>tfw relative normalfag
>have gf
>want to throw it all away and become a mtf tranny
I literally think about this every day and it's making me feel like shit. I really want to be a girl. These feelings are making me scared and depressed.
What do?
Both getting a gf and becoming a trans are really difficult, so rather than thinking of HOW you do it, think about what that will achieve. Would you rather get some sweet pussy, or have your tight butt pounded until your prostate squeals with joy? Personally, I'd go for the latter, but it's your choice
>>26969904
I think I want to get fucked up the ass and date boys. I don't know. I have dildos and stuff.
You should absolutely be trans and let the boys of /r9k/ use your bp.
>>26970004
th-thanks anon..
I want to follow my dreams
only problem is I never want my parents to know
>>26969698
Get a grip and ignore those urges faggot. Also don't post about it on here, you'll only get egged on by degenerates and end up becoming a literal abomination.
>>26970044
Are you really going to let that stop you from getting cute little tits for us to play with?
>>26970067
>Get a grip and ignore those urges faggot
but why? these feelings exist for a reason right?
>>26970044
Take it from me, don't let your parents just walk in on you. Tell them personally. I got high once and dressed up for a guy friend of mine and somehow we ended up wrestling and he pushed me off the couch which made a big noise and my dad who just got home walked in on me dressed up and pinned down by my asshole friend.
>>26970099
it's called a mental disorder, seek help
>>26970099
They exist because you've been exposed to it by porn and internet communities full of degenerates. Just look up how many of them kill themselves and some even come to /r9k/ and post how happy they are they didn't fall for the tranny meme and stayed/reverted back to male.
>>26970092
no.. I guess having tits is the most important thing in life
>>26970104
I have a lock on my door when I pound my boipussy though.
>>26970099
>Jeffery Dhamer's last thought before eating the body
>>26969698
Learn to like yourself the way your are.
>>26970180
Serving a real man is that most important thing in life. Having tits is just an extension of that.
>>26970180
>I have a lock on my door when I pound my boipussy though.
I wasn't trying to get off or anything though. I just had a close friend who would always do dumb shit with me. It was a spur of the moment thing and no one was home. I put on a japanese maid outfit and he decided to tackle me when I showed him which triggered my dad to walk in on us. idk if he was more mad at his son for being immature or disappointed that his son was pinned down by another man dressed like that. Either way, I think it would've gone smoother if I told him rather than him just walking in on something like that.
you should really vist /lgbt/ and see the difference between your 2D expectations and the reality of transitioning.
>>26969698
I want to become a qt girl too anon, but I'm not deluded enough to actually fall for the jewish meme of there's nothing wrong with trannies while the statistics point to the other more cruel hand
>>26970303
I never said there's nothing wrong with them. I might be mentally ill, I might be delusional and crazy. I don't care though. I need to be a girl.
>>26970345
then as some other anon pointed out in thread, visit /lgbt/ and browse tranny threads and you will find out that almost none of them look like girls just crossdressers with manboobs/fake boobs
I mean 99% of people will hate you on sight sometimes to the point if violence BUT imagine getting to wear cute, lacey, sexy, soft and silky girl's clothes ALL DAY EVERY DAY. And not only that but having your very set of big jiggly sillicone titties to fill those clothes out with. You only get to be alive a few years, are you sure you want to spend those years without that heavy feel of your very own bouncy milksacks sprouting from your chest?
>>26970523
very compelling argument
I'm heavily leaning on becoming a mentally ill right now
I'll fund your hormones and keep you away from your parents if you let me keep you in a cage.
Find a trans friendly therapist. or, if you are super sure, if you are over 18 I believe you may take the informed consent route.
>>26969698
I'm gonna be honest with you. You fell for a meme. You have been force feed your whole life that the possibility exist to be trans and be happy. It doesn't.
What's going on in your brain is that you loathe your own existence for some reason. Your mind remembers what you have been told. And every time you feel the crippling pain of everyday life the possibility looks even more shining. Perhaps you feel obligations you think will vanish if you had another gender.
>What to do about it.
There are two ways to go about this. Temporary gratification in the form of procrastination, drug use, other degenerate behaviors. Or actually going to the bottom of the uncomfortable you feel in your everyday life.
For God's sake don't mutilate yourself or poison yourself with hormones. Be well bro.
>>26970632
Not OP, but why a cage?
>>26970632
that sounds scary
>>26970674
Because it amuses me.
>>26970696
I'd take you up on your offer if a cage wasn't involved. I'm already on hormones though and have been for years, but I don't have insurance anymore and I can barely afford them, let alone living expenses.
>>26970691
It's actually very comfy.
>>26970728
If I'm going to keep someone as a pet, I expect them to live like it.
>>26969698
kill yourself and stop molesting people with you transgender shit, nobody fucking cares, fuck off to /lgbt/.
transecuality isnt a real mental illness btw, you dont know how it feels to be a girl, you are just fucking retarded, compensating your shitness and failure into wrong body issues.
even if you got transformed into a native girl by some some reason it wouldnt help you, because YOU ARE SHIT and you will fail as girl too.
