you can think of. My social skills are zero and my paranoia is extreme.
Aside from my family, the main reason I don't kill myself is because I've got through this much of hell. I want to keep going. Somehow find some meaning in the suffering. Perhaps through my writing.
>>27267195
Aslong you want to keep going you can do it Anon. Don't give up!
>age
24
>gender
Male
>nationality
Norwegian
>current occupation
I work in a storage
>why you want to kill yourself
I've failed at everything. Had ambitions as a child and teenager but now I've "settled down" being a failure. I'm ugly as well and no girl ever has showed any interest in me. My friends don't even like me, they hang out with me out of sympathy which is pretty fucking pathetic. I think I embarass them because of how ugly and how I lack social skills. I'm a boring, ugly aspie who is bored of everything.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I need a bathub to make it more comfortable. Getting one as soon as I move out of my parents house.
>>27260267
>age
18
>gender
F
>nationality
German
>current occupation
Student
>why you wantED to kill yourself
Depressed as fuck because my parents killed themselves in front of me when I was 14 years old
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I started meeting new people and becoming more productive plus I realized that the universe is incredibly beautiful
>age
22
>gender
Male
>nationality
African American
>current occupation
Neet
>why you want to kill yourself
Just don't give a fuck about anything and I hate everyone and everything including myself
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Video games and I'm to much a pussy to do it
>18
>male
>'Murican
>no gf, and I don't want to live in a future where whites are bred out. All I see in the future is utter shit. Also, I get these voices and figures in the shadows telling me to do it.
>I can't afford rope
>age
18
>gender
m
>nationality
french
>current occupation
student
>why you want to kill yourself
live in loneliness, not interested in any relationships anymore, suffering since middleschool, interested in the philosophy of suicide, the death doesn't even afraid me
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I just want to end my misery days in a nice place where nobody could ever find my dead body, in Siberia or northern terrotories of Canada
>>27267276
>my parents killed themselves in front of me when I was 14 years old
is this serious?
19
No reason to live whatsoever, have no interest in anything
Doing the same shit everyday, stay in room for the weekend playing vidya. No social skill cant even strike a basic conversation. And of course no qt white gf
Being the only child that went study overboard. Suicide would dishonor family
>>27267276
>my parents killed themselves in front of me when I was 14 years old
purposefully?
>teenagers wanting to kill themselves
Yeah, right.
>Age
19
>Gender
Male
>Nationality
American
>Occupation
Dining Attendant
>Why
It seems that I've already reached a dead end. I feel empty, tired, and being an empty void. I want to have my bliss.
>What's stopping you
My family tbqh. I especially think of my younger brother. I can't leave him behind.
>>27267391
Unfortunately it is
>>27267404
Yes on purpose. My mom jumped off a wall in Egypt and my dad jumped out of a window on the 26th floor of my grandfather's house.
>>27267555
they did it one after the other leaving you alone, they're the worse humans, I hope you're fine now
24
Male
American
Community college student
Fat autistic pedophile
My father gave me my gun to protect me from blacks, so he would feel bad if I used it, and I'm afraid I would screw anything else up and die in agony
>>27267670
I am fine at the moment. Right after the first death I started pushing all people away from me (because I was afraid they would kill themselves too and I would be sad) and as a result I had no friends and got bullied. I was depressed for a long time but lately my depression started fading away. Sometimes it comes back, especially on Wednesdays and Thursdays, but it's getting better after all.
>>27267776
>got bullied
you suffered even more just because your stupid parents end their stupid lives without thinking of you, nobody deserves it
you've all my respect
>21
>Male
>Murrican
>Student/Baker at a super market
>I hate myself, OCD and full of doubts at every single thing in life, ambition-less, passionless, and unmotivated
>Gotta look forward to the materialistic things in life that make up my small bits of pleasure. Also, aforementioned lack of ambition/passion/motivation, and the few people I care about
>>27262973
Ciao! di dove sei esattamente?
