>in public
>start tearing up
FUCK
You're lucky. I wish I could still cry, even if it was in public.
I randomly start thinking about sad things like my life and start to tear up.
>>feeling emotions still
>>27093399
Do you ever miss emotion? It's like at some point a part of me just died. I'm numb to everything now, but the hard part is I still remember what it was like to feel, to have a heart. Nothing moves me anymore, and I don't know what exactly it is that snapped in me, but it's like if there was a human soul mine has gone. I guess that's what it means to be a robot. You just...don't...care.
>>27093531
>Think you have no more emotion
>Till one day someone sets off a spark in you.
>and the spark just turns into self loathing and seething hatred.
>Then you curse emotions
Building walls up makes you more agitated. Everyone has emotions.
Just being aware of the everyday hopelessness that others seem to have forgotten somehow.
That we are all trapped in a vicious cycle we feel we are powerless to stop or get out of. Moment of true clarity. Can only be seen through tearey eyes.
>>27093680
Maybe you're right but I haven't cried in years though. I literally don't know if I still can. I may have a physical condition, dry eyes, but there's definitely a lack of emotional response too. At any rate, it's not a relief I may ever know again. Suddenly crying in public doesn't seem so bad, am I right?
Bich boi bbb
>>27093531
Get your head out of your ass. You sound like a clueless, narcissistic teenager who has never had to work a day in his life.
iktf op, whenever i'm around too much people i get super nervous and start crying
>>27093337
Awwww.
What's wrong, little niqqua?
Spill the beansios