Admit something you could never say in real life
I put nutella on Pizza. I'll even eat it right from the jar.
I want to die.
Please kill me.
I want to live the full extent of my life asexually
theres really nothing wrong with pedophilia.
>>27188614
See a therapist but don't admit you wanna kill yourself outright
I sexually roleplay as a woman online because I like being degraded and used.
>>27188544
I want to get a qt Trump supporter pregnant and drink her milk
I am a worthless drug addict failure.
I am a pedo and I am not distressed or bent out of shape over that fact.
Morally I don't see anything wrong with bestiality.
I mean if we kill animals and eat them what's wrong with fucking them?
I've often fantasized about meeting up with someone from /r9k/ and just being their NEET fucktoy. I don't want to work and it's better than suffering alone.
Plus if it's actually a catfish and they just murder me, that's fine too because I want to die.
There are many people I would rape if I knew I could get away with it.
>>27188544
The time I got with 2 lesbians that made me a legend among my friends was actually a terrible experience for all of us and I ruined their relationship and we all cried.
>>27188544
I often fantasize about taking someone's kv and then cutting off all communication with them
I don't love my boyfriend and I don't enjoy my life's passion anymore, so I often think about ending it because I think to myself, "what's the fucking point now?".
i feel very loneIy
I would never leave my house If it were possible to still survive
>>27188544
I want to befriend a trap and then bet them up
>>27188707
I did that.
She stalked me for a couple weeks after. Everyone thought it was strange on her part, but the truth was I didn't like her at all and never talked to her again.
I love you so much my chest hurts
>>27188544
Everyday i think of killing myself and if it wasnt for my family id fucking do it
I'm a HS dropout.
I think about killing people nearly constantly.
Not anyone in particular and their is not rage or motivation behind it. Nothing sexual ether.
Cant even think of anything worth it that I would get out of it.
Yet it is on my mind all the time.
I have severe depression and suicidal thoughts.
I can never admit this in real life because my older sister has BPD and even worse off than I am, and my parents' marriage is loveless and on the brink of divorce at all times.
I have to act as the mediator and never stir the pot, I have to be the "normal one", so I'm never able to reveal that my life is actually fucked beyond repair.
I'm terrified my best friend might move away.
The moment I decided to kill myself was when I thought about pushing that kid in front of the train, and was convinced the voices had finally won.
I'm a complete coward
I want a qt to gaze at me like this while I'm in an argument
I hang out with this old guy out of pity.
He is incredibly clingy and can't have a conversation deeper than "how are you doing" and it's driving me nuts. The only redeeming factor is his other old buddies are pretty cool.
I wish I hooked up with that girl and cheated on my own girlfriend.
I just saw the movie Anomalisa and it made a lot of sense to me, in the sense that I'm an unreasonable, irredeemable asshole who will never be happy with those around him, and be worse off for it.
I DONT WANT TO TAKE A SHIT IN SCHOOL BECAUSE I DONT HAVE MY BABY-SCENTED WIPPIES!
HOW DOES ANYONE WIPE WITH SCHOOL TOILET PAPER!
I want to start smoking crack
I have literally no one that cares about me. My parents are disappointed in me and have basically disowned me at this point, I haven't talked to my brother in 2 years, and the only people I talk to are the acquaintances at my shitty job and the people on here.
It fucking hurts man.
If I could fade away and have never existed, I would take that option immediately.
>>27188894
Why?
Really does not seem worth it.
I'm bisexual and in a long distance relationship with a boy.
Damn I like how this thread went from pedophiles to waahh I'm sad and I can't tell anyone cus then they would know I'm sad :(((
Faggots
I love anime lolis
I'm terrified of dogs. I have nightmares about them. My last nightmare was me visiting my dad and step family. My stepsister brings in dogs. They of course start barking at me and looking like they'll bite me. I mentally swear to never visit them again.
The dream is based off when I visited and they had a dog. I didn't open my door all night because the dog was in the living room. I imagined it ripping my throat out.
If there was a God, then dogs are the final sign I'm not meant to be around other people or be outside. I'd never leave the house if I could. All I've wanted for years is just to be free of the fear and failure that is my every social encounter. Not even just humans, but animals too. Most autists can at least do well with animals. Fucking hell, life is cruel.
>>27188544
I live and work in San Francisco and am 100% for Trump
>>27188891
>HOW DOES ANYONE WIPE WITH SCHOOL TOILET PAPER!
I bring my own flushable wipes in my book bag.
Shit like a king wherever I want.
>>27188961
Because my tolerance to other drugs now. Plus What is all the fuss about? Got me curious
I love being white. Living in a first world country and having White Privilege is so fucking great.
>>27188655
Same brother.
>tfw ;(
I want to wear a kigurumi everywhere I go and give people lots of hugs and have people pet me. Everyone would just call me a gay weirdo though.
