More posts/images like this?
i want to feel some feels
pls respawn
I guess I can post this here
>>27219616
>My mind is filled with stories that never happened.
>>27219874
>I didn't live my life
That hits like a goddamn truck.
>>27219874
that sudden heart sinking feeling that i've wasted so much time doing useless bullshit
>>27219808
Hope there really aren't 30 year olds on here because that's fucking depressing
>>27219874
heart dropped like a fucking nuke reading that last line
>>27220087
you'd be suprised
origami
>>27220087
I'm a 27 years old khhv and I know that there are two legit 40-something wizards here, and a 32 years old one. A lot more obviously but that's for the one I know for sure.
>>27220087
Try 31 years
And I'm not the worst by far.
>>27220327
i know a 35 y/o recovering alcoholic who frequents 4chan
>>27219874
This one is in the same vein
Why do I feel the need of having a girlfriend robots? I keep reading those pathetics greentext about dead love and cheating stuff. It sucks honestly.
>>27220583
because you are programmed to reproduce, it is a curse I know
>>27220639
It's not like in a sex way, because for that I have my hookers.
It's something more in a platonic way, like having a girl to cuddle, taking care of and hug. It's pathetic, I know, but what the fuck robots I can't do anything to reject this need.
>>27220454
>aren't meant to reflect real life
>they are meant to escape it
Thanks for posting the continuation anon... the feels are real.
>>27220690
Well then it's probably just the need for companionship. Humans are social creatures after all. Having someone you love/care about is important for being mentally/emotionally fit.
>>27220695
Np
Don't know if it is actually a continuation but they are similar
Some oc for y'all
>me, yesterday
>using phone while pissing
>phone falls in toilet
>manage to take it out
>obviously full of piss
>not working
>get SIM and SD cards cause I don't want to lose all my contacts and data
>clean them with a wet towel
>bring them to mobile shop to find out if they can still be used
>behind the counter there's just a grill
>panic.jpg
>"s-sorry, I accidentally dropped my mobile into the bathtub. I'd like to know if I can restore my SIM and SD."
>She starts touching them
>weird smell
>she smells her hands
>looks at me weird
>I start blushing
>grill: "This thing smells like...like...piss"
>me: "How can it be? It fell in the toilet...erm, I mean, in the bathtub"
>weird look intensifies
>me: "Sorry, give me one minute"
>go out of shop
>run away
GODDAMN WHY WHY WHY REEEE
>>27220791
Sounds about right. Well too bad I will never have one. Better starting accepting to live with these needs.
>>27220872
http://vocaroo.com/i/s03qjjoa9VxD
I feel like I want to be alone, but if I am I get more depressed. Why can't I just enjoy myself? Why do I need other people? Can I brute force it?
>>27220898
Volunteer at a dog shelter?
You can pay hookers to cuddle no?https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5fMo5_d2sjU
>>27220872
I'm so sorry . Did you ever come back for your cards?
>>27220872
I feel like God made autism for the laughs
>>27220959
Yep, payed the hookers to cuddle but it didnt really felt good honestly. I would prefer it from someone who cared at least a little to me.
>>27220959
Aw yeah fuckin love this song, thx man
p.s. I'm not black just feel like typing like this, am middle east shit-skin tho.
>>27221016
Sheeeeiiiiittttt
It sounds nice after a long day but I think it's a bit overrated. Do you need someone to tell you that you are worthy of being cared for? Why not tell yourself? As long as you know it why do you need someone else to tell you? And if you aren't, fuck it!
oregano commento familio
>>27221037
What does it have to do with you being black? Cause it's got a beat to it? I'd check out more Burial and Essay if you haven't already. Lorn if you want beatless downcast electronic.
>>27221073
Tryed that too but not worked.
>>27221122
>Aw yeah fuckin love this song, thx man
sounded kinda like how a black guy would say it so i was like what the heck. But yeah thx
Sorry if not too original
>>27221159
I see. Well good luck finding more tunes mah sand nigga
>>27221165
lel that last line is ripped off an episode of Scrubs
in fact that whole story seems like an amalgamation of several of the sadder episodes of Scrubs
feels thread.?