>>27260267
28
M
USA
Grad student
>Pleasures in life are decreasing, depression increasing, can't drink alcohol anymore without having panic attacks, job prospects not panning out, PhD programs not panning out, girls not interested in me, panic attacks occasionally, on an SSRI, go to therapy, doesn't work, life is completely unstable and im about to graduate without a job, hate working anyway, bank account dwindling
Reasons stopping me: Don't want to traumatize family, scared of failing and being a vegetable, scared of what comes after death, scared of the process of dying
>>27261309
You want to be friends with me?im a 19 male robot.
>21
>male
>canacuck
>failing freelancer, pretty much just a NEET
>can't stand the thought of being a wagecuck 40hrs a week, want gf but women are insane
>hard to get the resources for suicide when you're living at home, also just a coward
>age
18
>gender
male
>nationality
American
>current occupation
What do you think?
>why you want to kill yourself
I could write an entire manifesto explaining why, but at this point I'm just too tired. To put it in the most concise way, when an animal is unhappy/in pain on the majority of days, the general consensus is that it should be put down. I feel as if I've reached that point.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Cowardice, timing, and the mental image of my mom finding out.
>>27260267
19
Male
UK
Shift manager at some shitty store
Lonely as fuck, work too much so no social life
wouldn't do it because it would mess up my sisters
>age
19
>gender
Demifoxniggerkin (Male)
>nationality
American
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
Boredom and anxiety
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Good anime, video games, and eventually achieving trap mode.
>>27260267
>age
21
>gender
male
>nationality
dutch
>current occupation
software engineer intern
>why you want to kill yourself
ive tried experiencing a lot of things but none of them make the loneliness and depressive thoughts end. i feel like im not supposed to exist, like i cant seem to find a place or group to fit in with; i'm not good enough and never will be.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
im still working on my post-mortem plans. cant seem to decide on what to put in my suicide note. i'm afraid the fall won't be high enough and i end up in some sort of ward, maybe even paralyzed.
>>27260267
>age
20
>gender
male
>current occupation
none
>why you want to kill yourself
too many reasons
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
im lazy and mummy would be heartbroken.
>age
18
>gender
Male
>nationality
Cuck aka Swede
>current occupation
Student
>why you want to kill yourself
My country is going to shit and everyone embraces it.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Hate.
Hate for my father, hate for my countrymen, hate for degenerates.
If I an heroed they 'd win, I'll just leave this godforsaken pit of cretins to rot while I immigrate to some nation with actual morals and structure.
>>27260267
>Age
19
>Gender
Male
>Nationality
Serbian, but lived in Italy my whole life
>Why
Because of reasons, not really found why, going on is just too hard
>what stopped you
Feat of death, need to bang my best friend before I die
>>27271297
*fear of death, sorry for the typo, I'm still a European nigger
>>27271250
Your country is better than a lot of other ones in Europe, actually.
>age
31
>gender
m
>nationality
U. S.
>current occupation
N. E. E. T.
>why you want to kill yourself
I used to b/co I was a loner and depressed.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I tried it once when I was in High School b/co I wasn't thinking clearly, thought I was going to have to repeat my Senior year and was having a Manic-Depressive Mixed State.
Suicide is the biggest mistake someone can make. When people try or consider trying to commit suicide their doing so because their depressed, but due to the nature of depression the person doesn't realize it. Depression warps and distorts everything that you think and feel, and suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you're young you still have your whole life ahead of you. Everything about your life from what kind of living situation you'll live in to what you do for fun will change dramatically in just 5 or so years, as well as 10 to 20 and onwards. For someone who's young to commit suicide is like someone deciding they don't like a movie after the first 5 minutes. Over time depression passes (or you out grow it) you'll find new things you can do for fun, and you'll find things you can value aside from getting with a hottie or hanging out at the "in crowd" spots. And I'm certain that there's an after life which is much worse if you kill yourself.
>>27271441
I am aware, but it doesn't dull the pain of the cultural enrichment and hearing genuinely intelligent people spout leftist nonsense they've been brainwashed to believe just because others have it worse, I don't hate them because they're stupid I hate them because I care about them and want them to wake the fuck up
>>27260267
>age
18
>gender
male
>nationality
American
>current ocupation
waiting to be done with highschool and move on to Uni
>why do you want to kill yourself
I dont, I haven't had a girlfriend and I'm a virgin but I haven't given up hope yet
Maybe some drunk college bitch will let me fuck her in the future
>age
29
>gender
M
>nationality
American
>current occupation
Student / Intern
>why you want to kill yourself
Degree will be worthless, over $100,000 in debt, KV, etc.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
The inevitable effect my suicide would have on those close to me.