Given the choice, I would not hesitate to hook myself up to VR and replay my childhood memories over and over while put on an IV drip
I die when I die.
I want my mom to be my fuck buddy.
> inb4 angsty
> inb4 edgy
Sometimes I dream about being drafted into the army and killing people. I'm just mad all the time at almost everything. I wish I could pull a trigger and just kill people, no questions asked and nobody to oppose my actions. Just me and a rifle in the middle of some fucked middle eastern country in the fucking desert or some shit and some 13 year old suicide bomber is running at me and I blow his fucking brains out in front of his mother and she pulls out a pistol to shoot me and I shoot her and her body tilts as she falls to the ground weeping.
Or I dream about being some god amongst men, and I just want to yell as loud as humanly possible until my skull feels it's going to burst and my blood pressure is through the roof, and i go super saiyan mode or something and fly around killing people, punching them through walls or ripping them apart, screaming the entire time and then after im completely exhausted my body explodes with so much force it completely vaporizes the entire planet
Sometimes I wish a family member would die so i could have an excuse to be sad all the time for no seemingly no reason. Or i wish i had cancer. Or i wish i would get shot or get in a car accident.
I wish i wasnt born in this state to these parents in this shitty town.
I can't remember if I had sex with my cousin or not when I was around 10 years old
When I was 12 I jerked off while my dog licked my dick and balls until I came
I want to die because sometimes i feel like god doesnt exist and when we die its just eternal nothingness, which would be more enjoyable than feeling trapped here
Almost every night before i go to bed, i check my oneitis's twitter and facebook to see if she has posted anything new. I have never spoken to her in real life and she does not know who I am
I want to know how it feels to go up to someone i hate and beat them to death. I want to feel my fist pound into their skull
I dont have friends
Why does nobody care
>>27188544
>Can I go too?
>You are pretty.
>I'm sad most of time.
>I hate myself.
>I'm alone.
>>27189215
People may call you edgy but I can relate to everything in this post besides the borderline incest
If I could retroactively abort myself, I would.
>>27189215
You need to be 18 to post here anon.
i want to cry sometimes of how lonely i feel
>>27189307
I did last night. It does feel good honestly.
>>27189285
19 and still edgy as ever :^)
>>27189316
i can't cry. can you teach me?
My friend apparently gropes strangers. Wont tell him I know though.
>>27188748
i know how it feels like to be a trapped loser
>>27189332
There's a few ways I get myself to cry. One way I don't do much anymore is watching a sad movie, as they affect me less. With the exception of Ikiru, but that ties into how I usually cry, which is thinking of lost and missed opportunities to be with the ones I love.
It sums up the shit-ups, and screw-ups, and mistakes I've done that has caused pain to other people. What gets me to cry is self-doubt and self-hate, but by crying, I purge myself of those feelings as I reconcile with the fact that I am who I am.
Ive been suffering from depression ever since I can remember. I've been close to killing myself a couple of times, I need help.
>>27189085
Me too ._.
Oranginal fruites.
the only thing stopping me from suicide is my own cowardice :(
I roleplay online as a woman because I always wish I was born one and can't be a femboy due to a strong jaw line, wide face and huge man hands/feet and I'm bordering my 30s that my youth is fading away to try it out.
I also want to kill myself because of life issues and bleak future, but can't since me mom, pop and bunch of friends care about me. It's a bitch move to just out myself now to end my pain without regarding theirs afterwards.
>>27188669
Wow, this is some indisputable logic right here, i honestly feel like fucking a chicken right now.
im gay btw
>>27189576
same
I mean, totally different and original
>>27188544
>"oh, i'm sorry"
I don't actually care.
>>27189657
2bh I have no idea how my post got past the robot
>>27189056
Could you explain what "white privilege" is because I don't really get it.
>>27189002
Well, you are among like minded friends here.
I "molested" a girl and I don't even feel bad about it because it is what she really wanted and we both enjoyed it.
>>27188681
You sound like a qt girl
Pls marry me
>>27188544
i think all niggers should be shot and killed
I think all muslims should be dragged out into the streets and slaughtered
only whites and asians should be allowed to exist, every other race can die for all i care
>>27188629
This senpai. Acting upon pedphilia is a bit iffy but simply having those urges is not an inherently bad thing
I jack off to furry porn
I constantly have to tell my self not to act crazy while interacting with people.
I'm not actually that smart.
Lots of people think I am and I have a way with people in making them believe what I say and see my side of things but in reality (as you can imagine, I'm on /r9k/ after all) I'm a bit of a sperg and only my closest friends see that side but even then, they think it's part of my humour and have descended into copying my autistic comedy.
I really should try and lead an army or something, become a politician maybe.
It helps that I'm tall, handsome and good at speaking (reee).