I got some feels to share
>be me
>neet for 2 year tops
>suffer from manic depression that started in HS
>be pushed to get a job tho
>finally land a job as a salesperson
>finally do well
>get a nice paycheck
>meet new people
>talk to a lot of people all day
>everyone is so proud of me
>family is finally accepting me
>'finally anon is standing on his own feet!'
>still can't call suicide hotline less than three times per week
>>27221131
Gotta find a way to kill it somehow. Waifu? Masturbate more? Masturbate less? Ask girls out until one says yes?https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=htDpnrP_-WI
>>27221240
well, scrubs does tend to be pretty sad
>>27221240
Huh well shit
If you haven't read this one prepare for anger
>>27221264
Dont speak that weeb language. Tryed but didnt work. Social anxiety + utterly ugly+ no experience with girls.
>>27219874
This post is knocking on my front door. SEND HELP.
>>27221258
Do they know you by name?
Like, ahhh shit it's anon again?
>>27221165
Fake as fuck. Why would they watch their friend talking to the gravestone for hours. Any normal person would leave and not stalk the poor guy anymore.
>>27221299
Donate your penis. It's the only way
the feels..............nobloxplzrobottbhwyfampai
Just gonna post rando sad music. Probably a decent amount of vgm
>>27221292
there is literally an episode where a female paramedic talks about her son, who carries a ken griffey jr baseball card around with him, and she has a picture of him where she says "he'll always be that age to me". and it turns out at the end of the episode that he's been dead for years. and then there's the classic "where do you think we are" episode where dr cox thinks he's going to his son's birthday party but it's actually his friend's funeral.
sorry brah, you've been had
>>27221319
different person every time, fortunately.
>>27221292
Wow, cancer is really scary
>>27219874
I realized this when the memories of a simple day playing in the snow with my little bro had more weight than my entire run of Xenogears.
Stop running from yourselves robots.
>>27221378
Forgot song
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Aag4M1Uc7oE
>>27221387
Should have known, friend watches a lot of scrubs
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hQrkuO0k6qs
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WShknpNpHbY
I hope someone likes one of my posts
>>27219616
>I've never had a girl stare at me and then blush and look away when I return her gaze.
people watch too much fucking anime
"I paid no particular attention to him at first, but, I can't tell why, he gradually began to interest me. There was something enigmatic about him. It was utterly impossible to talk freely with him. He always answered my questions, of course, and with an air, indeed, of considering it a sacred obligation to do so; but after his answers I somehow felt it awkward to ask him anything more; and there was a look of suffering and exhaustion on his face afterwards. I remember one fine summer evening, as I was walking home with him from Ivan Ivanitch's, it occurred to me suddenly to invite him in for a minute to smoke a cigarette. I can't describe the look of horror that came into his face; he was utterly disconcerted, began muttering incoherent words, and, suddenly looking angrily at me, rushed away in the opposite direction. I was positively astounded. From that time he looked at me with a sort of alarm whenever we met.
(Cont'd)
The fuck is this edgy thread about? There is no difference between watching anime or getting mba at Harvard, just as pointless as there is no point. The only boundaries are that its more socially acceptable to go for mba rather the watching anime. The grass is greener on the other side but you seem unable to grasp it. Jeez, I bet if things went the other way you bitch here about paying the Mba debt while Chad finishes his 501st title.
There is no Chad
>>27221528
But I did not give in: something attracted me to him, and a month later for no particular reason I went to Goryanchikov's [the guy's landlord] myself. No doubt I acted stupidly and tactlessly. He lodged in the very outskirts of the town in the house of an old woman of the working clas, who had a daughter in consumption, and this daughter had an illegtimate child, a pretty, merry little girl of ten. Alexandr Petrovitch was sitting beside this child teaching her to read at the moment when I came in. Seeing me, he was as confused as though he had been caught in a crime. He was utterly disconcerted, jumped up from his chair and gazed open-eyed at me. At last we sat down; he watched every look in my face intently, as though he suspected in each one of them some peculiar mysterious significance. I guessed that he was suspicious to the point of insanity. He looked at me with hatred, almost as though asking me: how soon are you going? I began talking about our town and the news of the day; it appeared that he did not know the most ordinary news of the town known to everyone, and, what is more, did not care to. Then I began talking of the country and its needs; he heard me in silence and looked me in the face so strangely that at last I felt ashamed of what I was saying. I almost succeeded in tempting him, however, with new books and reviews; they had just come by post, they were in my hands and I offered to lend them, uncut. He glanced eagerly at them, but at once changed his mind and declined my offer, alleging that he had no time for reading. At last I took leave of him, and as I went out I felt as though and insufferable weight were taken off my heart. I felt ashamed, and it seemed horribly stupid to pester a man who had made it his great aim to shrink as far as possible out of sight of everyone.
