>>ITT
greentext the last twenty four hours of your life
>>26925360
>eating
>buying groceries
>talked to an old friend
>argued with angry people on /r9k/
>looked at old youtube videos of gaming
>took out the recycling
That's about it.
I had prayed for death
But I continue living
Then I took a shit
>Lifted
>Ate
>Slept
>Played with my girlfriends emotions because I was bored
>Played CSGO
>Went to college
>Fell asleep on my car instead
>Woke up and am lurking /fit/ because nothing better to do
>>26925417
>Played with my girlfriends emotions because I was bored
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>sleep
>eat
>fap
>smoke cigarettes
>help little sister study
That's it
>>26925360
>got up
>ill as fuck
>showered and brushed my teeth
>put on my luke 1977 polo, harrington jacket, slim fit navy jeans, adidas neo vl courts and generic underwear.
>waited for my parents to come pick me up.
>went to the city
>bought a fred perry polo, had a subway
>came home, had a meal with my parents at the local spoons. I paid
>lay on the couch and feltnlike shit.
>went to bed
>woke up.
>still feel like shit.
>post here.
>attempt to do work
>spend 6+ hours wasting time on fb, half chan, reddit etc
>record some God awful guitar
>go to bed hoping I die in my sleep
>wake up after 5 hours
>go to uni labs
>get back to flat
>make lunch
>procrastinate from working o n a paper due on Monday
>sit of the shitter
And here I am
>>26925360
>skip my job intentionally and lie mom about it cause I hate that fucking place.
>Go to take a walk in the morning and realize wow beautiful the world is
>go to the movie theater alone I thought would be weird but it was pretty comfy actually
>get out of the movie theater and take another walk home, while I think if I should quit that fucking job.
>take a nice diner and finally a decision was made
And today I'm going to work just to quit. And gotta say I feel pretty good about it.
>8am chem
>study for engineering test at 7pm
>few classes between that
>take engineering test
>tank
>study for physics test until 1
>sleep 4 hours
>study more
>8am physics test
>tank
just fuck my shit up famme
>wake up slightly hung over
>post on /bleep/
>think about ex gf, maybe we can still have a relationship someday, maybe we can at least be friends
>miss her love and affection
>take bath and read cracked
>go to work
>do good job at work, high fives when I fix issue with the computer in record time
>rest of work is pretty mundane, but enjoyable
>get home from work and lay down in front of computer
>browse 4chan and post on /bleep/
>Friend asks if he can have my headphones I let him barrow and forgot to give back over text if he lowers my debt I owe him for the acid he gave me to 15 dollars
>didn't know if I was going to be able to pay him back anyways, excitedly accept
>browse discogs for juke music, looking for one certain record but can't find it
>somebody posts epic dub step tune
>decide that I'll go find some new music in competition and post an etch song because nothing new is on discogs I can find and like
>get drunk, play world of Warcraft vanilla for like an hour
>talk to girl I met in tinder
>call her love, send her hearts and stuff
>feelsgoodman
>get drunker
>watch h3h3 video on YouTube and message her asking what she's up to
>were both watching the same video!
>watch the video at the same time while joking with one another
>sleep in through school
>try playing video games to pass time
>still bored af
>pick up a coworker's shift because nothing better to do
>go to sleep
Fuck
>>26925482
>she falls asleep after video
>tell her sweet dreams, she tells me the same hing back and gives me a <3
>get drunker and watch more h3h3
>fall asleep watching some unenjoyable boring amazing atheist video
>wake up slightly hung over, get some water
>>26925360
woke up
went to lecture on dental erosion (dental student)
patient 1: gold crown #19 prep and impression with temporary crown
patient 2: #12 and 13 extraction with #29 PFM prep, final impression with wax up abutment from lab to modify
patient 3: root canal #3, loacted mesial buccal 2, clean/shaped and obdurated DB, one more appointment to finish then restore
eat
home
weed
sleep
doing a paper due in a few hours but procrastinating with you faggots
>>26925511
edit my faggot greentext key carrot bullshit is broke :( sorry guise ill dismiss myself now
>>26925439
you sound like a cuntan original cunt
>>26925482
is dentistry really as boring as they say?
atleast you will be making bank
>>26925360
Rough couple of days. Gonna use this as a feel dump too so bear with me.
>yesterday around this time, tell girlfriend to have a good day n i love her
>doesnt text back, per the norm
>get through the first class of the day
>go to see her, hope shes happy
>how our breaks work at my school are simple: 10 minutes wandering, 10 minutes in our class
>i spend all my wandering time with gf
>she doesnt do the same, but its ok bc i love her
>10 mins go by fast, i put my arm around her waist and help her with math
>she leans against me, holds my arm and almost falls asleep
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>go back to class
>the door is locked
>whatever, ill just go back to her, its her wandering time now
We had different wandering and sitting times by the way. When i wandered, she sat, and when i sat, she wandered, thats how i spent my wandering time while she sat. If that doesnt make sense ill explain more.
>anyway continuing
>go to visit her, its her wandering time
>look around, cant find her anywhere
>eventually go down long school hallway
>see her standing there, talking with
>chad ex
>we've been talking about this, n i said if she talked to him i would leave
>as i approach, chad sees and leaves
>feel shaky, sick, ab to fall down n give up
>she looks at me with her perfect sapphiresforeyes
>"What's up?"
>i barely manage to get out, at a shaky whisper
>"i think we're done"
>i turn around and walk away
>.
>.
>i feel like shit
>feel a hand on my arm, i turn around and its her
>shes mad at me, telling me to explain
>"i said if you talked to him again, we're done. You obv made your choice."
>argue a bit more
Just checking to see if i can post this with current length, will cont
>doing a paper due in a few hours but procrastinating with you faggots
We love you so I think it's time well spent, anon. <3
>>26925531
good job
you tried
>>26925360
> wake up
> dick around in the library before walking to work
> make an AMA thread to kill time
> go to work
> minor fuck up at work because I'm too honest and take responsibility because I assume I made a mistake
> coworker is preggers, congratulate her on the start of her happy family
> leave work
> make a pizza
> overeat
> watch tv
> go to bed pretty early
> sleep for ten hours
here we are now
>woke up
>world hasnt ended
>hide in my room
>check internet to be sure
>reminded why the internet is pointless
>feel bitter and angry
>tearing up in hopelessness
>spend a few hours maladaptive daydreaming
>realise its 2016
>been stuck in a loop for about 10 years
>>26925538
was she fucking her chad ex or are you a jealous controlling beta?
>woke up
>watched a dog
>got and took some Percocet
>went to the store
>got speed and weed in the mail
>started doing speed and watching TV
>keep going on into the night
>jerk off for three hours
>take more Percocet
>feel nauseous
>try to sleep around five
>lie in bed without really sleeping for around four hours
>get up
>more speed
>sit around in my room feeling empty
>>26925575
>trying to protect yourself from getting cucked is now beta
>>26925519
>:(
>emotes
>on an imageboard
Make your suicide snappy you cunt.
>>26925528
>sound like a cunt
How so m8?
>>26925599
not allowing your gf to talk to another man because you are convinced she will cuck you is beta
>>26925360
>wake up
>underwear covered in blood
>go back to bed
>>26925531
its what you make of it, i enjoy it and working with my patients, who seem to enjoy me but im not jumping out of my chair in excitment
some of my classmates are fuckheads and they seems to have lots of difficulty with patient management they seem to really dislike the work
i find the more you 'nerd out' the more you can get into the different materials/techniques/procedures that are constantly developing in this field and by doing so focus more on the work at hand and in the end have a better result
i'll be done pretty soon here, everyone says its a good profession but i've already lost 3 friends to suicide and im not even out practicing yet, i dont worry but its something I ponder often
>>26925538
Continuing
>arguing more but im staying firm, i will not be a cuck
>finally she rips off her bracelet.
>its a white lokai, you know, those things with water from everest and mud from dead sea
>she had bought a white one for her and a black one for me, since i was really into yin yang.
>i love the idea of balance in the world
>she straight up rips the bracelet off and hands it to me
>i take it and walk off, forcing myself not to look back
>spend the morning trying not to think about it
>realize my jacket is still in her car
>fuck
Actually, i dont feel like finishing this story. Fuck you guys.
>>26925609
no one gives a shit what type of clothes youre wearing. you could have said jeans and a polo without explaining the exact brand, style and fit
>Got car MOT'd 24 hours ago
>Pissed around on some games while browsing here
>Read a book for a little bit
>Had something to eat
>Pissed around on some games some more
>Watched TV while browsing here
>Went to bed
>Woke up midday today
>Shit showered and shaved
>Browsed here and some news sites while having a cup of tea
>Now
>>26925624
This is my favorite, holy shit anon.
>>26925626
>i've already lost 3 friends to suicide
so high rates of suicide in dentistry isn't a meme?
>>26925618
>gfs walking to their exes
>Chad exes at that
He did the right thing. She's probably a cheating cunt.
>wake up but don't leave bed
>eventually leave room to get some food
>return to bed and check some news sites
>attempt to read some manga, give up
>zone out untill it is time to go to sleep
I really need to find something to do. I was thinking of using the treadmill for about an hour everyday (walking).
>yesterday 2pm
>buy two beers
>drink one
>get the bus to go to the store to buy black jeans for a fucking wedding
>everything is fucking slim
>skinny jeans everywhere
>cant put my balls in any of them
>get mad and leave
>go back home and drink the other one
>listen to music
>fall asleep
>wake up at midnight with my nose blocked and mouth shut wondering to myself how im still breathing and alive
>browse chans and listen to music until morning and my eyes are fucking raped
>go outside at 8am and get a bottle of wine
>go back to browsing chans and youtube
>over 6 hours pass
>im still here and only just opened the wine
kill me
>>26925668
dentists aren't the highest like everyone claims, but we're up there, i think lawyers and even medical doctors have it pretty bad, but ya..we're up there
>>26925645
>doesn't even include what brand of shoes you're wearing.
