I just want somebody to love.
someone to tell how much i missed them when they come home from work after a hard.
someone that I can go with to walk my dog.
someone I can look in their deep, dark eyes and feel not a single worry.
someone I can be honest about my feelings and emotions.
what is so fucked up about me that i cannot find that? Im not ugly, fat, or stupid. Yet people who are all that find someone...
Get second dog
lift more
why isnt anyone consoling me?
someone...pls respond ;_;
I KNOW YOU"RE TIRED OF LOVIN OF LOVIN WITH NOBODY TO LOVE NOBODY NOBODY SO JUST GRAB SOMEBODY NO LEAVIN THIS PARTY WITH NOBODY TO LOVE NOBODY NOBODY
>>26982857
Don't know, Anonymous. I'm in the same boat. I think the root of it all is mental illness, specifically social anxiety. I'm working on it, but it sure is a bitch sometimes.
>>26982857
If you're not fat, ugly, or stupid, that just leaves boring, or mean. It's probably both.
>>26982857
Kek doesnt exist m8-o , buckle up for a depressing 60 more years
>>26983834
>tfw mean
I wish I could find a girl that wants to be criticized and bullied
>>26983659
>>26983834
>>26982857
Anyone whose not any of those things probably either has a resting bitch face (like myself) thats a really huge push factor or just unappealing in general
>>26983962
>resting bitch face
fuck being mexican, if I didnt look like Im angry all the time Id have a gf
>work on social retardation for years
>get heart broken multiple times
>finally get gf
>I don't like her anymore
Feelsbad. I guess I'm addicted to the pain.
>>26982857
NO ONE TO WONDER WHEN I'LL BE HOME
ONE MORE NIGHT STONED ALONE
EVER INCREASING NOTCHES ON MY BELT
I WANT TO FEEL THAN JUST SORRY FOR MYSELF
>>26983988
it took a while to convince people i wasnt a complete piece of shit
>>26983659
can social anxiety be dealt with by forcing yourself to take part in social activities?
I know if I ask a girl out, and, through some miracle, she overlooks how boring and ugly I am and, she'll probably run away from the awkward small talk I'll make during the first date.
I don't know how to date anyone, meet anyone's parents, buy anyone birthday or Christmas gifts, or do anything special with them for Valentine's day.
It seems like everyone else has these things naturally ingrained in them. I feel like a defective person.
>>26984135
You feel defective for not succumbing to mundane societal norms and expectations? You need to shift your perspective.
>>26983834
>tfw ugly stupid and boring
>>26984135
this sound more like you are not willing to put in the effort.
>>26984179
i know that feel
i'm like an old ugly pug
i'm stupid looking and not very bright or energetic but i'm very affectionate and faithful if i get a chance
I just want to jerk off eat some of this cake and then kill myself
>>26984135
>>26984000 (me)
I know how it feels. I had to go on a late of dates, interact with a lot of women. Some were so very bad. Small talk still makes me shiver, but at least I can go on auto-pilot now.
I recall this one time I had a girl come over the house. We watched The Dark Knight Rises. Holy shit. We sat on the couch half a foot from eachother and we only got close in the last ~30 minutes of the movie, and it was still so uncomfortable and awkward. We then walked outside at my request, then went back in because it was still boring. Then we went in my room and played PS2 games. I was having fun, playing Finding Nemo, a single player game. She was texting someone or doing something on her phone. I still didn't realize. Then, We played Mortal Kombat. I just kept destroying her and autistically failed to realize it. She left early not too much later. Hours before the date I had, like, soda and chips n snacks and shit prepared, incredibly autistic.
All I can say is that you guys have to try for a while before it'll work, because it does not come naturally to us and we can't wait for it. It will be painful, but eventually you will land the qt. Just don't be someone afraid of attachment like me.
>>26984203
Eh, seems like affectionate and faithful doesn't get you too much.I do know your pain though. Feels bad, man.
>>26984247
>but eventually you will land the qt
Don't add this part. It isn't true.
You MIGHT land her.
I'll be yourbfanon :3
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1aFe7DFlNH8
I dunno where this came from, I've never played ragtime or know pretty much anything about it but somehow I figured it out from a little tinkering.
>tfw social anxiety
>tfw depression
>tfw no friends
>tfw never had a gf
It's tough anons. Never thought I'd end up so worthless.
>>26984000
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ndfbL6I8S5
These are pretty fun to make, I don't care if you guys don't like them. I could play in this obnoxious style for days.
>tfw never have any gf
>finally get gf
>have a good time with her
>she starts cheating on me
>dump her
>feel sad
I think it's becausemy penis is too small.
bumping for op
bloxoxo
>>26984321
Be my bf please, (No homo, ok a little homo)