>>27260267
>>27260267
>>age
18
>>gender
M
>>nationality
Amerifat
>>current occupation
Student
>>why you want to kill yourself
I objectively have no reason to live anymore. I'm not sad or depressed, just done
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
My mom and 12 y/o brother would be fucked, plus the pain scares me
>age
28
>gender
M
>nationality
No side accepts me.
>current occupation
Unemployed
>why you want to kill yourself
I am sick of being a failure, The bad things outweigh the good things and I'm too ashamed to continue with life.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good.
Looking for a nice place to an hero.
>age
18
>gender
female
>nationality
australian
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
no friends, can't connect with people. don't like anything except for music
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
no gun/nembutal
>age
18
>gender
male
>nationality
American
>current occupation
student/apprentice
>why you want to kill yourself
To find out if transferring my soul to an object worked.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Nothing yet, still working out the kinks in the aforementioned plan.
>age
19
>gender
male
>nationality
swedish
>current occupation
"between jobs"
>why you want to kill yourself
my days are all the same and nothing ever happens to me, also the world feels so cold and hostile
>what's stopped you from killing yourself for good
my family i guess
>>27272603
You watched too much full metal alchemist nigga...
>Age
21
>Gender
M
>Nationality
britbong
>Occupation
NEET as fuck
>Why you want to kill yourself
Have diagnosed autism, went to school full of thugs and got horribly bullied, no real life friends, went to university, couldn't handle all the normies and socialfaggotry, dropped out. Would rather die than talk to people.
>What's stopped you
What my mum will be like after I'm gone and the actual process of doing it
>age
18.
>gender
Male.
>nationality
American.
>current occupation
Student, HS.
>why you want to kill yourself
She's not real.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Fear.
>>27260267
>age
18
>gender
male
>nationality
brazilian
>current occupation
student
>why you want to kill yourself
stupid pothead, khv, tourette, mixed, 5'9
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
my family and my not-so-nihilistic beliefs
>>27260378
lol br bro if you're not khv I hope you kill yourself for real retarded fuck
>age
21
>gender
male
>nationality
French
>current occupation
NEET (actually student but I've never been to the university for 8 month)
>why you want to kill yourself
don't know what to do with my life, just want to end the suffering
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Fear and waiting if I might find something to do with my life before doing it
>>27260267
>age
freshly turned 26
>gender
M
>nationality
American - Black
>current occupation
Junior in Accounting, but I'm hating it so far and failing a major class
>why you want to kill yourself
Still living with parents, no job experience, I basically have nothing to live for. I'll most likely die alone so I might as well get a headstart.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
The unknown of what comes after death. Like I'm 99% sure that maybe there's no god, but that 1% is scary af.
Like I don't want to burn in hell for eternity if there is one.
>>27260267
>age
27
>gender
male
>nationality
Australian
>current occupation
digital coordinator
>why you want to kill yourself
my looks, height, scared shitless of losing my job and tfw no gf
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Guns are hard to get in Australia and the human body is very hard to kill.
>>27260267
>Age
23
>Gender
Male
>Nationality
'Murrican
>Current occupation
European automotive technician
>Why you want to kill yourself
My life has stagnated. I hate my job but it's the only thing I'm good at. I've lost all of my friends and I have no idea how to make new ones since I only see the same three people on a daily basis (not including family) and I have an abrasive personality.
>What's stopped you from killing yourself for good
Knowing that I'd upset my family (maybe not my sister, but who the fuck cares what she thinks) and I'm the only one who can continue my family name. I also have an unfinished 240Z that would likely get sold down the river and wind up rotting away somewhere and a truck that needs a lot of love. If I can't stay alive for myself, I'll sure as shit do it for them.
