>tfw not a girl
>>27085100
you need to understand OP that during birth your brain developed a genetic defect that makes you desire to be a girl when you were formed in the womb to be a boy hence all the testereone you have. The thing that is telling you to be a girl isn't you, it's the primal part of your brain which is your flesh. Try to become spiritual and disconnect yourself from your fleshly carnal and primitive desires and then you will find freedom and happiness.
>>27085100
Iktf
>tfw lost the 50/50 coin flip when I was born and am now destined to live a life of misery
>>27085100
Upside of being female:
can masturbate better
cute
Downside:
menstruation
>>27085174
>tfw you're extremely low T as male
I have almost zero masculine features except height, so God fucked me pretty good.
>>27085163
Yeah just practice voodoo holistic medicine and all your problems will magic themselves away. Spirituality is soma for the weak.
>>27085257
>tfw in some fucked up middle ground and not in a nice androgynous way
>not masculine enough to be a man and not feminine enough to be a girl
>also ugly
Kill me now
>>27085163
edgy
original commie
>>27085249
Don't forget that females have accelerated ageing and have a -10 penalty on logic and reason.
>tfw you will never see proper medical treatment for gender dysphoria instead of chopping their dick off or poisoning them
I feel bad for you sick people
>>27085298
Ugh. Can you "please" go somewhere else with your toxic transphobia. It's really gross.
>>27085316
I wish I could senpai
I wish I could
>tfw voice naturally sounds like a transsexuals'
It's so weird and bad. I've never heard any voice remotely similar to mine.
>>27085100
Well I try to think of it this way, with how things happen in the average day of my life, being a girl would suck anyway.
I will wait to be able to upload my consciousness to a computer then I can be a cute anime mom in a SoL series.
>>27085100
>born a girl
>born with masculine dike voice
When I was only in 6th grade I already had the voice of a grown woman, sucks senpai. I think I have a hormone imbalance considering I have hair in places guys usually have
>tfw blowing money on Nair and shaving
>tfw you would rather been born a girl than a boy but you don't give a heck either way
Anyone who actually thinks gender identity is actually important is probably retarded anyway
>>27085436
if you have facial hair and shit you might have PCOS
Do you think boys can reincarnate as girls? I hope they can.
>>27085436
There's a vegan chick from the food network that has an awesome deep voice and she's hot, she would be perfect for a punk rock band.
>>27085316
>people are suffering from a mental disease
>the typical solutions prove unsuccessful, trans people still kill themselves and are unhappy even after hrt or surgery
>we should get them actual help.
>ugh fuck off with your transphobia cisgendered white male scum
Here of all places.
>>27085450
yeah but I'm not fat which is the main sign of it
>>27085287
I fucking know this feel. I'm 27 and look like an ugly teenager. Fucking kill me.
>>27085669
At least you still look young. My face got fucked up and looks beyond its years.
>want to be a girl
>seek medical help to stop this
>they just tell me to turn into a girl
>get a second opinion
>they just want me to 'pray to jesus' or some shit
>get a third opinion
>it's pretty much the same as the first one
what do?
all sane medical opinion is telling me to become a girl
>>27085820
so become a girl.
>>27085820
You can't make those feelings go away. Either learn to cope with being a guy or transition and take a chance at happiness. Those are your options so choose wisely because time is a factor.
>>27085820
Do you have enough money to pay for all the shit to try to turn into an actual decent girl? I'm talking about 6/10 here son.
If not give up.
you will need cash for:
>FFS (multiple plastic procedures in one big surgery in the face to make it look less manly)
>Boobjob (Hormones alone will just give you gyno since you're not 12 anymore).
>Clothes
>Cosmetics
>Legal shit (not expensive but takes a while due to all bureaucracy) also no one wants to be a pretty girl and be called John when someone sees your driver's license.
I could just say go for it but I don't want to be a dick to some poor desperate robot like me.
>>27085947
how much does that shit cost? Minus the boobjob because i don't care but the face matters.
>>27086021
>>27085947
>boobjob
not really that important for most people
the ffs is usually needed though
the clothes is what will catch you out though
>>27086021
You mean just the FFS? it can range from 20k dollarydoos (from some third world country doctor to 60k in NA / Europe).