Sent from my LG Android G4.
>>26925681
bro if you have all of this free time can you pursue any hobbies? do you have any interests you are curoius to pursue?
>>26925669
Original author here
I gave up on the story but later that day i found love letters between them
>wake up
>migraine
>drink some water
>back to sleep for 19 hours
>now subsiding so I can shitpost from bed
>>26925726
im interested in defiliing pure japanese qts
>>26925695
hope you don't anhero but you seem pretty level headed.
I hope you have nice life.
>>26925738
>migraine
>19 hours
mfw I literally do nothing but sit in my room and drink alcohol and I don't even get the seasonal flu
all my muscles may have atrophied but living in a bacteria covered room and being a literal waste of a human is good for your immune system
>>26925741
well desu, you wont get much out of life with that hobby but if its what you want and you have the time you should pursue that...if you have any questions about some suggestions I might be able to help you find some better use of your time
>eating
>watching cooking videos
>wondering if I should go home
>>26925732
>normalfags
>still writing letters in 2016
Either this is bullshit or you were dating an Amish girl
>>26925754
thanks for taking the time to say that
i hope the same to you
>>26925552
i didnt see this, but im glad i did, this is pretty funny anon
thx i needed this
>>26925759
I'm lucky enough not to get cluster migraines. Mine just last a day or two at a time and make me wish I owned a shotgun so I could off myself.
>went to work
>got home
>sleep
>eat
>sleep
>wake up
>eat
aaand here we are
>>26925360
It is currently 4PM here, so i'm strating yesterday afternoon
>slept from 2:30 to 5:30
>went to my appointment at the psychiatrist's with mommy and daddy
>left while they were paying for the consultation
>went back home walking (something like 3 kms)
>argued with parents
>ate some mashed potatoes while shitposting, took my antidepressants and benzos
>went to bed around 10PM, took more benzos
>unable to sleep before midnight
>woke up this morning at 7AM
>went to uni at 8AM
>attended the first lecture
>left for the nurse's at 10AM, i couldn't hold it anymore
>parents came to pick me up (i have mental health issues, so i am not allowed to leave uni before my last lecture/period ends without having my parents come and pick me up)
>argued more with them
>had benzos and an orange for lunch
>now shitposting while considering shooting up uni before committing suicide
Life sure is great, brobots.
>>26925688
dude, i gotta say the attention to detail with the drinks is spot on
you acknowlege the pick up, the consumption and need for more
>>26925816
I wish I had migraines or chronic pain of some sort so I actually had a reason to be drinking and hating my life.
Anxiety, depression, self-loathing, and being surrounded by constant negativity is obviously all made up and not real, so I have to keep reminding myself I don't have it as bad as normies :^)
>smoked a few joints
>bought and dropped LSD, 120ug
>tripped, listened to psychedelic music, joints
>had a sauna, felt so blissful
>wandered into a guy giving a girl a massage
>asked could i join and rubbed her back for ages then felt her pussy for a long time
>felt absolutely orgasmasically cosmic and full of love, never had sexual contact on acid
>listened to a band jam
>listened to a podcast
>sleep
>>26925779
yeah, what suggestions do you have?
I always thought Japanese qts are the best but what other qts would you recommend?
>>26925360
>wake up
>chat with some old friends over facebook, who I'm visiting in the coming month
>shower
>have morning cigarette
>go for a stroll
>buy some food/drinks for a get together I'm hosting tonight
>come back home
>begin to compose a pleasant little tune on the piano
>have a quick look through /r9k/
>about to do some online clothes shopping
>after that either going to compose more or practice guitar
it's been an incredibly comfy day so far
>wake up at about 10 AM
>eat
>realize I have to go to the town festival
>watch festival on front row
>festival ends
>meet up with a friend while exiting
>walk home together talking about things
>he meets two girls which he apparently knows
>he fucking enchants them while I watch like an autist
>split up
>go shitpost on /pol/ about turks
>>26925862
Don't go wishing for this shit man. Migraines are honestly the worst pain I've felt so far in life and I normally have good pain tolerance.
>>26925726
I suppose. I've only had this much free time as of 2 weeks ago. But I won't be doing anything for the next 6 months. So as long as it's not going to cost me much money I could pursue hobbies.
My main hobby is reading, but I feel a bit burnt out on it. And I don't really play video games anymore (I probably have about 200 I bought and never played).
I'd like to get in the habbit of exercising but I kinda hate it. Plus anything I use to distract myself while exercising I learn to hate also.
>>26925360
>didn't buy ETH @ $1
>>26925360
>be me
>chubby neet waste of resources
>feeling depressed
>ordered more legos
>got insulted since I'm from a third world country and whites don't think I'm white enough to live
>played stalker since it has a moody ambiance but it doesn't give me pleasure anymore
>nothing does
>waiting for something to happen but nothing ever does
If I gain nothing from this existance, why do I bother living just so I can suffer the negatives
>>26925841
It's my life
and it's my wife
Alcohol is love.
>>26925360
>wake up
>eat some breakfast
>shitpost for 4+ hours
>shower, brush teeth and get dressed in 20 minutes
>go to work
>do stuff for 4 hours
>return home
>eat some fruit
>shitpost (in progress)
Not that bad after all.
Now I should probably get some laundry done and in an hour or so I should go downtown to visit a doctor to get some blood work done.
But I'm still a bit reluctant due to residual betaness.
>tfw my stomach is empty so the wine buzz hits me better than last time
>tfw im about to drink the entire bottle and regret not saving it later
>>26925360
>Wake up at 5pm
>fuckmylife
>feel terrible
>decide that I need to go the gym
>Itwillmakemefeelbetter
>go at 7pm
>leave and take a walk on the beach
>feelinggood
>gohome
>6.3+ nignog comes out of street corner
>I'mfucked.jpg
>grabs my neck pushes me againts the wall and hits my face with his fists, like 10 or 15 times
>rapidfire punches
>lots of concussions
>I try to run
>resistanceisfutile.jpg
>grabs the back of my sweater
>Continues to punch me brutally
>again and again
>It felt like forever
>ask him "what do you want"
>Your phone!
>I say take it and he runs of like hell
>I run to my house and get into my car
>look for him for like 50 minutes
>couldn't find him, report it to the cops
>get back to my house
>browse the internet
>Ohh it's 7:00AM
>Well I guess It's time to go to sleep.
>>26925629
>Actually, i dont feel like finishing this story. Fuck you guys.
Why not mate
Keep going
>>26925482
alri lad safe
>6 pm
>wake up from a 3h nap and realize I wanted to go to the cinema and see deadpool but it's too late
>watch amaz's stream on twitch until 8 pm
>eat unfrozen spaghetti
>go take a bath
>stay in there until midnight while I chill in the water and shave my legs
>go watch the northernlion supershow on twitch and realize it has been delayed 1 hour
>go on 4chan instead
>play the binding of isaac rebirth with the nlss in the background, almost feels like I have friends
>they start playing whiplash, so I go play with them on my phone
>post on 4chan until 5 am and go to sleep
>wake up at 7 am and go to college
>4 hours lab work until 12 am, my partner does almost everything because I don't understand anything
>go back home and take a nap
>wake up at 2 pm
>eat my spaghetti leftovers
>take my stuff and go take the train to go to my mom's place for the weekend
I'm still in the train now.
>>26926035
I Love these threads, I can finally vent my frustrations with imaginary people and not have them look at me like I'm a joke, I love you guys.
>>26926035
>getting robbed
>getting robbed in 2017
>getting robbed after the age of 18
>getting robbed after a walk on the beach & gym
>having money to go to the gym
>living by the beach
>not carrying a knife at all times
I will rob u too desu
>>26925538
Are you fucking 14?
Holy shit that Story is so stupid and pointless
I hope you get b&
>>26925360
>At home playing vidya
That's all folks.
>>26925439
Die consumer scum
>>26925360
>woke up
>payed guitar, then fallout, ate pizza and salad
>went to work
>came home and bought tickets to a show next week
>now I'm going to work later tonight
All in all not bad, my job is easy as fuck at a fine dining restaurant and I make good money and my coworkers are not too bad. Right now this'll do.
>>26925439
>slim jeans
kill yourself low-test nu-male beta faggot fuck
>go to the office late because nobody gives a shit
>the company is so large I've basically fallen between the cracks and am being paid to read books on my phone all day
>leave an hour early for the same reason
>hit the gym
>some dyel keeps asking me for advice since I look like I lift
>go home
>do some dog training
>watch Shangai Major and eat pizza
>sleep
>back to the office
>can't stop thinking about overripe milfy mom that's in the cube next to me, pic related for reference
>about to go pick up a fish fry catering order for a local church
>>26925360
just posted my diary for th day in the goth thread, but kept getting non-ASCII text error.
>rarely go outside
>go to friday night magic
>qt22/7 grill is there again
>her light burns my self loathing
>my driver arrives to take me to Gods of Egypt
>I pay for 3d, pizza & RCPD Cola
>Gods of Egypt is great
>fucking suck at magic and chauffeur talking about me to other neckbeards like that is disheartening
>>26926177
>I'm 18
>I live in "the good part of town"
>This has never happend to me before
>And I don't want to get stabbed with my own knife
>go to work
>come home
>shower
>lay in bed
>eat
>sleep all evening and night
>wake up
>work
>>26925439
>2016
>wearing underwear
to be honest kill yourself family
>>26925439
>put on my luke 1977 polo, harrington jacket, slim fit navy jeans, adidas neo vl courts and generic underwear.
