Who /hon/ here?
I just never came out.
It's either better, or worse, depending on your point of view.
>>27059794
Same, maybe I will on my deathbed.
"I wanted to be a hon all along"
Trans-acceptance is a blight on society, we need to help these people, not enable their mental illnesses.
>>27059794
>>27059821
you could just cross dress
>>27059794
>>27059821
Low energy, you should have transitioned ages ago. Sad!
>>27059864
cross dressing is depressing when you just look like a man
sometimes it's okay because you're dressed like a girl and feel girly but deep down I know I look like a man in female clothes
>>27059899
>you should have transitioned ages ago
This is what hurts the most. These words are both true, and hard to forget.
Had I stopped being such a little girl about it, I could've actually transitioned six or even more years ago. Before I was beaten within a milimetre of my life with the Testosterone Stick.
The last life raft has long since left the ship, and I've only just mustered the courage to get on the deck.
I can try and swim to shore, but that's futile, so I'll just serve myself a drink from the bar and sob to myself about my own demise.
>>27059975
Or just get good and go for it when you have nothing to lose, just go to informed consent clinic ya shit
>>27059975
Can you describe what it's like as the feelings get worse over the years ?
I want to know what it'll be like for me in a few years.
>>27059910
if you put some effort into it, you might be surprised
on reddit, cd community is huge and can help you get good,
it might help you cope and feel better, even it's just fantasy
>>27059975
trans life is a very difficult path
>>27060017
Jesus you two need to put on your big girl pants and get your meds you beta fuckers
>>27060042
I couldn't bear to let anyone know I'm a mentally ill faggot. And I'm already enough of a loser as it is without tacking something else on.
My only real plan of dealing with it is to never come out and make it harder for myself to.
So far
>got fat and have stayed fat for 5 or so years (also I just don't care / lack willpower so that helps)
>hairline is receding and I'm just gonna let it
>have gross acne
>basically digging my own grave
>>27060042
>tfw even r9k wants you to woman up
I can't.
I'm not mentally a girl. I just want to be one.
A reasonable amount of trans people are legitimate women. I would be one of the many who aren't, but are rather men in wigs.
It's got nothing to do with my appearance or anything (I could probably pass for ugly), but how I am in my head.
>>27059458
I prefer dota desu senpai. I don't even think people still play that
>>27060159
LMAO if that was intntional i applaud you glodrious robot.
>>27059458
Here, I get hugboxed but I know I started two or three years too late to be qt
>>27060005
suggesting self medding to r9k is a terrible idea desu
>>27059823
Completely agree.
Transexualism is a mental disease and should be treated as such, by giving patients the drugs and therapy needed to get over it. There are people who wake up one day and think they're clinically dead or that their arm doesn't actually belong to them, but we don't kill them or cut off their arms to conform delusion to reality.
Even the head psychiatrist of Johns Hopkin's (leading institution when it comes to helping people transition) who has done extensive studies on this now says it was all a mistake, that it is a mental illness and that helping people transition doesn't actually help them. The number of people who regret transitioning and commit suicide are sky high and I wouldn't wish this fate upon anyone.
The whole transgender debate is also very much fantastic in a way: it sort of pokes a whole in what feminists have been saying for 30 years, that gender is nothing but a social construct. But here they are claiming that these mentally ill people 'were born with a female/male brain' - two very opposing views one can't hold at the same time.
I think that in a couple of decades, we will look back at all this and ask ourselves how we could ever have been so cruel as to subject people to this and not only let them, but actively advocating that it's a good idea to chop off your dick and mutilate themselves.
So much AGP in this thread.
The fuck's a 'hon'?
>>27061639
a) comically unpassing transwoman
b) a specific type of middle aged transwoman who was formerly a blue collar worker and has no sense of how women dress or act
>>27059458
Is he drinking sperm?
>>27061754
Oh, like Jane Fae?