The rest you can just search on amazon and the papers you gotta check your area general registers office (the place where you get birth certificates, shit like that and ask for how much on each document you have atm).
Btw the boob job is the cheapest surgery, can range from 8K to 20k (god tier tits), even if you go on a god tier surgeon instead of those places where the nipples point to different positions when done.
>>27085436
Are you a tomboy?
Lesbian?Will you be my friend
>>27086092
Damn it, I posted without comenting on another thing. but since I'm here let me comment on something >>27086044 said.
Let me also explain why boob job is extremely important even though our "traps" don't want it.
Even if you have girly shoulders it's still man tier girly shoulders and the fact you already went through puberty means hormones will never give you the right form.
Just trust me, having the right form on your breasts will make it miles easier to pass when wearing clothes that were made for people who have breasts.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not here to talk shit about flat women, I'm not telling you to go pamela anderson, that shit is trashy to begin with. But seriously a normal form and size for the right shoulder size can make miracles.
>tfw parents were negligent retards and let me get fat as a kid
>obese teenager and wanting to be a girl but i knew it wouldn't work
>develop eating disorders
>female as fuck behavior
>finally down to a low weight, 21 years old
>where has my life gone, i spent the past few years on drugs hunched over a toilet throwing up
>hair looks like shit, everything is disgusting
>5'7 wide hips, no body hair, small dick couldn't convincingly act like a man if i tried
>face is kinda androgynous but i have a gay fucking man voice
>kissless handholdless virgin
>people i used to be friends with avoid me because i'm a freak and just get stoned and go catatonic in social settings
>never had a chance
>actual suicide is starting to sound very appealing
>>27086351
You might be intersex anon, either way i you want to transition you may as well try it before killing yourself
>>27086376
i've suspected that i'm intersex, yeah maybe I am
realistically I should tell a doctor about all of this but I keep hearing that meme opinion about not transitioning if you didn't start as a teenager
>tfw hopefully getting allowed on hormones soon
we trans lesbian tomboy soon
>>27085287
That's literally the worst combo. I'm also not masculine to be Chad but i'm not convincing enough to even attempt trap. When i'm looking at my childhood pictures i think i could've passed as a girl with only a wig but now i'm just walking abomination.
>>27086712
>but now i'm just walking abomination.
Iktf, anon. It all went wrong so fast.
>>27086642
Nah that doesn't hold any water a lot of people are misinformed or simply don't know about it, people who transition that young are usually really lucky, most of the people on here have started between 17-22
It's a shame that there are people like OP who feel this way. I can't say I know what they're going through but 'transitioning' isn't going to solve this problem. The science & technology just isn't there yet.
Also, why the fuck would you willing choose to be female? If it weren't for their reproductive organs they would be objectively inferior to men in every way. The fact is, women need men in order to survive.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yAWfK5LEGIg
>>27086847
Living as a women is an tutorial mode nowadays. You get way more benefits while men are fighting for scraps.
>>27086847
you fucking what? you think a bunch of idiot men would do better? i can nit pick idiots too
>>27085283
Pizza are you trutrans or just agp?
>decide to transition to female
>Friends surprisingly supportive, family doesn't care much
>Able to pass even when dressed as a guy about 6 months in
>Look like a doughy soft butch lesbian
Fucking monkey's paw bullshit
>>27086351
Nigger you sound exactly like me except I lost weight and transitioned at 19. You might still be able to pull this off anon, I'm doing alright and I'm quite certain I let myself get fatter than you did.
>>27087296
>i did everything better and faster than you
thanks, keep the suicide fuel pumping
>>27087348
Shit I guess that did come out wrong. What I meant was you can still probably salvage things. Plus I guarantee I was fatter than you, I was a real hambeast. I'm certain that evens out the unlikelihood of success we both had/have. You can do it.
>>27085100
>tfw not a guy
Feels bad. You can't really complain. At least male to female trannies are desired by some people
>>27087405
I kind of admire ftms a little. Aspiring to be more masculine and tough seems more noble than wanting to be pretty and weak. A lot of them turn out to be ugly manlets with no dick. But I like that they aspire to be strong anyway. It's a more meaningful struggle I guess. Don't know if that makes you feel better.