KEK
>>26926288
>lives in the good part of town and gets robbed
come to london m8 pls
>>26925360
>be 4 pm yesterday
>playing some codBO2
>get call from this girl that I met two weeks ago standing outside my apartment
>don't answer it
>suddenly here knock on door
>girl invites herself in
>tells me that the night before she was hanging out with the guy who lives above me
>she said he mentioned the KKK and that some of his family were members
>says she wants to leave and not to talk to her
>threatens to call the police and put his information on blast to her contacts
>later that night
>says she saw cars driving past her house and the screen door to the front door jiggling.
>after a while she walks out to the front room and sees the door is open
1?
>>26925360
> sleeping
> eating
> hacking
> eating more
> back to hacking
> logged onto 4chan just to troll /pol/
> decided to browse other boards as /pol/ populated with retards
> here I am
>Tooth hurt.
>Call dentist.
>They have an opening today.
>Go down there.
>Dentist says my mouth is pretty good.
>Tells me my bite is imperfect though and putting pressure on some teeth.
>Stops examining me and tells me I'm turning red.
>Think she's joking or something.
>Hands me a mirror, my neck is red and covered in hives.
>Freak out.
>Decide to cancel the appointment, thinking it's a latex allergy I didn't know about.
>Go home.
>Play video games.
>Eat supper and sleep.
>>26926394
at least this rape will end in white kids.
don't help her, pray she doesn't abort.
>>26926394
>she thinks it was my neighbor
>he comes home and she gets freaked out
>end up watching disturbia and smoking
>went to university to get my trainticket for this month
>went to MickyD's for free wifi
>after 3 hours went home again
>played runescape for a while
>fell asleep
>phone became empty during the night, so alarm couldn't wake me up
>woke up at regular hours instead of early
>played runescape for the next 10 hours
>>26926455
She's actually black lmao
it's almost 5pm here. So I'll start with yesterday 5pm
>get home from University
>get greeted by my girlfriend
>eat dinner with her
>suggest sex, she says she needs to do school work
>so I do some school work myself
>work out
>girlfriend notices and gets aroused
>have sex, cum inside her (she's on birth control)
>have a shower
>play video games
>go to sleep
>wake up late this morning, home alone (I don't have classes on Fridays but my gf does)
>meet up with some friends and play soccer
>girls watching us, one of them staring at me, obviously wants me
>get a blowjob from her in the parking lot
>cum on her face
>it was my girlfriend's sister
>my girlfriend set her up to it to catch me cheating
>ask her why she went so far to actually let me cum on her face
>she tells me to shut up
>texts my gf who then breaks up with me via text
>I committed suicide
And now I'm here
>woke up at 16:00
>layed in bed for 2 hours
>took the bus and visited my crippled mother
>took the bus home
>bought crisps, chocolate(Bounty and Milky Way) and Pepsi Max
>layed in bed and watched Lost, ate my "dinner"
>fell asleep at 05:30
>woke up at 14:00 when my grandmother called me
>layed in bed for 1.5 hours
>rushed to get my NEET-bux
>walked around the corner to the closest pub
>now drinking my 5th beer
>>26926471
then why didn't you shoot it when it broke in to your place?
wait a niggress was dating a klansman?
son_I_am_disappoint.jpg
>Go to the store and buy cheap wine
>Hang out at sisters place with a friend and drink wine
>Get drunk and complete 4 papers
>Sleep
About as exciting as it gets right here.
>>26926435
what
why did you turn red and freak out and leave
>mfw anxiety issues all my life and used to have a phobia of gagging/vomiting
>my parents made fun of me and nobody ever took me serious
>would get full blown panic attacks and feel like i was dying if I as much as gagged once
>never knew why this happened or what was wrong with me
>ruined countless dentist appointments because of this and always got blamed for it
>thought I was the only one on the planet with the problem and dentists or my parents never gave a shit and just tried to fuck my shit up
>every appointment was torture
>in my teens alone I had over 30 root canals done
>yes, over 30 root canals until I lost count because of how often my teeth fucked up
>every single appointment was torture, on the verge of gagging and freaking out and trying my absolute hardest to pull through it
>eventually I watch porn and see bitches suck dick and gag
>look at hentai and see hardcore throat fucking shit
>think to myself "how are these people doing this?"
>do some research
>look at more porn
>realise im not the only one who gags
>wow thanks for telling me, niggers
>eventually go somewhere secluded and tell myself "fuck this shit it's over now"
>throatfuck myself through the tears
>gag like crazy 8-10 times
>not freaking out anymore
>suddenly I can cope with it
>mfw I defeated a phobia after my parents and dentists and everyone made fun of me for it and treated me like a fucking disabled retard fuck for something out of my control
>the anxiety is still there but at least I defeated a phobia all on my own
thanks mom thanks everyone you helped alot
literally wish everything crashes and burns for this alone
>fed dogs and cats
>went to work
>got home from work at 6
>fed dogs and cats
>browsed 4chan til 2am
>slept
>woke up
>fed cats and dogs
I do this every day, except sometimes I'll play League or Genesis or NES games instead of browsing 4chan all day.
>>26925879
I should message kris more.
I just feel like shit.
>>26925360
>got up after getting little to no sleep
>went to work
>first 4 hours are tough as fuck
>extremely tired, depressed and constantly making mistakes, but at least the customers are unusually friendly and cooperative today
>lunch break
>continue working, feeling a little better now
>boss calls me in for last month's performance evaluation
>did decently for the most part, but he noticed I often take more breaks than allowed
>last hour goes by quickly
>finally time to head home
>buy some frozen food on the way
>get home and start lurking /r9k/
>see this thread
Here I am, ready for the weekend and still dreaming of being able to quit my job someday and be a NEET.
>get edible from some dude during lunch (inb4 underage b&).
>feel nothing for like an hour
>get up from seat
>feel something rush down my legs
>bruh
>hits me like a ton of bricks
>sit in class completely baked for next hour
>go home after
feels good man
>>26925360
>decide to work from home
>smoke a bowl
>rush to finish a project
>jerk off to chicks sucking off dogs
>drive gf to work
>pick up friend from campus
>smoke a blunt at my place and talk politics
>pick up gf from work
>play Bloodborne
>sleep
>>26925360
>be sick
>watch anime
>get 5 hours of strange half sleep with weird "dreams" about sleeping techniques and going to a grocery store
>phone alarm goes off at 5 am for no reason
>feel too shitty to go back to sleep
>take shower, eat half a bowl of oatmeal, browse chan
>>26925360
>woke up at 7pm
>shitposted on 4chan until 10am
>time for bed
>wake up, get ready and go to class
>only class for the day ends
>go home, eat lunch consisting of cut chicken on wheat bread
>play a little fallout 4 before work
>got super horny and started browsing /gif/
>also reinstalled tinder as a result of being horny
>didn't want to fap before work because I'd feel gross all day
>left for work while still feeling super horny
>worked
>stopped being horny
>finish work, meet dad for dinner at local restaurant
>come home, shit, sit on computer for an hour
>look at clock, it's 11:30pm, feel super fucking tired
>crawl in bed fall asleep
>wake up, eat leftovers from last night for breakfast
>uninstall tinder again for the thousandth time
browse /r9k/
>enter this thread
I've not got class or work today, but I've got a shit ton of homework.
I want to die.
>>26925360
>people greentexting more than 3-5 lines
Normies, really.
>>26925360
>Go to class
>eat
>play league
>go to class
>play league
>look at assignments due
>go to bed
begin 2.40 am
>watching fight club
>that finishes so i watch anime till 5.30 am.
>go to bed because i get yelled at if im up when my parents are going to work
>wake up with much struggle around 2 pm
>sit on r9k until about 4pm
>csgo from 4-6pm
>have to drive 30 mins into town to take my chaddish brother to a party
>got $20 for it so i buy KFC
>back home playing dota its about 7.30 now
>stop playing dota at about 12 am
>mix of r9k and suicidal thoughts until now
probably going to watch another movie anybody got some suggestions
>Woke up, fell out of bed,
>Dragged a comb across my head
>Found my way downstairs and drank a cup,
>And looking up I noticed I was late.
>Found my coat and grabbed my hat
>Made the bus in seconds flat
>Found my way upstairs and had a smoke,
>Somebody spoke and I went into a dream.
>lift
>fap
>went out to eat
>went to swimming pool to stare at ass
>went to McDonald's
>fapped at home
>messages about 12 girls on normie book
>fell asleep
>woke up
>went to school
>got a reply from 3 girls
>haven't stopped browsing /r9k/ since 7 this morning
What am I doing with my life?
> wake up
> read a case story from psychology/psychiatry book
> get ready and go to voluntary work today
> do stuff there and get praise for it as usual
> cycle home cursing because it's cold and I don't stand discomfort well when my medication wears off.
