It's feel o'clock /r9k/ tell me about yer feels.
i hate being alone all the time. can't wait until the end of the semester so i can be with my family at least.
i miss my ex. it's been a year and a half since we last talked on sunday. we dated for 4 years. im strongly considering contacting her, but she has a new bf and i don't want to get burned emotionally
i wish i had drugs
Whatever happened to that robot who was supposed to be on Dr. Phil?
Did the episode ever air? If so, where can I watch it?
>>27097944
Looking into it now, I wanna see it too.
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>>27097888
I posted this in another thread but no one responded of anything.
Something seems to be bothering me for a while. It's a childhood friend of mine. He was probably the worst friend I ever had. He was selfish naive and worst of a a prick. But here's the thing about him, he was the closest thing to a true brother I ever had. Sure we fought a lot, but we stuck for each other. We were both outcasts pulling into a world of chaos where normies mistreated us. I miss him OP, I told him that we will see each other again when I left to another school. That was almost nine years ago I have not heard from him since. For the longest time, I thought he died. Just recently, I got bored and searched him up and I found his steam account. I found out that he's now a slutty furfag. This was the same kid that would fend off bullies for me. His shit got fucked up and now he jacks off to gay porn and probably doesn't study for college or even work for a living. What ever happened to to good days? I am so overwhelmed by the change in time. Why must time change? Why couldn't I stop it?
>>27098074
Did you find anything about it Anon?
>>27098692
Not him, but I looked into Dr. Phil's channel, and this COULD be it, I haven't watched the whole thing:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fKh4p_KBpFw&index=1&list=PL2h7Wy4Xi82g1E_aTvn7fQ90RT3KLg6ve
>>27097927
>my ex
>enjoys being around his family
Fuck off normal slime
>>27098098
That sucks anon. I know a lot of /r9k/ has had that rare friend that was a real shit but was their friend anyhow, myself included. Sometimes it's just friendship out of necessity, or happenstance, or convenience. Sometimes you end up friends with a furry, but at least he kept it under control
>>27097888
I've attempted to be a normy for about two years now. I've lost weight, dressed better, smell better, and generally got better at dealing with grills.
But I want nothing to do with most grills I attract.
>>27097888
been two years and she hasn't labeled us as "bf/gf" yet.....
>>27097927
I can relate to the ex shit anon. Ran into mine Tuesday, she's married (but not happily). I wanna talk to her so bad but I know I can't text her without starting a bunch of shit.
If I had a few more drinks in me I wouldn't give a fuck.
>>27099021
>But I want nothing to do with most grills I attract.
Treat women worse. Seriously. I don't know you but it's a very common pattern for males who were conditioned by women in their households to be agreeable with women with the same problems. For instance, if your mother was bipolar, you have been conditioned to be more tolerant of bipolar behavior in women. If a girl behaves in such a manner, and you don't respond negatively, she knows that she can probably behave worse and get away with it with you, making you attractive. That's just one example, but it could likely be the root cause to your issue. There is a real behavioral and psychological cause to attracting the wrong types.
>>27099099
Two years of what?
>>27097888
ive got feels. and theyre multiplyin
>>27097888
GODDAMNIT! I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE! IT ALWAYS SEEMS LIKE MY BEST ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH!!!!! EVERY SINGLE TIME THINGS GO GOOD SOMETHING FUCKS IT UP!!!! REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! I HATE BEING A FUCKING WAGIE! FUUUUUUUUCK!!!! I ALWAYS TRY SO FUCKING HARD BUT NO WATTER WHAT THE FUCK I DO IT ISN'T EVER GOOD ENOUGH!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!! I CAN'T FUCKING REMEMBER ANY FUCKING THING AND I'M INSANELY CLUMSY, AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE BEST PART IS? I WAS THE BEST EMPLOYEE AT MY OLD JOB REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! SO TELL ME IT'S GONNA BE FINE AND I'M GONNA BE BETTER DR PHEEL PLEASE FUCKING TELL ME OR GIVE ME SOME FUCKING ADVICE ON MY SITUATION CAUSE I FEEL A MASSIVE MOTHERFUCKING HEART ATTACK COMING ON AND I SWEAR THIS SON OF A BITCH WILL PUT MY ASS IN THE GROUND AT 18.