>>27059458
I hate being a man but I would have been the hon of all hons if I transitioned. There's no winning choice for me and it makes me want to die.
>>27061796
Save up some money and go to Thailand, fuck cuties and gain some happiness in your life.
>>27061789
>Jane Fae
Definitely a)
Possibly b)
either way, a hon.
>>27061806
I can't even get a job so that's not an option.
>>27061852
Well, bummer.
Must suck to be you.
turning into a woman doesn't magically solve all your problems
>>27061866
not meant to.
it's only meant to solve one or two big ones.
193cm too tall to be a woman? Is 26 too late to transition? Please respond.
>>27061948
As another anon who is fairly tall and old, I don't think it would turn out well for you.
>>27061948
Yes and yes
Sorry
>>27061948
>26
nah
>193
yes
>>27059458
I would probably pass if I started transitioning right now but it's impossible for me to do so
>>27061948
>193cm
JESUS FUCK
YOU WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO STAND IN THE MIDDLE OF MY ROOM
>>27061948
I met someone yesterday who was 27, 6'5 and not even on hormones yet and she passed better then me, don't let decided on those criteria anon
>>27060017
I want to know this too. What's it like being 30+ and still in the closet?
>>27062398
I can only imagine it's hell. I'm only 25 and it makes me have intense urges to kill myself.
>>27062893
I don't see how people make it past 20 without killing themselves but then again I'm a very weak person
>>27062972
>I don't see how people make it past 20 without killing themselves
We're cowards
>>27063004
Don't worry, your secret is safe with me. I'm a coward too
>>27062893
Yup, I'm 22 and I already have trouble going outside without feeling like shit about this.
>>27062972
Drugs, they almost make me happy, but then the real world comes knocking.
>>27061754
What's the etymology to this word?
>tfw closeted
>forever
im not sure if this is good or bad
although im 18 so I have plenty of time to get used to it or kill myself
>>27060159
my brother does, idk why, the queues take a long time
>>27063061
Well I transitioned but I still find it super hard to leave the house
>>27063093
seeing as most who get their balled removed kill themselves, you're probably better closeted.
You just have to accept that nature fucked you and try to adapt to what you currently are.
You'll never be happy with who you are, but you'll never be crushingly depressed enough to kill yourself.
Is 23 and 165 cm too late/tall? I'm a late bloomer, didn't get chest hair until 21, but I wish I had started pursuing hrt sooner...
>>27063128
Nope get on those mones as soon a possible though, you're really the perfect height
>>27063136
I'm already in the process of doing so. Thanks!
>transfags think straight men will ever accept them as a real female
I'm 18 5 foot 10 pretty masculine can grow a beard and have a lot of body hair.
is it too late to transition?
what about in a few years? I cant do it now because my parents would kick me out I need to support myself first
>>27063122
That would be me too. I'd become a recluse, but I kind of am anyway. This sort of thing is really common in my family, and I think I must have some genetic predisposition towards neetness.
>>27063123
Suicide rates are ridiculously high for trans people who don't transition too.
>>27063175
This is definitely in the top 3 reasons why I'll eventually kill myself.
>>27063201
not now, I can't say for the future, I would try to take anti androgens and try to move out as soon as possible, or you could always come out, people are far more accepting nowerdays
>>27063216
>This is definitely in the top 3 reasons why I'll eventually kill myself.
There are so many chasers out there though. I'm sure you can find 1 for an LTR
>>27063216
it took a suicide attempt for me to finally try it, I figured if it didn't work then I could always kill myself if it doesn't work out. Plus it's not like anyone really sees me anyway
>>27063216
>Suicide rates are ridiculously high for trans people who don't transition too.
but even higher for those who do go with surgery.
I'm still not clear where the word hon comes from or how it is pronounced
I feel bad for transfolk who can't pass, it seems so unfair to them and I assume it stresses them out.