> play with dog
> shit post on alcoholic threads and remember why I quit drinking
Feels great man
>>26925360
>got coffee
>wageslaved
>bought boardshorts
>surfed, did a high backside air reverse, pretty stoked
>got pho
>watched anime (finished zvezda plot)
>slept
>woke up to nudes from fwb
>>26927144
Yeah there's one called ' get your shit together or you'll live and die this way
>>26927001
Do your assignments you asshole
>>26925360
>woke up
>had to shit but didn't want to leave my comfy and warm bed
>decided to turn heat on and take shit
>watching videos on youtube
>commercial for walmart comes on about making shrimp scampi
>actually sounds pretty fucking good to me
>eat some scrambled eggs and toast
>go to local grocery store (fuck walmart)
>by myself needed ingredients
>go home
>jack off
>play stepmania (im that kind of fag)
>make scampi
>tastes breddy gud desu
>ice cream for dessert
>jack it again
>get comfy with some ASMR videos
>fall asleep early
>wake up early
>same dilemma as yestderday: I have to shit, but don' want to leave comfy
>take shit and jack heat up
>jack it again, this time to slime girls, >apparently I have a new fetish (although I already jack off to monster girls I avoided slime girls)
>go on /r9k/
>find this thread
>type this
>check captcha
>posted this shit
>get hired to make bread
>first day is tomorrow
>know i will willfully or involuntarily fuck it up
>>26925360
>yesterday 18:23
>playing aberoth
>try to finish stuff for uni
>play guitar instead
>cook a nice meal
>play some more guitar and aberoth
>go to bed early (22:00) but due to internet addiction don't fall asleep until 3:00 AM
>wake up at 10:30 AM
>take breakfast (meal from yesterday evening)
>shower
>prepare to leave for gym
>stay at home instead, playing aberoth and finishing shit for uni
>go to gym at 16:00
>leave gym at 18:00
>take the bus
>drink my shake
>get on the toilet and browse /r9k/
>post this
>helping raise my nieces and nephew with my mother because my sister is irresponsible and would rather spend her days with some dickhead who also neglects his responsibilities
>came to visit my nieces and nephew but stayed because I know they need me and I love them
>early 20s and essentially have 4 kids
>entire day spent exactly like a stay at home parent, cooking, eating leftovers, helping with homework, and cleaning
>>26925360
>woke up
>took a shitload of anxiety meds
>showered
>played vidya for a bit
>fought with shitty AT&T internet for a while
>got dressed for work
>went to work
>saw some blown out druggy get arrested
>came home
>took another load of meds
>went to bed
>Finish XCCOM2
>Download 100GB of Japanese fetish porn.
>Pop down to shop for cigs.
>Think about shower, nope.jpg
>play video games all night
>mom makes breakfast
>watch girly shows but im a guy and one of the girls are hot
not going to lie kind of getting tired of being a neet
>Go to work
>Come home and watch Raedwulf play Firewatch
>Go to gym and deadlift 225 for a new PR
>Come home and lurk youtube till bed
Wanted to kill myself<
Didn't<
>>26925360
>Slept
>Told GF to sleep naked cause wanted sex
>Nothing happened, i was hoping she would climb on top of me and wake me up to the wet pussy smell as she rides me (like she used to)
>Wake up pissed off
>She tries to stuck her huge tits in my mouth, dont do it cause pissed off
>Have a fight about her not wanting to fuck
>She goes to work and i play kenshi for 2 hours
>Get bored, browse r9k till now
>Hate self
Das it. Gonna get high when she comes home though and she said we will fuck to calm me down
>in general elective watching movies talking about economy stuff or something idk
>finish final midterm
>eat indian food with a friend
>he gives me his old headphones
>go home, play video games til around midnight
>watch bridge of spies with dad til about 3am
>go to bed
>wake up
>browse internet for an hour
>>26927707
i tried to get my shit together once, it failed terribly, i dont really care enough to try again
>watch anime
>sleep
>watch more anime
>sleep more
>eat
>watch even more anime
>play vidya
>go to gym
>watch even more anime pt2
>fap
>take a shower
>sleep
I did so much during the last 24 hours
>>26925360
> wake up
> drop girlfriend off at work
> clean dogshit off grandmas lawn
> get drunk
> watch black books on netflix / browse 4chan / smoke cigs all day
> pick up girl
> get more drunk, get stoned
> get my cummies
>up at by my parents helping sickly mother
>stopped by the office, did a little work, chatted with dad about family tree
>drove home
>picked up gf from her mom's
>felt shitty and slept for a few hours after hitting the grocery store
>woke up around ten, watched the wonder years while eating dinner gf made me
>have bad anxiety, stayed up while she slept and watched tv and read a book about the history of cocktails
>drove around at 2am because anxiety and depression crap
>came home around four and cried in gf's arms
>she stayed up talking to me about bs even though she has a big test today
>slept from 6 to 9, got up, showered, went to work
>out running errands for work now: post office, bank deposit, grocery store
>ignoring gf's texts because I feel like shit and isolating myself
>raged at work
>go to bar get beer with locals
>go home work out
>go to another bar with friend
>go to his house smoke some dank weed
>go home read on constitution while high-freedom is better soaring
>watch EVA to fall asleep to
>wake up late
>listen to Gary Numan
>boss left work early so time to fuck off
>>26927725
Why would i do that? The only reason i'm going to school is because my parents are paying.
>>26925360
>hospital
>on my deathbed
>family come visit
>say goodbye
>die
isnt this how most peoples last days go
>ate
>went to work
>came home
>GF is working
>wack it
>play dark souls
>make dinner
>arrive here
>be at music recital
>play my piece in the first half, stand awkwardly during the interval as I have body to talk to
>be bored through the second half
>go home
>eat dinner
>play Attila total war
>go to bed
>sleep
>wake up with a busted lip
>its snowing outside
>decide not to go to work
>dont call in, I don't care I'd I get fired anymore
>>26925360
>3:30 am get up, eat
>give cat food
>take bike go to the gym
>do shoulders
>go to shop, buy breakfast
>use self-checkout for the first time, it's stupid AF
>go to school
>be bored
>browse some 4chan during classes
>slap some faggot with banana peel
>go home
>masturbate 13-18
>format pc, reinstall OS
>go buy ramen
>eat ramen waching YT
>shitpost
>write with dad on skype
>write a shit-tier greentext
>3:45
>smoke joint
>sudden boost of motivation
>clean myself, then start working out, then clean myself again
>browse 4chan until 5:40
>go to class
>start chatting with some guys
>teacher makes us do a two words introduction
>being the retard I am I said something unfunny but due to a lucky turn of events I managed to make the whole class laugh
>felt fucking awesome
>class is cool, leave
>get home
>cook
>eat
>browse 4chan
>sleep
>wake up
>go to class
>talk to a dude in the first period
>we have the same schedule
>become friends quickly
>chat with a bunch of people during the day
>notice that a girl I talked to the first day has the same schedule as well
>she sits next to me
>we talk a bit, have fun
>have lunch with my friend
>go to last class
>meet another girl and make another friend
>class ends
>go home
>resting right now awaiting the party that's about to come
I'm so close to ending my transition from robot to normie. All I need is to keep this up and get laid. I'll do my best so it works out.
>>26925439
It's like a pleb version of American Psycho.
>drinking copious amounts of green tea, adding freshly chopped garlic to lunch, wearing ear protectors and doing cardio in the hopes it might help with my autism and trying to learn to program with no resources besides free things I can find on the internet
>work
>come home
>play farcry primal
>shop for new gpus
>cuddle with my qt gf and watched princess kaguya
>eat
>sleep
>rave
>repeat
>woke up at 4
>drank a pot of coffee, listened to a podcast, hung around here
>fell asleep at desk for three hours
>showered
>went to the bass pro shop
>went driving around some back roads and made my way to the coast
>stopped by the store for some beers
>fell for "winner of blah blah blah" bullshit, the beer wicked
>went to bed at 8:30
>woke up at 1
>more coffee, podcast, this place
>went to cabelas
>came home
>got on here
I need a fucking job. I can't stand not having anything to do.
>>26929324
>wicked
Fuck this phone. The beer sucked ass. Waste of money.
>Wake up
>Brush my teeth and all that other shit
>Go on /r9k/
I'm living the NEET life lads.
>Wake up
>Be mind-numbingly bored
>Go to sleep
>Repeat
>waiting for shitty math class to end
>waiting for bus
>eat
>work for the rest of the day
>come home
>practice rudiments
>fap
>sleep
remember to practice everyday friends!
>wake up in the afternoon
>do some homework due today that I should have done the week before
>go to class and take my mid term geology exam
>probably get a 65 or something
>shit post on the university "free speech" board when nobody is looking
>talk with a buddy of mine as we walk back to my car
>spot a skeleton kid unironically wearing a fedora skipping and dancing on the way back to his dorm
>have a laugh and drive home
>play vanilla WoW for 15 hours straight while listening to conservative talk radio and vaporwave
>shit post on /pol/ watching the debate
>play until I physically can't stay awake any longer and go to bed at 5 am
>wake up 30 minutes ago but just lie in bed
>>26925360
>Cardio class
>protein shake after exercise and race my friend to next class
>go to college class late, again
>bored out of my mind and know I'll pass the midterm since I already have an A in the class and understand the material pretty well
>today is my long day since I don't have a physics lab on Thursdays
>come back to my dorm from class 'round 11 and have 7 more hours to spare
>take shower and fap
>basically here alone again
>usually go with Indian kutiya friend to eat out at a restaurant but said he couldn't do it this week since his family is over
>sit in my desk bored out of my mind
>study for physics and differential equation midterms coming up
>listen to Youtubers as I'm studying
>take a break and play old games I haven't played in the while (medieval II and Mount and Blade: Warband)
>this is literally what I do for seven hours until my next class which starts at six
>we talk about midterm, professor says he'll go easy on us
>confident i'll pass the class with an A like with Calc III last semester
>go home
>eat subway with friend and he suggested should have another gathering (we have a rather large group of friends who like to all hang out a library room every week) and said he'd call me when everyone agreed to come
>wake up today
>went to grab breakfast and study
>still waiting for that call
>get bored and start browsing /r9k/ again
God, I live a boring fucking life.