>>27188891
>baby-scented
>>27189840
Most Muslims are Asians but I know what you mean, Far east Asians.
Of course, it's a simple mistake to make, and why the paper's constantly refer to Muslim rapist gangs as 'Asian men' because to the average person, Asia is Jackie Chan looking people.
>>27189840
Calm down Hitler.
>>27189941
Nah i just mean ME muslims
the SEA muslims are pretty chill but imo only kill the radical ones in philippines then we are good.
>>27189830
>You sound like a girlSorry to disappoint.
>>27189968
The Iranians seem like Nice folk desu.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_2LEgowbzSc
I like furries and have a dildo I use regularly.
>>27188766
sheeeit
get the fuck outta there
>>27189994
I'd like to. But I'm 19, poor, and I don't own a car.
>>27189824
Please thoroughly describe the instances in full detail
>>27189941
In North America we refer to people in that part as Middle Easterners
People from India and Bangladesh are Indians
And for whatever reasons most consider Russians to be European.
>>27190012
where you at senpai lets rent an apartment
I'm a closet white supremacist and don't believe women can be leaders. I'll never laugh at a joke a woman tells other than to make other people think I'm not some sort of psycho.
>>27189987
this, although I've admitted both to people who don't care or do things that are worse, like jerking it to real horses :^)
>>27189981
>iranians
>nice
BUT DEY HAVE DEM DUBYA EMM DEEESSS!!!!
Today I wrote a loli yuri yandere BDSM fanfic.
I'm black and have a 9/10 Aryan Natsoc online gf
i enjoy lurking so hard that my eyes would physically turn into a sort of paste
Hey! you like this obscure thing that I also like, lets have a conversation about it!
In the chance I get dubs, I will share two things:
- Had sex with my cousin when I was 9 and she was 8.
- I sometimes (like every 3-4 weeks) roleplay as a girl on online chats. It works as a sort of interactive type of porn - where I dictate what happens to the girl. It also helps me be more manipulative irl because it basically gives me a broader insight into what makes other guys tick. They often share their insecurities, ambitions, weaknesses, and other things through chat that you don't normally hear in person.
>>27188544
I want to fuck my wife's mother.
>>27190102
All that is missing is the inevitable garo
Planing on posting it somewhere?
What is it a fan fic of?
dipping hotdogs in soy sauce is actually super fuckin tasty
>>27188669
there's nothing wrong with it if you don't tie up the animal and give it the option of running off if they dont like it
>>27190586
I think it also depends on size and genital compatibility.
I'm addicted to sex and want a girl to piss in my mouth.
>mfw have no filter and tell normies to their face I think child porn should be legal and I think my sister's hot ect and they usually think I'm joking but sometimes actually say "please dont tell me things like that"
>>27188607
why wouldnt you say that in real life? so many people do this.
I have a cousin fetish.
>>27189844
>a bit iffy
I strongly considered randomly assaulting people for a while.
I even staked out locations, sized up potential victims, and more or less planned 90% of the details out, from contingency plans to branching escape routes and hiding spots.
I think the only reason why I did not go through with it was because a lot of drama in my life kicked up, giving me time to stop and reconsider.
Part of me knows that if I went down that path it would only be a matter of time before I ended up killing someone or getting caught.
>>27190585
It sounds salty and meh.
I hate my life and the entire world. I wish I could go absolutely berserk and slaughter everyone alive with a sword or better yet, my own bare hands.
>>27190667
I think possession of CP should be legal but the creation should not be legal.
Then again I would not just blurt this out to normies, I just happen to know a few weirdos who like discussing edgy and controversial shit.
i once took a shit in a pool to get a free pizza from friends
>>27190753
Like the idea of cousins fucking turns you on?
Like you like to role play?
Or you just happen to be really attracted to your cousin/s and the taboo just makes it more exiting?
>senior in HS 19yo
>secretly date 16yo ugly girl
>try really hard to cover it up so my oneitis doesnt know about that (or anyone really)
>despise the uglie but still hope I can fuck her in the end
>hate myself
why can't just my oneitis love me back holy shit I would kill for that
>>27190810
Muhammad is that you? O_o
>>27190810
How does that even work?
Please explain.
>>27190821
If you don't like the 16yo then stop stringing her along waiting to replace her when you can get better.
I am tired of people forgetting the friend part of girlfriend and boyfriend.
I stole prescribed adderall from an acquaintance for my own recreational use. It was great.
I play Runescape
From time to time, I want to hurt people.
i love you, and always will
>>27190857
I know that's why I hate myself. I am too weak to do that. I am quite shy and hate meeting new people and this girl came to me first and started talking to me and kissed me in the end. I never in life experienced this and the feeling that tere is a person who is attrated to me is so great. And when we hug I feel so good, I dont imagine she is someone else but just the feeling of another persons intimate touch (hug is intimate for me) is too good to give up.
