Why didn't you get her /r9k/?
>she has a boyfriend
>>26999224
I'm physically and mentally repulsive and completely undesirable as a mate in every single conceivable way.
I'm not white (asian looking spanish)
I'm poor
No car
I'm a coward who just couldn't risk it.
Ugly as fug
>>26999491
this desu. never took my chances. ended up regretting it. still cant risk it. fuck it, I'll just die alone
she doesnt exist, anywhere
>>26999248
Thank goodness for computer screens
>>26999491
This, exactly. I was too scared to make a move and doubted myself.
What's odd is I even felt she had a crush on me but was too beta to talk to her or try to get closer. I also thought so shit of myself and kept asking myself why would she even like me?
>>26999224
>she has a girlfriend
I forgot to ask her why not.
Because she has higher standards.
She also said she wants to marry someone rich in the future and I will not be that man.
I think I got and she took me too seriously or someone lied too her behind my back.
I'm hurting anons I was so close this time
She died, tip top kekaroo.
it did make me realize that the events of my life have no grand over arching narrative, and it's just a random assembly of horrible unconnected events.
I still might :^)hope is a dangerous thing
Becouse I was fucking asshole jerk back then. I blame only myself...
Because I'm fucking retarded.
I'd love to have an excuse, but I'm an intelligent guy and after calculating every possible outcome that's the only answer I have.
Just told her over whatsapp "I gotta go to x, wanna come with me?" and she replied when. I'd love to be naive and have hope but I know she's stalling me so it doesn't come off as mean when I say "now" and she says "hahaha sorry I can't :x"
>>26999224
To be honest senpai she deserves better than me; I was an asshole who was an anxious little pussy who would shit-talk people behind their backs. She was smart and funny and beautiful and had a bright future ahead.
I'm a cowardly, crazy drug addict who can't get sober.
I just never had time for a gf.
All work and no play makes Jack s very dull boy
Because she lives in Canada. If I was willing to put up with that we'd be official, but I'm not.
>>26999224
>lesbian
despite her being really poor and me being fairly well off, I never had a chance because I'm not a qt grill;_;
>>26999224
I messaged him on POF literally 1 day too late, he kinda quit online dating I assume. He never logged back on to read my message, he's not dead because I stalk him on normiegram. I sent him a message on normiegram saying hi but he never replied back, it's been 3 months
>tfw debating messaging him again all week
Because I like to lead men on and make them think I'm this funny and cute girl but I actually feel nothing and worried they might find out I'm actually quite dull and repulsive.
>>26999224
>she moved away to Australia
Pretty tough one to take desu
> she wasn't ready to "commit"
>>26999224
I don't know what I want. I don't even know if I want a gr or not.
I may have Alexithymia
>>26999224
>Why didn't you get her /r9k/?
The security was too tight. The operation was a liability and we decided to pull out. My last mission was a huge anti-climax.
She's married, and has been married since long before I realised I kind of had soft-core feelings for her. I'm just gonna pull up my grown-up pants and get over it; it's not one-itis, and I'm still happy being her friend.
Because she is smarter and always deserved better
She doesn't like me, I guess
What else?
Because I never went after "her".
Because even though I was funny enough and had the personality to make up for my looks I was still a anti-social retard who would probably use the logic of "shes better off with a normie than me"
Because she had really bad anxiety about everyone and would just become cruel when it was bothering her. I got tired of getting kicked around, and she made no motion towards helping herself in any way. She ended up dropping out and I haven't heard from her since. I was her only friend. Feels pretty bad man. I still have dreams about her.
I think she likes my too, but I don't want manlet children.
>>26999224
Because we're best friends.
And that she wants a white guy. I'm mixed and tainted with a bit of Asian.
literally just got back home after being rejected
ask me anything i guess
>>26999224
I had her but she is too mentally ill to have a relationship and having a friendship with her afterwards was too painful
I revealed my social autism and codependent tendencies after we talked enough.
I was really getting close this time, too. She could've been the one if I had just shut up and calmly tried to socialize like a normal person.
>>27001721
Oh god this... I'll never be considered desirable
She couldn't trust me. 2 years I spent arguing over some girl I asked on a date before I got with my ex who didn't wanna date me but enjoyed being her friend in the end.
You'd think someone would trust you after that long.
>>26999224
>>26999248
>>26999491
>>26999499
>>27000305
>>27000562
>>27001659
>>27001681
these
thats WHY im not with her
she is white hispanic and im real shitskin poor and with small dick
almost deformed and useless at all
she deserves a real human, not this animal
its been like 8 years
>>27002236
she's white hispanic and im shitskin too, but i'm average looking i guess
We're perfectly compatible and we have great sarcastic chemistry, I just don't have a license yet. Once I get that me and her should be all set.
>>27002276
i look like a criminal, woman in the streets just get away from me
cant blame them
anyways at this point i just dont care anymore, at least i still have my own goals