>>26925360
>Wake up 4am
>Shower, get dressed
>Drive to school (med school fag)
>Study from 445-8am
>Class 8am-11
>Vidya at classmates dorm 11-noon
>Drive 45 min to another city to do a practice physical exam on someone
>Do the physical
>Home by 4pm
>Shitpost and jerk off
>Mom makes dinner at 5
>Eat dinner
>Jerk off
>watch tv
>Work on writing my novel
>Bed by 830
Someone please kill me. I cant do this much longer.
So many chads and normie a wtf are you even here for
>24 hours ago was 7pm yesterday because bongistani
>had dinner, sat there trying not to kill mum and stepdad as usual
>go upstairs, get in the shower and put my head in my hands for 10 minutes
>dry off, relax in bed
>get Pokemon Red on 3DS, Charmander starter for nostalgia
>not sure why I bought it, could just emulate it for free
>catch up on Dagashi Kashi
>get pretty horny, fap to some hentai of Hotaru and Saya
>go to bed at midnight because got to wagecuck tomorrow morning
>have cool dream, forgotten it now though
>wake up, struggle to get out of bed more than usual
>arrive a few minutes late, my workplace is pretty chill though so no-one cares
>most of my colleagues are women so they're always arriving late for one reason or another, usually "muh kids" "muh husband" "muh dog walk"
>pretty lax day, just do my work at a comfortable pace and browse /pol/ and /v/ inbetween
>finish all my work, get to knock off earlier than usual
>drive to the shop and buy some beers
>get home and rewatch the DIO's World arc from JJBA because I felt like it
>feel like starting a new anime
>start Ore Monogatari which I've been meaning to watch
>so fucking sweet, catch diabeetus
>Yamato a qt, Sunakawa is bro-tier and Takao is fucking hilarious
>dinner
>not in as bad a mood as yesterday
>actually speak to my family about what's on the news and stuff
>play some more Pokemons
>about to fuck Mt Moon in the arse
>nao
Life isn't completely terrible. I just had a half decent day for oncetfw no gf tho
>wake up and eat breakfast
>go to school, study while I wait for exam to start
>do practical scenario for emr, shitbomb it somewhat
>finish exam, eat lunch.
>mad about exam but should still get 85ish overall
>go home and waste time on computer for too long
>play xbox while pretending to listen to gf
>unintentional nap
>go for run and do bodyweight stuff to make myself tired for sleep
>go to bed
>wake up, drink coffee and take a shit and write this post
Feels nice
>get pissed over how my few internet friends are annoying
>ditch them for the day
>make a blog thread, whining about it here
>fall asleep after a few replies
>wake up, post here in a few places, mostly shitposting
>check my thread from the day before
>someone called me cute and asked for my Skype
>feel a little flattered, then dismiss it, because the person is probably just an ERP steam whore faggot
>play some games, mostly metal gear rising
>talk to internet friends from day before
>mention how I dislike their bullshit and why
>they half listen
>now
>sleep
>sleep
>urinate
>anime
>anime
>skip class
>sleep
>sleep
>anime
>now
Just kill me senpai.
>lay in bed, in a funky limbo state where I'm neither awake nor asleep
>watch the first 10 minutes of a dozen shows on Hulu
>masturbate
>shower
>watch 3 hours of Tosh.0
>drive over to the store for a can of Surge
>get pulled over and get a citation for having a licence thats been expired for a year
>call my best friend to wish him a happy birthday and to see if he wants to hang out
>meet up at his place and spend all night smoking meth and watching music videos
>take a nap
>leave his place, grab a couple of Shasta's on the way home
>make some spaghetti and see whats going on on 4chan
>>26930229
>Drink energy drink and smoke meth
Great idea.
>>26925360
>work
>vidya
>sleep
>>26930380
What can I say, things just don't feel right anymore unless I feel like I'm on the verge of heart attack
>>26930229
Hey, I spent last night doing meth too. Neat.
>wake up
>watch stream
>still watching stream
thinking about getting some adderall to spice up this boring and lonely friday night
>>26930418
I see my friend. What a way to live!
>wake up at 11am
>go upstairs to get coffee and food
>get coffee and food
>mom ignores me
>go back downstairs with coffee and food
>shitpost and watch anime all afternoon
>go back upstairs to get food and tea
>mom and dad say a few words to me, I mumble a reply
>get food and tea
>go back downstairs
>watch anime, play vidya after food is finished
>wait until parents are asleep in bed
>go back upstairs to dispose of my dirty dishes
>go back downstairs and go to sleep at 2am
>sleep
>wake up at 11am
>repeat process until right now
I have a very strict schedule I adhere to. I rarely leave it.
>wake at 10, put pyjamas on
>make tea, porridge, and pop some fish oil
>sit at computer for 1.5hrs
>wake gf at 11.30, sit at computer until midday
>get dressed
>drive gf to countryside to go horseriding
>she tacks up her pony and rides, i go for a wander around the stables
>see weird gimp horse, take a picture (pic related)
>leave stables, drive to shopping centre
>buy mother's day candle and card
>get a chicago steakhouse meal from burger king, gf gets auntie anne's pretzel
>drive home
>cup of tea, play rocket league
>eat some pasta and watch 'take me out'
>bathe
>now i'm here.
>>26925360
10 p.m. to 6 a.m.: Sleep
6 a.m. to 7:30 a.m.: Go to work, drink coffee with coworkers, as I do every day.
7:30 a.m. to 8 a.m.: Talk to other coworkers and do some prep work.
8 a.m to noon: Relocate a gas main line, which takes a lot longer because we missed supplies.
noon to 1 p.m.: Meet with a friend who fell sick with cancer, have some banter to cheer him up.
1 p.m. to 2 p.m.: Clear up my truck for the weekend, realize I'm on on-call duty today.
2 p.m. to 2:30 p.m.: Get ready to finish work for today and go home.
2:30 p.m. to 3:30 p.m.: My brother comes around but needs to leave because I get an emergency call.
3:30 p.m. to 4:30 p.m.: Take care of some guy who paid his dues and bitched about his service being cut regardless. Open his meter against, which wouldn't be my duty normally.
4:30 p.m. to 5:30 p.m.: Try to buy some food, but get called again. Have to argue with a HVAC mechanic because he's certain our service doesn't work properly. Check it, prove him to be wrong and fuck off.
5:30 p.m. to 6:00 p.m.: Return home to fine my cat vomiting all over the floor. Clean up the mess.
6:00 p.m. to 10 p.m. (now): Buy some eBooks about business coaching and read them while browsing the chan.
>>26925360
>wake up
>go to the library
>watch youtube videos & read magazines until 14.00
>walk home
>sleep for two to three hours
>eat leftovers
>go for a walk
>aimless internet surfing
>>26925360
>Fallout Boy concert
>Fucked my ex's mom
>took Physics midterm
>did well
>took shots of vodka
>puked outside in the snow
>ate a bagel
>agree to oral for the first time ever
>prep interview clothes
>end up watching Japan tourist videos
>sleep at 4am
>wake at 730am
>prepare for interview after 8 months of unemployment after college
>went to wrong office and ended up late
>spill spaghetti
>drive home sad
>left arm feels weak, think it's a blood clot from birth control
>try to sleep it off
>do baking soda+hydrogen peroxide for whiter teeth
>wake up with sore throat
>accuse friend of making me sick, probably make her feel bad
>figure out it was due to the baking soda+hydrogen peroxide
>eat and watch half of the Republican debate
>lose more faith in America
>clean out desk and fridge
>collect old clothes for goodwill
>fall asleep again at 4am
9pm right now so ill start from 9pm yesterday
>read entire "embarassing stories" thread on /r9k/
>listen to music
>too tired to continue wasting time
>sleep
>wake up at 2pm
>lurking internet
>fap
>dota
>browse /r9k/ and post in this thread.
>>26925360
>woke up
>get ready
>make lunch
>go to school
>get an A
>eat lunch
>go home
>shitpost
>>26926506
>Pepsi Max
>>layed in bed and watched Lost, ate my "dinner"
drinking pepsi max and watching Lost.
Are you me?
>about this time yesterday was watching the Tonight Show (not a huge fan)
>ate popcorn, shrimp, popcorn shrimp, and chicken tenders
>then I watched Better Calls Saul, season 2 episode 2
>got home
>wrote a one page paper on school of rock, though I didn't see the movie, so it was mostly bullshit from a mix of YouTube clips and summaries
>browse r9k and sleep
>wake up, forget breakfast
>go to school
>talked to my loser friends then head to 1st hr
>dont try to avoid gf for once, not sure why i do anyway
>she isn't where she usually is though
>i wait a bit, she shows up with her friend om crutches
>woke up
>coffee + smoke
>joint
>coffee + smoke
>finish and proofread translation contract
>joint
>coffee + smoke
>lunch + smoke
>4chan
>shower + smoke
>>26931763
>they're going to hangout tonight, i suggest they make over each other in jest
>friend thinks i said make out with each other
>hahahahaha not really funny but i pretend
>gf leaves, i sit down
>have to do an assignment before class starts, but need a computer but nobody lets me use one
>just make up answers using steven avery
>next class is euro, pretty interesting talk about ww1
>then i go to teacher assistant class, work on some tic tac to review thing, turns out it's going to be harder to explain then i thought
>i have to give the class instructions on how to do it to damn it
>go to lunch, sit with gf and friend
>blah
>walk her to class, hold hands
>go back to teacher assistant
>talk to teacher, we're going to have to figure out how this game works later
>go to yoga class
>outside, they're sledding and having smores
>90% of the class i hide in the woods watching them, then i grab smores and steal chocolate
>intercept gf before she leaves class to help crippled friend
>we go together hold hands
>get there, her friend and another friend talking about mental illness
>say i read the school paper on it, but am completely ignored
>i help her help crippled friend to office before class
>in the elevator she suggests elevator sex
>i wish desu
>help get her to the office then walk back with gf to her class
>run into a teacher we both like, who is so happy we're a couple and didn't know before this moment
>gf is bubbly now, so am i
>get to class, kiss her on the cheek
>she happily goes to class, and i sprint to mine, feeling good
>do nothing, just right "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH'' tell it fills up entire page
>teacher comes up during this
>''need any help''
>''nope''
>''Hs huh''
>''yep''
>later in class, collect a ton of dandrift on my black shirt
>somebody is looking at me with disgust
>i mumble at them, they look away instantly
>leave school wait for bus with loser friends
>talk about the Hs
>they all think im autistic, i agree
>>26931811
>get on bus with loser friend who goes on /b
>have a great chat
>get off bus
>come home
>one of my Chihuahuas attacks me
>i get pissed
>i yell, i throw water at it
>it just sits there, shaking
>i leave, bring left over popcorn into my room
>go on 4chan, after a bit see this thread
>decide to give a detailed account, then plan to masturbate after
>while typing all this shit on my tablet, mom comes home
>cant jerk off now
>fuck
Hell, i even forgot some stuff that happened earlier today, but it was boring still
>>26925360
>Went to ask mom for a haircut
>She out me off and started acting like a hitch again
>Ask her why she never helps me like a mother >should
>We argue
>I chew her shit out harder than ever before
>Told her to never call or talk to me again
>She gets all emotional and call my aunt
>drank tequila and ate Chinese food
>Cried to grandma because I can't do shit to help her
>Went to bar with cousin and met some cool people
>Drank tequila and passed out
>woke and applied for a job at ups
>>26925439
>be me
>wake up
>see this post
>C R I N G E
>>26932799
are you that shovel faced girl who made a video about pedophiles?
