We are the dead.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=da-EtU2UdTw
Listen to this though.
go write that in your suicide journal you emo soft poof
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omTVsz7xu2U
>>27206184
those are my memoirs, pay them no mind
mental gymnastics don't do themselves you know
Not OP, but I guess here would be better than making my own thread.
Anyone else feel like they're just wasting away doing nothing with themselves, even with the present hope for a better future?
I'm presumably going to the other side of the country for uni stuff next fall, and I'm prepped as fuck. However, I can't go until I know if I'm getting financial aid, which is pretty much a coin toss. It feels like I'm living in a constant limbo of "ifs," and there comes a point where waiting for whatever's on the fickle horizon just doesn't keep morale up like it did months ago. It feels like something's "going to happen," but it has for six months and there's just no real pep or hope in anything or anything to really keep me fulfilled for the present moment.
Every day is increasingly becoming a painful slog to get through, and then there's the matter of thethe girl I was doing really well with months ago but has been distancing herself from me for months for no real reason. I got another guy she likes as a friend to ask her to go out with me, and tomorrow I'm going to find out that she thinks I'm creepy and that she wants nothing to do with me for reasons I barely even fucking comprehend. Twelve hours from now I'm going to know an answer to one of the many "ifs," but that answer is going to be a "no" and I'll feel better about when I didn't know for sure, even though I already feel like fucking shit.
>>27206149
Death is a state of being before it's an end.
We are the underground men.
I can't remember overcoming depression. I think I just got used to it.
We shall not overcome.
>>27207431
I feel you. I'm in a similar situation. I met this girl, and we really hit it off. She started inviting me everywhere, and since she doesn't have a car, she depends on her friends for transportation, Whenever we got together, she went out of her way to be alone with me. Now she barely talks to me, whenever I ask her out, she says yes but always cancels at the last minute. We talked on the phone last night, and we decided to go to the movies tomorrow. And she hasn't spoken a word to me today. This doesn't bode well for me.
>tfw thought i was gonna post in a potential protomen thread
>>27209827
>tfw there are no heroes left in man