>>27260267
>>age
20
>>gender
male
>>nationality
US
>>current occupation
Community College student
>>why you want to kill yourself
I have no friends, I have never even kissed a girl, I have no dreams, I will never be as sucessful as my father, I keep thinking about how I should do it
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
got a bunch of 2D porn on my hard drive and I've been doing a lot of reading on Absurdism and I like Camus' ideas quite a bit
>age
21
>gender
male
>nationality
swedish
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
i fucking hate society, so many people are cunts. also life is ultimately pointless, we will all die one day, no reason to keep suffering
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
the thought that one day i might be truly happy, maybe with a wife and kids
>age
49
>gender
male
>nationality
united states
>occupation
accounting, aka literal wage cucking
>reasons
look up. I'm almost 50, a virgin with no relationship experience who watches anime to get through the day. I live alone in the smallest, most bare apartment possible. people laugh at me and talk about me when they think I can't hear. I've been diagnosed with avoidant meme disorder.
>why I haven't
who knows. no motivation to live, but none to do anything about it either.
>>27275398
u gun get banned m8
>>27275398
If you're autistic, socially, things won't get better. You need to learn to enjoy being alone.
>age
28
>gender
male
>nationality
german
>current occupation
neet
>why you want to kill yourself
neet
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
near death experience and my body refusing to die 2 times in a row
Age 19
Gender female
Nationality polish
Current occupation nursing home work
Why I want to kill myself because no matter how I try I'm never going to be able to please the normies and I'm going to end up not having anyone to talk to
Why I haven't killed myself youtubers and their wonderful personalities, I pretend they're my friends so that I can feel accepted for once in my life
>29
>F
>American
>Work in federal government in Washington, DC. Objectively a "good job".
>Life sucks, always has, born into shit circumstances
>Afraid of the ~10 seconds of panic free falling from the 12th floor of my building. Afraid of the ~2 minutes of panic swinging from the support beams in my building's garage.
I know that there is only eternal silence and nothingness after death -- and of these, I'm not afraid. But the panic and the loneliness before death terrifies me.
Pic related gives me a lot of comfort because he looks so serene, so peaceful. He had already entered his eternal sleep by the time responders found him. Was he afraid in the end too? I hope for his sake, he wasn't.
>>27275648
this is extremely uncomfortable. often people dont do it properly and end up cutting only the blood flow from the brain, not to it. result is a massive headache while panicking hardcore for the rest of your life. its only gonna be minutes til you pass out, but in death panic it can feel like forever.
> 18
> M
> Chinese
> year 2 student in finance
> the pressure is fucking insane when everyone is either so fucking aggressive, smart or hardworking. five students have taken their lives here in the past year because the academic pressure is just unreal. city getting destroyed by bunch of shitty politicians. entire population is suicidal because they don't see the way out
> good grades at a prestigious university in a degree that will earn me a good living despite shitty society
>>27275828
What is your city/uni
>>27261337
>Nationality
>European
Kek, don't do it.
>>27261896
I'm not quite a chad but I can do you silly
>age
18
>gender
male
>nationality
usa
>current occupation
none
>why you want to kill yourself
will never achieve what I want and will be stuck
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
too afraid and have family
>>27265329
Mind if I use some of those sub chapter titles as song titles they are pretty funny
>>27260267
>18
>student
>Colombia
>life is worthless, i'm not depressed, i just don't find any reason to live, even if i live out of something i enjoy, i still can't find any reason to live
>0 balls
>>27276825
or more like no gun and 0 balls to deal with pain dying in another way
>age
22
>gender
Male
>nationality
New Zealand
>current occupation
Student
>why you want to kill yourself
Lonely, no friends, no gf, no money, am fat. always feel like I'm one mistake away from catastrophic, permanent life failure.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Family would be sad (my mother and father both adore me for some silly reason), anime and I still have hope for the future.
>>27260267
>age
23
>gender
Male
>nationality
FREE
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
No reason to live, can't seem to force myself into motivation without the help of outside forces.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Don't know, maybe it's fear, maybe it's the lack of a gun, could also be the slightest hope that I'll get my shit together someday.
A lot of NEETs in this thread, glad to see I'm not alone. Fuck anyone who is happy or pretends to be happy living this life.