I am tired of being alone for my whole life.
I am a shitty person I know.
I somehow want to make the "friends with benefits" deal because I know I will not have real feelings for her and if I do, so what.
Kill me please
I wish I could hug everyone instead of talking to them. That people wanted to hug me and were content with it. I fucking hate human communication. Goddamn this fucking stutter and anxiety.
>>27188794
>tfw no qt crimean attorney general to cuddle with
>>27190948
>I am tired of being alone for my whole life.
You are only 19 and probably sill under the protection of care givers/ family.
You do not even come close to understanding what it means to live ones whole life alone.
>>27190957
I totally feel you anon! When I am close with some people (girls) I hate the pressure to talk about things and feelings. I think just hugging them would solve it all
I don't want to get old. I want to die before I reach 30 (I'm 20 now), whether suicide or by chance
Also I want to fuck my oneitis until I pass out
>>27190914
People you know because they did something to you, or strangers?
How do you want to hurt them?
>>27191001
I know it's not the same thing but throughout my highschool I never was close to anybody, I miss human contact and touch so much and every day for like 5 years now I just go to school say like 10 words and go straight home. I'm alone for the whole life I lived so far. I dont know how more lonely I could be at this point of life.
>>27190070
I bet I can make you laugh, faggot. I dont even understand why you can't even bantz with a girl.
>>27188544
I love flipping my bean to women in labor having to push.
But only if the camera is pointed at her belly and face. More of both but, I can't get off if its pointed at her snatch BC gross shit, not into bloody fetus shit. I love when they scream or moan, I can kind of get off to women playing fake labor but the emotions aren't raw enough
I like tendies, they are not just for the Autistic
>>27188669
I don't see nothing wrong with dogs licking vaginas. Last night my dog started licking my leg and he got right up to my fucking vagina and I let it happen. He totally gave me my first oral orgasm the fucker loved it, had topush him off afterwards
The only thing I can see myself being in the future is homeless numbed out on opiates.
I've been pretending to go to class for 3 months but actually dropped out after fall quarter.
>>27191014
I wish I was a girl. All male interactions are bantz and then that mostly extends to women too. If I suggest a hug as a man I can be seen as a serious creeper. I'm not a pervert, I just want to bond with people nonverbally.
At worst, a girl might be seen as slightly weird if she hugged people too much. Most girls would probably appreciate being hugged by another girl. I could have given so much affection if I was born a girl.
>>27191044
Nobody in particular. I wish someone would make me angry so I could just beat the life out of them. Wish I had gotten into a fight during my child years so I could beat someone to a pulp with no repercussions.
Other times I wanna take the lives of those I feel deserve it. Child rapists, that sort of thing.
There is a pizza delivery boy who delivers to me quite regularly and I tip him extra to stand bare foot on my pizza before delivering it to me. Gives the pizza more flavor.
I cheated on my bf with this old man who would give me weed and 200$ a week. We never had sex, he just gave me oral when I didn't feel like giving him head
Ever since I was 3 or 4 i've had this weird habit where I twirl my fingers and imagine various fantasies and battle scenes from cartoons I watched. Eventually I got self conscious about it and started only doing it in private. 17 years later and I still do it. I have absolutely no reason why other than it's fun and removes me from reality for a bit.
If it was socially acceptable I would crossdress pretty much every day.
I'm not gay or trans, but women's clothes are qt
i think memes are stupid
>>27191240
Oh god I thought I was the only one who did that shit. I always make sure I do in private as well usually while taking a shower. Can anyone explain just what this weird OCD is?
>>27191297
I've never met anyone else who does this. What do you imagine while doing it?
>>27190703
Only in America
Or Italy perhaps...
Im killing myself on my 25th birthday. Life is apparently all down hill after 30 so I figured I may as well cut my losses before my life becomes any worse.
>>27191356
Why not wait five years until you're 30 then?
>>27191297
Oh damn son, I do this too! When I was a child, I could never really have fun with toys. They lacked malleability and contextual adaptation. So I began playing with plastic bottles that I molded into a specific shape by pressing on certain parts with my hands. I would construct entire stories, characters, and even universes in my head. As I group, I had less and less time to do this - so I began experimenting. Eventually I mastered doing this with my hands alone. Since my hands are less 'rigid' than plastic, I was basically able to escape into entire realities as an observer of the events I conjured up. However, that was still insufficient immersion - I wanted to feel as if I was the protagonist. Now, I am 19, and starting to get a decent grasp on lucid dreaming during the day. Night time lucid dreaming is still unreliable for me though. Sometimes I can, but most times I just lose control of the dream. My hope is that I'm able to master lucid dreaming in the coming years. I am honestly glad that there are other people like me
I'm a white man from a middle class background. I'm from a small town.
