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Professional hikikomori counseling. Failure to talk about your week results in one million Yen penalty!
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>>27243953
How will you make me pay a fine if you don't know who I am or where I am?
Dumb Misaki poster
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Ashita wa mo dajoubu....
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>still no stream

Was disappointing me part of your plan?
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I remember watching this show when I was 22. I felt really inspired and wanted to change my life for the better.

Now I'm 26 and worse than ever. Good job.
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>>27244225
It is very calming seeing a thing like that post occur again and again.
Thank you.
>>27244276
What did you try to do? The reason you failed is quite obviously part of the conspiracy that keeps people from attaining happiness.
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Week wen't pretty bad, wageslaved away,think'd about killing myself atleast 4 times yesterday, parents are having health issues, and i'm just sick of this life.

Buuut i have to wait for them to go first then i'll an hero.

Thinking about hiking in a natural park and find a huge crevasse into which i can blow my brains out and fall into it so i won't be found.
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>>27244324
Clearly it's a conspiracy. It's not at all that I'm a fucking idiot.

No sir.
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>>27244225
Why don't you do a stream, friendo? :^)
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>>27244368
Waiting until your parents are gone is good because I believe that during that time a positive change can occur.
R-right?
>>27244399
It's true! There is a limit to how stupid one can be!
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>>27244455
I'm at that limit. I have no excuses. My life is like this because I am cowardly and weak.

I really should kill myself and I have been trying to psyche myself up to do it for months but it doesn't take.
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I want to rewatch this anime because I watched it when I was 18 and liked it but I'm 22 now and a friendless virgin with shit uni grades who has never had a job and I'm worried it will hit too close to home.
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>>27244455
No i don't believe positive things can happen, i'm just waiting so i don't have to inflict them that kind of pain.

I'm not that kind of an asshole i am considerate about the only people that love me.
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MCF please come and save us with a stream ;_;
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>>27244524
Don't try to push it. If you haven't done it yet there must be a reason why you are still on this planet.
>>27244526
It will probably hit very close to home but I found that to be the beauty of it. It made me feel bad but in a good way.

>>27244559
I share your thoughts and yet I don't feel like killing myself that often anymore. If I can waste my days in solitude it's alright because it is akin to being dead and not bothering anyone.

>>27244619
His last twitter post said that he was banned again ;_;
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>>27244677
I haven't killed myself because I am a coward. If I had any shame or honor I would have killed myself years ago.
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>>27244677
I love you anon. Would you interlock fingers with me?
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>>27244763
It is okay.
There are many cowards and weak people.
Like me.
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>>27244442
you think I am able to do anything beyond criticising and complaining? where do you think you are anon
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>>27244796
Hand-holding is very lewd but it is something even a failure like me can do.
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>>27244799>>27244849
Why are you in pain anon? What do you feel?
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>>27244874
I don't feel anything anymore. I have accepted my failure and the futility of all things.
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>>27244170
>Fucking up the romaji this much

Kys faggot
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>>27244923
I feel kind of frustrated that you dont feel anymore anon. I like you are open to conversation with me. I appreciate such gestures.

If all things are futile you cant be a failure because life has no winners or losers.
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>>27244677

It's not the thought of suicide because it's edgy or what ever, i'm just sick of breathing this air, of feeling tired, i'm just bored of it all

Also it's not suicide if i'm already dead inside
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Oh boy that anime hit home at some parts.
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>>27245013
Ah, they are a mess indeed now that you mention it.
>>27245034
Life in general doesn't but I think society made winners and losers a reality. I wonder how robots would fare in a different time. Would they even exist?
>>27245049
It really does feel the mind is dead already sometimes.
I really like watching videos of people die. It fills me with an odd serenity. Not trying to be and edgelord or anything.
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>>27245049
I like how he stayed on the bike and just gave up on life. Didn't try to get off, didn't try to fight it.

Then he didn't surface. He was gone forever. Drowned in a flood of poo.
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How do Misaki posters generally cope with their below average intelligence?
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>>27245189
Yep it's poetic

>>27245140
to each his own
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>tfw tried to get my life on track when I was younger
>tfw the world didn't want me
>tfw my week consisted of sleeping and sitting at my computer
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>>27245140
There are always people who are different from the norm that society establish so I guess they would exist.