>>27260267
>>age
19
>>gender
Male
>>nationality
Slavic/ Swedish
>>current occupation
Student, Welder
>>why you want to kill yourself
I've failed at everything I've ever set out to do, and I have a curse when it comes to women. Beautiful women will get my attention and be really nice to me, but then cuck/reject me when I make a move. I tossed aside the only woman who ever treated me with respect.
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for now
The knowledge that my friends and family would be shocked, i rarely give off hints of my crippling depression.
>21
>mtf
>American
>student
>I'm fucked in the head. Self-harm, constantly negative and attack myself mentally, high aspirations and low success/motivation. Feel depressed. I'm inferior transscum and will never be a Stacey with big tits and ass and small frame. Tfw no vag, cant even afford subpar vag, just kill me.
>my fear of death and never ending aspirations/hope for the future
>>27261513
>half filipino half japanese
do you hold either citizenship?
>>27263621
>born in norway as a norwegian
>wanting to kill yourself
literally won the lottery of life
fuck you
>19
>female
>work at a floral shop, selling flowers
>I can't stop having a macro overview of life and the world, so much suffering and despair, nothing is worth it, I just want to leave and never come back...
>the flower shop I work for is run by a very old lady and has been there family business for generations and I'm their only employee. We've become good friend and I definitely can't bring myself to end it with her still around, I don't think she could take it and the thought of her sad makes me want to cry... I also don't want to hurt my parents.
On top of this I'm really skinny at 5'5. I know it's ironic that I hate life so much and work at a store selling colorful flowers. I pretty much wear only black and probably too much eyeliner...
>>27265105
tapa ennast ara mees xDDDD
>>27277104
>work at a floral shop, selling flowers
It must suck, selling flowers but never receiving any, fembot.
>>27260267
>age
20
>gender
Male
>nationality
American
>current occupation
Student
>why you want to kill yourself
Social isolation, boredom, self-loathing
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I can't leave my mom on the hook for the student loan she cosigned when I was 17 (skipped a grade so I started college early). As soon as I pay that off, I'm going to get a one bedroom apartment, a tarp, a shotgun, and then kill myself.
>>27260267
>age
20.
>gender
F(aggot).
>nationality
Malaysian.
>current occupation
Student.
>why you want to kill yourself
Self hatred. I just hate my life.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Religion and beliefs.
>>27277104
>5'5
>skinny
>wears a lot of black
>a lot of eyeliner
>suicidal
You sound perfect desu.
>age
19
>gender
Male
>nationality
French
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
The things that caused my depression I guess
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Not for good, but I freak out everytime I try
>age
18
>gender
male
>nationality
mex
>current occupation
stud
>why you want to kill yourself
im ugly and socially retarded
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
i can't...im too faggot to do an hero
>>27277130
I've never received flowers but I don't really mind because I've never really wanted flowers before. I saw some boy give flowers to a girl in my year when I was at school once. I couldn't understand why she was happy, they're just going to die in a few weeks aren't they?
>>27277348
You'd probably change your mind after my self loathing bores a hole through your heart
>>27278610
>I couldn't understand why she was happy, they're just going to die in a few weeks aren't they?
Yeah, I bought flowers for a girl once and they didn't last long. Buying plants in general is a bad sign for a relationship. Like, the plant will either die quickly or it'll last forever and the relationship will be over but you'll still be carrying this bloody plant around with you wherever you go as a memento of a failed relationship.
>>27278610
>You'd probably change your mind after my self loathing bores a hole through your heart
Even better, we could bore each other. I think that the reason that I'm attracted to people like you is because I'm the same way.
>>27260267
>age
19
>gender
male
>Nationality
United States
>current occupation
food service
>why you want to kill yourself
not good at making deep connections with people for some reason only very few and they're slipping away. I realize everyday is the same, get up, game, work, sleep, etc. Probably will start college soon but I just don't feel motivated. Not that I was really alpha from the get-go, but it's pretty hard for me finding a gf despite being generally decent looking.
>what's stopped you from killing yourself
Religious, regretful-ness (If there even is such a thing in death, but eh.) for not sticking out when things could be better. Also, family would be depressed and I'm sure the few good friends I still have.