>>27087405
FtM have absolutely worst card. They'll never pull masculine look without beard and at best they looks like beta feminine boys.
>>27085436
>born a girl
thanks for letting us know
>>27085436
>born with masculine dike voice
You have no idea how much I like this though. I wish more women had a rougher, huskier voice. It's hot.
>>27087469
Yea I'm kinda hairy and muscular and also 5'11/180 cm tall so idk if it's Manley? but my face is so feminine even if I had a beard dammit
>>27087391
how much weight did you have to lose? I lost about 90 lbs, it took me forever,
after a few years of conventional weight loss methods not working it was literally the only thing I could think about
i really don't know if i'm salvageable, I just can't tell
i look like shit
>>27087602
Manlet* and my voice is really high pitched so that also sucks
>>27087602
Taller than me man and a soft face on a guy isn't the worst thing in the world. Plus the fact that you're muscular means that you really work at it.
>>27087615
Everyone looks like shit after losing a ton of weight, anon. Your muscles are non-existent right now. Start eating healthy and exercising your lower body. Get fit, learn how to use makeup, maybe buy some cute clothes, and go from there.
>>27087615150lbs.You'll never know what you can do until you try.
>>27087647
i just look weird and my hair isn't long enough, idk i'll probably go bald before it ever gets long
i want to murder my dad for forcing me to cut it as a teenager
i just don't want to think about it, the more i really think about all of this the more i just want to end my life already
it probably really is way too late for me
you guys are just superior to me, i'll make space for people who actually know what the fuck they're supposed to do with their lives
>>27087602
testosterone is magic anonymous, enough time on it and anyone looks manly enough
it doesn't just give you facial hair, there's fat redistribution all over your body including your face, so your face loses its roundness and softness and gets more edgy. also if you do trans 5'11" is an enviable height, i'm 5'9" and considered tall for an ftm
if you ever have questions come look for ftm general on /lgbt/, we're friendly m8
>>27087754
It's never too late, anon. There are lots of people that transition late. You can be cute if you try. I promise.
>>27086847
being a trap is hot tho
>>27087754
It pains me to hear you say that, your situation is so similar to where I was. Give it a shot before you kill yourself at least. Don't go out as a girl yet just keep losing weight, do lower body exercises, start hormones, take care of your skin and hair. Give it six months. You can at least try, everyone can at least try to be what they want. Death isn't going anywhere. At least die saying you tried.
>>27087847
the thing is i've been trying for years and I feel like it's over and that i'm at the end of my life already
i started eating again a few months ago and doing calisthenics and going out for walks and stuff, i've been growing out my hair for a year(it looks like complete shit)
i'm really worried about aging and I don't want to be around to experience it
i could start taking hormones, sure
i forgot how to interact with my friends though, that's the worst part
i'm not exaggerating when i say that i just space out like a catatonic vegetable
i'm nothing, i'm a non-entity, i really don't know what there is to live for
>>27088033
Google proper hair care, google how to combat aging, take hormones. Hrt really annihilated my depression. I still get depressed and have very low moments but most of the edge is off. You can make new friends, you can reconnect with old ones if you want. Slowly but surely you can do it.
You have all the resources you need, this is the information age. 21 isn't even that bad, you're well outside hon territory and your physical features sound useful for this. Please tell me I'm getting through, I don't like white knighting but you sound so much like me I can't help it.
>>27087051
Trutrans, without a doubt. Why do you ask dear anon?
>>27087754
This is how I feel too. I'm just going to try and contribute everything I can before I can't take my life anymore and I go off somewhere to die. At least my disgusting tranny genes die with me.
>>27088252
yeah sorry for being a faggot
thanks for the encouragement...
idk, maybe you should whine about your life with us
>>27088252
if you say you can relate to my situation and you've reached the point where you don't hate yourself anymore that really is encouraging though
>tfw you fap to the thought of turning into a girl
I've never really fapped to regular porn, it's usually always just pic related