Why do you think you are different anon? What has happened that made you feel nothing?
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>>27245276
I don't have anything to be proud of and generally believe that whatever I do is wrong. At one point I just gave up. If my job in the universe is to be a failure then so be it.
I appreciate writing with you.
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What happened to last week's misaki thread?
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>>27245558
Spammed with anime and then deleted.
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>>27245604
This
>>27245558
Also, threads are dead without MisakiCrazyFan anyway
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>>27245242
jesus christ that relentless crotch rub with her ass.
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>>27245420
I too appreciate some conversation. I was lacking it these days. I love that you are open about discussing life.

But how can we do wrong if life doesnt give us description what is right and wrong?

Humans are predetermined by genetics and experiences so its noone fault really that we dont achieve what we wanted to achieve. You imply you tried doing something you wanted and it didnt end up as you visioned it. I think its really something and praiseworthy that you accept universes way of things. I think you are really brave if you try to be content with life. Many people cant do that.

What did you want to achieve anon? What are your dreams?
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>>27243953
so where's misaki, what the hell
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>>27245675
>But how can we do wrong if life doesnt give us description what is right and wrong?
This is a really good thought to make ones fuckups seem trivial.
I tried to challenge myself by wanting to be a cop. I thought if I could achieve that I could be a useful human being and be proud of myself.
Alas it was not meant to be.
What about you?
>>27245793
She's in your heart.
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>>27245642
>Also, threads are dead without MisakiCrazyFan anyway
RIP, you beautiful bastard.
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>>27245851
Why cant you be useful and proud without being a cop anon? Why did you want to be a cop?

I cant say Im a winner by society standards.

I love the idea that we are all human beings and I like that I am speaking to a real human even if its through the internet.

My dreams are hard to achieve and I will probably not achieve them. I wanted to be a psychotherapist or find a special kind of woman that I could nurture. Its hard to describe really.

I can find solace in that idea of people merely existing, breathing, having their lives, being theor own protagonists of their story. Even though I will never know them its still and interesting thought for me.

I feel like you are too harsh on yourself anon. I dont feel like you are a fuckup or useless. I like talking to you.
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m-my week sucked as usual... I've been a NEET for over 7 years, god please help me.
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>>27246270
Its okay anon. I will always love you!
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>>27246105
For one becoming a cop is quite challenging. I thought if I passed I could look at myself without feeling weak. The other reason was that I could finally be of some use to society and have my existance validated.
Wanting to care for a life partner is a good dream to have since it is about giving and not taking, I feel. I also enjoy talking to you. While I dislike talking to real people on the internet I feel like I can open up a bit.
Which is why these threads are very comforting and I hope other people can get some relief out of them. Kind of like sitting down in a park at night and talking to Misaki for a bit.
>>27246270
>7 years
I feel impressed, envious and a bit sorry all at the same time. Are you unable or unwilling to find an occupation?
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>>27246294
I l-love you t-too.

>>27246343
I'm unwilling and probably unable to find a job. I'm seriously disabled mentally. When I go on interviews I never get a call back.
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>>27243953
Does it bother girls when you stare at them?

I'm a guy but I enjoy getting stared at tbqh
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>>27246394
nobody stares at you , you fucking mongoloid...

you are no chad
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>>27246371
If you are unwilling then it's probalby not so bad or is it? Perhaps you just need something other than 4chan to occupy yourself with.
>>27246470
Come on, he only said he enjoys getting stared at. Doesn't mean he gets lusted after. Or maybe people stare at him and think "Disgusting"
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>>27246343
I understand. You could always try to challenge yourself in other ways maybe? I couldnt become a cop and I feel many people couldnt be one also. What are your hobbies anon? What do you like doing?

You said you feel. I love that you can feel something anon. I think its okay to not like talking to most strangers. There is no shame in accepting it. People always have a lot of mud on them that they carry with them day by day, its always lovely when they decide to open up. I am very grateful and feel honored a bit that you open up to me at least a bit.

I like these threads. I look forward to reading them every week. I wish we could go sit in a park anon.
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>>27246553

>Does it bother girls when you stare at them?

i mean he sounds pretty stupid so... yeah i'm not gonna take it back
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>>27246470
spaces don't belong before commas you retard
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>>27246595
>>27246553
>>27246470
And suddenly I'm Dr. Asshole, PHD in Assholery. Thanks for the advice dudes.
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>>27246371
Would you like to sit in my lap anon?
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>>27246609

Don't really care, i just posted them for added drama.

you seem to care too much on the other hand.


