I'm not happy unless I'm constantly drunk
I can't live like this anymore
I've been struggling with alcohol for the past few years too.
I made it to a week booze free in mid-february but I've fallen off the wagon and am back to drinking about 4 times a week :(
>>27122432
you and me both anon, what keeps you going in life aside from alcohol?
Hope on the benzo train OP. It's slightly less horrible for your liver.
>>27122517
star trek
>>27122553
Yeah, okay. May aswell just end it if your life is really that miserable
>>27122568
okay
>you have been muted for 4 seconds because your comment was not original
>>27122541
I've been thinking about doing this.
I'm an alcoholic and a cig smoker, and I haven't been able to go cold turkey.
But the thought occurred to me maybe I could switch alcohol for something that has similar psychological effects without destroying my body, and switch real cigarettes for e-cigs.
>>27122641
Try Dramamine, they're non-prescription over the counter pills. They are a deleriant which affect the part of your brain which controls sleep cycles, dreams etc.At a high enough dose, you will catch yourself talking to someone in the "dream state" and snap back into reality realizing there was no one ever there. Cheap and fun drug, maybe not perfect for long term use.
>>27122432
im not happy unless im high but im embarassed of myself when im high so i avoid any public contact
>tfw i know im sabotaging my life but i have nothing to go to anyways an hero future
>>27122492
>4 times a week
try being more drunk than sober, kiddo