Life's ironic
>be me
>dumped gf for qt3.14 exactly one week ago
>she cries like a bitch
>qt3.14 ditched me exactly one week later
>I cry like a bitch
feels bad
>Know a girl for a while
>We've been getting along pretty well
>When new classes roll around I suggest we sit together
>Other male friend B is mad that I've betrayed him for our female friend
>About 3 days later new classes roll around and we sit together
>The first day we don't do much, mostly just surf the internet and introduce our selves to the instructor
>Doing random bullshit on my screen to make her laugh and trying to keep things entertaining in general
>She noticeably but gradually gets closer to me while we're bullshitting
>Eventually she's right beside me grabbing my arms and thighs, general flirty shit
>Flirt back w/ the same tactics
>We do this most of the class
>Fast forward to that night
>She texts me and apologizes for what went on that day in class
>Tell her not to worry about it and that I enjoyed it
>Talk more and she confesses that she's had feelings for me for a while
>Explain how she thought I always was cold to her
>Eventually text her goodnight and go to sleep happy that night
Cont?
>>27135912
you got me hooked
>>27135912
>Things are a little bit weird for me that next morning, when I see her, but fuck it
>Approach her and say good morning
>Things loosen up and we get flirty again
>Class starts and take our seats
>I haven't been this happy in 1.5 years since my last gf
>Continue flirting and talking about random shit
>Holding hands all of that lovely shit
>Finally I've done it, I'm not going to be forever alone
>Sit next to each other at lunch and people start taking notice of us
>Other girls give me playful shit about what's going on between me and the girl
>B is angry at this point considering this girl rejected him in the past
>Fuck it
>Fast forward to Friday
>Text her after school to no reply for hours
>Go out to eat with a friend and still no reply
>somethingain'tright.mp4
>See her come out of the building, she seems really happy, we live in when coming back
>She doesn't see me, I don't say anything
>Go back inside to sign in my buddy
>Go grab my smokes and make my way down so I can chill w/ her
>Make my way outside, she's sitting outside with her back to me
Cont.
>>27136151
please, continue, I got hooked up
>>27136151
>She's on someone else's arm
>What the fuck is this
>Go up to her about to tap her to get her attention
>thisistoomuch.gif
>360 and head back inside
>Feels bad
>Listen to music and wait a few hours before I text her and ask what the fuck is up
>Turns out there is there is another guy that she'd been talking to before we did
>Why the fuck would you even bother talking to me then?
>She say's she really likes me and is confused about the whole situation
>Tell her she can't have both, this is fucked
>She says she needs time to decide
>Fuck that
>She asks if she needs to find another seat in class
>Yeah no shit bitch
>B moves back with me and is glad that I hate her
>The girl sits in front of me alone
>Looks depressed as shit
>Is constantly going to the bathroom coming back with her makeup running
>I feel like shit for doing this to her even though she brought this upon herself
>I want to say something to her but I don't know what
>Ask a couple friends (female) if I should say something
>They say no and that would fuck with her emotions
>Fine I'll listen
>Fast forward to the next morning
Cont.
>>27135912
>>27136151
die, nazi scum
>>27136384
Will cont. in a bit, have some things to take care of.
>>27136384
Ohh man with a story like this you should been OP, eagerly waiting 4more
>>27136464
please continue, I want to read more!!
>>27136384
>Monday
>Start off the morning feeling alright until I see her
>See her
>Heart sinks
>She's depressed as shit again
>About an hour into class I get her attention and pass her a note
>"I'm not mad btw"
>I'm totally fucking pissed but I still can't see her like this
>Go against every instinct I know telling me this a beta cuck move
>She reads it a stares at me with tears in her eyes
>Looks like she's about to start crying again
>She writes back that she's thought I'd never talk to her again
>We start talking again
>Tension at first but we ease back into it
>What I saw is still on my mind
>Bring it up
>She says she doesn't want to talk about it
>I say we probably should
>She agrees
>We hang out on break and talk about random shit still the tension
>Same tension all day
>Feel numb
>Fast forward to that night
>With her in the smoke pit outside of our building
>We talk about what happened
>She tells me why she was so sad yesterday
Cont.
>>27136861
>I tell her that what she's doing is fucked up
>She snaps at me that she knows that
>Begins to cry again
>I don't feel anything, I have little sympathy for whats she is doing to herself and me
>We eventually decide we're going to just roll with what we have and see where it goes
>Why not, it isn't like I've got anything better to do anyways
>Fast forward another week; same shit happens within this week: flirting, talking, staying up late to talk to each other, bf/gf shit
>Everyday my feelings grow for this girl
>Even though I know in the back of my mind that there is someone else she sees after class
>It hurts when we're apart, because I know she's with that other guy
>Continue with it
That's where I am tonight. Feel like shit every day now, worse than I was before we began to talk. I haven't been involved with women for so long that I figured I might as well try, was not worth it. She will still text me later tonight and we'll text late into the night and she'll rip my heart apart. I don't know how much of this I can take.
>>27137062
Cmon man show some self respect, run for the hills
>>27137062
WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! GROW SELF-ESTEEM AND CONFIDENCE!!
>>27137234
I've been pushing her away slowly enough that hopefully she won't notice. If this turns into a full blown fight at school I'll be chaptered and I can't allow that. So basically this.
>>27137283
What's left of it is gone.
