who /spending their lives in front of the computer/ here?
I haven't cried in 10 years
>>26962472
I cried within the last year. I watched that anohana anime about the girl who dies and it reminded me of my dad.
It's ok to cry, anon. Just don't cry about small shit.
>>26962472
When I'm not at work I'm home alone on the computer. I work at walmart and girls are starting to wear shorts again, it is great if you have a leg fetish.
I want to cry. I feel like I have a bunch of pent up shit that's holding me back.
>>26962573
>if you have a leg fetish.
Everyone thinks nice legs are attractive you idiot.
DAE HAVE A HUMAN BODY FETISH XD!!!11!!1111!
>>26962472
i've spent about 90 percent of my life staring at pixels on a screen. what a time to be alive
I should be doing my work right now
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>>26962599
Fetish does not equal to attractiveness you absolute illiterate faggot
>>26962599
Don't think everyone has to force themselves not to stare at legs like I do, but ok.
I broke down and cried like a bitch out of nowhere like a year ago. It can happen when you least expect it.
>Born in 1993
>Dad bought me Mechwarrior 2 in 1997
>Found Newgrounds in 1999
>Been on the computer a majority of my life since 1997-1998
I've enjoyed my stay and I've watched the internet become more shit as the years went on either from shitty normie content or government trying impose shit laws.
I wish I could cry, the last time I cried was when I watched ano hana too, over 3 years ago. But it was just driven by the anime, I want to cry for real.
>>26962472
Watch tokyo magnitude 8.0
I literally have made several grown man cry by watching that with them.
>>26962580
That's where I am too. Just found out my cousin's dying of severe tuberculosis. Yet no matter how I feel I can't bring myself to tears. It's like being engulfed in a hollow shell of indifference.
>>26962472
not trying to sound like a faggot but I don't cry that much anymore I just cut myself and the blood that drips out is my tears
>>26962770
I'm good for a random cry about once a year.
>>26962921
damn that sounded pretty autistic but since you acknowledged that it sounds autistic i wont judge you as much but hey hows it goin
>>26962955
I know ha and it's alright drunk as always
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>>26962980
i'm completely out of alcohol and money, i wish i could have some right now
>>26963021
I'd share with you just to have company. I'll be that way soon I only have like 400 bucks left and I spend all my money on booze and im a neet
>>26963048
yea, i'm neet also and had 1800 dollars and in only a few months i'm down to 16.39. fug it was so nice
>>26963068
dam man spending cash like crazy. I started with like 1300 4 months ago and have been trying to make it last
>>26963107
i never had my own money so i had just a list of shit i wanted to buy. i bought so much crap its unbelievable. new graphics cards, books, a new chair, alcohol, and more. i don't really regret it
>>26963141
as long as you dont regret buying whatever you buy haha i'm just spending my money on alcohol
>>26962472
Ain't nothing wrong with sometimes crying man. Feels good to cry sometimes.
I wish I could do it more but I am too deadened to the world to do it very often. It's probably been years. Takes a lot.
Being numb is a defense mechanism but it's a shitty one.
>>26963171
how did you get your money? since your neet and all
I hadn't cried in so fucking long but last night I let it all out for a couple hours. I woke up feeling 0.2% less shitty, but hey, that's huge when you're in as deep as me.
>>26963197
I worked at my moms store for a few months but I couldn't take dealing with people anymore after a group of rednecks harassed me about looking at a girl and one of them kept asking if I'd fuck her when I was ringing him out, I just started shaking like crazy and a few minutes later I told my mom I can't be here I need to go home and I left and never went back
>>26963251
i know that feel it's the little shit that sets me off. i worked as a bagger in a grocery store once and i accidentely put something in a bag that shouldn't be together and the lady got mad at me. i just said fuck it and quit. i feel like i'm just uncapable of working
>>26962472
I cry 1-2 times per month
>>26963276
exactly how I feel just little shit like that sets me off and I can't deal with people
I feel i'm always on the brink of crying, but it never comes out
>>26962532
what are you talking about? small shit? if he has to evaluate rationally what type of shit it is that makes him sad beforehand, i highly doubt hes even gonna come trough with those feelings. just cry when u feel the urge to. theres no little shit. to think of lesser reason is a thought process you can have after
I was just surfing jewtube and typed 'classical pianist' keywords for the keks. Instead, this prodigy kid made my cry for no apparent reason.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3oNVmSaMsE&app=desktop
>>26962472
I haven't cried in years (over a decade), sometimes i feel like crying because i feel i have no capacity to feel. earlier today, for some darned reason my mom was watching slumdog millionaire and i almost started crying for no reason at the scene where the kids escape the traffickers. i dont know why
SMASH THE COMPUTER
IT IS YOUR SLAVE MASTER
SAPPING YOUR HUMANITY
WORSE THAN HEROIN
>>26962580
I have this feeling that crying will solve a lot of my problems and actually allow me to grow as a person. Still, the only times I can actually cry are when bad things happen to fictional characters. I can't bring myself to cry about my problems or the problems of those around me, it just doesn't feel right.
>>26963916
try mediating on your emotions and love :3
your soul will peel back layers and all sorts of things spill out
try it for ten minutes i promise you
>>26963934
I've tried, it doesn't work. I only feel attached to fiction now, and I can't even bring myself to read a fucking book because my attention span is complete and utter SHIT.
>>26963956
probably because you're depressed. you aren't going to like the solution - lift weights
also, isn't your attention span a good reason to meditate? its literally like weight lifting for your will power
I have a job where i can sit in front of the computer all day and when i come home all i do is be on the computer. Sometimes i just have there feelings of loneliness just wash over me and its really sad. I havent cried in years either OP, a couple of months ago i searched the saddest movies and none of them made me cry
I just sit in in bed with the lights off and imagine what I'd write in a suicide letter to the family. That always gets the tears flowing.