(Cont'd)
>>27221546
But the thing was done. I remember that I noticed scarcely a single book in his room, and so it was not true that he read a great deal as people said. Yet passing by his windows once or twice, very late at night, I noticed a light in them. What was he doing, sitting up till daybreak? Could he have been writing? And if so, what?
...Returning home in the winter, I learnt that Alexandr Petrovitch had died in the autumn, in solitude, without even sending for the doctor. He was already almost forgotten in the town...[for reasons of length, I am cutting out a log, but he goes to the landlady to see if he had written anything]... The old woman confessed that she had already torn up two exercise books. She was a grim and taciturn old woman from whom it was difficult to extract anything much. She could tell me nothing very new of her lodger. According to her, he scarcely ever did anything, and for months together did not open a book or take up a pen; but he would walk up and down the room all night brooding, and would sometimes talk to himself... He could not endure visitors; he never went out except to give his lessons; he looked askance even at an old woman like her when she went in once a week to tidy up his room a bit, and scarcely ever said a word to her all those three years. I asked Katya [the granddaugther of the landlady] whether she remembered her teacher. She looked at me without speaking, turned to the wall, and began to cry. So this man was able to make someone, at least, love him.
(Cont'd)
>>27221529
Watching anime =/= fleeing from life through anime.
In the end, all your "precious memories" of watching said anime never were in the first place.
>>27221562
I carried off his papers and spent a whole day looking through them... among them was one rather thick volume of finely written manuscript, unfinished, perhaps thrown aside and forgotten by the writer. It was a direct description of the ten years spent by Alexandr Petrovitch in penal servitude. In parts this account broke off and was interspersed by passages from another story, some strange and terrible reminiscences, jotted down irregularly, spasmodically, as though by some overpowering impulse. I read these fragments over several times, and was almost convinced that they were written in a state of insanity. But his reminiscences of penal servitude -- "Scenes from the House of the Dead" as he calls them himself somewhere in his manuscript -- seemed to me not devoid of interest. I was carried away by this new absolutely new, till then unknown, world, by the strangeness of some facts, and by some special observations on these lost creatures, and I read some of it with curiosity...[]"
-Fyodor Dostoevsky, House of the Dead, Introduction.
>>27220916
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0eKa9UWGMFl
>>27221529
>There is no Chad
>not understanding that Chad = attractive white male
I really need to read or do something
>>27221593
Thanks for the rec
>tfw lung cancer
I don't feel angry or sad. I just feel... empty? 5 years is what the doc gave me. So this is it, huh?
I don't even smoke.
>>27220695
It's not the continuation. The first post is from wizardchan, the second from 4chan's /v/ iirc.
>>27221529
That's a cute worldview when you're 15-20. Let's see how it turns out for you in your early 30s.
>>27221990
Lucky cunt. 1-2 packs a week and I am still here
>>27221990
Are you the same guy who made a fake throat cancer greentext thread or are you for real? Because he used the exact same "I don't even smoke" precision.
No image, but have a Dostoevsky quote:
"Yes, such has been my lot since childhood. Everyone read signs of non-existent evil traits in my features.
But since they were expected to be there, they did make their appearance.
Because I was reserved, they said I was sly, so I grew reticent.
I was keenly aware of good and evil, but instead of being indulged I was insulted and so I became spiteful.
I was sulky while other children were merry and talkative, but though I felt superior to them I was considered inferior.
So I grew envious. I was ready to love the whole world, but no one understood me, and I learned to hate.
