I am in a very bad place, robots. Contemplating suicide, but what else is new? I'm going to post melancholy music, and would love someone to talk to if that isn't too much to ask.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCiW161e_YI
>>27197454
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-aB4wtWiYI
>Oh, I'll settle down with some old story
>About a boy who's just like me
>Thought there was love in everything and everyone
>You're so naive!
>They always reach a sorry ending
>They always get it in the end.
cmon, just buy a shotgun and shot to head. Whats the problem? It will stop your pain, and its a painless.
>>27197454
Don't listen to this faggot >>27197531 OP
Listen to this melancholy music instead
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=seh3WQddqzs
>>27197531
That's a long process, r0b0t. I'm thinking some method of hanging, but I really don't want to have to go through the hassle of people finding my body and etcetera.
Kind of wish I could just disappear, and then cease to exist.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NRpqtjDy4IY
>>27197596
Fuckin' love Zimmerman. Blonde on Blonde is my favorite album. Thanks, man.
Have something from 1894.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWL8yjJAz10
>>27197659
That was pretty and sad :) :(
Thanks for that
>>27197602
i got it, u dont have the balls, fuckn anime faggot
>>27197874
>(Anime faggot..?)
Nah, it's not that. How am I going to get a gun, friend? Apply, go through the waiting period, sign all the paperwork and then finalize my purchase? I want it done quick and today.
>>27198048
anon, don't do it... what's the reason?
>>27197454
You talk a good game but that's about all. You're all talk.
You're just a phony and you know it!
>>27198309
You may be right.
But in the end, I'm going to continue to hate myself even more for not doing it, so the real loser here is still me.
>>27197454
I know that feel bro
In the time since I've made this thread (barely hours ago) I've have my bathroom floor partially cave in
>>>/diy/962746
>>27198126
I push people away / lost my closest friend / have no real interest in the future.
All of this is really entry-level stuff, but I've become so apathetic, and I'm so tired of the day-to-day grind, I just want to move on and be done with it.
>>27198407
there's still time to get your shit together, never is too late... sounds bullshit but it's true
>>27198702
I mean yeah but at what mental cost
this is where it gets really selfish, but that's a process that feels like more work than its worth. Then again, that's part of why I want to do this. I'm selfish and I know it, and I'd like to live with myself as little as possible.
>>27198702
Fuck this lie. Fuck the people who say it.
Anon, have you seen the post from /lit/? The 1 of the guy who has been forever alone for like 20+ years? Tell me, what magical life changing events will happen to make the last 40-50 years of his dull existence worth while? What will make him realize at the ripe age of 50 that life is worth living to the fullest? To make everything worth it?
Nothing, and you fucking know it.
90% of people with depression and suicidal thoughts keep them until they die. Whether it be by old age or taking it themselves. It's a fucking nightmare that very few are able to escape. Even fewer are able to make life an enjoyable experience.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3ZA-_kWGGc
>>27197454
OP, if life has sucked for you, just been an absolute Hell and you want out, fucking go for it. If guns are too much, I'd say downing a bunch of sleeping pills, drinking a bunch of strong liquor, then hang yourself. Maybe even slit your wrists for good measure. Anything that can increase the odds of the doctors being unable to save you, just fucking do it.
>>27198942
I swear to god either you or someone else with your viewpoints have posted this in another thread from a while ago.
I'm here for this, boyo. Thanks. If this thread is still around, I'll keep you guys updated. I'm off to CVS, then the ABC store.
>>27198994
Well, I can't remember posting something like this, but I don't rule out the possibility. Either way, good luck, OP. Hope to join you soon
You gotta at least say what's gettin' you down OP. For example, I probably just badly failed an exam.
>>27199056
I peaked in high school. I had tons of friends, and fucked many girls. I loved it.
Then I went to Uni and all my social skills went down the drain. My only friend for three years was a girl from High school, and now even she can't stand to be around me. I wanted to be a teacher, but after three fucking years of schooling, they're only now telling me I may not be able to graduate due to a pot charge from when I was freshly 18.
Trust, it's not anything major. There's not grand story of why my life has been nothing but hell, there's no great suffering or torment from anyone but myself. I hate me. I hate who I've become. I've tried so hard to find where I went wrong, but looking back and regretting things deeply conflicts with my personal values. Now is now. The past is the past. Even just existing as my own person grows fucking old fast.
I'm no special case, I know that. I just can't keep doing this. I don't want to.
>Pic unrelated.