>>27246632
yeah you are, women obviously don't liked to be stared at, only if you are chad that privilege is granted to you, is it like your first day here??
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>>27246558
I enjoyed recreational shooting but I can't do that anymore. And even though I never cared much about competitions I felt (there it is again) very defeated seeing my friend win all competitions with no effort. What are your hobbies?
I tried to learn a language as a new way to challenge myself but unfortunately that doesn't count as an occupation and I had to take up going to college.
I don't even like talking to my family. I would just burden themselves if I told them what I really think.
Once again I appreciate your responses. It drives the self hatred and bad thoughts away for a while.
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>>27246684
Obviously I don't just stare at women in public. That would be rude. But I don't think anyone can't not make glances at someone, it's a hard habit to break. I'm sure you make discreet glances at women, I know I do and sure I feel bad about it and try not to.

But all I'm saying is that if someone was making discreet glances at me I would be flattered. I don't really care who they are, either.

It's not like I'm trying to slip a camera under their skirts, damn.
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>>27246840
You have no idea why they are glancing at you they could be thinking all sorts of bad things about you.

Don't glance don't look at them, they are like fucking crystal glassware and if you are not what they like to see I.E chad, when you make eye contact she will break it immediately.....

Just stop it, you are not gonna gain anything from "glances" it's not the movies, real life is different
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>>27246999
>they are like fucking crystal glassware
Hahahahahahahahahahhaahahhahahahahaha
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>>27246294
>>27246371
It's always adorable when you see love bloom in a thread. And then sad when you realise it's gone once the thread ends.

The two, or more, faggots involved will never poke butts.
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>>27247050
love will bloom on the battlefield my nigga
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>>27247044
I don't get it, why is that funny?

They are extremely sensitive, glances are often interpreted the wrong way.

Specially on public transport where she thinks you might rape her
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>>27246819
I understand how it feels when people get somewhere you wanted to be too. I mostly hate competition as I dont want to compete with other people if I dont have to. I would rather cooperate with them if possible. Why cant you do recreational shooting anymore?

It counts if you learn something. Not everything must be formal. You can always learn a language if you would like to. Its better to do what you like doing as a process instead of just the end result. What are/were you studying anon?

I dont like talking to my family also. I believe its ok to not do what one doesnt like doing. You can always try to talk to them openly. They may understand and you may end up surprised. And if they dont then they probably just dont have enough experience or have problems of their own. People only understand and change when they are ready.

There is nothing bad in saying you feel self hatred. I often hate myself too for things I have and havent done. Its good to be open and honest to yourself instead of escaping.

You are not worthless anon. You are very kind and have an ability of being honest and open to even a stranger like me. I think that is a very positive and rare trait. Its harder to achieve such trait than to win a competition. You can be proud of that.

My hobbies are philosophy, psychology, anime, and just people in general I guess. Maybe failling in life could be a hobby? We would have something in common if yes because I dont fit into societal norms too.
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>>27247083
I just don't get it. Like there's such a big gap between glancing at somebody and somebody else raping someone, you putting these two actions on the same spectrum right now baffles me.

People naturally enjoy attention. I don't think a girl being glanced at would even dampen her mood, it might make their day a bit better. It's a sad era when people would rather be offended than humored considering the former takes so much more effort.
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>>27247050
JUST MARRY ME ANON AND WE WILL BLOOM FOREVER!
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>>27247211
Are you fucking retarded?? didn't you read WHY they might think that??

I told you glances can be misinterpreted, you don't have control over your facial expression or are you aware of the position of your facial muscles in order to determine whether or nor you have a creepy face while you glance at her.

She might misunderstand your "attention" for something really really bad and when you try to approach she might pepper spray you on the face.

It's like you don't fucking get it do you??

Ofcourse women enjoy attention but not from non chads.....
EITHER YOU inspire confidence and are a 8/10 10/10 or you don't get the privilege to look at them.
How clear do i have spell that out for you.

But what ever buddy enjoy your "glancing" over,
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>>27247317
If a glance is all it takes maybe she's the bitter villain.
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>>27247204
I can't go shooting anymore because I had to move and the gunclubs in the new town don't take any new members.
I agree that learning something is beneficial. Especially if you enjoy it. I am currently studying Japanese Don't laugh ;_;
Thank you for your kind words. I can see now why you enjoy this discussion. Let's fail at life together.
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>>27247317
Please anon. I understand you are frustrated and angry but try to be nice to fellow anon in Misaki thread. I will pat your head if you would do such. Maybe even hug you for a while until you get better.
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>>27247370
They all are

>>27247378
please don't don't do that, i'm all for the misaki threads and i enjoy it but don't do the overly friendly bullshit it really gets on my nerves, you want to have a conversation fine, but don't do that.

i hate RP'ing
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>>27247372
I never even hold a gun in my life. Its probably because Im from europoor country.