>age
18
>gender
M
>nationality
Polish
>current occupation
Student
>why you want to kill yourself
Not good at anything including communicating with people, therefore can't make any friends, get a job or a girlfriend. Everyone avoids me.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I don't want to leave my family heartbroken for the rest of their lives, if I die they'll be the ones who will really suffer, not me cause I'll be dead.
>age
22
>gender
Male
>nationality
Argie
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
Because i feel so much frustrated about my life, i ignored so many opportunities to improve and its getting late for me. The only girl i truly love broke my heart. My mother is a mentally ill woman who is in a relationship with her uncle and still trying to get my sister and i to care about that old bastard. Speaking of sis, she is the sluttiest girl i know, even tho she is only 20. She fucked so many guys and told me in detail what she did to them. Hell, she even hints me from time to time. I dont want to wageslave for a living. I will probably go out one day and never come back, i dont wanna to feel the void of the depression ever again
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
First, i would like to shoot myself in the head, but getting guns here is fairly hard. Black market still a thing, but you need to know the right people.
I dont want my father to see me hanging on the ceiling. He doesnt deserve that. He still supporting me and i think he would do it until he dies or i get my shit togheter.
Thats why i think about get a gun, grab a backpack and kill myself in the woods or something like that. I guess if i "disappear" it would be less painful for them.
>>age
18
>>gender
male
>>nationality
U.S.
>>current occupation
general contracting
>>why you want to kill yourself
have no ambition, drive, or will to live. been like this since 6th grade. waves of depression and anxiety hit hard and often.
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
apathy, lazyness, girlfriend, and respect for my mom. she went through alot raising me and I know how fucked it'd be to do that to her. got as far as loading a pistol and putting it to my temple but always overthink it and say I'll see how things go this week.
>>27260267
>age
24
>gender
N
>nationality
European
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
I feel like I don't belong anywhere, that there is no place for me in this world. I'm tired of trying and failing.
It's hard to find motivation to improve my life, because I don't really want anything.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
My parents & sister, anime, music, literature
>>27276797
>This work is free and licensed by Mitchell Heisman for copying and distribution under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 United States License
i.e. go right ahead.
>>27275176
This is actually a very unique person, quite interesting really.
>age
20
>gender
Male
>nationality
Australian
>current occupation
Studying for a career in Networking
>why you want to kill yourself
A lot of reasons man. Ive wanted to kill myself since i was about 13. It started with me thinking about how life is inherently meaningless and how the death of the universe will invalidate everything we have ever done or will do so whats the point of doing anything. Then at about 15 i wanted to die because i couldnt connect with anybody meaningfully.
Then at 18 i wanted to because i wasted my entire high school years doing nothing instead of learning how to be a human
Now at 20 ive wanted to kill myself for so long its basically just programmed into me
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Im scared man. I dont know what will happen. Id like to think id just stop existing, but even that is completely terrifying to me.
Shit man i didnt ask to be born.
>>27281000
literally me, country and everything. Except im doing STEM lol
>age
19
>gender
Male
>nationality
Russian
>current occupation
Student
>why you want to kill yourself
It feels like nothing in live is worth living for. All I do is play videogames and study just enough to not get kicked out of university. My uni "friends" are nice people, but I know that after uni ends we'll never communicate again.
I've never had a girl and I don't quite regret it, because I do have my beatiful 2D waifu , we've been together for almost 5 years, and frankly it feels like the only way to get closer to her is to finish my life. I seriously want to be an old man or some shit, except being old in Russia is a horrible damnation. But yeah, it'd be great if my life was already ending. But instead it's just the beginning, and I guess it fucking sucks. I wish I got cancer.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
First and foremost, I'm a pussy. I'm very bad at making decisions. And this would be the biggest decision of my life. I am sure that up there, I will be welcomed by the deity of my own religion, but a part of me still believes that suicide is a weakling's way out. I need to die meaningfully. I didn't do so many things in life yet. I want to kill somebody first, at least.
I'm not ready to ascend.
>all these 20 year teenagers complaining and thinking about suicide
Fucking pathetic.
