>be 23
>be manlet
>be around 105-110lbs
>get told i need to get job or get kicked out
>dad gets me a job at with one his friends who is a truck driver delivery guy who needs a 2nd guy for lifting
>delivering new furniture from warehouse
>dads friend picks me up in his truck
>looks at me and is visibly annoyed
>"didn't know you were such a tiny guy, hope you're strong enough to help me lift"
>just say "sure" assuming it can't be that bad
>goto first job
>need to take table out of truck
>literally not strong enough to hold it
>guy gets visibly upset but doesn't' say anything and we try again several times but keep failing because Im just not strong enough
>guy asks woman if there's anyone else at home that could help
>she says her son can help and only lives a few minutes away
>she calls her son
>her son turns up and is a jacked up muscular veiny bodybuilder looking dude who looks about 25 years old or so.
>he lifts it up like its nothing and the job is done in a few seconds
>the guy I'm supposed to be working LITERALLY gives the woman's son my cut of the delivery payment (he gets paid $100 per delivery and was gona give me 50%)
>the guy drives me home after the job and apologizes and says it's not going to work
>dad is now pissed off at me and thinks i deliberately fucked up to avoid working
>tfw i actually was trying
>tfw so useless I cant even do a no-skill job.
why did i even try, i should have known this would happen, too stupid for working job with mind, too weak to work job working with body. what the hell can i even do?
Kill yourself. No one wants you here you waste of air.
>>27171428
train you fucking mongoloid
better start today or be a piece of shit for your entire life
>>27171428
Have you tried to better yourself from this experience instead of complaining the internet?
What are you expecting? sympathy? your not going to get bro, find a job that suits you instead of complaining and wanting others to feel sorry for how bad you are at life.
>>27171428
how tall are you, OP? at 105 lbs you must be dwarfish tb h
>manager trying to find me more shifts as a security guard
>says he's found a place for me to work
>calls me again a minute later saying the owner of the establishment wants someone bigger
>I'm 6 feet
fuck
>>27171496
wow thanks anon, thats so helpful!
>>27171532
5'9'
the guy bodybuilder looking dude that turned up was shorter than me though, like 5'7 at best, his legs were like tree trucks with a tear drop on them and his chest/shoulders were popping and his arms had all veins n shit all over them. looked disgusting.
>>27171561
>his legs were like tree trucks with a tear drop on them a
uh i meant tree trunks.
>>27171532
>less than 50kg
you weigh nearly 20kg less than the average female weight
>>27171561
>5'9
>less than 50kg
seek help OP
visit /fit/
>>27171561
>5'9'
youre horribly underweight, i calculated your BMI and its 15.8.
Everything below 18.5 is skeleton mode
>>27171561
>be 5'7
>weigh 65 kg
>consider myself skinny
op, are you a legitimate skeleton?
>>27171561
>5'9"
>110lbs
Goddamn. You're seriously underweight and probably malnourished. Aren't your parents feeding you?
>>27171526
this. why are you coming to fucking reddit of all places and expecting us to give you sympathy bro. just go out and find a job that you can be yourself in.
>>27171622
>Goddamn. You're seriously underweight and probably malnourished. Aren't your parents feeding you?
I eat until im full. I get full easily...? Ive never tried to be this weight/size. It's just how i've been all my life, ive always had a small appetite.
>>27171428
Don't worry anon, even at 5'9" and 110lbs, you can probably lift more than me, a 6'2" 160lbs guy. I have literally never met a person physically weaker than me who was not actually a child.
>>27171644
you are under-eating
count your calories
to get bigger you have to eat big
to get big without getting fat you have to exercise and sleep well
you are a manlet but at least you can be an angry strong manlet
>>27171644
You're going to need to eat more, even if you're full. Try high density Calorie food.
Why don't you just cry about it
>>27171657
>you are under-eating
How the hell am I under-eating? I eat until my body tells me I am no longer hungry.
>>27171644
>eat big
>sleep well
>go to the gym
>be a sick cunt not a sad cunt
>>27171672
I dont want to lift.
>>27171670
chances are you lead a sedentary as fuck lifestyle with no regular physical exertion whatsoever so your energy expenditure will be low.
Everyone as a rule is also retarded when it comes to knowing what/how much they should eat, until they use continued discipline for a long period of time in accurately and faithfully monitoring their calorie intake.
>>27171644
So people are just naturally smaller. And if you start eating more you could wind up skinny but with a fat gut and that would make you look ridiculous.
Maybe the best thing you can do is just start dressing like a girl and become a trap housepet.
>>27171700
>I dont want to lift
>I don't want to succeed
OP you need to lift the weight of these feels repeatedly and in the form of some kind of schedule with an accompanying eating plan.