Learning is always a great way of feeling like you are progressing as a human being and noone can take that away from you. Not even society because its about you only. They you can share it with people that are worth it if you feel like it. As philosophers of old did.

I would love to know Japanese. I think its great yo uare studying it. I like the sound of that language too and the words dont look as complicated as other asian languages and look really interesting.

I would like to fail with you anon. You just have to find a park for us.
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>>27247420
Its not RPing if I would literally do it in real life if you would help you feel better at least a bit.
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>>27247420
Sorry for my english there>>27247491
anon. I ofter fuck it up. Its not my main.
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>>27247461
It is probably more fulfilling if you can apply the things you have learnt to something.
Or talking about it to a person that shows genuine interest.
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>>27247491
No it wouldn't, what i need is death to come and chat with me for a while.
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>>27247561
I can chat with you. What would you like to talk about? Also why are you waiting for death?
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>>27247561
Join the army and become a badass who isn't afraid of clearing rooms on his own.
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>>27247555
It is but a lot of people wouldnt understand if you go too deep into stuff. I find solace in the fact that every experience shape us at least in unconscious level so we are always changing. That means the thing you learnt you applied in your next conversation because it was a part of your personality now. Its always shaping you and you apply it to everything in life be it consciously or not.

When people show interest it always feel good. Humans love when other people care about them. Its a need people have. Its normal to crave it. And human interaction in general.
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This week I have done nothing.

I can never do anything unless it's what someone I care about has told me to do, there's no just doing something because I want to, every decision in my life has been made by someone that was close to me. Now that's there's no one left, I'm just stuck in a loop alone.

I just don't get it anymore.
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>>27247620
Why wouldn't i??

it's the liberation from this disgusting existence, there is nothing here worth living for, life literally has no meaning, subjectively people trick themselves into existence but objectively there is none, life happened randomly and happens randomly in millions of other galaxies.

Living and validating existence through wageslavery and the usual courting ritual and subsequent marriage it's the grind machine everyone puts themselves through for some absurd reason.

Don't need a chat i thank you for your offer, all i'm doing now is killing time, don't say there's things worth living for or that life is beautiful etc, i don't really need that. But i appreciate your effort.

>>27247643
I had a picture of a private cleaning the driveway with a mop under heavy rain, it was pretty hilarious.

I would join the army if they were fighting for something right, but they never are, an army is just the government's police they send them to do the dirty work and defend resources.

but i still love guns
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>>27247787
You have provided a very qt animu girl anon. You already have done something as I had to save it.
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>>27247787
What do you enjoy doing?
>>27247799
>but i still love guns
Boy, tell me about it! What do you like more? Pistols or rifles? Shotguns maybe?
I'm more of a rifle guy myself.
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>>27247863
I honestly love everything that can propel metal at high speed.

I like pistols like the ruger the walther's the fn

I love all the ar's and the old bolt action's from the mauser to the NAGAnt, i love the shotguns because they don't miss, specially the chiappa 3 barrels.

I like the scar, the glocks all of them, the deag (kind of pleb tier but what ever)

Everything that can shoot the lapua .338

These new tactical ak with picatinny rails and dark colors, the ak is truly an immortal design
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>>27247799
I agree its liberating to not be running from death. That is why stoics and cynics were so popular and knowledgeable of life. I also cant say life has objective meaning. I find peace and serenity in coversation with people about life and also solitude and philosophy.

I couldnt live the grindy life as you describe also. Its not interesting for me. I think it is okay if you dont want it. There is no point in doing something you dont want to do if life has no meaning it cant command you to do things. If you are content with death you are a free person.

I dont think life is beautiful or worth living anon. Beauty is just our perception. It changes with how we feel. And worthiness is our invention. Only you can know if it is worth it. Even if it has no worth its still interesting to ponder and just perceive it. The meaninglessness can be a bit addicting as it creates and evokes a mystery feeling.
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>>27247985
are you an american? I'm always so jealous of the stuff you guys can get
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>start lifting/ general physical conditioning at 17
>now 20, best shape of my life, 6'1" 195lbs
>go to college for history degree
>working nights at a woodshop doing basic shit. really like it there
>life consists of school, reading, shitposting, working, and lifting
>nobody knows what I actually do outside of class
>no friends
>don't even own a smartphone
>I look like a massive chad but behave like a shut in

Not sure how I feel about this lads. I've been reading lots of Marcus Aurelius, Seneca, and Diogenes lately and I've been thinking about going full stoic hermit mode. I'll just keep working at the shop and live hella frugal.
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>>27248008

The only truly beautiful things that are to be marveled at are the huge explosions the universe provides, supernovas quasars, galaxies merging, must be something that humans cannot totally understand
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>>27248056
No i'm an yuropoor, i live my fantasy of gun shooting through various youtube channels.
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Here it goes.