>>26970756
I'd do it if the agreement is only a year, then you let me be free and live my own life and never contact me again. However, I'd fear for my own life, you sound kind of crazy.
>>26970772
I'm no murderer, I just like petplay. Also you really shouldn't do something if you fear for your own life.
>>26969960
most boys dont like clown looking monsters.
>>26970756
>If I'm going to keep someone as a pet, I expect them to live like it.
Is there any negotiation out of it? I don't like degrading things, but if it's not too bad, I'll consider it. I'm pretty desperate for money right now and I fear I'm gonna lose my job.
>>26970795
How long would I have to be your slave?
>>26969904
the thing that nearly every tranny is overly perverted is an indication that they just cant handle the sexual abuse in their childhood.
>>26970815
Sure, you don't have to do anything. It's just more fun for me if it's degrading.
>>26970842
As long as you want to be.
>>26970859
Not that anon, but I'm not perverted though and AFAIK I was never sexually abused as a child so there goes your theory. My dad is a pig and makes degrading comments towards me when he's drunk nowadays but I just shrug it off.
>>26970888
A cage sounds creepy as fuck though. I'm not a degenerate. What strings are attached?
>>26970888
I'd feel bad about taking your money then leaving whenever. I suppose you at least deserve to fuck my ass for a year.
>>26970944
>I'm not a degenerate
Yes you are you subhuman faggot
Gas chambers soon
>>26970944
>I'm not a degenerate
Well, what's the fun then?
>>26970949
You have to be into it or it's boring. I don't really give a shit about the money.
>>26971036
you sound nice.. but I don't want to sleep in a cage. sounds painful. oh well.
>>26971036
>Well, what's the fun then?
I didn't say I wouldn't do things, just that the cage seems too much.
>>26970993
am not
Fine, we'll discard the cage thing. A maid outfit instead.
>>26971238
interesting.. I could really get into that
>>26971238
I guess I can put up with that. How often do I have to wear it though? I do have a life and sure as shit am not stepping out in public in something like that.
Dump your gf and move far away from her and your family to save them from the embarrassment.
>>26971342
that's what I was thinking I would do. thanks.
>>26971238
I would gladly be your maid and be your sex slave and clean your house. Will you cover my food and stuff though? I assume I can be a neet and you'll support me?
>>26971425
>tfw will never get a gf that wants this of me
>>26971475
get a gf with a feminine penis
I mean is there any point in real girls? Try dating them and you'll realize they're boring.
pic related, a trap without hormones
>>26969698
Do you genuinely want to be a girl or are you just a fetishist?
Do you get hard at the thought of being a girl?
Are you sure you're not just gay?
>>26969698
Feel free to do it, but send ur gf my way. Oh, and when you kill yourself, which it's very likely you will post-surgery, try to make it clean? Maybe rope or toaster in bath, something without blood. Kthnxbye
>>26972385
yes to all of those, I want to be a girl and get hard at the idea
I'm also gay, but it'd be better if I had tits
>>26970044
Have you considered the third option of femboyism? You can take fem&ms, work on looking pretty and dress androgynous all while still retaining your "masculine" identity.
Consider the following, let's imagine a hypothetical scale of feminine beauty (FB) that ranges from 1 to 5 with 3 being the average FB a girl has. If you become a tranny and work hard to hit 3 FB you'd only be an average girl. But boy who hits 3 FB when most are about 0-1? That's worthy of serious attention and sexual consideration.
You'd also be eliminating the need to practice your voice and learn body language if it doesn't come to you naturally. Not to mention you can really take your time with hair removal or not get it removed at all.
Cons include boy bewbs are hard to hide, tumblr types might try to absorb you into the nonbinary nonsense and there's not many people you can tell that you take hrt to just be a pretty boy.
That said as somebody whose original goal was to transistion to female, I'm really enjoying femboymode right now. I might not leave it. Ultimately something like pic related is my ideal. Follow your dreams OP.
Anon, a friend of mine was in the same situation. They had this gf for the longest time, but were never happy being a guy.
Just this year they caved in and came out. The gf left them unfortunately, but at least they'll be happier eventually.
It'll be a tough road ahead, but I'll support them as a friend and wish them the best. You should do what you think makes you happy.
>>26973075
You fuck her yet?
>>26973113
No and we are in different countries now.
>>26969698
rationalize everything; it's a good idea to make a pros and cons list, ask mtfs online about their experiences. also fap before you make any decision
it's probable some people have ruined their lives by convincing themselves they wanted to be a tranny when in reality they would've been OK with just being feminine, being a guy is a lot to give up.
>>26970662
this is also very possible
>>26969698
You will never be a girl faggot
>>26973502
if i close my eyes and pray really hard, i will eventually wake up as rashida jones
>>26971280
>not wanting to be a qt maid
>>26973703
It seems really degrading to have to wear an outfit like that. I'm all for effeminate attire, but at that point I'd feel objectified and thus humiliated.
>>26973881
That's the point, fampai.
>>26969698
>>/lgbt/
>>>mtfg
>>>transhelpgen
Good luck senpai
I want to be a girl but I'm not attracted to boys
>>26974596
Gender identity =\= sexual orientation. Although transbians do receive a lot of extra hate...