Been feeling like I'm slowly drowning for a while now, barely able to keep my heap above the water. I have no friends anymore. Or at least no friends that I actually like. I think there's one girl in my classes considers me a friend but she mostly just uses me to help her with homework. Bitch should've found a smarter sap to take advantage of because I can't help for shit. I'm happy to give her wrong answers and bring her down with me
Just been feeling a lot of anger towards women recently. I just hate them so much. Probably from resentment and loneliness but they're just so fucking infuriating. Have you ever listened to 2 girls have a conversation? They're all just so fucking vain and stupid. Nothing to offer but cunt and they have everything handed to them on a silver platter. The fact that I'm legitimately buying into r9k's hatred of women is probably a bad sign for my mental health. fuck
![[Koro-tan yay] Saki Biyori - OAD 01 (DVD 1024x576 AAC).mkv_snapshot_16.28_[2016.02.25_18.07.13].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/zbBBzrc.jpg "[Koro-tan yay] Saki Biyori - OAD 01 (DVD 1024x576 AAC).mkv_snapshot_16.28_[2016.02.25_18.07.13].jpg")
back in confirmation classes, I feel in love with this girl. nothing came out of it.now I just look back at is as a fuck up
>>27099484
>confirmation classes
Don't you have to be 18 to post here?
>>27097927
You haven't matured passed age 16. That's your problem.
>>27097888
I just wish all the fat didnt go to my thigh. Every other dude, fat goes to their torso, but not me, it goes to my fucking thighs. Well i suppose it gives me a reason to actually work out because when i was at my heaviest weight, i couldnt even find a pair of pants that fit me because my thighs we too god damn fat
>>27099502
obviously this was about 5 years ago.
I have really bad anxiety/panic from a bad acid trip years ago. Lately, I can't even leave my house without feeling like I'm going to lose it. I'm afraid that I'm losing any drive to do anything, even fun, because leaving my house is a near panic-attack inducing struggle. None of my old hobbies stimulate me anymore, and even if I wanted to leave the house, I can't.
Wat do?
>>27097927
>i miss my ex
GET OUUUUUTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!
>>27099234
Two years of seeing eachother 1-2 times a week. Sleeping with eachother. Going on trips. Being each other's support systems.
>Be me, 17, senior in small high school in CAL
>7/10 at best, total betafag
>Really starting to hate myself
>Mom dead
>Dad calls me a faggot for no reason
>23 year brother is trying to get me to do weed every time i see him.
>Shit grades so I'm not sure what i'm going to do when i leave high school.
>Final year so i say fuck it, i'm going to a dance for once.
>Rent tux, probs looked like faggot, but to me it looked pretty nice.
> Go to dance see a group of semi friends talking/chilling
>"Friends" surprised to see me there.
>Say i look "good"
>muchquotationmark.jpg
>Say same shit to them
>muchquotationmark.jpg
>Kinda just standing there thinking why the fuck did I come here while they had a conversation.
>Some funky ass song comes on and everybody be like "Dis my jam"
>*"Friends" run out onto dance floor
>Look like fucking retards, I'm not a dancing Fag but they were having fun and i got a little jelly.
>Standingnearthedoorsadasfuckbutdontwannafuckingdancelikeafaggot.jpg
>About to leave (Thinking about suicide)
>Slow song comes and i'm ready to pull a gun out right there and do it
>But then this girl Talia asks me to dance
>This girl is ez 9/10 and i've fucking daydreamed about her sense 4th grade.
>I could barely get yes out before she had pulled me onto the dance floor.
>have enough sense to recognize that i'm a worthless piece of shit
>too autistic to actually do anything about it
![[Underwater-FFF] Saki Zenkoku-hen - The Nationals - 09 [BD][1080p-FLAC][B7C6BE99].mkv_snapshot_21.15_[2015.04.07_21.47.36].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/xhSy4SA.jpg "[Underwater-FFF] Saki Zenkoku-hen - The Nationals - 09 [BD][1080p-FLAC][B7C6BE99].mkv_snapshot_21.15_[2015.04.07_21.47.36].jpg")
>>27099315
>AT 18.
Everything will be fine, kiddo
>>27099451
There's a reason why the Japanese character for "noisy" is written as three of the characters for woman bunched together
>>27099484
HOLY FUCKING SHIT THE OVA GOT SUBS BUTTER MY ASS I KNOW WHAT I'M WATCHING.
Thanks for posting your screen cap anon, really
>>27099588
Sounds like you've got a good deal then. Think of it a bit like parents who don't say "I love you" often to their kids. They do, but they don't want to cheapen it by overusing the gestures with which they express their love and making it routine and a habit.
>>27099544
Have another acid trip and if its a good trip, maybe your symptoms will go away
>>27099610
Cont.
