What do you think about before going to sleep
>>26987522
Usually that I'm a schizophrenic failure
"Oh god I'm so tired "
Tomorrow is gonna be different.
:(
I usually fantasize about things like having superpowers, living in fantasy world etc.
usually before I go to sleep I'll look up a couple CYOAs on /tg/ and pick one to imagine my life while I fall asleep.
I cant wait to do the same exact things i've done for years now
>>26987522
Suicide
Only at night in bed though
I always notice it's the only time I'm happy. I get real giddy for like 5 seconds every night, knowing I get to not live my life AND I get to rest. Oh God sleep rules.
>>26987578
Me too.
Yesterday I manifested the fantasy into my dreams, she and myself were trapped in an abandoned lowlife underground mall.
The hunters got us, killed her first then I woke up. Even in my perfect world I'm a failure.
>>26987522
I imagine I'm the protagonist of some awesome story.
I'm always intelligent and smooth as fuck. Always have a plan.
It's nice, something to look forward to at the end of the day.
>>26987535
who is the robot? why does he wear the mask?
>>26987673
el bane?
Impending sense of financial soon as well as how many women I'd be fucking if I had wealth and good looks.
I think about work, fears related to work, death, how to be an adult, wonder what the future will be like, life after death, whether my brain cells will be suspended in a state of eternity the moment I die, where my dead friends souls are, whether God is real, about people who no longer talk to me, and stuff that can't be put into words. My mind works a million times a minute and then sort of drifts into mist when I fall asleep
mostly scary things like horror movies and shit and then i lay awake in bed trying not to move
>>26987869
staying in the yard would be extremely painful
Fucking everything, which is why I never get a good night sleep.
My mind starts racing the moment my head hits the pillow.
>>26988177
I had same issue. I started strapping pillow to my head during the day, one year later I finished my first Phd.