When I turned eighteen, I got a job in Seattle and started floating around the city/hustling/doing hood rat shit. When needed, I scared off niggers, degenerates, bums, et al. with a mean look and a loud "GET AWAY FROM ME"
>be me, just got off work at my shitty catering company wagecuck job, it's 1:00AM
>take the E line back to Aurora Ave, where I was staying at the time
>hear some ruckus in the back of the bus, turn around just out of curiosity
>accidentally make eye contact with a dude who resembles 90's era Eminem, he's glaring hard
>get off at my stop, start walking
>end up crossing paths with him on the sidewalk
>eyes meet again
>lift my chin slightly and politely say "aye" (Don't know why I did this. I was tired, my feet were hurting, my judgment was bad)
>he fucking explodes
>"WHAT? YOU GOT A PROBLEM? WHAT DID YOU SAY TO ME? I DON'T KNOW YOU NIGGAGADFJ;LKAJ[PAOSWGPAWEJ"
>"Just sayin' hey man, relax"
>he says some other shit that I didn't bother listening to
>no fucking clue what to do
>maintain eye contact for a bit, don't back down, he doesn't either
>....
>turn around and walk away
I'm not living like that anymore, but I'm fascinated with the struggle. I liked it a lot. I miss walking through dangerous-feeling places where simply being white will get you checked. I miss barking at the niggers and the bums who fuck with me at night and scaring them off.
Also, I punched a bum in the throat once because he didn't leave me alone after I first warned him and just kept getting closer and closer to me.
I'd never tell anyone this because I don't know how.
I'll say whatever I want whenever I want, unlike you cucks.
>>27191319
Fantasies revolving anything from vidya and anime to real life. Its like I just enter a state of aggressive daydreaming, right now its hyper focused on my own ideal fighting game I imagined over the last two weeks. I don't do it as often as I used to when I was younger but its still satisfying nonetheless.
My family used to own a farm and me and my brothers would go out at night and fuck the animals.
I lied when I said you were a whore and dead to me, and that I could do better. I still want you but I'll never admit it.
I still love you.
>>27191240
On a side note, I was able to live out the wildcard ending of fallout new vegas in a dream I recently had. I spent a whole month trying to fit the plot together with my fingers, and then one night it all fit together accidentally. Shit was so cash.
I'm scared that since I'm in my head so much I'll become so content with own company that I become a recluse for the rest of my life.
>>27188713
boyfriend is not something that you HAVE to be with. and lifes passion can change.
wtf did tumbrl did to you? or whatever you teens do.
and how are you still alive with this altitute?
>>27191259
same here.
I wanna be pretty
>>27191423
Interesting. Aggressive daydreaming is a good way to put it. Sometime i'll put on some music and imagine a kung fu fighting scene or some shit. I used to have 5 or 6 different fantasies i'd play out but nowadays I only have 2.
>>27191431
No idea what you're talking about
I would do anything to be with her again.
>>27188544
I love you Jiamin
i accidentally killed my brother when i was 5 and everyone thought he drowned
I'm not as smart as everyone thinks I am, I just spout bullshit I heard on TV or in books a long time ago to make people think I'm smart.
>>27191597
Shame. Shame, Shame, Shame...
As a person with 3 brothers.... I don't really know what to say.. except fuck you.
>>27188644
Wanna be my "fembot"? ;)
>>27190838
Had no money and we we were out swimming, they told me they wanted pizza and i said i wanted some too. asked what to do to get free pizza.
Shitinpool.jpeg
>>27189941
What about Arabic numbers and that black guy that figured out how to get steroids from soy instead of animal spinal cords?
I've cheated on my girlfriend with 4 girls and a guy
l fucked yo bitch
>>27191597
story require
>>27191597
Cain is that you?
I have no visions of where my life is going, and that's incredibly uncomfortable because for the most part of my life, I've had a pretty clear vision of what the next step would be.
I have gender dysphoria and it's crippling my life.I just want to curl up next to my bf and feel his breaths and fall asleep completely happy and safe knowing that I will always have someone that I mutually and unconditionally love and will take care of me
I wish I could leave my life behind and start over with a completely new social circle in a completely new place
>>27189968
>hates religion
>but not every incarnation
You do realize that they're gonna develop again.
All I want to do is watch cute girls do cute things, cute girls are the only thing that give me a genuine smile.
If I had the chance I'd impregnate every woman on earth. But I can't do that without large consequences. So I settle for being a sperm donor.
>>27191217
Were you into it?