I've been unemployed and a useless sack of shit since graduation about a year ago.

I have no driver's license and haven't applied to a single job. Not even sure if there are any entry level jobs available I can get as it's so niche and often requires experience.

I often skip showers for 2-3 days. Haven't gotten to do my home workout routine I planned. Haven't practiced employable skills like I planned. And I'm even practicing driving less.

I'm just constantly stuck in my own fantasy world and putting things off.

My eyes also have clogged glands so I have to deal with dry eyes and the pain related to the clogging. But the ADHD meds I'm on help a bit with the pain.

Which reminds me that the meds and my psychologist aren't helping me much.

This sucks. I feel like that missing time on my resume is getting worse and I'm not moving at all. I can't even play video games anymore. I feel like such a loser.
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>>27247985
Oh yes, they certainly all are beautiful.
>>27248056
I'm jealous also. For a gun nut there can be no greater place than the USA.
>>27248089
It sounds like your life is going to your satisfaction. Do you study a certain time period?
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>>27248094
I agree they are interesting. I was fascinated by documentaries about space but I am too dumb to really understand it deep.

Still we can agree in that they are beautiful.
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Went to a job interview today. I think it went pretty well. I feel like them asking for my number was a good sign. I want to fuck both the interviewers.

I decided to finally get back with my ex girlfriend yesterday. Only to find out that she got a new boyfriend literally only 2 days prior. Pretty crushing.

I went to a nigger party and it was full of niggers. I did not belong there senpai.
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>>27248159
Good night misaki anon! Hope you achieve what you wish for and feel better.

Dont forget to find a park for our friday meetings.
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>Rage quit from a job that I was going to get fired from...
>Hang around filled out applications for a better job.
>noluck.jpg
>Drunk ass roommate was telling me about getting me a better job.
>He retracted it because I'm not good enough.
>Sick of his shit.
>Spend a few days doing nothing.
>Get 401k money from factory job I got fired from.
>get idea.
>don't tell any of my so called "friends"
>pack up some shit, drive fucking far far away.
>probably a missing person by now.
>drift aimlessly in small nowhere town,
>an hero is imminent.
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>>27248089
>lifting for 4 years now
>big into powerlifting
>compete in ipf featherweight categories (74 / 66kilo)
>set multiple national records in my category
>spent all this time and energy training and dieting, autistically dedicated
>still just look like a dyel manlet after all this time
>still a friendless loser
>still no social life and a shutin neet otherwise

honestly you could be in a much worse situation anon, at least you've gained something from lifting, and you're still not a neet hiki, so you're doing better than a lot of posters on this board anyway
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>>27248159
No, I just started so I honestly don't know what direction I want to go. I'm really into Roman law and government though. I'm there because I enjoy it, not for a career, so there's not much pressure. I already have a stable job at the shop, and the owner has told me multiple times he would hire me full-time if I wasn't in college. I don't make much money, but there's not much to me as a person, so it evens out nicely.
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>r9k is a conspiracy made to keep you neets, neets.
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>>27248154
Drivers licenses are a damn meme. I got mine I don't know how many years ago and haven't driven since. What a waste of money.
As long as you don't smell bad I don't see an issue with not showering. Making plans is good and all but I hate obligations. Just do it when you feel like it. Forcing yourself only ends up in half-assing it.
I'm no doctor but do you drink enough water and blink frequently? I used to have bloodshot eyes a lot because of that.
>>27248169
Bitches are nothing but hoes and tricks.
>>27248209
Pleasant dreams anon. Until next friday, on that park bench at night.
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>>27247853
Ougi should be in everyone's qt anime girl folders.

>>27247863
>What do you enjoy doing?
I don't really enjoy doing anything, I just have things I like thinking about doing.
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>>27248112
I guess we're quite similar then;-;

do you not have any shotguns? I have a couple for hunting at least
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>>27248228
How can you an-hero with so much cash? You can consume all the anime you want!
>>27248268
That conspiracy is bigger than just /r9k/
>>27248302
Daydreaming then?
>>27248310
Do you own a lease for hunting?
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>>27248228
>an heroing with 401k

you'll donate that to this thread right? to anons in need?
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Gonna watch NHK for a 5th time soon. I used to think Satou's life looked good because his apartment looked good and he at least had friends. It was just more of that "anime is better than real life" delusion.
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>>27248271

I'm in Freedomstan so driver's licenses are mandatory and most get them at age 16-17. None at age 20+ is weird.