>>27281067
>21
>teenager
Nigga these are all grown adults posting here
>>27281067
Whether you're 18 or 80 is irrelevant
What matter is the unbearable depths of sadness that you feel
>age
20
>gender
M
>nationality
American
>current occupation
Full time student this semester
>why you want to kill yourself
In short: inadequacy, bad experiences in school growing up still haunt me, in terms of mental development I'm several years behind my peers because of lack of experiences I should have had in my teenage years, many things that used to be fun no longer are and I'm struggling to find new things that are fun, don't interact very well socially
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I have literal 10/10 god tier parents who are the definition of what caring and loving parents should be. I can't do that to them. I plan on waiting until they have passed.
>>27281081
>21
>adult
Are you actually serious?
18
Male
'Merican
security work/full time student
I don't
The fact that I don't want to
>>27260267
>age
21
>gender
M
>nationality
indonesian
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
poor and shit future
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
still have one piece to read
>age
23
>gender
Male
>nationality
Australian
>current occupation
I work in a supermarket
>why you want to kill yourself
I was raised by an alcoholic single mother who never really gave a shit about me and who i witnessed being beat multiple times as a young child
Never knew or met my father, i dont even know his name.
I never really connected to anybody in high school. Sure i had "friends", but we never gave a shit about eachother. We just had a similar sense of humor.
I dropped out of high school because i was so fucking depressed that all i could think was "whats the point?"
I started smoking weed and then began believing in the stereotypical peace and love hippy attitude that stoners have but aftet not smoking for 6 months i lost that perspective and returned to my default state
I got a job at Coles because i just wanted to live alone and wait for death. Now i just come home from work to a small dark housr and a cat that hates me and i just blankly, silently stare a screen until i get tired.
All i want is to come home to somebody that was waiting for me and hold them.in my arms. Thats all.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I don't know man. I dont even know if i want to actively die. I just feel a passive 24/7 dark void.
>>27281134
hmmm
riognilao
It seems like everyone here has pretty similar experiences and reasons.
How the fuck did we end up this way?
>age
20
>gender
Male
>nationality
American
>current occupation
NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
I don't care about why anymore, I'm tired
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Nothing much. Tried offing myself 5 years ago. Got permanent derealization/depersonalization after that so now I don't have enough feeling to take myself out. I really don't care. I'm already dead as far as I'm concerned. If I had a painless and effortless means to die at my disposal then I would seriously consider it.
>>27263480
Sa mori tu ca esti pilot
First suicidal thoughts when I was 10 or 11, diagnosized with clinical depression a year and a half ago, at 18.
>>27281256
If you're at least a bit off the norm and can't change yourself, the norm won't bother to include you and just throw you away. From there, people will grow however they can... Either by using normal methods that don't suit them, or by finding at method for themselves (Which more than often end up being shitty). And it can lead to depression.
That's more or less the reason you have a bunch of "Smarter than average and red pilled" mygonistic nazis here too. (Their redpill was blue enough to make them see and live in a world that fits their fantasy)
Basically, no matter if you were destined to become one of the greatest mind of history or the dumbest person on Earth. We share that we weren't completely normal from the beginning (even if some didn't notice).
>>27281256
Childhood abuse/neglect, not having a proper rolemodel in our lives, traumatic experiences, constant bad luck and failure, constant exposure to people with toxic personalities.
>>27281256
some people the game was just rigged
thats just how it is
it works our for most people, it doesnt for others
>>27281441
I'd say that's pretty spot on
>Bad genetic depression on both sides of the family
>Even killed my only uncle I could have had
Who here /ticking timebomb/?
>>27281215
At least you got a job at Coles! That's a pretty big achievement for a /r9k/er.
>>27260267
>age
21
>gender
female
>nationality
australian
>current occupation
full time NEET
>why you want to kill yourself
no goals in life, dont get enjoyment out of anything anymore, cant actually think of a good reason to live anymore
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
living with my parents means i can live comfortably with no really stresses, but if i get kicked out or they force me into working i will probably just commit. basically im just a lazy fuck
>>27281674
If youre in adelaide i will marry you
>>27281482
Well i described my life, i'm 25 years old, i am a seafarer(apprentice engineer who has failed 4 fucking times to become a 3rd engineer even though i've seen lazy useless dumbfucks earn that promotion without actually doing it and trust me i worked hard), my family sent me to an isolated island to study and never visited me once,(they visited my other cousins who studied in a more distant city and my other cousin who studies in fucking southampton), my mother commited suicide on my 1st month at work on my first contract and she was cockblocking me constantly in life when i was trying to get out of that fucking hole, my father was abusing me, and my stepfather was abusing me and my mother as well and i'm constantly exposed to fucking psychopaths. I tried turning my life around at 24 but last contract at work taught me everything is meaningless. I fucking hate people, even though people tell me i'm handsome im constantly getting rejected by girls etc.
