Why havent you put a bullet in your fucking brain yet?
I don't want to break my mother's heart.
>>27252003
Came in here to post this.
She's gone through a lot of shit and she really couldn't handle my death right now.
>>27251963
With what may I ask?
With no firearms or means to obtain them?
I live in jail cell. Yes we have wifi and monitored computer.
I'm a fucking coward like everyone else here
>>27251963
won't get into valhalla.. idk
>>27251963
Because I'm really scared of death and I think that we're just physical constructs in the universe so there is no after life, just nothing. Like before you were born.
>>27253293
but anon thats a reason to kill yourself, no fear of what comes after since its nothing, you cant fear nothingness by definition
>>27251963
I need a bullet.
And a gun.
But really if I had a bullet and a gun I think I would end up using them to kill someone else. I doesn't matter who, it just needs to be someone who will be missed.
You know, life used their children to take my life from me so it would feel really accomplishing to able to take one of their children in revenge.
https://discord.gg/0tTP68lFXHCy4BIa anyone wanna chill come here. its me watching this dude orbit some supposed girl lol. save me
>>27251963
because my parents would be embarrassed
>>27253293
This guy >>27253330 voiced my thoughts exactly. What you experienced before you were born = what you will experience after you die. There's nothing to fear, literally.
>>27253849
why does this meme exist, why is it so often here that life after death will be exactly the same as it was before birth, thats just your brain deluding itself into an answer
Grandma still living and it's not worth to kill yourselv until you are like 45
When my mom is gone I'll have no reason to live. Daily contemplation of suicide always comes to the conclusion of not hurting my mother.
I'm just tired of living.
Opiates/other vices. It's all pretty pointless, sure, but we're also mortal and death is the only certain thing in life. It'll come -- so why not just nigger it up?
>>27252003
Fucking this, and even though I'm a useless cunt I'm the good kid in comparison with my shit brother.
>>27254795
>why does this meme exist, why is it so often here that life after death will be exactly the same as it was before birth
It's a nice concept, another way to say you will experience nothing since you won't exist.
>thats just your brain deluding itself into an answer
Not sure what you imply there, what's your take on what happens after death then?
>>27253293
>Because I'm really scared of death and I think that we're just physical constructs in the universe so there is no after life, just nothing.
Sounds pretty comfy.
>>27251963
OP...
I'm scared
3/19/2016
I have done MXE many times and I'm not gonna die knowing that I could have another trip like that. Even if the supply's all dried up now. Just knowing that there's even a possibility that I could ever feel like that again gives me the hope to keep going on. I will fucking do anything for another hit of that stuff. Suck a million dicks all over the world. You fucking name it, I'll do it.
>>27252522
What is it like being in jail?
>>27252522
this >>27256195
you lost your virginity already? meet any bros? what are you in for?
>>27251963
don't have bullets
>>27251963
I can't get over the mental barrier preventing me from pulling the trigger. I'd have to get very drunk or very high on drugs and I don't engage in either of those degeneracies.
>>27251963
I am from Britbong
>>27251963
My family, false hope.
