I don't understand how you guys deal with loneliness.
I don't have friends, no gf and my mom doesn't want to spend any time with me. So most of the time i am alone in my room on my computer.
I feel sick and tired. I just can't take it anymore. I want to have friends, a partner, a family.
Meditation helps with depression but not with lonliness. Please tell me how you deal with this.
I don't. I can keep myself occupied during the day to escape the thoughts, drowning myself in entertainment, but when I go to sleep there's no escape and it feels like dying.
Did you finish your education?
>>27066840
I'm NEET atm but doing internships soon.
I take lots and lots of drugs and never spend a moment sober. So it makes me not really care or worry about anything at all.
>>27066814
I fall asleep to podcasts to avoid thinking
You don't deal with it. It never goes away. You can ignore it for a few hours at most
>>27066897
I've tried this, but the headphones against my pillow hurt my ears when I try to sleep sideways.
>>27066782
You don't. Either you become a normie or you numb your mind with escapism and drugs.
If you're under 25 I suggest you stop being a little bitch and norm it up as fast as you can.
>have school
>have a gf
>have friends
>have money to spend on shit to take your mind off life
This was me September to December
And then
>drop out of college to work full time
>can't find a job since I'm so unqualified
>find out gf was cheating on me since October - dump her immediately, can't stay because I can't trust her.
>friends are too busy
>can't afford alcohol or weed
>computer has an issue and so I can't use it until I save up 100 dollars for the replacement part
>have only shitty books and my phone
You have no understanding of this solitary confinement.
>>27066924
Hahaha, I can't believe I can relate to this
>>27066924
if theyre earbuds you can get used to it but the side you sleep on will break faster than the other.
>>27067208
>Having to get used to slight pain to avoid feeling a harder pain
Seems like a good metaphor of my life.
>>27066965
> You don't. Either you become a normie or you numb your mind with escapism and drugs.
Why you say normie like something bad?
>>27066782
you need teamspeak and a good group of guys in a game you love, i was a neet for 2 years and got on fine like that
>>27067383
What if you don't play games?
>>27067480
what's the point in having a computer if you wont play games? I use mines for gaming, music, videos and tinychatting. use your media device to its full potential, theres a lot of great guys you never knew existed. I met a guy playing arma 2 and we lived in the same small country so we met up and became IRL friends
>>27067540
Damn you just can't wrap your head around a computer not being used for games?
It's a small laptop incapable of handling games, and they just aren't fun to me. I prefer reading. And before you say
>You have to get new hobbies to get friends
That's what normies say. I might as well get into clubbing if I'm going to get into gaming.
I join meetups and force myself to have hobbies while trying to contain my awkwardness. Then I watch shows or exercise until I tire myself out. Still fat and lonely but at least I'm distracted
>>27067344
I didn't imply it's bad, quite the contrary in fact, as you would know if you bothered to read my entire post.