I love to dance
>>27192170
>having your kids be the offspring of, and be raised by fucking weirdo commie dykes and other "alternative" people likely to require sperm donation
i couldnt do it
I've gone on dates with gay guys for free food
I'm gay and really insecure. I hate pretty much all the other gay people I know except for this cool rugby playing guy I know. I hate my life, everyday if I end up actually talking to someone I come home and just cringe about everything I've said. I'm actually autistic but enough to know when people don't care for me and are just being polite, which to be honest is most people. I'm planning on killing myself in a few months, but I'm a huge pussy and probably won't do it. I have very little social skills but when I do start talking I'm obnoxious and loud. I talk a lot but I'm not very open about my personal life irl. I like talking online because I can sperg out and vent anonymously. Most people tolerate me at best. when I have free time I spend it all playing music, vidya or posting on 4chan. I very rarely leave the house. I think everyone suspects I'm gay but I've denied it in the past because I'm an idiot and I feel like I'm living a lie. I hate being a faggot, It's obviously a mental illness of some sort. like, how can I, a dude, justify wanting another dude inside me? It's weird and unnatural. I feel guilty after I jerk off. I post nudes and pics to /soc/ and reddit to get some form of attention. I'm autistic enough to average my scores on soc, which are mediocre (6.41), but reddit seems to like them a lot, like hundreds of upmemes that I don't care about. I get PM's from some uggos and some qt's saying I'm really cute quite a lot but I feel it's because I'm desperate and degenerate to even be there in the first place, and they pprey on faggots like me. I'm certain most people who pm me also send pms to everyother degenerate faggot they jerk off to.
I really wanna fuck a little girl. Like, I would marry an 8 year old and willingly deal with her shit for the rest of my life if I could just get some tiny poon today.
>>27192299
Here you get to choose if it's for infertile heterosexual couples or homosexual couples (surrogate or not). Soon single women can do it too.
I can't go one day without having a suicidal thought. All my life ive felt like I was missing something and nothing fills the metaphorical "hole", so I get fucked up all the time in an effort to feel something. All I want is to feel something, but when I do, it doesnt satisfy me. Why can't anything make me happy?
>>27188984
Is he a cutie trap?
>>27188607
My local pizza joint sells nutela pizza, it's pretty good.
I was forced to suck my friends dick when I was 5 years old playing Doctor and ive never felt right since, he fucked up my life and made me feel like I could never feel love
I'm not over the girlfriend I had when I was 17/18I'm engaged to be married to another woman
Hi anongirl, my name is anon and I'd like to meet you.
I wear a wig
I've paid trannies to fuck me in the ass.
>>27190556
It's Undertale, which makes it even worse.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6195511
>>27192902
My best friend and I did this from age 12-15 only a few times.
We never did it to be "gay", it's just we were both super socially awkward, horny boys.
It was always incredibly fun and non-judgmental. Once we reached high school, we kind of went our separate ways and never spoke of it again.
We're both straight, btw.
I want to cum on a 13 year old girl's face.
>>27193032
I was forced to do it, like I wanted to stop and was forced to. Ive never felt right about it since and its colored every relationship ive ever had
>>27191614
Retaining knowledge of the things you learned and being able to relay that on to others is a sign of intelligence, anon. Be happy.
>>27188669
because you're torturing them in a way other people don't like. animals are treated like shit already, but I guess two wrongs don't make a right?
also I'm sure a mare would kick you if they don't like getting fucked
I'm actually feeling sad most of the time
yes, i know i'm smarter than you
i'm borderline insane and have fucked up thoughts and fantasies all the time and thought patterns are all fucked up and my moods change a lot (although its usually covert), i talk to myself all the time when nobody is around, im an edgy nihilist, i bashed my ex gf, i also often have grandiose fantasies/ideas, especially when im being physically stimulated in some way, (like showering, exercise, taking a drug, any drug for that matter, even caffeine).
>>27188544
lack of heavy punishment for various offenses has significantly halted human evolution. thus, crime rates keep increasing while intelligence decreases, as violent people are able to continue breeding.
death penalty for any kind of mugging. death penalty for robbery. death penalty for drug trading. death penalty for rape. death penalty for murder.
note that if the suspect has some kind of extenuating circumstances, like killing a murderer as a vigilante, acting in self defense or being provoked into being aggressive, he will have a much more reasonable sentence.
>>27193055
Ah, I missed the "forced" part.
Sorry that happened to you.
Not sure if you've ever had a super serious or long-term relationship, but if you ever reach the point with an SO that you're comfortable talking about that to her, I'm sure it'd take a huge burden off of your chest and you'd see that a woman that likes you for you won't judge you for something like that.
Wish you the best.
So many trivial things, things like I've considered suicide in many occasions, nothing evokes passion in me anymore, I cannot form a loving relationship with someone because I equate love with sex...
But ultimately nothing of consequence. Just like my life, like most of our lives.
Inconsequential.
>>27193113
I remember when I was 17.
not original, lel
>>27193144
enjoy having a lowlife gypsy murdering your whole family for a parking slot dispute.