Too bad I smell pretty bad lol.

And yeah I try to blink and drink water. I'm following the regiment, but this condition just seems so long. It's been going on for almost a year.

I'm just so tired and want/need to move forward with my commitments, but I'm just stuck in a haze.
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>>27248433
He only had Yamazaki as a friend, didn't he? And even so, he only reuinted with him by chance.
>>27248441
Have you considered visiting a doctor for your eyes? It seems rather bad if it goes on for that long.
If you really want to move forward then you should be able to find motivation to do so. Maybe talk small steps and find ways to reward yourself? Starting to work out can be really difficult but even the lazy me managed to do it. Just take it easy and start small, no rush.
Cool Seras pictures by the way. Best vampire.
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>>27248391
>lease for hunting
what do you mean? I have a shotgun and firearms lisence and use them only really on my own land, the weapons are my own to
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I love these threads but have never posted so here we gooooo~~
>2nd semester at a new school (last fucking semester of HS)
>now making friends and have a small group of people that I talk to
>this chick (lets call her Z) in my friend group and I share a large amount of interests and music tastes
>this is the first girl in like 6 or 7 years that ive been genuinely interested in and like
>she has a bf whos also in our friend group
>Z shows alot of interest in me and my hobbies
>I dont want to tear apart their relationship but goddamn I would wife her
>I kind of just want to drop the feelings and continue to not be interested in people or interaction
I really just want someone to listen to electronic music and watch anime with but she is taken
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>>27248555

Yeah I've been seeing different doctors for about a year. Current guy I'm with is a specialist. This condition is just so lengthy.

Any tips on motivation? I constantly put stuff off and drift off into lurking and my internal dream world. I gotta break free.

And ty, I love Seras.
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>>27248586
Ah, you own the land yourself, nice. What I meant was if you had to buy the right to hunt on someone elses land.
>>27248597
Human relationships are lost on me but that does sound like a prime breeding ground for drama.
>>27248613
A tip? Do it for Seras. Looking at anime waifus has helped me in the past because I do not want them to see me in a horrible state.
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>>27248679
if she ends up being single for whatever reason I more than likely jump on it, but I usually do my best to avoid drama so your probably right
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>>27248246
>set multiple national records in my category

Fucking nice man.
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It's getting late. I will call it a night.
Thanks to all participants.
I'm not sure if I will be able to make the thread next week. Feel free to to start it yourselves.
Don't stray from the pathway
'Til you see the lights of home
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>>27248391
No, Its not really that much money.
Enough to float for maybe a week at most.

You have no fucking idea.
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whats shows/ movies u guys watching
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>>27249859
dexter
original
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I realized that I could have hooked up with a Non-Misaki yesterday. Not that I would have, but the option was there. I just didn't know.
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thoughts on this song?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kJnedGRlbI
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>>27247561
That's a german tanker in a leopard 2 with an mg-3
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PAGE 8 YOU FAGGOTS
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bump for Misaki

it's fucking original
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>>27244368
>Think'd
Oh man oh man
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I just read every single comment on this thread. I'm sad now. o.o
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>>27250845
it sounds like some pop shit you hear on the radio

makes me want to kill myself
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>>27250845
I liked it. I think it's an okay song.
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>>27252908
You can't keep bumping these threads forever, dumb Misakiposter.
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>>27244368
>think'd
Think shit get hit
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>>27246294
I want a guy to hold me like this.
Tfw 5'11 and ugly so it will never happen.
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Why do Westerners pronounce yen so weirdly?
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>>27256303
Because it's not from their language.

Did you really need to ask that?
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>>27256323
Not really but this thread is slow so why not
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>>27256346
True.

oc1980341
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>>27256303
why do the japanese pronounce english so weirdly?
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Fuck i remember watching this show and thinking that atleast im not at his level.
Now im 24 and far worse off.
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>>27258012
>far worse off

How is that even possible mate
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I like this girl but don't have the stones to talk to her. Hopefully soon I will but it's all up to me. Unless she says something first. This week went well though, for the most part. I've been working a lot but I got my bike fixed so I can enjoy the spring riding around like last year.
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