>>27281674
If you're in Adelaide, give me your contact details and I'll take you on a romantic date.
>>27281750
Fuck off mate she's mine.
24, full time neet, living in QLD.
Sucks being stuck here in the middle of nowhere with no money to move.
>>27281918
I saw her first REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>27282173
Can you try surfing? Technically surfies are NEETs and they are very desirable chads.
>>27272516
If you're in Adelaide, my offer >>27281918
is also available for you.
>>27282246
Cunt i will fight you
>>27282222
quads confirm he saw me first
>age
21
>gender
Male
>nationality
Canadaistan
>current occupation
History Student
>why you want to kill yourself
virgin, Useless degree, want to be a trap but 6'6 and way to manly looking.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
I've been talking to a girl who is showing a bit of interest i think, shes a tumblrina but i'll take what i can get
>>27282222
>getting cucked on fucking /r9k/ of all places
Time for the Smith and Wesson retirement plan desu
>20
>male
>dutch
>NEET
>kicked out/quit Uni last year. living in limbo, hopping from job to job for that past 8 months. Hate myself, my inability to git gud. Anxiety attacks that cripple me and pushed me to the edge of a successful suicide a couple times. Shit like jumping from the roof of tall apartment complexes, standing at edge of lakes with stones tied to legs. shit fuck. I really want to get out of this limbo. I really want something in life. anything.
part of me want to die every day. another, growing ever smaller, part of me still stubbornly clings to dreams. I'm trying to desperately listen to that little voice. but, it just doesnt register any more.
>still not decided. The little voice in me has stopped me a couple times now. I KNOW I should keep listening to that... thing. That I should just get over with it and apply to a new uni next year. Q_Q
>>27260267
>26
>male
>american
>manual labor wageslave in a factory
>work swing shift, 12 days on 2 days off with intermittent forced overtime (12 hour days)
>going back to school for my masters in august
if i was forced to work here for the rest of my life, id literally kill myself. or maybe id become a drug addict/drunk like everyone else.
Why don't you suicidefags find necrophiliacs/cannibals and offer your bodies to them? You'd help an another mentally damaged human being and die in the process.
>>27260267
>age
22
>gender
>Implying females exist
>nationality
Ausfailian
>current occupation
Student
>why you want to kill yourself
I don't
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
We're all born and we're all going to die, so why waste all the time in between trying to make death come faster?
>22
>Male
>Receptionist
>Failed to land any career, applied to 8 apprenticeships and a few other positions and haven't received any offers
>Saw a picture of my mum holding me as a baby recently and realised I can't put her through that
Looking at joining the Navy now, maybe the army. Fitness is decent, I'm in shape enough. If I don't land anything soon, I think I'll gas myself the night before my 23rd birthday.
>>27282297
Welcome to the real world mate, the Internet is not your safe space.
This thread makes me sad.
>>27265217
>exiting stage of life
>desk job
>getting married
This is what normies believe
>>27260267
>age
19
>gender
male
>nationality
Greek
>current occupation
uni student
>why you want to kill yourself
Loneliness, boredom, I don't feel like doing anything, I haven't had friends in over 5 years, I'm a kissless virgin etc.
>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Mostly fear and the fact that my mom would probably go insane if I did it
>>27260267
fuck off data collector
>>27282766
>>27282766
Makes me wish I could get a gun... I'd just walk out of the shop, aim for my head and bam... Done.
>>27260267
>>age
27
>>gender
male
>>nationality
brazilian
>>current occupation
Burocrat
>>why you want to kill yourself
Loneliness, lack of goals and life doesn't give any pleasure anymore
>>whats stopped you from killing yourself for good
Fear, inertia.