> im drunk right now and dont remember anything
>wake up 1PM
>go on laptop
>eat ice cream
>masturbate
>10PM
time flies
>New job as grocery store cashier
>9 pm, yet busy
>Make a few mistakes every now and then
>Tell customers it's my first day and they're usually forgiving
>Middle eastern man comes in to buy big box of nerds
>Ask if he has a rewards card
>He fumbles angrily
>I tell him it's okay, I'll swipe mine
>For some reason he is seething anger
>Swipe card, get him the deals
>Time to pay
>"And your total is $1.16, sir."
>Drops huge handful of dimes in my hands
>Like 5 dollars worth
>Yells FUCK YOU
>Takes his nerds and literally runs out of the store
>Next customer just shrugs
Where did I do wrong, robots?
>wake up
>/k/
>/r9k/
>sleep
>/k/
>movie
>/r9k/
>post this
>>26925360
>go to visit son's grandma and grandpa with the wife
>they offer to babysit for the night since newborn and no sleep
>tfw I can finally sleep now
>spend the evening there
>go to krispy kreme for a dozen at midnight
>eat myself to shit
>smoked a ton of schwag
>passed out and had the best rest in da nest
>wake up at 7am
>go to work
>make a couple hundred dollars
>go out to get lunch at a Mexican food trailer
>go back to work
>buy some cigarettes
>collect paycheck
>go to bank
>fill up air in car tires
>drive home
>post here
>Get home from work
>eat a bunch of cheese and crackers
>feel bad and go to the gym
>watch the GOP debate on the stationary bike
>Lose track of time, end up burning 750 calories. Not bad!
>Go to sauna
>Leave gym decide to pick up booze because want to get drunk (Work was stressful)
>Go home and watch SF5 videos (Still havent decided to buy it or not)
>Get a bit drunk on whiskey and IPA but not crazy sloshed
>Pass out
>Oversleep have to rush out the door since I have an 8AM conference call
>All my meetings go well.
>Go home
>Start drinking a beer and get on 4chan
>>26925360
>coming back from classes
>got two exams back
>one pass one barely fail (85 and 65, respectively )
>come back to my room
>random girl passed out on my couch
>find out its one of my roommate'spends friends from back home
>I decide to ignore her
>play league all night
>drunk friend comes into my room
>invites me to Dennys
>had Dennys for the first time with drunk friend and 3 qts who live in my floor
>go to bed in an overcrowded room sexually frustrated
>wake up
>get ready for an uneventful spring break
Kill me already
>>26933053
reminds me of one time
>be me
>new cashier
>day is somewhat normal
>this lady(~40) is next
>okay, do you have a rewards card?
>she is struggling.
>leave my hand out
>she screams at me "NO" multiple times and flails her arms around
>reaches over and swipes her rewards card on the scanner.
>scans each of her items(pack of gum, soda, and a bar of chocolate)
>I'm confused and just staring at her while this happens
>actually hands me the money.
I don't get it, if you didn't want hand contact then why did she make contact while giving me money.
fucking weirdo
>>26925360
>hung out with best (and pretty much only) friend
>drank
>listened to music
>walked around
>came home
>shit posted
>watched community with little bro
>slept
>woke up
>flirted with 2 QTs on snapchat
>worked out
>did art
>ended up here again
>>26925360
>be 18
>final year of high school
>autopilot my way through classes
>spend lunch break in bathroom stall on 4chan
>school ends
>Go home
>Jack off
>eat a frozen pizza
>Watch 4 episodes of Ajin
>Shitpost on 4chan and leddit
And that brings us to now.
>play ffxiv til 4 am
>sleep
>take bus to work at 10 am
>get off bus early to get food (didnt have work til noon)
>decide to call in sick
>finally decide to kill myself
>take the bus down to hardware store to buy rope
>head back home with 30 ft of rope
it's about 2pm now and my family's gonna be home in an hour. i dont want to risk the chance of surviving so i'm gonna wait til monday. feels pretty comfy to finally get this over with
>>26931376
that image
>/tv/ writes a fanficI like it
>ate food 3 times (yogurt, eggrolls, cereal)
>pissed urine 6 times
>slept on filthy bed (slept on bare mattress for the past 5 months with bug infestation)
>read 50 chapters of a manga
>played some games
>listened to a lot of music
>pretended to be a girl while talking to my pillows for a few hours while hugging them until i fell asleep
>had a dream where i was a woman and this man hunted me down with a gun trying to kill me when suddenly he was captured by my imaginary friends and they split his penis down the middle with a hammer, i felt immense pain in my vagina and demanded they stop torturing him and we became friends
standard day
>play shitty computer games
>go to bed at 3am
>wake up at 2pm
>go shopping
>come home
>do coursework
>play shitty computer games
literally everyday minus shopping
>fapped
>slept
>fapped
>>26934547
it's actually real.
Nat's parents forced Luc to do some changes to the script iirc
(google 'leon original script', a lot of stuff was changed/removed)
>be me
>work as an american emt in japan working with nothing but japanese firefighters
>all the firefighters all chill in the common area and conversate
>i just stay in my little emt room and never talk to the firefighters because im awkward
>browse 4chan for 20 hours thinking of how lonely and depressed i am
>>26931710
I hope for your sake that we are not the same
>have weird dream where I'm prolly gonna lose virginity to some girl but when she see's my dick she starts crying
>wake up and try to take a shit
>it's hard and spiky and after 30 minutes on the toilet I give up and suck the shit back up my ass
>drink 6 cups of coffee and smoke some cigarettes to losen the shit up
>manage to push it out but cut my asshole in the process
>been shitposting for the past few hours somewhat painfully because my ass hurts
>>26925360
7:43pm march 3rd 2016
>hated being at an open bar that my firned invited me to.
>left and got on the subway
>got home an hour lated and shit posted for 30min and left to go to the gym
>gym until 11pm
>can't fall asleep anymore despite taking magnesium and putting on the office reruns
>6:23am leave house for work
>8:09am get to work in newark
>spend most of day cleaning up experiments from last time, closing out some reports
>4pm go to the bus stop
>4:38pm buy a 22 of yuengling and get on the NJ transit rail and drink the beer before penn station
>get home at 5:50pm
>feed my sick dog, and drink whiskey ginger
>shitposting until ~8:15pm when i have to go to the gym again
>wake up hungover
>smoke some weed and drink some coffee
>go to work
>work
>get out of work
>buy a bottle of hennessy
>go home and start drinking
>already drunk
>do this everyday by my self
soon im gunna smoke a joint and hopefully pass out. Im so lonely all i want is someone to say "anon its ok im here for you"
>finished nichijou
>afterwards spent several hours on /a/
>listened to some comfy kpop as well
>went on /lit/ and found some books to read online
>finished reading and started contemplating stuff
>go outside after contemplating
>decide to jog
>run far away for a couple of hours
>decide to go home
>take a bath
>spoon my cat and fall asleep
>>26925360
>Sleep in till 3pm as hungover
>drink some lucozade pink lemonade
>eat can of sardines
>Funpost on /fit/ till 4pm
>walk to the gym
>buy food and eat it on the way
>work delts and tri's
>walk back from gym
>have dinner
>funpost on /fit/ till around 8pm
>do some coursework
>more funposting
>watch some YouTube videos
>Finish coursework 7 mins before deadline
>talk to friend on normiebook
>arrange for a skype gaming session tommorow
>drink some energy drinks
>go back to funposting
>it's 1am and I don't need to be up till the canteen serves brunch
>listen to joe rogan in the background
>consider fapping
Let's be honest this is the average life of a poster here.