>Be me, so beta i don't even know how to slow dance
>She has to put my arms on her hips
>Never knew dancing with a girl felt that good
>She put her head on my shoulder and said you looked lonely.
>I'm still not getting what the fuck is happening so i just say yeah.
>Talia says shes always liked me but was just to shy or some shit to talk to me.
>Tell her i liked her to
>She didn't say a word all she did was smile at me and put her head back on my shoulder.
>^That was so fucking hot to me idk why.
>Song ends and she asks if I can drive her home.
>Fuckyeah.jpg
>Drive her home and walk her to the door. (This girl brought the gentleman out of me)
>Awkwardly I tell her goodnight
>All she does is kisses me on the lips and giggles. Then run inside.
>^So fucking hot to me
>Next day i get a text from her
>Thinking back on it, it was kinda weird cause i don't remember giving her my number, but i was to fucking happy a girl liked me to give a shit.
>It was crazy, i had a actual conversation with this girl. Nothing like the bullshit i experienced talking to the fags at my school.
>She starts hanging out with me.
>Kisses me often
>I'm happier with her then i've been with anybody in a long time.
>Really start to open up to her.
>We talk like this for like two or three weeks
>Then one day she asks about my mom
>Mom got Rekt by cancer while back, don't talk about it at all.
>Trust her enough to tell her
>Normal cancer story, i was like 13 and it really fucking sucked.
>Dad became alcoholic and brother went fucking crazy
>After i tell her she starts to cry
>Ohhfuck.jpg
>Tell her i shouldn't have told her the story.
>In tears she said there's something i have to tell you.
>I'm thinking her mom died to cancer or something but what she said next fucking destroyed me.
>She said this whole relationship was just a punishment to a bet she lost.
>I thought it was like a fucked up joke and asked her what she ment.
>She told me how she had lost some bet and she had to date some dweeb or someshit for a month.
>in denial tell her she's lieing
>Bitch shows me her phone and the texts are telling her things to say to me.
>Hitsme.jpg
>I started to cry like a fucking pussy. (hadn't criend sense mum died)
>She tells me how she's so fucking sorry but i don't give a shit.
>I tell her to get the fuck out and never talk to me again.
>I could see how she was really sorry but i didn't give a shit.
>Tell her to never talk to me again and to this day she hasn't.
>After that i didn't go to school for like a week.
>Depressed as fuck but im to puss to an hero.
>So i just lived my fucking life as a turtle.
>Till this day I fucking think about it all the time
>but you know... good prank! No?
>>27099694
>>27099664
cont.
sorry
I'm trying to join my country's navy and I have more testing to do next week. I'm scared brehs.
>>27099694
You had what most of us will never have, if even just for a while. I would give anything to believe a girl liked me for a month, even if it wasn't true. Cherish what good memories you have.
>failing Uni because too dumb at maths
>try learning the mathematical components in my spare time but that puts me further and further behind on the actual coursework
>nauseating panic that failing the subjects I'm taking this semester will put my degree back an entire year and a half due to the weird scheduling
>been studying up to 10 hours a day to get this train back on the rails
who /goingbigorgoinghome/ here?
>>27097888
Quite literally just came here after seeing an advert on TV for an upcoming documentary on BBC Knowledge
>"Hi, my name's <insert normie faggot> and I'm 18 and 3/4's"
Huh thats my age, decide to sit down and watch
>"I'm here to explore the sexual nature of our generation bla bla bla something along those lines"
>Plays clip after clip of several people my age going out partying, making out, generally enjoying life
>Just sit there, Same age as the host; watching him and all these other people our age get lucky time and time again. Can't draw my eyes away from the TV.
>People bragging about how many partners they've had, how fun and liberating the new sexual generation is. All these things I'm missing out on
>Here I am simply eating a fucking croissant after a 12 day long stint at work. I'm just a KV wageslave watching this insufferable cunt brag on, and on, and on about sex. Then more of him Interviewing others, in which they also go on, and on, and on forever.
>Now I just feel like killing myself desu. I've missed out on teenage love, I'm just going to die alone.
>doing mediocre in uni
>KV
>never had a gf
>all I look forward to in the week is playing DnD on Sunday's and sleeping in on Saturday and Tuesday
>all I do I play vidya and music
There's got to be more to life
Death is the only escape. Endless misery. Existence is torment.
>be leaving town soon
>tell oneitis
>her: "i hate it"
>next day she tells me that she's decided she won't let me leave
>tell her good luck
>tells me she feels like crying every time she looks at me now
>is now mad at me because she has no other way of coping with anything
:(
