Tfw the only reason you don't kill yourself is your mother.
If I went through with it would break her heart, and she doesn't deserve it.
>>27165488
Yeah that's pretty much the only thing keeping me going too fambalam
>>27165488
same here /sigh/
my mother is the only reason I haven'tbecome a sexual deviant
she's a good little catholic and likes to see me at christmas and thanksgiving and I can't do it in good conscience with a plug in my ass
>>27165488
Don't forget about your sister anon
The night I met my girlfriend I was about to kill myself. She didnt know it then but she was the one that saved my life. A couple of days ago she went through some existential crisis and I tried to help. I didn't know what to do but I tried. Today she says she wants to break up and that her mind was made up and it was because she believes she cant be with anyone. I don't know what to do anymore. I think I might kill myself tonight.
>>27165488
its not the only reason, but its definitely one of the first things i think of when i think about killing myself
>>27165604
very true anon
pretty much
>tfw joked about blowing my head off once and she started to tear up
c'mon ma, i don't feel good, i want to go
So who was wrong here /r9k/?
>>27165606
where you live? id love to crash at your place for a few weeks before your body starts to smell. hope you dont mind if i take some of your stuff.
>>27165661
He went through the wrong door.
>>27165664
SoCal but I live with my parents so I dont think youd be able to.
>>27165606
Do it then she'll have to take you back it's a win win
>>27165719
damn i even live in california! well let them know that they have a replacement son waiting to fill in for you when you are dead
>>27165719
>SoCal
what part exactly?I can help you
this, and my youngest sister (she's 7). its the closest thing to having a child that ive experienced, and possibly/probably ever will
Take the red pill, Anon.
The only reason you want to kill yourself is because of your mother.
>Mommy, I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry
>To be honest with you, I don't think that I want to die
>Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in other's lives
>That's probably why I drink at night and sleep 'til four or five
>>27165488
GET BACK HERE SLAVE
My mother is honestly the best wife a man could have. She is the only woman I know who took care of the kids, cleaned the house, cooked, had a part time job, and mowed the lawn. I never in my life has met another woman who mowed the goddamn grass for her husband. She subsequentially has spoiled me on women and I always compare them to the standard she set as a wife could be.
But then my dad decided a family was inconvenient for him so he kicked us out with nothing. To this day I have no idea why he threw her away to fuck post-wall roasties.
Now I work to keep her going and not really myself. I mean I'm an engineer, so I have plenty of income, but nothing in life interests me anymore. I'm just, tired of it all.
>My mother threatened to kill her self every day during my adolescent years. >Diet pills and ADHD meds addiction
>tfw bipolar speedfreak mom
>tfw all I can think about is suicide
>>27165488
Robots hate women. Why should you care if a woman is saddened by your death?
>>27165488
I didnt kill myself yet because i dont have a gun
>be me, 13 yo
>Goofing around my home
>Dad calls me to the pc, he looks very angry
>"Read this"
>He hacked my moms e mail account and he makes me read a mail from my mother to her uncle, with lots of sexual content, talking about his dick and shit
>Instant trauma
I got over it, but she wont accept yet that she is mentally ill.
>>27166082
My mom would mow the grass too. I was blessed with an awesome mother, but sometimes it was a curse because I turned into a mommas boy later on.
