Who else /losingit/?
>going through thread about "Faces of Suicide"
>after every one go "Ah shit man, that's pretty bad."
>get to the one about Ian
>read the message
>"Gone fishin'... Love you, son"
>keep repeating "Ah shit, that's pretty bad, that's pretty fuckin' bad."
>repeating it over and over until I start erupting into laughter
>now yelling, laughing, and repeating "Ah shit, that's pretty fuckin' bad!"
>start undressing
>now naked
>start wandering around room
>slamming limp body on walls of room laughing, yelling, and repeating the phrase
>flailing arms around, goose stepping down hallway
>grab bag of everything bagels
>open door, go stand over railing
>toss bagels into the night, now just yelling,
>"NOW THAT, THAT IS PRETTY FUCKING BAD!"
>bag is empty
>return to bed
>take depression and anxiety medication
>read it again
>cry really hard, naked in bed
>plug in phone, pull up comforter above my head
>now we're here
So, WHAAAAAAAAA'S THE SITUATION, CAPTAIN?
Who is /losingit/?
Would you like an internet hug anon?
it's not gay or anything, really...
>>27229667
Ian the tripfag? yeah robots off themselves. why the fuck am i still here, lol.
>>27229667
He couldn't last 14 years?
>>27229683
No, Ian was 12 when he committed suicide in like 2011. He looks nine though.
>>27229699
Someone in the thread said you supposedly have suicidal thoughts every seven years, according to a credible source. If he made it two more years, he would have been another soontobe robot.
I have been losing it for 6 months.
>have watched the mini me sex tape every day for almost 2 months
>only masturbate to non-nude still images with fantasies of armpit incest
>sit on floor and rock back and forth frequently
>collect images and name them, this is very important to me
>catalog information about specific topics that interest me, when there is absolutely no reason to at all
>stay up for 30-40 hours, sleep for 24 hours regularly
>don't eat most days
>watch the same LP over and over again
>play two notes on guitar over and over for 30 minutes or more because I think it sounds good
>never wear deodorant because I am aroused by pit stink
>missed last appointment with therapist
>bleed every time I shit
>talk to myself constantly, sometimes pretending to be other people comforting me
sometimes when I play a game or read something I insert myself into it and pretend I'm friends with all the characters.
I lost it a long time ago.
>Be nice
>People bitch
...
>Take the piss
>People bitch
...
>Mind my business
>People bitch
...
>Help people
>People bitch
...
>Avoid people
>People bitch
...
>Anyone else says anything in any tone at any volume at any time
>Entire world laughs with them and pats them on the back
Is it possible to look human and not be human?
I thought I was bad, but that was pretty fucking bad.
Is this a meme or are you serious?
Lord help us and save us
OP here. I've been losing it for quite a while. I can post a few here.
I get really obsessed with little things.
For the past few months I have been muttering repeatedly under my breath,
>"Hey man, that's baseball."
I don't know where I'll pick it up, but I'll be wandering out my campus or walking back from class and I'll start crabwalking and muttering to myself.
I saw an ad for "Fixer Upper" during, I think it was the Oscars, and I saw
>pic related
And I figured out his name is
>"Chip Gaines"
So, recently, instead of the crabwalk, I've been cassowary-running (sort of like a peacock, but I saw it in Far Cry, and Far Cry has made a place in my psyche) and, starting with a whisper, I'll go
>"chipgaineachipgaineschIPgainesCHIPgainesCHIPgaiNESCHIPGAINES!"
Until I am full on yelling, and usually I just do this for as long as I can until I run out of breath.
>lost 30 pounds over three months by accident, now 130 pds and 5'11"
>trying to work on uni shit makes me physically itch, like bugs are on me, and makes my stomach upset (I manage to do it anyway, but it's extra annoying now)
>constantly feel greasy after going a few hours without a shower even though I'm not at all
>emotionally dead except for melancholy, actively seek out to be sad every night to get some register of my humanity
>haven't talked to anyone outside of family for non-uni related shit for almost a year now since attending
>stay up to 3 AM every night and wake up at 6:30 to get to classes most days
>videogames haven't interested me for 2 years now
>left completely without a hobby, post on 4chan all the fucking time now
>libido is going down the tubes, but gaining slight sexual attraction to myself
>become considerably more right wing in the past months
>randomly thinking about my own death again, what it is going to be like that moment I pass to the other side
>have no access to (and have never taken) drugs, alcohol, anti-depressants, etc to abate this
>short term memory is worse than before
>now have strange nostalgic episodes, longing for things I've never experienced in the first place
At least my grades are alright.
>talk to myself all the time
>have many many inside jokes with myself
>fap exclusively to 2D and zoo
>scratch/slap myslef when I don't like my wpm
>massive mood swings
I guess so.
>>27229778
fucking kek this is my new favorite thread on /r9k/
What was the story?
Original
>>27229667
>read some truth on r9k
>get us and walks around house
>doing this every 10-15 minutes now
>think of suicide
>some times get really hot and sweats from ager
>some times almost cry
my greatest dream to die quick and painless asap
>>27229876
>Is it possible to look human and not be human?
to jews, and normies, especially alphas and woman, yes, you should had realised that a long tie ago
>whacked out on RC benzo's 24/7
Just pretty mellow man. Very mellow. It makes it easier not to care. I look retarded though.
>>27229834
>sometimes when I play a game or read something I insert myself into it and pretend I'm friends with all the characters.
>I lost it a long time ago.
>I lost it a long time ago.
/thread
>brush teeth
>Don't put cap back on toothpaste
I'M GOING TOO FAR NOW AND I WON'T BE COMING BACK DOWN
