Being fat turned me more into an average normie
> spend life being stick thin and dressing very feminine
> unwanted attention from weird old men who wanted to know what grade I was in and if I was in the store alone (inb4 what's wrong with 30-60 old chads you cunt check your privilege)
> had an actual stalker when I was 16, had to call the police because he showed up at my school
> get chubby at 20 because I fucking like eating
> realize gradually the attention goes away, realize it's because I don't look like PTP anymore
> go to the stores, do my errands no one gives a fuck
> start playing FF, realize that they are beautiful and I want to have a body like that again
> drop a little weight, maybe 15 lbs
> getting more of that attention again, old guys looking at me like a piece of meat and shit
> have anxiety so I don't like being stared at
> just think I'll resume being chubby
Should I? Would you?
tits with timestamp and I'll answer
>>27172528
I was hoping you were a skeleton boy but alas.
You just have to get a bf to walk around with, I'm sorry people want to kidnap you.
>>27172612
They don't anymore because I'm chubby. While I'm upset I'll never look like I came out of an JRPG anymore the relief from being invisible is wonderful if you get anxious easily.
>>27172643
I would lose weight and just get bf.
>>27172675
Men scare me as a whole.
Lose weight and get a chip on your shoulder.
>>27172754
I don't think that'll matter. If old guys are willing to hit on something 20-40 years older than them, I don't think they give a shit if she's a little rude. A lot of guys have fetishes for girls being mad/upset.
>>27172703
Then you don't have many chanses at not becoming a catlady or being pumped and dumped.
Women are the first to decide who to pair with, men just have the last word on it.
>>27172703
Post pics of you wearing girly clothes
>>27172857
> women are gatekeepers to sex
> men are gatekeepers to relationships
You're not dating until he calls you his girlfriend, everyone knows that.
>>27172528
you are looking at the entire picture from the wrong perspective
you can be a cute skin and bones person and live without being stared at. just never leave your house, after a while the pain of loneliness and repetition dull and you can just sort of exist.
>>27173107
I have to work and occasionally buy necessities, though. Everything else sounds good.
>>27172528
Only problem is OP a lot of guys (me included) like chubbys.
>>27172528
Fat is cute , senpai