My cheerless youth passed in conflict with myself and society, and fearing ridicule I buried my finest feelings deep in my heart,
and there they died. I spoke the truth, but nobody believed me, so I began to practice duplicity.
Having come to know society and its mainsprings, I became versed in the art of living and saw how others were happy
without that proficiency, enjoying for free the favors I had so painfully striven for.
It was then that despair was born in my heart--not the despair that is cured with a pistol,
but a cold, impotent desperation, concealed under a polite exterior and a good-natured smile.
I became a moral cripple; I had lost one half of my soul, for it had shriveled, dried up and died,
and I had cut it off and cast it away, while the other half stirred and lived, adapted to serve every comer.
No one noticed this, because no one suspected there had been another half. Now, however, you have awakened memories of it in me,
and what I have just done is to read its epitaph to you.
Many regard all epitaphs as ridiculous, but I do not, particularly when I remember what rests beneath them."
>>27219874
This reminded me a of a poem by my favorite poet. I don't read much non-science literature, but he's the only one who's poems I like.
I spent the last 2-3 hours translating this in English, counting syllables and etc. There's a translation in Russian and German, if anybody's interested.
I hope you enjoy it.
i am not sure what i am even posting to bee honest
>>27219808
>tfw people freak out over 2 months of not cuddling
JFC I wonder how long would the average Normie survive were he/she in my shoes.
This even sort of makes me feel better about myself in a weird, smug way.
>>27223148
here have another one, it's pretty neat
when enough of us young white heterosexual men realise that society needs us to function, we will take it back, and punish the Jews, Chads, Tyrones and Staceys for thinking that they could enslave those who built the system they depend on to survive.
>>27223124
>Tfw spent 5 minutes typing out a response to this in my horrible Russian before i remembered Cyrillic isnt allowed here
>>27223124
do you have a russian/english dictionary?
>>27223302
The poem is in Bulgarian.
I appreciate the thought however.
>>27223328
You could use google translate, it would give moderate results. I used only a rhyme dictionary to jog my memory for words.
Some of the words don't have exact translations which is kind of sad
>>27223085
Fyodor, I wasn't ready for these feels.
Can we get more Dostoevsky?
>Almost totally unloved in this life
>Can't escape it out of love for those who do
>>27223385
>Tfw it's a good thing my Russian post didn't go through
>>27219874
>>I didn't live my life
I knew it was coming but i kept on reading..
>>27223085
>dostoevsky
>mikhail lermontov
>>27223647
I was lied to.
"I am a dreamer. I know so little of real-life that I can't help re-living such moments as these in my dreams, for such moments are something I have never experienced. I am going to dream about you the whole night, the whole week, the whole year."
- Dostoevsky, White Nights.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_Nights_(short_story)
>>27223462
>that image
Hit me like a ton of bricks tee bee ach eff ayy em
>>27219874
Harsh end. The worst part is that I grew up surrounded of other weirdos that like anime and videogames, but they kinda outgrew it. Only one keeps watching anime, and he probably watches one per year and mostly old things. They all have a social life, a lot of friends and even partners that they met back then when we were teens and gathered in parks to talk about anime, but they all moved on. I'm one of the few that have been left behind, and even I find anime boring as fuck now. The difference is that I couldn't make the transition from anime fan to normie.
Originaldo commento.
>>27223758
Heh. It's horrible isn't it. Everyone took the train and we missed it. Did we even have a ticket, anon, what are we going to do, anon, I'm tired.
>>27223896
Ouch ouch ouch please stop, it hurts.
>>27219616
original comment shamalafam
>>27221593
Aah Dostoevsky, a robot among robots. Except that he became popular. A true pioneer, wrote about NTR before it was popular.
>>27219616
originalo commentino famaladingalong
Fuck the robot, familiosa.
>>27219616
this will you hit you right in the feels
>>27224076
What a good son
Since we're already talking about Russian writers:
I've lived to bury my desires
and see my dreams corrode with rust
now all that's left are fruitless fires
that burn my empty heart to dust.
Struck by the clouds of cruel fate
My crown of Summer bloom is sere
Alone and sad, I watch and wait
And wonder if the end is near.
