>tfw she's dead
>and gone forever
Who was she, bots?
My desire to live.
>>27074830
The videogames industry
Motherland Europa. Kill the zionists now
my aunt
chocked to death on steak. lived alone so she got no help.
![[Mazui]_The_Disappearance_Of_Suzumiya_Haruhi_[720p][866C4FD2].mkv_snapshot_02.06.10_[2011.01.14_20.43.45].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/yBYrcgT.jpg "[Mazui]_The_Disappearance_Of_Suzumiya_Haruhi_[720p][866C4FD2].mkv_snapshot_02.06.10_[2011.01.14_20.43.45].jpg")
>tfw steam friend has crush on me
>tfw reject him because not gay
>tfw just found out a week ago he killed himself
I'm sorry sam.
>havent had a girlfriend since 8th grade.
>friend and I go to hang out with a group of his friends at local hangout spot.
>Cute girl their immediately grabs my attention.
>compliments how she looves my eyes.
>talk a bit then leave feeling good about this.
>she died of a heroine overdose a week later.
good thing I didnt get to know her or I would have been sad. still kinda sucks I guess.
>>27074970
>dated for a year
>hit by a car
I don't even want to try anymore
>>27074970
>late 2015
>meet nice girl
>she dies a week later
I still think about her sometimes and it breaks my heart. I'm retroactively crushing on a dead girl.
>>27074830
I'd really prefer it if she had died, rather then moving off. She was pretty and nice, so it's almost assured that she's getting fucked by some Chad, probably at this very moment.
She was my best friend.
We knew each other from the ages of twelve and thirteen.
I thought she was pushing me away because she'd outgrown me, I cut contact out of offense, and she killed herself while we were still not on speaking terms.
My life has no meaning anymore.
>desperate point in life
>fuck a fat girl
>ignore her calls for a few days
>finally feel guilty and call her
>it's her dad
>she crushed her head in a four-wheeler accident
>died immediately
>>27075481
Heavy feels, my niggie.
There was a girl I played cello next to in orchestra back in high school. I moved up to honors symphony while for her senior year she stayed in regular. One day we walked in to find out that she killed herself from our teacher because she didn't get into the college of her choice. Somehow I feel like If I talked to her more I could have saved her.
>>27075913
I'm such an embarrassing retard her sister made sure to send some fat bitch over to me at the funeral to request that I not talk.
It's been two years and I feel like the only person who still feels it every day.
When I meet new people, all I want to talk about is her.
>>27074966
lmao the same thing happened to me, but over PS3.
fuck fags tho
My best friend from childhood. Was a year older than me.She proposed to me the day I turned 18and died about 5 years ago.
>>27076006
I'm going through this exact situation, except the girl isn't dead. I should reach out to her...
>>27076138
Do it.
If anything happens to her, you'll have to become a wandering ghast.
>>27074830
[ I V F S p e c i m a n # U n k n o w n ]
I don't know what to call you or what you're considered, but we're related and you're apart of me- forever. I love you and I'm sorry.
>>27076067
Was she a qt tomboy?
My German Shepard, Anna
She died last week lads, this is hitting me harder than it should.
>>27075973
no way famm. dont blame yourself. girls like her , a rare type, are actually focused on seeking validation from themselves instead of others. you could not change her mindset
>>27076191
Tomboyish, yeah. She played a bunch of sports and loved violent video games. We used to ride our bikes all around town for hours, too. That was how she was. She was energetic and boyish and when she wanted something she said so. So when she decided she wanted me for the rest of her life, she just turned to me and told me she wanted to get married that weekend.
my waifu
original desu ga
There's no such thing as "gone forever."
You will be united again in heaven.
>>27075286
> learn through her friends that hot girl from work likes me
> she is thrown from a balcony by some autist from tinder and dies
Atheist but i cursed god just in case
>>27074830
My friends girlfriend. Their fetish was 3 ways and they were paranoid about STDs and stuff, so I was the only one they'd fool around with. She died of a drug overdose. Thankfully before they had kids and got married.
Death cucks us all in the end.
>>27076318
Fucking degenerate. Off yourself and join the slutty skank.
>tfw depressed and made a really depressed sounding okcupid profile
>really depressed emo girl messages me
>skype for a month then drive 3 hours to go out with her
>lose our virginities together that night
>planning a trip back since I had a 2 week work training e911 dispatch at the police academy
>excited to spend 2 weeks together
>open up skype to see a message sent the first day of training that shes breaking up with me because shes been having suicidal thoughts and is checking herself into a psych ward
>no one at her house, called her mom who said she was in the psych ward and only family could visit
>keep in touch over text
>shes on a ton of different antipsychotic, pain, and antidepressant medications now
>has been losing weight and things were looking up
>havent heard from her in a couple months, been offline
>google her
>find obituary, death about a month ago
;_; all i can think about is how i'll never ever meet a girl like her. she didn't even have a cellphone, too poor. can you realize you'll never have a girlfriend who doesn't have a cell phone again? girls these days can open an app and have hundreds of guys line up to her. not this lady :(
I found the courage to text her mom on facebook and found out that she didn't kill herself. The coroner said no pill level was in overdose limits. Her mom found her unconscious in her room.
She posted here a few times. Had a couple robot skype friends after I showed her the place.
>>27076474
Stay jellymad. Some girls can't be satisfied by just one go around.
wasted way too much emotional energy mourning her death. she didn't give a fuck about me in the years leading to the accident, anyways.
>>27076507
>Some girls
Yeah. Degenerate skank drug-addicts with literal zero worth attached to them. Have fun with your AIDS and STD, degenerate.
>>27076260
>united again in heaven.
>tfw I don't belong in heaven
>tfw she wouldn't want to be united with me because I'm garbage
I do sometimes hope there's someplace else and she's happy there.
That would be enough for me.
>>27076474
Dude, three-ways are amazing. It's just about the closest thing to fucking a woman that I'm gonna get. Yeah, I gotta take a cock in my ass, but I get to see a woman naked. I'm secure enough in my heterosexuality to get my butt fucked without fear of looking gay.
>>27076566
I would, but I'm tested clean. Sorry that you don't have a cool friend to share vaginas with
>>27074966
>not camming with your gay friend while you just jerk off to straight porn
Terrible friend. Sam got it better now I hope.
A girl from my HS animu club. Very petite and friendly. Died in a car wreck when she was 19.
Randomly Googled her name a couple weeks ago. One of those Pipl/Spokeo sites listed her still at her parents' house saying she was 30. Really hit me in the feels, thinking she might have her own house or a child if she'd lived.
Sometimes when I see some crazy person on the bus talking to themselves or someone too fucking fat to walk driving around in a scooter I think "why couldn't it have been you?"
My hope, and my desire for a happy life
>>27076240
Ahhh
Not who you replied to but I'm guessing he was referring to pic related
Not a girl, but best friend. Met him on 4chan. Have been talking with him for a year, he was always drunk or high. He was the only one I had in my life. I gt depressed and isolated myself and lost contact. Found out last week he killed himself.
Why even live aymore.
>>27074830
>tfw she doesn't exist.
Never had a chance to start with.
>no qts from your highschool have died
>like 3 chads have died since highschool ended
