who /suicide/ here?
I wish for Death every day
>>27173767
is a faggot
It's just a matter of time, can't see myself growing old and decrepit, waiting for my body to shut down
>have a strong, passive wish to die
>eventually it starts slightly leaning towards an active desire
>don't do it, try to go back to life
>nothing changes, can't see myself going on
>the active desire is stronger now and transforming into something substantial
I think I can finally understand it.
I'd like to try helium but seems like there's a lot of obstacles where I live
how to sucide by train? Do I lay there or jump in front of it?
>>27173887
I reckon you lay there and wait for it. If I were to kill myself that way, I would make sure my head was cut off.
>>27173887
trains aren't reliable, you may end up getting your arms/legs cut off or wake up paralysed
but if you're serious, wait in hiding then run out before it passes and lay your head on the track, even if it's not severed the amount of trauma to your head will put your lights out for good
i don't really how to properly kill myself
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>>27173767
> from lostallhope.com
I'm going to shoot myself in the head, but I'm afraid. If a take some xanax, while it ease my fear?
>>27173783
A new world.
>>27174081
definitely don't want to go out in a fire
>>27174081
i guess i'll be doing the kurt cobain method
>>27173767
>tfw you're from a country which is #1 in suicides
>>27174097
I don't see any qt anime girls.
That's going to be a serious issue.
what about ODing on drugs? Taking a huge fucking amount it can't be that painful and should work right?
>>27174097
I just want peace from this suffering
>>27174109
don't miss and end up living with half a face
>>27174113
Japan?
>original comment donut steel
>>27174138
your body will still try reject them, you'll throw up your insides but then
> organ failure
and it takes a long time, so.. nah.
>>27174155
japan isn't #1 in suicide
1 Guyana
2 South Korea
3 Sri Lanka
>>27174138
How would you get them? Not all of them would work, there's a chance for a lot of agony and making things even worse without dying.
>>27174117
For you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mh87Pktmb_Y
>tfw no gun to blow my brains out
How many of attempted sucide and why?
>>27174212
> expected land of anime girls, sunny beaches, sprawling forests and ice-peaked mountain-tops
only in my head
I already have my note and will prepared. Just waiting it out to catch Civil War, BvS, and the election results. Then I'm rolling out for good, autobots.
I want to take a bunch of kpins and jump off a bridge, think that would work?
>>27174300
Depends on the height, what you hit, and how you land.
You can hit terminal velocity usually from jumping off the top of a 100 story building.
That's 10+ seconds free-falling.
I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.
>>27174354
IDK the height of an average bridge but 30ft will mean you hit the ground at 30mph~
Yeah it depends on how you land, but you're going to fuck yourself up regardless
>>27173767
No bullshit, I would honestly prefer to live but if I WERE to die I would want it to be when the apocalypse/rapture happens so everyone else gets taken out with me.
So basically, I enjoy living but if a meteor were about to hit earth or some shit I'd be okay with it.
>>27174212
I want to believe in an peaceful ending
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=It4WxQ6dnn0
>>27174138
ODing is one of the most unreliable methods
>tfw even the most basic tasks became a chore
>tfw don't care to even shower anymore
>tfw you rarely cook and just force down milk to keep hunger away
>tfw losing weight rapidly and becoming a skeleton
I want to kill myself so bad, but I don't wanna hurt my parents. They both love me dearly. I would break them into pieces.
I've been on sites where bereaved parents talk about their loss, and they say they never get over it. Not even after 20 years. The can only learn how to deal with the pain. I don't wanna leave my parents in a state like that, but I don't wanna keep on being in a horrible state myself.
>>27174773
Ugh. If you care so much about them, tell them.
>>27174755
You know what the worst thing is in that situation? It won't kill you. At most you'll only increase your suffering. There is no easy way out. On one side you have this >>27174773 or the fear of pain keeping you alive and on the other side you have the first part of your post, the chores, rendering a normal life impossible.
I have realized that and now I am scared. I don't know what to do and the scary part is that it's slowly tipping towards one side. You will realize towards which.
>>27174820
How does telling them that I care about them change anything? They already know I do. My suicide will still deeply scar them.
>>27174773
I know that feel anon. I have decided to just live life recklessly and die in an accident or of heart failure at 35.
If they don't know it's a suicide, they won't feel as bad, and won't feel as guilty.
>>27174839
I was going to reply to that guy with your words, but hesitated because it might seem discouraging. My parents know. I reluctantly told them, but not the whole thing, after I couldn't handle it anymore. Somehow it made it worse. If I tried really hard, I could explain how it's worse.
>>27174839
It doesn't.
You're lucky to have someone who cares about you. Fucking hell I was abandoned at birth, so hearing how you want to die so bad yet have parents you "love you dearly" and would be "deeply scared" if you were gone pisses me off.
>>27174152
>shotgun
>missing
>point blank range
lolwat
>>27174892
>won't feel as guilty.
nigga you dead, wether they feel guilty or not doesn't matter. And just tell them before you do it that they had nothing to do with you decision.
>>27174900
I'm sorry about your parents abandoning you, but believe, there are tons of other things that can ruin a person despite having loving parents.
I don't know. I don't "want" to kill myself, but I do. That is, I see potential in life to be nice, even despite its "objective" meaninglessness, and I want it to be nice, but it seems an impossibility for me.
So currently I'm at position where I think about suicide daily, but I'm pretty sure I won't do it any time soon, unless I get really impulsive for some reason.
>>27174901
you can still blow your jaws/face off if you slip/miss and survive, even with a shotgun
>>27174990
really?gonna try brb.
>>27175015
see
>>27174152
or put a hole through the back of your neck and die gurgling and choking on your own blood.
Sounds good.
Don't slip up m8y
>>27174960
Yeah, very true. I jumped the gun I guess and got emotive.
>>27174755
>>tfw even the most basic tasks became a chore
I know this feel so badly. The only thing keeping me in a clean an presentable state is my autism. Other than that everything else seems like a chore even stuff that I used to enjoy doing. There's nothing entertaining anymore and everything I do feels like it's just...tasks and nothing else.
I don't really want to die, but on the other side I don't really want to live either. It's like I know nothing is gonna get better and I want out of it. I don't know how much longer I can go on with waking up in the morning with my first thoughts being how much of a waste I am and how I will kill myself, then spending sometimes hours laying there trying to muster some energy to get myself up and going.
If there is a hell, we are experiencing it.
>>27174277
I feel bad for you...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cs2nInl2X8
Do what you wish but please, do not waste precious Helium on your sorry arses. It is required in multiple reactions in chemistry and in physics. It is important to science.
Helium getting wasted on retarded balloons and as means to kill oneself is one of the saddest things in this world
Does anyone else here just geniuney feel like they want everyone else to live a good ass life? From my family to people I went to class with, I just want them to live the type of happy, fulfilling life I can never live.
>>27174300
Checked.
Also don't waste the kpins trade for Rophynal. That way you'll be to fucked up to think of saving yourself.
>>27174900
Checked
You must live another day.
>>27174626
>dat music
sounds like that elevator scene when driver kisses the girl
I've decided to do it on a sunny summer day, so I can look straight up at the sky before I fire a bullet through my brain