>>27063260
That might be my path too, since I am pretty sure I'm going to try and kill myself at some point. Although I'm like >>27060104 ,I'm too ashamed to let people know this. I've tried coming out before, but I had a panic attack that lasted days.
>>27063359
Really? I've heard the opposite.
>>27063237
>not now, I can't say for the future,
forgive me English is not my mother tongue can you re word that please?
>>27063385
you're not too old now, no way near too old but I can't say how your body will develop in the future best to get on hrt asap
>>27063385
i dont get that picture.
>>27063380
Everyone feels like that, but if you want another chance at life you should give it everything you've got, if you feel bad for acne/being overweight then sort that stuff out, being trans is nothing to be embarrassed about it's just a medical condition
>>27063443
>medical condition
its a mental illness, not a medical condition. A broken leg is a medical condition. Wanting to mutilate yourself and chop off your dick is a mental illness.
>>27063411
it's a play on the "don't talk to me or my son every again" meme that also implies that bernie is a cuckold raising a black child from his wife's extramarital affair.
obviously it doesn't make sense because the meme is based on literal copy-pasting and shrinking to make the "son", but this child shouldn't look like bernie sanders if it were, as implied, not his biological son.
>>27063464
eh it's debatable, you have a female brain in a male body or vice versa due to the hormones it was exposed to in the womb so I guess it is in the brain but it's more of a physical condition especially if you're born intersex
transposters can I ask a question?
Do/did you experience dysphoria for your entire body or for only parts of it?
>>27063090
It comes from the b) definition.
These types of people overused the word "hon" to refer to each other in support groups.
Thus they were all "hons".
>>27063566
>eh it's debatable
no its not. Wanting to chop off your limbs is a mental illness. attempting to justify it is a symptom of that illness.
>>27063464
not all trans want to chop off dicks
>>27060140
get over it faggot otherwise you'll be in the same position except worse in a few years. let me guess, you're 18-22? get ready for the second round of male aging. if you were told you would be alone in your room for the rest of your life, what would you do?
normal fucking dudes do not want to be girls. tumblr freaks have pushed the ideas that drive you away, and they're retarded just like everything else that tumblr creates. guess what, nobody is mentally a girl. if you were born a girl you'd be "mentally a girl" despite nothing in your mind having changed. it's all fucking bullshit. you pull away from these ideas because you feel you are "too realistic" or "too rational" to be like "them," when "they" are simply a subset of the delusional normies that you will never be like anyway.
you don't have to put on bright red lipstick and dye your hair orange. you don't have to loudly proclaim you are and always have been truly a female and woman. you don't even need to come out, such is the glory of the world we live in now. you can do everything by and for yourself for as long as you want.
t. an older you
>>27063090
https://tgchatroom.com/wiki/index.php/So_You_Want_To_Be_a_T-Girl_%28Chapter_1%29
enjoy, my f.am
>>27063591
Oh, I see now! Hon as in honey!
OK, thanks for the info, hon
>>27063464
mental illnesses are medical conditions too ;^)
>>27063201
take at least low dose AAs
>>27063359
>>27063380
he's falling for the typical misinterpretation of the study that says trans people after surgery have higher suicide rates than non trans people (not trans people before surgery)
>>27063703
>he's falling for the
go ahead then. chop off your balls and remove the mentally stabilizing hormone of testosterone and then replace it with the emotionally inducing hormone of estrogen. see what it does to you.
>>27059975
Do you wanna be a sailor or something
>>27063443
I'm trying, but I don't have the courage it takes to come out, so I'm just trying to live my life the best I can in the closet, but I think that'll eventually kill me, or I guess lead me to kill myself.
>>27063748
You know people take pills to stop testosterone, getting srs or an orchi doesn't make that much of a difference hormone wise
>>27063784
cool. do it then. do the world a favor. :)
>>27063703
>AAs
what is that?
Where can I buy them?