>>27193152
>dat paranoia and delusion
what a sad life. there's still time to grow up and change my old chum.
If you emotionally invest in me I will let you down. Never, ever expect too much out of me. I do and always have done the bare minimum to get by, I have to be completely enthralled with something to give earnest effort. It sounds like a cIiche but I've never even really tried to "make it". I'm a failure, but not for the reasons some people seem to think.
>>27193170
t. alferto barbarossa
>>27188904
This post would get 0 replies wouldn't it?
lmao i'm so sorry anon
>>27192898
That's just bread with nutella. A pizza requires cheese and sauce. It's not a pizza if it doesn't have those 2 ingredients.
I think the Jews are the cause of 90% of the average citizens problems
Internet culture has destroyed a few generations of people. Memes are one of the bases of why thats the case, you parrot ideas that people see and other people believe them as fact when they are absolutely just shitty uninformed opinions.
See: This recent American election process, neo-liberalism from tumblr, 4chan circle jerks that slip into public view, and this beat lifestyle that more people have never heard of but are okay with now.
>>27193032
>asserting he's straight twice
Probably bi in denial at least.
>>27191148
Hot. Do you have the guts to go further with him?
I jerked off to Sia's Chandelier music video.
>>27193312
You're probably one of those people who will claim to know my sexuality better than I do. Your steadfast assertions are not indicative of my sexual preference, friend. I'm being defensive because you're being offensive. Kindly fuck off.
>>27188544
Depression isn't the reason I have failed in life, it's laziness. The depression came later, it is entirely my fault that I have fucked up.
I've never seen a vagina.
Fuck the robojavascript:;t.
I wish I had the strength to be anorexic
>>27193073
Well if we're gonna take the animal rights approach then fucking an animal might increase the compassion towards said animal among people who aren't sadists/sociopaths (people who are prone to regularly abuse animals just because).
You see that in girls and dogs. Generally the penetration is voluntary there, coercive since the dog is relying on her but do we really think they think that much. It's likely them compelled by loyalty, like most men. Wonder what guys fucking female dogs are like though. Don't hear a it that as much. Do they lie down with an election and let her mount or what?
Just being hypothetical here. Don't particularly like the idea of having sex with animals.
>>27193399
>thinks he had to say it twice because he was being defensive against 'stigma'
You're even anonymous, no reason to be more adamant than giving us your view. Also you don't know what he's like. You're projecting your suppressed feelings. Get on grinder and get fucking already.
I don't think I am stable enough to do this degree, but I am paying thousands and thousands to start it anyway.
>>27191631
Ne said accidentally, you retard
>>27188803
kill him with cyanide while he sleeps
>>27188803
Push the conversations then.
Ive always imagined other people looking through my eyes. Its the wierdest thing and ive always done it. Like, ill be at work and imagine a cute classmate watching my life for a little bit.
>>27193532
same here
i think we have some mental illness
>>27193588
Please, tell me about it. Never thought other people would do this
The holocaust didn't happen
Whites are intellectually and physically superior to everyone else
It shouldn't be illegal to fuck someone 13 or older
Hitler did nothing wrong
Jews are in complete control of all media
wew lad feels better
When I was ages 5 to 13-15 I through people could hear my thoughts with varying delay. Generally got longer delay as i got older.
It made me consider other people a lot more and isolated me quite a bit.
Weird thing is my homeroom teacher at age 11 reciprocated my thoughts pretty much. Probably why it stayed for so long. She was really touchy but I got scared of her after that and she quit doing it. Was a close one.
>>27193288
i can't wait until your entire family gets deported
The girl I've been in love with for the past 6 years gave me herpes last year.
>>27193603
I think that when i die somone is gonna do a brainscan and look trough bits of my life.
It's like, shit im being watched bc someone dug up my skull in future. I better put on my best show, even though it must've already happened.
The feeling just ambushes me at random
send help
>>27193619
>white supremacy
As a rule or on average? Do you attribute it to culture/social values or genetics.
Do you accept the idea that other races may become superior?
>>27193653
So you left her right? She cheated.
I really miss being slim enough to sit with one leg up on my chair so I can rest my head on it. I'm too fat now and if my preschool teacher didn't physically abuse me to take my knee down one day I'd probably would have stayed in shape for that reason alone because it'd be more of a habit.
Now that I'm losing weight I often try. I feel it's close every day and it's more motivating than losing weight.
If muscle becomes a problem i'l cut muscle too.
>>27193665
on average our genetics are way better than other people groups. it has little to do with social conditioning because the areas where white people live are always objectively better than where black people live even in black majority countries
>>27193654
Wow, fuck, i never thought about it like that. I always do it when i am talking to someone (especially women) (inb4 normie reee) and just randomly get an extreme urge to have conversations with myself in my head with one of the voices being someone i know. Like, i can read their thoughts and i can read theirs. Its really intoxicating.