>>26974596
>>26974448
But I don't like being objectified.
I really wish I could be under the desk of some anon, worshiping his cock and balls and giving him foot massages.
>>26971189
I wish I could be your pet and sleep in a comfy little cage!
>>26973881
Listen here sweet cheeks and listen well. I think you're confusing your role in life for your existence is nothing more than being a glorified cocksleeve. You object to doing what is only natural for your kind, for you are not a woman and cannot bear a child, but in addition you aren't quite a man being that you can't contribute to society in any meaningful way that any working man can do, neither can you give a woman offspring.
You're a walking fetish. Whether or not you did it to appease your own fetish or did it to be "one with yourself" or whatever, it is irrelevant, for literally the only thing you can give people in this world is a fresh hole to stick their dicks in and appease their own fetishes.
Every single day you pump chemicals into your body which can go so far as to change certain functions or alter genetic expressions. All of that culminates to nothing more than giving you a slutty little body to appease others, as the feminine characteristics do little else when you can't beat a child.
I know your type though and I can't get enough of you. You hold all this pride and think you're above all the others because you don't subscribe to these various kinks. You've probably been living as a bitch for a while and probably live a superficially normal life and most likely developed a sense of entitlement.
Oh god I love those types. and I love breaking ones like you. Watching you guys go from headstrong independence wimmins to sloven whores once they realize their place in life, it does wonders for my dick.
I'd love nothing more than to take one of you in again and do all sorts of shit to you. I want to strip away that ego of yours and turn you into a literal masochist. Or perhaps you are one already deep down. Doesn't matter, the end result is the same. But up a brave front all you want, you all break the same. You're nothing more than a cocksock for us "degenerates."
>>26975062
But it feels great.
Being pleasured while giving pleasure is the best feeling. I don't have to care for anything else in the world.
>>26975720
I really want someone to do what you just described to me.
I want to be mindbroken into acting like a depraved slut for an owner like you, it's like a compulsive need for me that I feel constantly.
Don't do it retard. Trans have a super high suicide rate even when successful and it would complicate your life a lot. Maybe get a trans companion and support them or something but I can't stress enough how much of an emotional trainwreck most trans are. Save yourself from the pain IMO.
>>26975887
The longer you wait the worse off things will be for you. The rate is so high because lots of people that are really transexual transition or transition in their 60s and expect changes to happen. Dysphoria never goes away. it's free for life
>>26975222
I'm not the degenerate fampai
>>26975720
Just because I can't bear a child, doesn't mean being someone's toy is all I'm good for lol.
I pump those "chemicals" into my body because I like the way they make me look and nothing more.
>You've probably been living as a bitch for a while and probably live a superficially normal life and most likely developed a sense of entitlement.
Yeah and? I go to school and work, although my job is shit, but that doesn't matter when I'm trying to better myself and contribute to society. Also, I don't think I'm better than others, I'm just not sex crazed nor do I have some d/s fetish. God forbid I have self respect.
>I want to strip away that ego of yours and turn you into a literal masochist. Or perhaps you are one already deep down.
Nope lol nice try. You sound like a legit sociopath fampai.
>>26975798
It feels weird to me. I've been living full time for years now and getting objectified by strangers feels so uncomfortable. At first it's like "oh wow they treat me like a woman" but then you realize real soon that being treated like that feels like shit and whatever novelty you felt wears off. Getting groped by strangers or your ass smacked by friends just makes you feel worthless. I don't need the approval of others to confirm my identity.
>Being pleasured while giving pleasure is the best feeling.
Guess I'm just not the subservient type. I like getting pleasured, but the whole degradation thing is too ehh for me.
>>26975168
Well, why aren't you? It's not hard.
i wanna get on hrt but do not wanna go see a doctor irl.
what is the most popular hrt brand to buy online?
>i only have paypal
am 26. had a chance to take hrt when i was 19 but mind fucked me over and told me i was not ready and i said no without thinking.
I wish I was a girl. Life would be way more fun and easy.
Being a tranny is not the same. That shit is awful.
>>26976089
Wow you get groped by strangers?
You must be really attractive fampai. I'm having all the jells right now.
>>26976215
It's not hard dude. You should so you can get your blood work done.
All you do is go see an endocrinologist and tell him you want mones head you're sure and you're done. Mine made me see a psych because he thought since I was all alone in this that I needed someone to emotionally dump on. But that's it really. 6 months you bloodwork. Mines in the office itself and he emails me about it in a week.
>>26976368
Spiro and estrogen pills in the usa are $55 total drug cost but a tier one med on most insurance and like $7
>>26969698
Become my gf when you transition.
>>26976215
progynova and cyproterone acetate
spiro is the nigger of anti androgens
do it faggot
>>26976299
>Wow you get groped by strangers?
It's only been a handful of times. I get my ass grabbed in crowded areas and I hate it.
>>26976574
Post pics
You're probably very hot.
>>26976704
Not gonna happen fampai. I gain nothing from having my pics posted and reposted all over 4chan.
>>26976574
Post skype, qt