>reading about andy warhol online
>make ramen for dinner
>write paper until midnight
>break to masturbate 3 times
>watch 'fail' videos in my post-ejaculation sloth state
>back to writing paper
>sleep 4 hours
>up for classes
>have a slice of bread for breakfast
>print & turn in paper
>doze through classes all day
>have dry ramen for lunch
>fail a midterm exam
>come home
>make some ramen
>browse /r9k/
>wake up
>insane nicotine and caffeine craving
>play bass for a bit
>fuck up my lower back from playing bass
>can't move from my bed
>parents think I'm just being lazy when I say I can't leave my bed
>parents leave
>roll slowly and carefully out of bed
>stumble to the kitchen
>grab 6 30mg codeine tablets
>my parents will notice but fuck it im in too much pain
>never taken opiates b4
>smoke a bowl
>feels great
>don't care about any of my problems, actually feel genuinely happy
>codeine wears off 100% pain is back can't move again
>cop a spray from my parents at dinner about how I'm a failure NEET faggot
>cry
>smoke a gram and watch Flight of the Concords
>left for work at 5
>two hour drive to work
>slept for the two hours there
>spent 10 hours in the sun
>two hours back home
>download GED study books
>sleep
That's pretty much how my day goes from six days a week
>woke up
>tried to work out
>threw up chunks
>called out of work sick
>browsed /hc/ and fapped
>nap all afternoon
>>26925360
>be me at 9:09
>sitting at school
>fuckmylife.jpeg
>sit through the most boring classes of my fucking life
>teacher literally humiliates me in class
>feelsbadman.png
>get home
>program for 3 hours
>mfw i take the daily shit
>shower
>in bed
>cycle continues
>>26925360
>took a bunch of drugs
>went for a run
>talked to online friends a bit
>played halo and fallout and phone games
>still up
who tf up right now tho? Smash that mother fuckin' like button
>>26925360
> woke up at like 7:00
> prepare for uni
> finish all my classes for the day around 1:00
> come home and play wow
> think about her
> get angry and punch the walls to get it all out
> shit post
That's about it
>Wake up at 5:30
>...FUCK
>Start tea
>Clean up, put on tie, gel hair
>Drink tea, wake up roomie with tea, eat some blueberries
>Drive to the hospital
>12th floor by 6:30
>Pre-round on my 2 old and 1 new patients
>Write most of 2/3 of the progress notes, put in orders
>Get some tips from my resident
>Tabletop rounds; 2 oral presentations
>Walking rounds; one more presentation
>Interdisciplinary rounds around 10:30; eat a donut :3
>Finish notes
>Brief personal Cards lecture from resident yay
>Noon conference w/lunch
>Walk over to an interdisciplinary session
>Boss around dental and nursing students for like 4 hours
>Drive home
>Change, eat a rice krispie, play like 30min of Hearthstone
>Start a UWorld block, do some questions
>4chan study break
>Present
My one day off is tomorrow; excited to get to sleep in...
>>26925475
good job anon :)
originalo comento
>get drunk while browsing internet
>go to bed
>wake up
>eat cereal
>watch anime
>browse internet
>do laundry
>continue browsing internet
Pretty boring but relaxing day. Unfortunately I have to go back to work tomorrow.
>Go to bed at 10pm
>lay wake due to insomnia until 4am
>wake up at 530 for school
>get there and people are talking about a school shooting
>finally its happening
>more talk about the shooter coming to our school and going crazy
>im hype AF for a few hours
>he ends up being detained at home by his mom and nothing happens
>fuck this.webm
>go home
>shower
>smoke
>post to /r9k/
>studying Japanese
>do some gardening
>read a bit
>have some lunch
>tidy my house
>make some bread for the weeken
>install a curtain rod
>drink some beer
>watch some chinese cartoons
>sleep
>wake up
>watch some more chinese cartoons
>shower
>post this
>>26925360
>ate dinner
>played killing floor for several hours
>wake up ~1pm
>eat eggs and toast
>wash dishes
>shitpost on /vg/
>do accounting work for 3 hours
>shitpost on /vg/ some more inbetween this
>done with work
>post this shitty greentext in /r9k/
>ate breakfast
>got mail
>walked to bridge in the back of the woods
>walked back in
>cooked and ate food
>now im here browsing
>going to play old school runescape all night then sleep
>woke up feeling shitty as always
>went on the computer
>ate
>went back to the computer
>slept
thats pretty much every day desu
>>26925360
>played video games with a foreign friend till 7:30am
>crawl into bed
>dont make it and sleep on floor till 3:00pm
>eat some ramen then go back to playing games
>walk to conveinve store buy some food head home the long way
>gaze at some cheery trees in bloom
>realize i'm by couples and feel like shit
>play games and will end up repeating an endless cycle.
>>26925360
>Wake up at 0530
>Leave at 0600 for work
>Arrive at work at 0630, get my room ready for the kids (special ed. teacher)
>At 0700, kids arrive on bus, bring them to room
>Play with mentally retarded children for five hours
>Combine break and lunch into 45 min. block at end of shift, so I can go home early (get paid for six hours of work)
>Leave at 1315
>Get home at 1345
>Play WarThunder until I get hungry, around 1900
>I get paid $25 an hour to be a certified tard wrangler for the school, work about 30 hours a week
>I love my life.
>>26938208
Got any good stories as a tard wrangler?
>>26926299
sadly
this.
except eat should be eat twice as much as any reasonable human would
>went to sleep
>wake up
>do some stuff
>go back onto 4chan
>sit awkwardly in a mumble with friends and ex gf
>leave and fap
>come back and watch their normie videos until 2 am
>go to sleep
>wake up at 2pm
>no one has messaged me
>figured
>wait until 5 pm to start drinking
>message around for anyone to talk to
>no one responds
>now finishing 12 pack ready to kill myself
>nightmares
>wake up at noon
>hear parents moving around and talking in the living room
>stay in bed to avoid talking to them
>fall in and out of sleep for three more hours
>get up and eat
>get groceries for parents
>go to work
>come home and eat
that's it. currently putting off sleep because I have to go back to work in seven hours
>>26925360
>wake up
>eat
>go for an hour long walk
>come home
>do some body weight exercises
>shower
>eat lunch
>bored doing nothing for a couple of hours
>eat dinner
that's it
>>26925360
>Woke up, been unemployed for a bit, but no big deal, have multiple job offers each week because skillset, just enjoying studying on unemployment.
>Cleaning house, taking care of day to day, being a useless cyborg fuck like I am.
>7th anniversary, girlfriends birthday. Have all kinds of nice plans.
>Girlfriend gets home. Pissed I got a haircut. Pissed I'm even breathing. Fuck those plans you've been making for weeks, "I just wanna go to sleep."
Fuck this man. It's been 7 YEARS. WHAT THE FUCK. I know I'm not chad, no matter how hard I've been trying. I can't be. But 7 years means nothing to you? Fuck you. So close to running away, giving up every bit of trying not to be a robot. I've gotten so close. I have FRIENDS! I've had jobs! I've accomplished things! But one shitty day invalidates all the years of my hard work?!? DO YOU KNOW HOW BAD IT FUCKING SUCKED TO GET HERE? NO, OF COURSE YOU DON'T, I'm just a beta orbiter that made good for a camwhore and you've been okay with it, til the exact FUCKING SERCOND that I inconvenience you.
>Woke up at 8am
>Skype date with American girl I met in Kosovo in 2014
>It goes well. Might go to the US this summer to see her. She laughs at my accent because I'm from the southern hemisphere.
>Talk to my dad about a thesis topic I've been thinking of since he works in the field I'm studying.
>Shower
>Read a little bit of Stanislaw Lem's Star Diaries
>Avoided writing more of my thesis. Let ideas sit in my mind for a bit.
>Meet brother's girlfriend. She's nice.
>Do some work on Aspirin induced ototoxicity.
>Now
>Future plans probably involve going out for dinner then walking to a friend's flat-warming.
I have a poor self image so I think of myself as robot but going through what I've actually done today I realise I'm probably a normie.
>wake up
>lay in bed trying to go back to bed for an hour or so
>get out of bed
>smoke
>brush teeth
>"""study""" for my midterm today (4chan)
>smoke and make another video diary in a cemetery
>go to class
>take midterm (C at most)
>lay under a tree and smoke a few
>go back to room
>shower
>drink iced tea
>watch spice and wolf for 2hrs
>wank
>get dinner
>smoke
>continue watching anime and browsing 4chan
>find this thread and post in it
>>26925360
>wake up 7 30
>go to collage
>only class that didn't cancel Friday after spring break
>only to be handed back test i got a 69 on
>go home
>jo
>eat at 11 30
take online test for online class pass that because online classes are jokes
>get on /b/
>watch a dude poke a hole in his arm and "milk it like a cock"
>youtube
>jo
>eat
>get on /r9k/
>>26938719
I had one of my kids shit in a teacher's garbage can when he got mad at her. It was actually pretty funny when it happened, he just started doing that angry retard wail when she was yelling at him, then pulled off his pants and shirt, then walked bare-ass naked up to the front of the class and shit in her garbage can. Needless to say, I burst out in laughter and couldn't help her deal with the tard for about a minute.
We also had one of our bigger kids (hereafter referred to as Tardicus) win a 5 v 1 in about ten seconds. Tardicus was/is a massive 12 year old, 5'11", 220 lb, built like a fucking fridge. One day a gaggle of niglets came up to Tardicus and started harassing him, trying to pick a fight (I work in a pretty ghetto-ass part of Long Beach, CA). This is pretty typical, I started to shoo them away, when out of the fucking blue one of the niglets jumps forward and socks Tardicus in the jaw, a solid right hook. Tardicus lets out this loud groan (I knew at this point to back the fuck off, because that groaning noise means he's about to flip) and then lays into the pack of nigs. Seriously, I've never seen anyone but crazy meth-fiends fight as hard as Tardicus did that day. He was laying them down left and right, and I distinctly remember watching him open-handed slap one of the niglets in the face, and having the kid actually fly through the air and hit a wall. The kid who actually started the fight ended up with a pretty severe concussion on account of Tardicus lifting him up like Hercules and slamming him headfirst into a locker. Once all of the kids had been knocked unconscious or fled, I was able to calm Tardicus down enough to get him in soft restraints, and wait for the cops to show up. All but two of the kids from the group of five ended up going to the hospital for that little incident. The only injuries Tardicus got were the broken nose from the first shot from the little kid, and some fingers on his hand were broken.