The Allies were the real villain and WW2 was the last stand for Nationalism vs Global Governance
I secretly hate each and everyone of my friends.
I've been struggling with a severe depression for years and everyday is like running a mental marathon.
Every person I know thinks they're better and smarter than everyone else and I'm fucking tired of it.
Sometimes I really wish I had a gf that I could truly love and talk to about everything, but I'm almost certain I'll just start hating her too like everyone else.
>>27193733
>get an extreme urge to have conversations with myself in my head with one of the voices being someone i know. Like, i can read their thoughts and i can read theirs. Its really intoxicating.
this
its like i have to justify myself
>>27193754
reminder that talking to a woman about feels and revealing vulnerabilities will make her hate and leave you
>>27193686
We were off and on for a while. She most likely fucked some dude when we were broken up. I just moved out of the state a couple months ago, and I'm thinking about ending it for good. She's supposed to come visit in a week or so, though. Idk man love is bullshit
>>27193729
>little to do with social values
Anon that shit is passed down from parents. I'm talking full on adopted nigglet into society where there's only whites. Yes IQ is 3 points below average in the US but that's negligible when you're talking on an individual level.
I'm much more interested in the other stuff though. Are you taking a position out of prejudice and bigotry or out of practicality.
>>27193775
im not even white so the argument that i prejudiced or bigoted goes out the window real quick
white people developed in an environment that required heavy thinking, planning, and hardiness to survive
africans grew up inan environment where food is plentiful and life is easy so they never really progressed past tribal impulse levels of consciousness
mongoloids developed somewhere inbetween those two extremes
white people simply have excellent-tier dna forged in the winters of europe over countless millenia
>>27193764
I actually had a gf when I was like 15/16 years old with whom I shared a lot of my feelings
I think she felt bad for me, but she never really understood the things I talked to her about.
This is another problem that I think about a lot. Even if I find a gf she's definitely gonna be just as stupid as every other person who ever lived on this planet (including me)
>>27189019
desu senpai i have a huge tolerance to stims from years of amphetamine use and i smoked a gram of crack, hit after hit, didn't even feel good desu. i'd say it's not very good
>>27193760
Its always been a part of my life. I feel like im always with someone in my head. Hell, i make names for them at this point. Zoey, my current voice is very different from the rest. She is almost an
independent thinker.. its truly amazing my fucked up brain can conjure up people with real personalities. These voices arent even controlled by me anymore, its like they are themselves. I have real, meaningful conversations with these voices too. Its really helped me through lonliness but i feel like lonliness has caused it. If they tell me to blow my brians out, guess ill have to listen.
>>27193422
>mfw I've felt one but I've never actually seen one
Sex has been dangled in front of me more times than I care for, only to be ripped away
>>27193825
>I'm not even white
Doesn't say it can't be prejudice and bigotry. Perhaps I didn't make myself clear. I meant that you're looking at stats/past experiences and let it judge black people before you know them. In my experience with black people they're not bad. Certainly the variance between people in general makes the difference negligible. Statistics tell a different story. But it's clear to me personally that other factors play a much bigger role that their genes. Things like culture etc. There's tons of black on black hate that screws them up a lot.
>whites had it harder so they got it better because they struggled
I think it's more the opposite. We had animals that could be domesticated rather easily by comparison. Like native Americans had buffalo. Which still are a recent development which required lots of effort to domesticate.
Because we had domesticated animals and a tougher climate the need for through planning was required. Meanwhile Africans had to hunt regularly. Climate in most of the habitable areas were very variable. The parts were they saw the most success (like Egypt) had circumstances which helped a lot. Like the Nile (water+sun=food).
I can see the argument sortof. But it's not the likely cause. What I'm proposing seems more reasonable.
I'm bisexual i have a crush on my Junior classmate but he's straight :(
>>27192921
Worst one ITT
You should figure that out soon, anon. She probably never thinks about you the way you think about her, anyway. So why are you holding on?
>>27188544
I am gay and I refuse to admit it due to the stereotype that it is associated with.
>>27193954
Africans have cows/sheep/goats too though
I'm not that anon and I'm not a white supremacist but it seems like a flawed argument
>>27193768
having sex with someone else while you were broken up is one thing, but not having the basic human decency to not let some random guy fuck you raw is a complete other. had he have gotten her pregnant, you would be raising the child. oh, and who goes "off and on" for six whole years? your relationship is fucked, enjoy your herpes.
>>27193399
>I sucked a friends dick multiple times up to age 15
>Totally straight btw
>Mate you're probably bi
>MAN FUCK YOU I AINT GAY STOP BEING OFFENSIVE KINDLY FUCK OFF TOTALLY STRAIGHT
on your knees nigger