>>27063809
I plan on as soon as I have the money :3
I'm already on anti androgens and estrogen
>>27063843
np friend. you will be recognized as a hero for removing yourself from the gene pool. :^))))
>>27063606
>this much bullshit
I can tell you have had some great pain about this issue. Wanna talk about it
>>27063827
Usually spironolactone or cyproterone acetate, they stop testosterone so you won't get any more masculine although you will no longer be able to produce sperm and will need to take a sex hormone after a year at most otherwise osteoporosis will occur
>>27063873
I could never have kids anyway, the thought of me being in the male reproductive role is disgusting to me but hey I doubt you will either
>>27063906
I have 2. blow me you mentally ill fuck.
>>27063921
if you're cute enough sure
>>27063921
Hope your kids are trans and kill themselves and blame it on you in their suicide note
>>27063942
i'd gladly pump and dump you faggot
>>27063961
they'll be doing me a favor.
>>27063981
>talking out if your ass this hard
Oh please mr blowhard
>>27059458
Better just stay in the shadows and be a lonely robot dude than trying to pursue my dream of being a little girl and failing terribly.
>>27063981
Just on the very small possibility you do have two retarded kids, considering how big of a delusional idiot you are, there is no way they are gonna embrace you as a daddy figure. You might as well kill them now because they are gonna be faggots
>>27063762
Yes, actually.
I identify as MtC (male to captain).
My pronouns are aye, aye and cap'n.
>>27063877
eh..probably not
you're probably just a normie who wouldn't understand
>>27063994
>>27064053
>thinking that everyone is born into this world tolerant of people who disguise themselves as the opposite gender
you faggots have spent too much time on tumblr. Its twisted your perspective of the world. you'r in for a rude awakening.
>>27063378
It's short for "honey", pronounced " Hun", it's what old trannies often call each other
>>27064090
How does it feel to be this delusional?
Almost as bad as them christfags
>>27063538
Way to use your noggin there
>>27064108
I'm glad i'm not delusional enough to mutilate myself, spend thousands of dollars a year for hormones, and then having to accept that even women, my allies, see me as freak.
thank. fucking. god.
>poorfag all my life so even if I came out, there would be no way to transition
I guess this is good isn't it
>>27064154
Where are you buying your hormones from m8
>>27064181
Shh just let the angry little man be
>>27064154
shh, just let the mentally ill be
they'll soon bee dead anyway
>>27064194
he's probably just jealous he didn't transition when he was younger, I feel sorry for him really
>>27059458
i want /lgbt/ to leave REEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>27064282
tell me I'm a real woman and I'll leave.
TELL ME!!!
>>27064300
why is there so many /lgbt/ tier posts being made here? why are the gays from there coming here? did i miss something?
>>27064345
Mere exposure cross board raiding from mentally ill /lgbt/ tripfags and general degenerate faggot internet trash who like jerking off to memes and misinformation.
>>27064076
I would, anon. I care.
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WHO THE FUCK DESPAIR HERE
GETTING THOSE TRANNY BUX
>>27065147
WHERE DO I GET THESE TRANNY BUX, I ONLY GOT KNEE SOCKS AND HORMONES IN THE MAIL
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>>27065171
I GET THEM FROM THE UK GOVERNMENT BECAUSE I WANT TO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>27065195
BUT I'M IN THE UK AND WANT TO DIE, I GUESS THE GOVERNMENT HATES ME
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>>27065228
You aren't even CLOSE kid gotta become a hikki
>>27065243
WHY DO YOU KEEP TELLING ME TO BECOME THINGS I ALREADY AM >,<
>>27064345
we were always here
>>27065271
Become more than yourself
>>27064719
alright, behold my degeneracy
http://pastebin.com/jm4sTUif
don't really know what to say since this
haven't gotten any better in the past three months so..yeah.
>>27066879
You still on the pills though?
>>27067353
lol.
yeah
it's a weird position to be in.
>>27067549
Do you look passable
Would I wanna fuck you? I am horny af soooo....
>>27067966
particularly original no
