>met girl of dreams
>didn't see it that way at the time bc talking to other girl
>stop talking to other girl and become exclusive to oneitis
>find out we share a lot in common that it hurts
>find out she was raped
>ask her on date
>she says yes
>blows me off bc maybe she felt pressured
>get angry and go days without speaking
>get vodka and benzo drunk
>text her a whore and that she deserved to have gotten raped
>completely lost her now
This is why I'm a robot now.
I have spent months now unable to leave my house and get consistenly drunk and high everyday because of overwhelming regret and shame
What's making you hurt?
>>27076806
you're a horrible piece of shit
>>27077557
Yea....
I feel better now letting that out though
>>27076806
you deserved it faggot, alcohol and drugs arent an excuse for saying that
iktf senpai, booze and benzos just completely remove any filter you have. One night I got fucked drunk while taking klonopin and ranted to my dad about how the jews did 9/11
meh, benzos and alcohol. You were pissed and had no filter, but obviously there is no repairing that situation with her. no need to dwell on it though.
>>27076806
fucking pathetic piece of shit, imagine if someone spoke to your mother/sister/grandmother like that.
Fucking kill yourself OP.
>>27076806
>i'm not going out with a guy
>i'm a whore for it
How do you even make that jump? Surely they're on the opposite ends of the spectrum?
>>27077944
says a dude who hasn't combined xanax and an excessive amount of alcohol
You literally will black out for 12 hours and do all sorts of weird/out of character shit
>I-I was raped anon
The amount of fucking times roasters have said this is laughable.
99% of the time it's just for attention and sympathy
>>27076806
>suicide.jpg
It clearly states the guy was murdered at the bottom left