As conquered by the last cold air
When Winter whistles in the wind
Alone upon a branch that's bare
A trembling leaf is left behind.
Alexander Pushkin
>>27221258
BEASTTTTTYYYYYY
>>27219874
>My mind is filled with stories that never happened.
I disagree. If you spend all your time consuming and never do anything productive, then sure it's a waste of a life. But If you watch anime all the time, then go on to draw/write your own manga, I wouldn't consider that a waste of a life.
>>27224101
That is actually way too accurate. Aside from a phone call to my parents each week end I have literally not talked with anyone beyond people at work I had to or a cashier I handed my money.
this one usually hits me pretty hard
>>27223928
I think I had a ticket, but I was too scared to take it. My childhood was shit from the beggining until I became 15. At that time, it was full of people that grew up watching anime on tv, so it was kinda popular among teens. We grouped with goths, emo and other weirdos like that and made an almost likeable group, but I barely made friends. People met each other, made parties, guys invited girls and girls invited guys out, and I missed all of that from the shadows.
I seriously think that if I failed to socialize in such an environment, I couldn't possibly socialize anywhere else. I ruined the only job I ever got because I panicked with people (and my job pretty much consisted on lying to people through the phone), and I did years of college without advancing at all. I can't either socialize or progress in life, and when I felt really suicidal I chickened out, so apparently even death isn't an option for me, unless it's by accident. And my friends realize this, and get away from me, because I probably remind them too much of what could have been of them.
>>27224226
>then go on to draw/write your own manga
I wanted to do that when I was younger, then I realized that if I ever got popular, all I would achieve is helping create a new generation of robots. I don't want screw children like that. And that if I become popular, because it's far more likely that no one will ever know me.
>>27221240
Not exactly. But close.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL8f4rsrLPQ
I usually hate this board but I come back for the very few threads I like.
This one gave me a lot of feels.
>>27221354
That greentext (pic related) hit me. I wonder if he ever returned.
>>27224300
I see. Looking back, I'm not even sure I had a chance desu.
>>27224240
I'm in a similar position. I've lost all contact with real life friends, and am slowly losing contact with my online friends as well.
It's understandable, I've gradually gotten worse over the years, went from having jobs, acquaintances to go drinking with and people to hang around with, to NEETdom, days without leaving my house for even a walk, and the only human interaction being my parents.
It's sad though, I thought I found a group of online friends that would always be there, but even they're moving on with their lives. Going to college, getting girlfriends, going to the military, and all that's left is me, by myself. Even the few times we do talk, it's always them about themselves and their lives, which once again I understand, not only do I have nothing going on in mine to contribute, but they're happy and excited to be progressing. I feel like crying just typing this, but no tears will flow.
>>27220087
hi
i'm not doing that bad tho
really i'm not
>>27221200
That's fucked up. In my group of friends no girl would ever do that.
I think a lot of you guys are traumatized from having such shitty friends in your youth. Like a lot of people aren't really like that.
And if you think it's just because I'm attractive, you should know I'm a 280lb kv
>>27223896
Omae mo, Dan?
>>27223462
Psh, she's got three other kids, she can manage.
>>27223758
>>27224226
Well there's nothing that bad with consuming stories to begin with. Like you said, one can use it as an inspiration or motivation for his own life/work.
But as you consume more and more of those stories the easier it gets to forget about your own story, so plain and barren in comparison. While you enjoyed the story presented to you and took time in contemplating different routes, scenarios, possibilities, while you took time inserting yourself into the many other worlds, your own world, your own story was left without protagonist.
>>27222450
thanks for clarification, still they've felt very similar
Fuck, I'm game.
>all the way in 8th grade land
>gym class
>some Stacy yells at me
>I yell back and get spit on her friend
>she yells "YOURE DISGUSTING ANON"
>say "You just figured this out now?"
>literally any Stacy gets mad if I breathe in her direction, no joke
>that still happens now
Why do normies say "it'll git betur anon" WHEN IT FUCKING DOESNT?
Haven't seen a good old "baww" -thread in a long time. They were pretty gay to now that I think of it.
>>27226169
it does when you get out of education, in any decent workplace no one will act like that
This is an original comment to accompany my image.
