>tfw can't remember if something was a dream or not
>>27259646
Fucking this... A week or so after my ex dumped me for being too "boring and uninteresting" for an orgy in portland. I had a dream where we had gotten back together. It went so perfectly and I-I believed it had happened the night before when I woke up. I called her and made a massive fool of myself. God damn, I haven't felt that stupid in a long time.
Tfw can't tell thoughts from reality sometimes
>>27259646
>live a boring life
>daydream a lot
>end up convinced that my dreams and daydream happened to the point that I can lie without realizing I'm lying
> accidentally put my phone PIN into the ATM instead of card PIN, then forget what the actual PIN is
>>27259646
>tfw I talk to myself so much Im starting to talk out-loud
I still audibly reply to my thoughts on occasion.
>log into League of Legends everyday to the point that I can type in my password without thinking about it
>get disconnected and have to input my password
>forget what my password is despite logging into League multiple times a day everyday for 2 years
>>27259646
>tfw both your life and dreams are so full of dull routine that I may very well be dreaming right now
>there is barely a difference between real life and my dreams
>Sometimes things feel like a dream
>As in I'll do something like close a door then seconds later wonder if I actually did that or not
>>27259646
>talk about the olden school days with some people
>everyone remembers it differently
>can't tell if my memory is better or worse than theirs
>can usually remember quotes exactly
>start questioning how many of my memories actually happened
>tfw so derealized i can't tell if i'm dreaming or not
>tfw so depersonalized i don't have a sense of self
>tfw so disassociated I miss days
The derealization has gotten better lately, last summer it was really bad. I still get a couple false awakenings nearly every morning though. As for the depersonalization, I've found the best solution around people is to play characters, but like >>27260998 sometimes I forget what I'm supposed to think and lie without realizing. Missed this Wednesday.
>>27259646
What the fuck is this image trying to convey. I see this used in black twitter so much
>>27259646
So this is what 4chan has become. A meme that originated via Black Twitter is being used by robots. Just stick to the Facebook meme frog.
>>27261691
that freaked me out too back then
but its perfectly normal from what ive heard. Same reason people forget where they put their phones, their subconcious is doing it for them because its so mentally un-challenging
>tfw you dream of doing mundane chores and are annoyed at still having to complete them when you wake up
>>27261953
Holy fuck, thank god I'm not alone
>tfw feel nostalgia over things that never happened and people I've never met
>Can't remember whether I locked the door or not when leaving the house
>Have to grip the door handle so hard that my hand hurts while locking it, so that the pain will remind me that I did actually lock it
>Have mundane dreams about things that could totally happen in real life and struggle to determine whether or not they actually happened
>Lose track of days, can't remember when I did something or when I spoke to someone
>Walk into room and forget why, open up tabs on computer and forget why
>Can't remember if I've eaten breakfast or not, lack of hunger makes me think that I must have done
>Often have a strange "dream-like" feeling when walking around, as if I'm watching everything on a TV screen, only ever really feel "grounded" at home
I think I'm losing it, friends
>only mastubate to fictional charaters
>cant find humans attractive anymore
>going to die alone
>spend all day inside my head
>am going to be homeless soon
It was a good run, i guess.
>>27259646
>have a black whole the whole middle school
>any time I remember something I completely just block it again
I wish I could just remove memories
>>27261982
Confusion and isolation
I dream about work.
Then I wake up and go to work.
Do the work I dreamed about.
Realize the dream was really a amalgamation of a few proceeding days at work
My dreams in the future will just be memories of the past
>GF dumps me
>have multiple dreams about making up with her, moving back together, and fixing our relationship
>all pretty realistic considering they are dreams, no crazy shit going on
>mfw i wake up
>dream about how a tomboy girl and a cute girl are both in love with me
>tomboy is a cunt, but I choose her
>wake up
>feel bad because no gf
>feel bad for cute girl
>life is boring
>dreams are boring
Feels like I lived forever already
>used to like pickles as a kid
>one day was at my grandma's house
>teenage uncle challenges me to eat as many pickles as I can
>eat like 5 or 6 full size pickles
>after that never eat pickles again
For years I wasn't sure if this was a real memory or just me making up a story for why I don't like pickles. I asked my uncle about it like last Christmas and he said he remembered it. A few months ago I tried to eat a pickle for the first time in almost 10 years, took one bite and was grossed out, so I guess my aversion to them is permanent
>>27259646
>mfw cant differentiate own lies from truth