>>26925360
>get to mates house after classes
>play smash
>eat dinner
>walk to local petrol station together
>buy slushy ice drinks
>walk back to his house
>come back home
>watch my youtube subscriptions
>sleep
>wake up
>progress some schoolwork
>watch latest anime episodes
>get on r9k to write this
>>26925360
>woke up, 730
>got up at 830
>breakfast, got ready and went to work, arrived at about 9:45
>lunch at 1:30
>worked legitimately until about 4
>time-wasting till 5:30
>drove home, ate some chicken nuggets and other snacks while watching spongebob.
>browsing r9k mostly since then.
>>26927144
You should watch The Iron Giant, or 1 of the first 2 Bionicle movies.
>play clannad til 3
>jerk off
>go to sleep around 4
>wake up at 7
>force myself to eat a couple handfuls of cereal so I stop feeling nauseous
>go back to sleep
>wake up at 9
>shower
>smoke
>play clannad till 2
>tfw no gf
>smoke
>listen to asmr
>jack off
>fall asleep at some point
>dad wakes me up at 7 to eat
>11:11 PM Thursday night
>smoke a spliff
>make a shitpost on /lit/
>smoke another spliff
>make a shitpost on /x/
>smoke another spliff
>make a shitpost on /his/
>try making a gravity bong
>take a hit
>feel sick
>eat leftover pad thai
>smoke a final spliff
>go to sleep
>wake up 10:00 AM Friday by alarm
>go back to sleep
>dream about fucking succubi
>wake up again 1:00 PM
>eat quesarito from Taco Bell
>buy small pipe for weed so I don't have to use spliffs or gravity bongs
>go home
>smoke out of new pipe
>shitpost on chans
>go over to friend's house
>drink beer
>watch full metal jacket
>go home
>smoke more
>lurk /r9k/
>post
>wake up, tired as shit
>feel sick and shitty but have to go to class because midterm
>dress like shit, look like shit, feel like shit
>midterm went ok
>meet with shitty project group after class for like 4 hours and get jackshit done
>go home, then go out to dinner with dad that I wont see for another 2 months because of work
>come home, need to do homework but ending up browsing 4chan
>post here
>at the train station
>some woman comes up to me
>explains that she's at the wrong train station and she can't afford the ticket to get to where her sick four month old daughter is getting a life-saving surgery
>this is obviously a fucking scam
>give her the $20 anyway because I'm omega
>take the train home
>play Mario Party alone and post on /r9k/
>>26940410
Kalindra-chan is the only trap I'd shag desu
>>26925360
>watch an episode of flashpoint while eating some chicken
>hit the sack around 12am
>wake up at 6:30am to get ready for school/work
>8am-12pm, work
>decided to just fuck it and skip class
>was tired anyways and not feeling well because I had to cold turkey on my clonazepam because of my doc's officeit takes them 3 days to send in a fucking refill request/authorization, even if the pharmacy faxes the request over to them
>get home around 2pm-ish
>guy was supposed to come by and clean the windows
>thought he was gonna do it in the morning, but he does it in the afternoon instead
>was gonna take a nap, but now I couldn't
>whatever, I need to hit the store anyways to pick up a different prescription
>since I travel by bus it kills a couple hours
>get back to my place around 5:30pm
>fold my laundry, clean my room a bit
>sit in front of my computer until now
>might go make some soup or something since I'm fucking hungry
>gonna watch an episode or two of flashpoint
>kind of afraid to sleep because of the cold turkey thing and I'm already starting to feel the withdrawal symptoms
I might just go to an urgent care clinic tomorrow and see if I can get a temp script for the clonazepam until the doctor's office gets their shit together and gets my actual script renewed sometime next week.
>>26925360
>12AM-8AM: Work
>Walk home
>Shower
>9AM-12PM: House of Cards
>12PM: Dinner
>12PM-4PM: House of Cards
>4PM-1AM: Sleep
>wake up @ 10:30
>take adderall
>make $2,000 in stock market
>play WoW
>start drinking at 5:00
>go to local restaurant, eat half of a chicken, do some reading
>go home
>play more WoW
successful day, seriously boring as fuck though
>wake up
>have cookies with yogurt
>play league
>watch iem
>play hearthstone
>have dinner
>sleep for two hours, wake up due to bedbugs being annoying shits
>browse 4chan for 5 hours
>wish i was dead
>wish i was dead
>wish i was dead
>wish i was dead
>wish i was dead
>Wake up
>Apply for a job
>Eat lunch
>Paint
>Masturbate
>Browse 4chan
>Play Uncharted 4 multiplayer demo
>Browse more 4chan
Now I'm here
>>26925360
>11am - come to, drink a quart of water, go back to sleep
>2pm - wake up fully
>3pm - rub one out
>3:15pm - smoke a cigarette
>3:30pm - go to wage slavery
>11:30pm - clock out
>12am - get food and start drinking whiskey, smoking cigarettes here and there
>around 4-5am - go to bed
This is usually fairly consistent. Some days I get out of work earlier than others.
>>26925360
>woke up
>drove dad to national park so he can hike
>eat whataburger
>go home
>read 4chan
>nap
>exercise
>stretch
>meditate
>use tarot cards to predict the future
>realize that im not crazy and i just have a different method of understanding the world
>go to work at subway
>other guy on night shift smokes me out
>freak out
>realize that im mentally damaged and retarded in understanding other humans in a moment of clarity
>came home and typed this
>got up
>class time
>ate with some friends
>flirted with a grill I know I won't get with because I'm stuck on my ex
>bought another girl coffee
>go home
>play league for a while
>nap time
>get up again
>go eat and get drunk with some friends
>they go to some shitty club
>friend brings home a guy
>more alcohol
>munchies(tm) cheese and crackers
>vidja games
And here I am.
>wake up
>shower
>buy food from cafeteria
>buy drinks from mini mart
>interact with the owner
>only human reaction of the day
>go back to room
>eat 70% of food while watching rick and morty
>masturbate
>sleep for a bit
>wake up and eat remaining food while watching rick and morty
>watched youtube videos
>shitpost on 4chan
>wish i die in a plane crash today
>sleep
>>26925475
On this day, a man removes his chains.
>>26925417
Hey Norman, can you like..get the fuck out? Yea that would be great, don't let the door impale your pretty boy ass into oblivion.
>get home from work at 7am
>work on wife's car for an hour
>go to sleep, listening to some cartoon network shit.
>wake up at 4pm
>bathe
>turn on computer
>jam to some Within Temptation and other autistic music
>I am Skyrim, Dragon friend.
>God damnit, time to go back to work at 7pm.
>currently watching the clock hoping 7am gets here faster.
>4am, playing video games
>4:40am, overtaken with the realization that my life is a dead end and I'll never become anything because I'm a worthless overly-depressed waste of resources
>start crying
>5am
>cigarette
>cigarette
>5:30am, lay down in bed
>stare at ceiling
>continue staring at ceiling for hours
>7:30am, my mom calls me to see if I'm doing okay
>I'm not but I don't tell her that
>8am, finally fall asleep
>4:00pm, wake up
>lay in bed staring at the ceiling for a while
>4:17pm, get up
>reheat some fried rice from 2 days ago
>eat it
>4:30pm, leave for shitty fast food job
>8:00pm, get told to clock out and go home
>wait for a solid thirty minutes for my ride home
>8:30pm, get in mom's car to go home
>mom spends entire ride home interrogating me about why I look so sick
>ask her many times to leave me alone about it but she doesn't
>8:47pm, get home from work
>cigarette
>9:00pm, turn on computer, sit down and play Cabal Online for about 3.5 hours
>12:30am, play a match of league,lose
>1:00am, begin laying in my bed staring at the ceiling while listening to pagan folk metal without really hearing it
>check on /r9k/ and /ck/ every so often in between depressed dazes
>4:05am, begin crying
now I'm just sitting here in my underwear with dried tears stuck to my face and indigestion, wishing I wasn't too pussy to kill myself.
r8/10
>woke up at 3pm
>went outside and grabbed some pizza to share with my grandmother.
>showered and sprayed myself down. hope i smelled nice.
>bought the culling on steam. got fucked up.
>left the house and took the train to the city to go on a date with a girl i havent seen in a while.
>its now 5am and i vaguely remember taking a piss in a mop bucket somewhere. i also managed to spend 110 GBP.
>im now lying in bed dehydrated with no regrets.
>whatever
>who cares
>no one is going to read this
>why
>am
>I
>still
>alive
>log into federal computer
>check 4chan for new ip addresses to profile
>find several users that I will track for the next weeks
>went to bed
>slept for 12 hours
>woke up
>brush teeth
>shitpost
>dinner
>talk to online 'friends'
>watch show
>basically get dumped
>beg for death
>google which of my medications will kill me the fastest
>watch tv and eat pizza
>go to bed
>wake up early in the morning because my mothers "boyfriend" is raising his voice at her
>run downstairs and tell him to shut the fuck up
>he starts screaming at me as if hes my dad
>knock him out
>drag him outside
>hear him drive off later
>turns out mom is in debt because he has been giving him money for drugs all along
>mom gets fired from her job
>eat grilled cheese sandwich
>go back to bed
And now im here.
>>26945448
>he has been giving him money
She has been giving him money*
